Chapter 37 Section 7

At night, Meng Jincheng came home from the company with the latest newspaper in his hand. The description of Zhuang Yi's affair in the newspaper made him dumbfounded. He couldn't help but be thankful that he didn't have a nemesis like Liang Xiaoshuang by his side, otherwise, he would be worse than Zhuang Yi. Speaking of the word "miserable", he suddenly thought of Xu Nuan, and his heart ached, if she was really Ruan Ruan... Thinking of this, he closed his eyes, suddenly sad. For two nights and one day, he has been thinking about how to go on the road ahead. If Xu Nuan is really Ruan Ruan, how should he meet her who has such an experience, and how should he let Meng Gu know all this.

Last night, after he came back from Newstar, he thought about it for a long time.When the night breeze picked up, those beautiful and beautiful girls smiled at him from a distance in the feasting place. Seeing this, his heart felt as if a hole had been stabbed open. That night, in the study, he lost sleep completely, repeatedly playing with the blue ribbon that Xu Nuan left at the banquet. Delicate and depressing blue, thinking of the lonely lake, the dark sea, and the little girl named Ruan Ruan many, many years ago. A sleepless night. When dawn broke, he got up, and the curtains in the room fluttered like the skirt of a girl who was weeping silently.His heart ached again, and he really didn't know how to deal with this sudden situation.

Looking back, I saw the words I wrote down on the desk unconsciously last night——still. still? Meng Jincheng frowned slightly. Are these unconsciously written words telling himself that he still loves Xu Nuan?No matter who she is, no matter what she goes through, do you still love her deeply? Meng Jincheng's heart was relieved, he suddenly remembered something, so he immediately called Xia Liang—to tell him to go to Zhao Zhao—he asked Xia Liang to write a check to Zhao Zhao, and asked Xu Nuan not to issue it. Even before he fully figured it out, he still had to protect Xu Nuan. This was the protection he owed her for seven years.

It's too late. But better off, never again. Meng Jincheng thought that he needed some time to think carefully about how to accept Xu Nuan without hurting her self-esteem, and how to talk about all this with Meng Gu.Another point is that he also needs time to untangle the entanglement in his heart that cannot accept reality. Meng Jincheng didn't expect that such a big thing happened in Zhuang Yi's family during the night of his insomnia. For some reason, when he almost wanted to send someone to send a salute to Zhuang Yi's hospital to celebrate, he suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. He suddenly thought, could the mysterious girl who went with Zhuang Yi and Liang Xiaoshuang be the one? ——Xu Nuan?

Thinking of this, Meng Jincheng sighed. No matter how indifferent a person is, he will inevitably have worries. When he got home, the nanny handed him slippers, took the newspaper from him, helped him hang up his clothes, and said with a smile, sir, my nephew and young master are waiting for you in the living room. Only then did Meng Jincheng realize that Meng Gu was actually sitting on the sofa. Mongu?Why are you up so late?Meng Jincheng stepped forward. Meng Gu looked at Meng Jincheng, hesitant to speak. He said, Uncle, I am waiting for you.I heard... You went to meet Zhuang Yi a few days ago. Was it Ruan Ruan's business because of Xu Nuan?

Meng Jincheng hesitated for a moment, he didn't know how to tell Meng Gu all this, about this most likely Ruan Ruan's Xu Nuan being a lady in Newstar. Meng Gu said, I heard from Xia Liang that Xu Nuan appeared in front of you at the banquet, and she was crying at you all the time.But then you couldn't see it at all... Meng Gu's words made Meng Jincheng's heart ache. If she was really Ruan Ruan, how sad she would be. Because she was in the world, she didn't even have the courage to call him my sincere uncle, so how would she face Meng Gu in the future?Meng Jincheng's heart was in a knot.

Meng Gu said, in fact, she might not be Ruan Ruan.But uncle... At this point, he hesitated to say something, uncle—then hesitated for a moment, not knowing how to speak. Meng Jincheng looked at Meng Gu strangely and said, what's wrong? Meng Gu wanted to come here for a long time, and finally plucked up the courage to say, I don't know why my uncle must find Ruan Ruan, maybe, she is no longer in this world, or maybe, to find her, she is already someone else's wife... In fact, I've been terrified that it will end like this in the future. Meng Jincheng was stunned for a moment, obviously he didn't expect Meng Gu to say that.He asked hesitantly, is Ruan Ruan already indisputable to you?

Meng Gu sighed and said, I don't know either.I just know that the separation seven years ago has created too much distance between me and her, and this distance is far beyond what I can define.If my uncle hadn’t had such a chance, met a noble person, and became the president of Shangkang Group, I think, I’m just a poor student, and I’d probably spend all day trying to survive, I’m afraid I don’t have time at all To think about whether there is such a childhood sweetheart in my life... Or, I will miss her very much in the dead of night, but I really can't guarantee that if I find her, will I still love her .Also, how should the three of us get along?After all, she is my lover, and she used to be your nominal wife. I don't want us to fall into an embarrassing stalemate again... Uncle, this makes me very painful.

Meng Jincheng was silent, no expression could be seen on his gentle and jade-like face. Half a day later, he said, you mean Lu Ruan is now your burden, your burden? Meng Gu was stunned for a moment, then hurriedly defended himself, saying, Uncle, I didn't mean that.I mean, I don't know how to deal with Ruan Ruan.Although, she has always been in my heart. Meng Jincheng didn't speak, and fell silent again, his eyebrows stretched like bluegrass frowned slightly, and he said slowly, you mean, we... don't look for her anymore? Meng Gu nodded and said, don't look for her anymore, we should have our own lives.We are no longer us in Taohuazhai, and Ruan Ruan may not be the same Ruan Ruan as before.

Meng Jincheng, who was always gentle, suddenly became angry. Although what Meng Gu said was so cryptic and upside-down, he could still feel what he wanted to express. You just put aside the words "she is always in my heart", "I don't know how to face it", "I have my own There is only one central idea in the beautiful words of "life", that is, give up looking for her! Meng Jincheng couldn't help but his tone became stiff, he stared at Meng Gu closely, and said word by word, have you ever thought that she is very likely to have a bad life now? Meng Gu felt a little uneasy when he saw that the gentle uncle was angry.However, he still refuted the past, he said, yes!She is very likely to have a bad life!But, uncle, have you thought about it, what if you find her and she gets married?What if she has a child?Or what if she is disabled?Or, what if she doesn't want to see us at all?Or, she is now a prostitute, a gangster, or even a murderer...

Meng Gu's words completely enraged Meng Jincheng, and his pale jade face showed anger—seven years ago, his success, not only did not bring happiness to Ruan Ruan, but also made her so miserable.At this moment, this man who was supposed to make her happy is using all kinds of beautiful excuses and talking about all kinds of so-called helplessness... Meng Jincheng waved his hand and slapped Meng Gu on the face. Meng Gu obviously didn't expect that his uncle would do something to him for this. He couldn't help covering the red marks on his face, and said to Meng Jincheng, one day, you will know that everything I said is right!Her appearance this time may destroy you!Do you know? Meng Jincheng raised his hand, slapped Meng Gu again, and said, are you right?Where are you right? !In this life, when you hugged her, when you kissed her, when you possessed her, when you let her carry your child and live a difficult life alone in this world, have you thought about it, you Where are these arguments right? ! Meng Gu bit his lip, looked back at Meng Jincheng, and said, who didn't make mistakes when he was young!don't you?Didn't you peek at women in the women's bathroom and be forced to act crazy for so many years, so that my dad died with you? Do we all have to pay for our every mistake?Who stipulates that we can only love one person?And love for a lifetime.Who stipulated that if we slept with her, we had to... Before Meng Gu finished speaking, Meng Jincheng grabbed his collar angrily. At this moment, he suddenly realized something. On his calm face, his eyes were full of anger. He suddenly realized that the reason why you have been unable to find information about her for so many years is not because there is no information about her at all, but because you don't want to find her at all!You think she is no longer worthy of a noble man like you!But what about your conscience?When you see the news you found, she has a child, and with your child, your bone is bone, flesh is flesh, blood is blood, even if it is not for Xu Nuan, for this child, can you Not so selfish? child? Tears suddenly appeared in Meng Gu's eyes, in fact, it's not that he doesn't love Ruan Ruan anymore, it's because he can't do like Meng Jincheng.In the face of time and tribulations, he finally retreated.He came to take Meng Jincheng's hand, and said slowly and heavily, "Uncle... It's not that I don't know that I owe her so much.It's just that I can't face the seven-year distance between us, and I can't face the messy things she has encountered in these seven years, which are very likely to drive me crazy! Meng Jincheng glanced at him, and smiled coldly. In his opinion, all Meng Jincheng's rhetoric was just to make his disappointment less cruel. At that moment, with great anger, he said, listen to me, all these years, I have always known that she likes you, so seven years ago, I fulfilled you.During the years of looking for her.I always thought that you would want to find her just like me. After all, you still owe her happiness.But, now, I take back my fulfillment! Speaking of this, Meng Jincheng paused for a moment, and his face returned to calm. He said word by word, everything about Ruan Ruan has nothing to do with you from now on!As for the 100,000 why you just said, I might as well tell you——if I find her, she is married and has a child, then I will bless her and watch her be happy; Don't want to see me at all, then I will leave without hesitation; if I find her... a... whore, then she is also the girl I have loved the most, and I will always love her deeply; if I When I found her, she was a gangster, so I would watch Rang Shabao and play wild with her; if when I found her, she was a murderer, then I would send her to prison for the rest of my life; If she was shot, then I will prepare a cemetery for her and rest her in peace. The tombstone says, Ruan Ruan my wife! After Meng Jincheng said this, he was also stunned. He never thought that this woman named Ruan Ruan could make him willing to go so far!She is the best memory and waiting for him in all his youth.Therefore, he willingly waited for her vague news during these seven years. The clouds cleared. The entanglement of the past two days dissipated like this. Meng Gu looked at Meng Jincheng blankly.He has always known that his uncle has a deep attachment to Ruan Ruan, but he did not expect that this attachment is so deep and strong that it has not changed after so many years. However, he still wanted to tell Meng Jincheng that sometimes, the sadness of things being different from people is beyond the grasp of natural people, people shouldn't be so harsh on themselves, or Ruan Ruan simply doesn't want to see them with sad memories 6 But, Faced with Meng Jincheng's determination, he knew that Meng Jincheng might not listen to what he said. He smiled bitterly and said, Uncle, you will regret it. Meng Jincheng didn't speak. Meng Gu held back for a long time, and finally couldn't help it, and said, it's impossible for me and Xu Nuan, and it's impossible for you and Xu Nuan!Today Chen Zigeng has already mentioned your marriage with Chen Ji to his grandfather, and his grandfather agreed without hesitation, do you know that! When Meng Jincheng finally made a decision, the news rang in his ears like a bolt from the blue. Meng Jincheng froze in place.