Chapter 24 Section 4

until one day. That day, Ruan Ruan was jumping rubber bands, and the fool Meng Jincheng and the toon tree were loyal to their duties.And Meng Gu, who came back from school, slipped over and slid a pair of scissors on the stretched rubber band. The rubber band broke, kicking up dust on the ground, shrinking rapidly, like flying sand and rolling stones, stretched to Ruan Ruan's eyes, at that moment , the world is pitch black! That year, Ruan Ruan was twelve years old and Meng Gu was fifteen. In this way, she shrank into the darkness, just like the light she caught on the day she was born fell into the darkness before she opened her eyes.

In the darkness, there was grandma's sighing, Meng Jincheng's babbling and calling... It seemed there was also Meng Gu's breathing, his small chest rising and falling. No one blamed him, grandma was reluctant, mother gloated before it was too late, and uncle Meng Jincheng was a fool, he would only giggle and never criticize, but Meng Gu still felt a kind of liquid shaking in his eyes, which made his eyes twitch. Nose sour. Meng Gu's mother left the house first, and when she left, she still did not forget to speak sarcasticly, she said, tsk tsk, what a match made in heaven, one stupid and the other blind.

Blind. In the darkness, these two words pierced Ruan Ruan's heart like thorns, her thin body trembled suddenly, grandma saw it, and sighed softly, as if comforting Ruan Ruan but also as if Comfort yourself, say, nothing.If you don't read, you are blind or not, it's all right! Grandma's words of "it's okay" made Ruan Ruan suddenly frightened, could it be that she would really go blind?I can no longer see the picturesque Meng Jincheng, the kind grandmother, and the hateful Meng Gu... At that moment, tears flowed down, soaking the cotton yarn. Grandma hugged her and said, don't cry, Ruan Ruan, if grandma can pull Jincheng, she can pull you.

At this time, Ma Lian came in again, and she urged Meng Gu to go back to the house to do his homework.Hearing what grandma said, she couldn't help but sneer and said, tsk tsk, how selfless!Being blind doesn't just suit your heart, you are no longer afraid of this undercooked pigeon flying away.After finishing speaking, she grabbed Meng Gu and said, what are you doing foolishly?Still not going home to do homework? But Meng Gu refused to go back. While pulling him, she patted his head with her hand and said, you dead boy, why are you messing with this group of people who went into the coffin?Ahh... At this point, she let out a scream, slapped Meng Gu on the face, and said, you son of a bitch, why did you bite me?Are you blind like this wild child?

Meng Gu covered his cheeks, stared at his mother with red eyes, and said, she won't be blind! Meng Gu's mother, pulled Meng Gu's ear and yelled, "You son of a bitch, you are not going to be your daughter-in-law, will you care about my old lady's business?"You go back to the house and do my homework! In this way, that night, Meng Gu was forced by his mother to return to his own room, while Ruan Ruan spent a sleepless night in grandma's room. It was dark in front of my eyes, and I couldn't see anything.Outside the window, the moonlight twirled quietly through the treetops and sprinkled on her face as delicate as porcelain.

Meng Jincheng has been by her side, "babbling" all night, as if telling the child, don't be afraid, uncle is here. On this moonlit night, Meng Gu cried all night, but no one knew. Similarly, no one knew that early in the morning, that boy named Meng Gu rushed out of the house without even eating breakfast, carrying his schoolbag.On the walls where he wrote big characters with lime, he smeared the five characters "Ruan Ruan is a shit", but he couldn't smear them off, and the cover was not complete, even if his hands were worn out by the rough walls... ...Some things cannot be erased, for example, the words he left on the wall, such as the scar he left on her forehead.

Then, he leaned against the corner, hugged his schoolbag, and cried loudly—she could no longer see him. So, who are these words written for?See who sheds tears because of grievances, who is overwhelmed by embarrassment, who runs after him, who hides behind the foolish little uncle Meng Jincheng?For so many years, from the age of nine, he kept writing these five characters on these walls until he was fifteen years old, six years. In the past six years, the most lasting thing he has done is probably to bully a little girl named Ruan Ruan unremittingly.From the time she was six to the age of twelve.

In the nights after the eye injury, she had nightmares every night. In the dream, there was a gentle and hoarse man's voice calling her name, Ruan Ruan, Ruan Ruan, so vaguely yet so clearly. As if possessed by a demon, she ran following the sound, running, running, but couldn't stop, so her hair fell loose, her shoes were lost, but she still couldn't stop, and there was a cliff in front of her.She had difficulty breathing and was terrified, but all she could do was cry while running. Not a pair of hands! Not a hug! Ken held her tight before she fell!hold her! In this life, where can I have a hug and circle a piece of peace for myself?No more tears, no fear, no white eyes, no scolding... She doesn't want to think about wanting other girls' head flowers, and their cheap but beautiful veils around their necks, she just wants one embrace.

But in the end, it was still a cliff. The whole person falls! The tears in the dream flowed out quickly, seeping out of the eye sockets, soaking the gauze that gently wrapped her eyes, and her eyes were stung—ah—with a scream, the whole person was stripped from the nightmare and hung on the air. On the bed, panting, terrified, covered in thin sweat. But it was still an endless darkness. Nguyen - Nguyen - don't...don't - be afraid! In the darkness, a pair of warm hands gently landed on her small shoulders. The pronunciation was very difficult, and the voice could not distinguish the emotional color. It seemed to be made up of a few simple syllables.But if these few syllables came from the mouth of the fool Meng Jincheng, everything would be different.

Before Ruan Ruan had time to respond, the grandma who came in from outside the door almost screamed in surprise, sincerely, sincerely, are you talking? Ruan Ruan couldn't see, but she could feel the old man's surprise. Grandma should have staggered to Meng Jincheng, grabbed his hand and asked, as if tears were dripping from her eyes, sliding down her vicissitudes of face superior. The strange thing is that no matter how grandma talked to Meng Jincheng, Meng Jincheng didn't make a sound, just babbling.It seems that the previous sentence "Ruan - Ruan - don't... don't - be afraid!" is not what he said at all, but some kind of voice from the gods outside the sky.

The next day, after school, Meng Gu ran to grandma's house to look for Ruan Ruan with a few pieces of peanut nougat.He quickly peeled off the icing, and when Ruan Ruan was unprepared, he stuffed the candy into her mouth. Ruan Ruan was frightened by this sudden "attack" and let out a soft ah. Before she could scream, she already licked a hint of sweetness on the tip of her tongue, and also smelled the special fragrance of mint. Meng Gu asked Ruan Ruan, is peanut nougat delicious? Ruan Ruan nodded, and stuck out her tongue at Meng Gu, but her brows were still slightly frowned because of the pain in her eyes, as if smoky.She silently accepted Meng Gu's candy.The little hands turned in the pockets, counting carefully, feeling very beautiful in their hearts-there are seven pieces of candy! Suddenly, she remembered Meng Jincheng's sudden "words" last night, and asked Meng Gu, "Uncle Jincheng, has he been a fool since he was a child?" Meng Gu just shook his head, but before he could speak, Ma Lian, who rushed in like the wind, grabbed his ear and carried him away. Ma Lian said, Meng Gu!You don't come in after school every day to see this dead bastard wild child, don't you feel itchy?You come here in a hurry every day, you should be reincarnated!