Chapter 13 Section 1

On the night of the dispute with Zhuang Yi, Xu Nuan kept having nightmares. In the nightmare, it was the snowy night four years ago, when she betrayed her body in order to save Xu Die. She kept crying in the dream, while Zhuang Yi Yi stood aside and watched her smile, that smile was full of sarcasm, contempt, and all the expressions that Xu Nuan didn't want to see. Then, in the dream, she cried to Zhuang Yi, why didn't you show up earlier? !Why don't you just kill me? !That way, I won't be despised by you or despised by you! This nightmare has been repeated for a long time, just like many years ago, when she was in love with that boy named Meng Gu, she would dream of him endlessly.

I dreamed that he left me heartlessly, so I fell into the black vortex, and I couldn't cry anymore. Xu Nuan painfully discovered that she really cared about Zhuang Yi's opinion of her. This discovery made cold sweat run down her back. She comforted herself that it must be an illusion. illusion. How could I care what the devil like Zhuang Yi thinks?He hurt Zhao Xiaoxiong and imprisoned himself. After that, although Xu Nuan hadn't been to school for more than a month, she was very active in preparing to find a job after graduation and submitted many resumes online.Liang Jialida Group, Li's Group, Rising Sun Group, Shangkang Group... Whenever there is an opportunity, she will submit her resume to them.

Of course, all of this was done behind Zhuang Yi's back. When she submitted her resume to Liang Jialida Group and Li's Group, she was a little apprehensive, but finally she submitted it. In that car accident, Li Le did not die.This is what Xu Nuan didn't know. In that car accident, Li Le injured his spine and will probably be in a wheelchair for the rest of his life. However, the Li family is contacting doctors in the United States, and it is said that there is a good chance of recovery. Liang Xiaoshuang has always felt guilty about this. She felt that she had harmed Li Le, but she also felt that Xu Nuan was to blame for all of this. If she hadn't snatched away Zhuang Yi, she would not be so paranoid, and neither would Li Le. In order to "serve" oneself and suffer such harm.

Liang Xiaoshuang cried for a long time in front of Li Le's hospital bed. She said, Li Le, what if you can't stand up anymore?I will hate myself.woo woo... Li Amber stood aside and rolled her eyes.She felt that Liang Xiaoshuang was too capable of tossing around. Although my cousin was not as handsome as Zhuang Yi, he was still pretty good.You, Liang Xiaoshuang, are so obsessed with ghosts, why don't you marry Zhuang Yi? Li Le looked at Liang Xiaoshuang quietly without speaking, but his eyes were so gentle.In the end, he tried his best, raised his hand, wiped away tears for her, and said, didn't the doctors in the United States say that there is still great hope.

Seeing that Li Le didn't blame her, Liang Xiaoshuang cried even harder.In her opinion, Li Le should slap her dozens of times and scold her severely, so that she can feel at ease. Of course, Li Amber who was standing by the side thought the same way, she hoped that her cousin would give her a signal, and then she would slap Liang Xiaoshuang dozens of times.However, when she saw Liang Xiaoshuang holding Li Le and crying, she felt like a light bulb, so she said to Liang Xiaoshuang, cry slowly, I want to go out for a walk.Then he made a face to Li Le and said, Cousin, please take it easy! Li Le cast a helpless glance at Li Amber who was exiting the ward. She and Liang Xiaoshuang were wayward couples; when they got together, they would do crazy things all day long.

Li Le looked at Liang Xiaoshuang who had been crying, feeling very distressed.In fact, he really didn't blame her, he had thought about it at the time, even if Liang Xiaoshuang tossed a hole in the sky, he would have to find colorful stones to fill it up, not to mention, Liang Xiaoshuang just tossed and broke his spine That's all. Li Le licked his chapped mouth, scratched Liang Xiaoshuang's head, and said, come on, don't cry, are you afraid that I will die, no one will be your substitute, no one will wait for you to remarry? Liang Xiaoshuang finally burst into laughter, she said, Li Le, you deserve it for being so talkative.

Seeing Liang Xiaoshuang smiling, Li Le suddenly brightened his heart. He smiled at Liang Xiaoshuang and said, yes!I deserve it! It turns out that to love someone is to love her forever and never be willing to blame her.When I saw her cry, my heart felt like a needle pricked; when I saw her laugh, my heart felt like a flower blooming. In love, everyone has their own fatal weakness. Li Le's weakness is Liang Xiaoshuang, and Liang Xiaoshuang's weakness is Zhuang Yi. Then, who is Zhuang Yi's weakness? Sometimes life is a boring circle. On the day of the graduation ceremony, Lin Xin called Xu Nuan, and she complained on the phone, Xu Nuan, two months, two months!Did you emigrate to Mars, or were you taken care of by Mr. Kuai?

Xu Nuan thought for a while and said, I was taken care of by Martians. Lin Xin laughed on the other end of the phone and said, I didn't expect, Xu Nuan, you've learned to be humorous after you disappeared for two months. While submitting her resume online, Xu Nuan said, after reading so many romance novels of yours, and being influenced by so many humorous male protagonists, I think it's hard not to be humorous. Lin Xin said, Xu Nuan, you have been taken care of by the Martians for the past two months, and you can actually joke.Xu Nuan, is that really you?Or are you possessed by a ghost?

Xu Nuan shrugged. Lin Xin must not know that the reason why he miraculously became a chatterbox is entirely thanks to the devil Zhuang Yi. Anyone who is locked up for two months will catch his acquaintances non-stop Speaker. Lin Xin suddenly remembered something, and said to Xu Nuan mysteriously, Hey, Xu Nuan, do you know?Don't we always complain that the rented romance novels are torn off by someone every time they reach a critical point? Xu Nuan secretly smiled, blushing slightly, although life has given her too many painful experiences and dripping sourness for so many years, but she is still the kind of woman who blushes easily and has a very thin skin.

Lin Xin said, I finally found the culprit... A. Xu Nuan said, A? Lin Xin said that it meant one of the culprits.After she finished explaining, she quickly said, isn't it just a few days to graduate and carry luggage?When I was helping Li Xiao make up the bedding, I found a pile of papers from under her bed. I took a look and thought she tore up "Principles of Marxist Philosophy" or "Introduction to Deng Xiaoping Theory" for cheating in exams. , I picked it up and took a look, wow, it was all "panting", "kissing" and "hot"... I was stunned at the time, I think I haven't listened to Ma Zhe's class for four years in college, dare to love the textbook Keep up with the times?Later, I remembered... oh...

Xu Nuan held back her laughter, and followed Lin Xin's exaggeration. Then, the two said in unison, "So that's the case."After finishing speaking, he laughed.Obviously, the two of them didn't expect that a quiet girl like Li Xiao would do such a thing. Lin Xin said, "Xu Nuan, I've done it with the pile of books and paper that Li Xiao tore off, and the "homework" of the four years of college has finally been completed."Or, if I give it to you, you can also reach Consummation? Xu Nuan smiled, blushed and said, Lin Xin, you are a bad person. A few days later, when Lin Xin was about to leave the city, Xu Nuan sneaked out to meet Zhuang Yi behind her back. The two of them sat in KFC and ate cones, and agreed that there was no record of M. tasty. When Lin Xin left, she was very sad. She hugged Xu Nuan and said, Xu Nuan, if I can’t find a job in the small city in my hometown, I will come back. Master Kuan will marry himself off. Xu Nuan suddenly felt reluctant to part with Lin Xin. You must know that under Zhuang Yi's control, her deskmate Lin Xin was one of the few people she could talk to. It should be said that only Lin Xin could bear her boredom. After Lin Xin walked out, she suddenly remembered something, turned around again, took out a pile of book papers from her backpack, stuffed them to Xu Nuan, and said, Well, a few days ago, I only relied on them to count as my real university graduation.Give them to you now, pity you who haven't graduated yet. Just as Xu Nuan was about to scold Lin Xin, Lin Xin ran onto the bus. Lin Xin waved goodbye to Xu Nuan on the bus and said, go back and study hard!This "homework" is four years behind! Pedestrians on the street looked at Xu Nuan curiously, Xu Nuan lowered his head and blushed. Originally, Xu Nuan was going to throw these papers into the trash can. It wasn't that she was pretending to be pure, but she was worried that Zhao Xiaoxiong and Xu Die would dig them out sooner or later if she left them at home. I will fold these book papers into paper airplanes and let them fly all over the community, in case they get stuck in the face of the devil Zhuang Yi again... Thinking of Zhuang Yi, Xu Nuan shuddered. But in the end, Xu Nuan returned home with these papers. She felt that no matter what, this could be regarded as Lin Xin's gift for her graduation from college.Moreover, she suddenly wanted to see it too. Back home, before Xu Nuan had time to change her shoes, she looked up and saw Zhuang Yi sitting on the sofa, as if she had been waiting for her for a long time. Xu Nuan thought, rare visitor. Ever since Zhuang Yi humiliated her viciously last time, he has never stepped into this apartment again, and this time he doesn't know what wind brought him here. Xu Nuan gave him a chilling look, and found that his face was as gloomy as briquettes. She was startled, lowered her head, and explained, my friend is leaving here, and I'm going to see her off...I didn't intend to disobey you mean. Zhuang Yi didn't say a word, and threw a few diaries in front of Xu Nuan, sneered, I think you are not going to send your friend, but looking for that man surnamed Meng all over the world! When Xu Nuan looked at the diary on the ground, she was startled at first, then filled with grief and indignation in an instant. She picked them up from the ground, hugged them in her arms, looked at Zhuang Yi, and said, "You... peeked at my diary?" Zhuang Yi sneered and said, I didn't want to watch it.It was Zhao Xiaoxiong and Xu Die who dug it out and almost used it to fold the plane, so I just saw it. Xu Nuan was shivering.She thought that Zhuang Yi must have read all the content in the diary, all her thoughts, and all her privacy.These diaries recorded her love for Meng Gu, her guilt for Meng Jincheng, her pity for Zhao Xiaoxiong... and her hatred for Zhuang Yi... In fact, it also recorded that every time he appeared, the inexplicable throbbing and loss in her heart.She wrote so cryptically in a diary: Can a person be moved by a demon who imprisoned him?And this demon has hurt her again and again... At this moment, Xu Nuan felt as if she had been stripped of her clothes in front of Zhuang Yi. Zhuang Yi looked at Xu Nuan, who was pale, and didn't seem to care. He didn't see the part where Xu Nuan mentioned him in his diary at all, and he didn't know that Xu Nuan would mention him in his diary.Just the first paragraph of her description of Meng Gu's miss already made him lose the slightest interest in reading it.Thinking of this, he didn't know where the anger came from, and said to Xu Nuan, I paid you to learn to read, not to let you use these words to write your thoughts about other men!Of course, he paused, picked up some letters with his index finger and middle finger and threw them at Xu Nuan's feet, saying, "It's not for you to read the love letters written by those brats!" Xu Nuan bit her lip, looked at the man in front of her, he was fierce, domineering, unreasonable, he drove her crazy and made her want to kill.At that moment, she didn't know where the courage to refute him came from, so why did you let me know how to read?Are these words used to express admiration for you for hurting me, gratitude for your imprisonment? !Or use them to write love letters to the devil you are? Zhuang Yi looked at Xu Nuan, she looked a little cute when she was excited.Her outburst made him suddenly feel that she was not a silent log, and seemed to be a little lively. However, she actually wanted to rebel, which was obviously too worthy of severe punishment.However, Zhuang Yi's face was still cold, he said, am I a devil?Thank you for your compliments!Write me a love letter?You are never worthy! Not worthy! Never worthy! These few words stuck in Xu Nuan's heart like a needle. She knew why Zhuang Yi said that. In his eyes, she would always be the girl who betrayed her body on a snowy night four years ago.From then on, it has nothing to do with innocence, but will always be tainted with lowliness. not worthy. Yes, not worthy. Now she is not only not worthy of having fantasies about Zhuang Yi, a high-ranking demon, but also not worthy of thinking about Meng Gu. Although, many times, she really wanted to find Meng Gu, not for entanglement, not for love, but just to ask him, seven years ago, what happened on the night when we agreed to leave together, and made him break his promise . Just like now, she really wants to ask Zhuang Yi, what is the reason for him to humiliate herself so much. Xu Nuan's tears suddenly fell. Zhuang Yi looked at Xu Nuan, sneered, and said, as for?Not when and where, you think about that man, right? Xu Nuan looked at Zhuang Yi, his hideously handsome face seemed to have turned into Meng Gu's face in tears, she suddenly wanted to touch it, but just as she raised her hand, it stopped in mid-air In the middle, he finally drew an arc and fell heavily. What does the boy in her heart look like now? She didn't want to think about it anymore, it was Zhuang Yi who always brought up that past incident abruptly, it was Zhuang Yi who always repeatedly mentioned that man surnamed Meng in front of her abruptly, so that she could never be the same as before. Say goodbye. The damned tears and the damned silence again! Zhuang Yi couldn't bear to see Xu Nuan crying, but he hated himself for having such intolerable emotions, so he hardened his heart and looked at Xu Nuan coldly. Suddenly, Zhuang Yi discovered that Xu Nuan was holding a stack of papers in his hand. With tears in his eyes, Xu Nuan stepped back subconsciously and put the book paper behind him. Zhuang Yi walked around behind her slowly and said, what are these? Xu Nuan suddenly remembered Lin Xin's words, and while stepping back, wiping away tears, he stammered, "University's last..."homework". Zhuang Yi sneered and said, oh?Then show me. Xu Nuan shook her head, concealed herself, and said, ah, it's all torn...torn! Zhuang Yi's face became gloomy and he said, are you really resisting me? ! Xu Nuan shook her head quickly, she could see that Zhuang Yi was getting angry.She didn't want to make Zhuang Yi angry, and she didn't dare to make Zhuang Yi angry, but she didn't want Zhuang Yi to think that she was a "crazy erotic woman" who actually had a hobby of collecting such things. Zhuang Yi said, I'll count to three, if you don't give it to me, I will have a way to punish you, so that you will remember what will happen if you resist me! Xu Nuan was extremely nervous. She looked at Zhuang Yi and was fighting fiercely in her heart. Woohoo, Lin Xin, you are such a bad woman, you killed me!Give it to him, you will lose your face... If you don't give it to him, you will suffer a lot... Swallow it, there are too many books... Li Xiao, Li Xiao, you just have a hobby of collecting, Don't collect so many, right?Lin Xin, Lin Xin, even if you used Li Xiao's collection to make up for your "homework", you can't be so greedy, you just brought it all!Xu Nuan, Xu Nuan, you may have been obsessed with these things, saying that this is a graduation gift from Lin Xin, isn't it because your dark, evil little heart wants to see these things? Zhuang Yi glanced at Xu Nuan and knew that she was very upset because of his counting. Zhuang Yi smiled mischievously, and counted, three! After finishing speaking, at the moment when Xu Nuan was stunned, like a cheetah attacking quickly, he snatched the paper from her hand.Xu Nuan let out a cry, and immediately rushed towards Zhuang Yi, trying to get those books back.However, Zhuang Yi stepped aside like a vigilant and agile leopard. He glanced at Xu Nuan's so-called last "homework" in college, and then felt struck by lightning. Then, he blinked his eyes and said mischievously, there is no such "homework" in my university. Today, I have to study hard. After speaking, he pretended to be ignorant. With a hint of provocation. His eyes were full of lust, his warm hands caressed her small chin, he removed her layers of clothes, and his lips gently kissed her... The ambiguous tone made Xu Nuan almost collapse. When Zhuang Yi read the most exciting part, Xu Nuan finally closed his eyes and screamed like crazy, trying to stop Zhuang Yi from "reading".She felt that if she could, she would embrace Zhuang Yi, the devil, to die together. Zhuang Yi looked at Xu Nuan's blushing face because of shyness, and suddenly there was a ripple in his heart.A thin thing stirred in his heart, like reviving grass, or a newly blooming flower.He froze for a moment, then turned to Xu Nuan pretending to be serious, and said, your school's "homework" is not bad.Then, he said innocently, "Xu Nuan, let me review your "homework" for you, why are you screaming?" ! Xu Nuanming knew that Zhuang Yi was playing a prank, but she had a thin face and couldn't tear it off, so she begged, give it back to me. Zhuang Yi just laughed, very ambiguously, he said, what's the matter?Do you still have to study hard? Xu Nuan's face turned even redder.This ambiguous atmosphere was about to torture her crazy. Taking advantage of Zhuang Yi's inattention, she stood on tiptoe and rushed towards the papers in Zhuang Yi's hand. Zhuang Yi raised his arm, and Xu Nuan fell into his arms. The moment she fell into his arms, Xu Nuan felt like she was about to lose her breath. Zhuang Yi was also stunned. When Xu Nuan's slender body fell into his arms, he felt a vine growing softly from his chest, and slowly blooming flowers. Time stopped at that instant. Between the two of them, there were only two layers of thin clothes, the skin was hot, and the heartbeat was accelerating. Zhuang Yi looked at Xu Nuan. There were still tears in her eyes, shining like diamonds and stars. The moment Xu Nuan wanted to break free from his arms, he suddenly grabbed her—she fell completely into his arms. Suddenly, Xu Nuan's heart beat like a drum. Zhuang Yi lowered his head gently, his handsome face gradually approached, Xu Nuan was stunned, as if under a spell, he didn't know how to dodge.He kissed her full forehead with tender care.The gentleness is like a gurgling stream.His kiss went all the way down, gliding over her beautiful eyes, the bridge of her delicate nose, and then turned to her lips like rose petals... Xu Nuan's tears fell, and for some reason, at the moment when the unexpected kiss came, she suddenly felt a huge despair rising in her chest, this sad despair tore her heart apart. Just when Zhuang Yi's kiss was about to fall on Xu Nuan's lips, Zhao Xiaoxiong who was playing with Xu Die outside suddenly rushed in and squatted in front of Zhuang Yi and Xu Nuan, with a humble and studious expression on his face. Zhuang Yi was stunned immediately. He and Xu Nuan quickly moved away as if they were electrocuted. Zhuang Yi was in a daze, dazed by his confusion just now. However, he quickly recovered his indifference, threw the book in his hand to Xu Nuan, and said, don't rush at a man as soon as he beckons! Xu Nuan looked at Zhuang Yi in astonishment.In fact, she felt that she shouldn't be surprised, isn't he always like this?He has always been so indifferent as a devil, taking pleasure in trampling on the dignity of others. Thinking of this, Xu Nuan smiled numbly.