Chapter 49 Epilogue Cheng Tianyou: A Journey Alone

When I was very young, I heard a beautiful saying. They say: Butterflies cannot fly over the sea. Only now do I understand that it’s not that butterflies can’t fly over the sea, it’s just that when butterflies fly across the sea with great pains, I realize that there has never been waiting on this side of the sea. I am like this butterfly with a thousand hearts. And Jiang Sheng, you are the sea that has never waited for butterflies. God, it was so dark. At this moment, the fog outside the window was heavy, just like my mood at this moment, suddenly lost and out of control. On the train, those travelers who are sitting upright are engraved with stories behind each of them, just like me at this time, my face must be full of longings.

Sitting opposite me was a seven or eight-year-old girl, smiling cleanly, in her mother's arms, frowning and winking at me. Jiang Sheng, at this time, I think of you again, imagining your appearance when you are seven or eight years old, are your feet covered with mud, is your face covered with ashes, like a groundhog? It's a real pity that I didn't have a part in those fun childhood and childhood days of yours.Suddenly, he envied Liang Sheng so much, he must remember you at every age. And me, no. This is what makes me happy for you, when Ning Xin's text message arrives——Liang Sheng... has no blood relationship with you.

Such a result, perhaps, even you have never thought of it.However, it may be the best result I can think of, about you, me, and him. Remember, once, that story I told you? A long time ago, a little pig got lost and sat on the side of the road crying. I'm sorry, I thought, I couldn't bring it home and build a big house for it and shelter it from the wind and rain; I'm sorry.I think, I can't cook delicious food for it every day, and make it fat and fat; I'm sorry, from now on, I think, I can't protect it for a lifetime, let it be happy forever, no worries, no more tears.

I'm sorry, I thought, I can't stay with it forever, I can't hold its little trotters.Sorry, I ended up throwing it myself at a crossroads. I've become a big pig for it too...but can't be with it forever. If a butcher raises a knife at it, I can't stand in front of it at this time... I'm sorry, dear little pig, I can no longer protect you for the rest of my life... Now, in the carriage, there is a song that makes my throat tingle.I murmured unconsciously.The little girl on the opposite side is very, very small.She kept looking at me, buried her head in her mother's arms, and watched me talk like a fool—

Want to do something for you, something that will make you happier. Fortunately, in your heart, bury my name. Ask for time to take advantage of you, when you are not paying attention. Quietly turn the seeds into fruits. I think he is indeed a man more suitable for you. You are too gentle, elegant, mature and sensible enough. If I step back into the good friend position. You don't need it any more, it's difficult to be like this. I love you very much, so I am willing to let you fly to more happy places. I love you very much, only let you have love, I can feel at ease. Watching her walk towards you is so beautiful.

If I cry, it is also because of joy. On earth, it is not easy for two people to meet each other. If I can't be your lover, I'm still grateful. I love you very much, so I am willing to fly to a happy place without holding you back. I love you very much, only let you have love, I can feel at ease. When I finished murmuring, the little girl suddenly asked my uncle, what were you reading just now?Why are you crying? Oh, my uncle was reciting a song, and sand fell into his eyes, so there were tears. So, uncle, what's the name of this song? I looked at the beautiful little girl in front of me, with clear eyes, just like you once, telling her gently, as if telling myself, it is called "Love You So Much".

Uh. Damn it! I really really love you.