Chapter 41 Forty-one, Tianyou said, Jiang Sheng, let’s get married

When I was very young, I thought that Liang Sheng was the most precious gift God gave me. For such a long time, I thought I was the happiest child in the world. However, I never imagined that one day, God would suddenly tell me, Jiang Sheng, I want to take back this gift! When God said this to me, it happened that Liang Sheng and I had known each other for less than two months—this news was told to me by Lu Wenjun, and he said it very hard, Jiang Sheng, Liang Sheng’s result came out , but he won't allow me to tell you! I stared blankly at Lu Wenjun, holding the chicken soup that I had just cooked for Liang Sheng.

At this time, I have been discharged from the hospital for almost two months, but Liang Sheng is still staying in the hospital for "so-called observation". This already made me vaguely uneasy. Today, Lu Wenjun told me this cruel fact. He said, Liang Sheng has myeloid blood cancer, and we are doing conservative treatment, but I'm afraid... At that moment, I didn't say anything, I didn't cry, I didn't laugh, I just said blankly, oh, I see. I see. I looked blankly at the chicken soup I was holding in my hand, and then looked at Liang Sheng in the ward through the glass window on the door. He was lying on the bed, his lips were as pale as snow, and his eyebrows and eyes were as calm as water.

Wei Young lay beside him, probably exhausted physically and mentally.I told her that Tianyou and I will have a wedding soon.She also smiled at me, it seems that my words let her see her happy future. Suddenly I found myself standing here like a superfluous fool. I turned and left without saying a word. There is her by his side, if I appear in this scene in a hurry, what a big failure it will be. My life, my existence, to Liang Sheng, what a failure! It was, it is, it will be But, my Liang Sheng, how far is your future? How far is it? In fact, since that day, when I insisted on asking Cheng Tianyou to take me back to Xiaoyu Mountain from the hospital, I have never been alone with Liang Sheng again.

Because, I know, many pairs of suspicious eyes have been staring at me and him. I promised her and promised them that I want everyone to be happy.I am no longer stubborn, no longer childish. Many times, in front of so many people, looking at Liang Sheng, looking at his pale face, looking at his smiling smile, lost his mind. And every time, after recovering from this kind of absent-mindedness, and looking at other people's searching eyes, I would turn my face, smile, and then leave quickly. Does anyone know that I will hide and cry? Does anyone know that I am really in pain and helpless?

Does anyone know that I tried so hard to convince myself to be strong, to mature and grow up; But. Don't think about it, never forget it. Lu Wenjun said, Jiang Sheng, are you okay?I shook my head and didn't speak.I just walked forward on my own, as to where I should go, I don't know. I just remember that Lu Wenjun said, Jiang Sheng, the only way to save Liang Sheng is to transplant bone marrow, otherwise, he still has two months at most... But, Jiang Sheng, don't worry, we will work hard for him Find the right bone marrow match for... I said go away, I want to be alone, go away.

On that day, unconsciously, I had already walked to the eye hospital where Miangua was. For such a long time, she had been placed in the hospital by God Bless for treatment.I know Tianyou's intentions. He is trying his best to make Xiao Miangua recover.He didn't want me to carry so much baggage of despair. However, I still remembered the bloody appearance when Xiao Miangua's face was scratched. Suddenly, I retched, and a feeling of dizziness hit me.Happiness was so hasty that I couldn't see the future. At the moment of fainting, I seemed to see the disappearing childhood in Weijiaping.

Those tiny little children on Weijiaping. Play around. catch up. laugh. Later, they grew up. Scattered all over the world. When I woke up, I was already lying on the warm bed at home.Cheng Tianyou was leaning against the window, with a strong sense of loneliness on his face. I struggled to get up, he came back to his senses, and hurried forward, he said, Jiang Sheng, from now on, don't move around!When he said this, there was an indescribable feeling of loneliness in his eyes. I pouted and said, I am not a child.Don't be so nervous, can you? Tianyou smiled and said, but, you are going to be a mother, so you have to be careful.

What did you say?Cheng Tianyou's words, almost made me jump out of bed. Cheng Tianyou pulled me nervously, he smiled and said, Jiang Sheng, don't jump around, even if you jump on the bed, you are going to be a mother, and you can't change it. I almost collapsed on the bed. It turned out that fate never discussed with me when making various arrangements. For example, when I was four years old, it sent Liang Sheng into my life; for example, when I was twenty-one years old, it sent a small child into my belly. At the moment when I was in a trance and confused, Cheng Tianyou said, Jiang Sheng, marry me.

I looked at him and didn't speak. After a few days. After hesitating for a long time, I told Jinling that I... am going to marry Tianyou, because I have his child. At that time, Jinling and Babao were taking care of Xiao Miangua in the hospital. When Babao heard this, he hurriedly turned his head and said, Oh my God!You are pregnant out of wedlock!Damn, in the future, you will be my idol! Jin Ling looked at me, extremely shocked, but in an instant, her face softened, and she said, um, the baby blessed by God will definitely be a handsome man in the future!Bless you, Jiang Sheng.After speaking, she hugged me tightly.

In her embrace, I suddenly thought of Xiao Jiu. At this time, she was in our city, but we were unable to find her whereabouts.Suman went abroad, because of the exposure of the scandal about the exchange, she went abroad to relax.Therefore, we couldn't find her, and couldn't ask any news about Xiao Jiu. They could only wait quietly for Xiao Jiu's sudden appearance, or for Su Man to return home. Once, like Jinling, I hugged Xiaojiu and blessed her and Bei Xiaowu; but they still didn't have a happy future. In this world, there are many children who are neither loved by God nor blessed by Jesus.

Such as Xiao Jiu, such as Bei Xiaowu, such as Jiang Sheng, such as Liang Sheng. Liang Sheng's illness fluctuated and worsened day by day.Many times, whenever Wei Young left, I would secretly stay by his bedside. Seeing him frowning because of his beauty, he fell into a coma. Then, I silently shed tears beside me, crying. It turns out that the term happiness is for us to see, not for us to feel. Liang Sheng, do you know? I have already decided to marry Tianyou, and I have decided to let you stay with Weiyang well, so that you will be happy and peaceful for the rest of your life. So, Liang Sheng, you must get better. Because there is a woman named Jiang Sheng who desperately needs to see you happy. Only if you are happy; her original decisions are meaningful. So, Liang Sheng, you must wake up.