Chapter 38 Thirty-eight, if you can't speak, let me tell you with tears, my thoughts, my words

When I woke up again, I had been in a coma for three days and three nights. In the ward, the strong smell of soda water made me sad, and so many scars made me almost a broken doll. At this time, a pair of warm hands firmly encircled my hand in his palm. It was a kind of long-distant warmth from childhood. My slack pupils began to focus. focus. Focus on the face of the owner of the hands in front of you.Then, the whole person began to tremble, before the words came out, the tears were winding. Liang Sheng gently raised his long and soft hand, and wiped away my tears. His eyes were full of mist, filled with deep distress. He said softly, Jiang Sheng, don’t cry, my brother is here Here, brother, never leave again.

My chapped lips trembled, but I still didn't speak. Or, I have so many words to say, and they pour out like crazy, clogging my throat and making it hard for me to speak. Liang Sheng's hands wiped away my tears repeatedly, and my tears flowed and flowed again and again. If you can’t speak, let me tell you with tears, my heart, my words; tell you, I miss you, I have been tossing and turning for more than four years, and I have been tossing and turning for more than 1,700 days and nights . Liang Sheng kept looking at me, his pale face showing a kind of morbid gloom.I have been crying silently, and he has been holding my hand, the warmth of the palm scattered on my cold fingertips.

Suddenly, I found that this ward was a little empty. That's when I realized that Cheng Tianyou was not by my side. Moreover, I also found that Liang Sheng was wearing the same blue and white plaid patient clothes as me. I looked at him in surprise, and I said, Liang Sheng, what's wrong with you? Just as Liang Sheng was about to speak, Lu Wenjun walked in. He looked at us with a concerned look on his lips. He said, Jiang Sheng, you finally woke up. Liang Sheng has been worried for a long time. After speaking, he looked at Liang Sheng again and said, it's time for you to take a good rest.When you brothers and sisters are all recovered, you will have more time, and, Liang Sheng, your girlfriend Wei Young is waiting for you outside the ward.

girlfriend.Wei Young. My eyes trembled slightly, and the corners of my mouth were sore. Liang Sheng looked at me and said, Jiang Sheng, brother is not seriously ill, don't worry, I'm just staying here for observation.It's fine. After finishing speaking, he took a deep look at Lu Wenjun, with a look of deep meaning. Lu Wenjun said, don't worry, go back and have a good rest, I'm sensible. After hearing such words, Liang Sheng left my ward with peace of mind. After Liang Sheng left, Lu Wenjun looked at me and said, Jiang Sheng, I don't know how to tell you about this matter. In fact, I do know that your brother has returned to this city, and, I admit, I will I told him the news of your return, because he has always been my patient, and I have always understood his psychology...he is very concerned about you.Moreover, you also know that he is my father's right-hand man. Although my father and I have been at odds for many years, I still don't want his right-hand man to be so concerned about his sister all the year round without being able to see it.Later, you also became my patient... At that time, considering the promise to Cheng Tianyou and Liang Sheng, I never told you that the two provinces are in this city.

I looked at him and didn't speak.In fact, I can understand it, and I don't want to blame anyone, and I don't have the strength to blame anyone. He sat by my bed and said, "Jiang Sheng, later on, I will be your doctor... Many things are uncontrollable, such as feeling sorry for you, getting to know you gradually, and finally, I can't help but use temptation His tone of voice hints at you that Liang Sheng is not lost and has no amnesia... If the things I have hidden have caused you to bear the sadness for such a long time, I really did not intend to... I nodded and asked him, is Liang Sheng sick?

A trace of hesitation flashed in Lu Wenjun's eyes, then he smiled and said, maybe he was too tired.Moreover, Tianyou forced him to go to the airport that day, and he couldn't accompany you until you woke up, which made him too sad.However, Jiang Sheng, don't hate Cheng Tianyou, after you injured yourself, he flew to the airport to chase Liang Sheng back, and there was a small car accident on the way, which scratched his face. Was he badly hurt then?As soon as the words came out, I was terrified by my own nervousness towards him. Lu Wenjun smiled and said, he's fine, and he asked me to tell you that when you wake up, don't worry about Xiao Miangua and Wang Hao, he has already transferred Xiao Miangua to a professional eye hospital.

I lowered my head, thinking of Wang Hao and Xiao Miangua, with tears in my eyes.I said, Lu Wenjun, I really should kill myself, what will Xiao Miangua do in the future?She's so small, so sweet, ruined by my self-righteousness... Lu Wenjun patted me on the shoulder lightly, and he said, Jiang Sheng, you can recover from your illness with peace of mind!Don't think too much, Cheng Tianyou will arrange everything for you. When he said the word "arrangement", he didn't know whether it was satirizing Tianyou's arbitrariness, or stating Tianyou's thoughtfulness. After finishing speaking, he ordered his assistant to bring me food, and he went out to answer the phone. Through the door, I only vaguely heard him say, Ke Xiaorou, you madman, are you finished? !

After he came back from answering the phone, he went back to the ward, sat on the side, and watched me eat quietly. He said, Jiang Sheng, did you feel more at ease after Liang Sheng came back? I hesitated for a moment, then nodded silently. Not long after this happy aftertaste, I got a hot slap on the face, and I was unprepared! Lu Wenjun hurriedly tore the girl away, only then did I realize that that woman was actually Wei Young. She pointed to my nose and said bitterly, it has been so many years!Ginger!Seven full years!Nearly eight years!Do you want to dominate Liang Sheng for the rest of your life?Well, now he won't go to France with me!Unlike me, the promised wedding will be held as scheduled!He stayed with you!Are you happy?Me and Ning Xin, my sister lost to you a blessing, my sister lost to you a cold student!This slap, I don't cherish God bless for myself, for my sister, and for you bastard!If you don't cherish him, why do you want to cling to him? Do you know that he is my sister's everything?

Lu Wenjun said, you are endless, she is a patient! Wei Young looked at Lu Wenjun coldly, why, do you want to sit back and accept the beauty from the conflict between Tianyou and Liangsheng's snipe and clam, after this bastard's dilemma? After finishing speaking, she turned her head bitterly and said, Jiang Sheng!I hate myself!It failed to kill you! It was only when she finished speaking that I realized that, that time, the person who hurt me was actually Wei Young, it was her! I looked at her in shock, I was shocked by her hatred for me, I was shocked that this kind of hatred actually made her destroy my heart.

She pointed at me and said, don't look at me like that!have you ever lovedIt has been seven years since I met Liang Sheng when I was sixteen. Have you ever waited for someone for seven years?Waiting forever, can never achieve a positive result!Finally, it was about to achieve a positive result, but it was destroyed by you! Have you ever waited for someone for seven years? Wait forever! It can never be cultivated to a positive result! Wei Young's words pierced my lungs like densely packed needles.Her words reminded me of God Bless and the waiting he never said. Waiting for me to grow up.

Waiting for me to forget. Wait for me to say, I do. I also thought of Liang Sheng, and his years of hard work, because of my stubbornness, my self-righteousness, and my undeserved love. In the end, those teenagers who were full of longing in the past became depressed and sad. Now, he should go to be happy, instead of being buried in my boundless sorrow, and become a funeral object of my happiness that can never be reached. He should be happy with Wei Young. Be a bright man. Instead of following me like now, and falling into this entanglement again. ... At this moment, my heart trembled, and Wei Young broke free from Lu Wenjun's restraint, she said, Jiang Sheng, you deserve to be RH negative blood!However, you shouldn't make Cheng Tianyou and Liang Sheng suffer with you!You want to commit suicide, you want to cut your wrists, you can die!Why do you still want so many people to be unhappy all their lives because of you! In Wei Young's excited and intense words, I realized that after I cut my wrist and passed out, the blood flowed all over the ground.At the time of rescue, due to excessive blood loss, blood transfusion was urgently needed; however, I turned out to be RH negative blood, and there is no such rare blood in the blood bank.At that time, Liang Sheng had just been brought to the hospital by Tianyou from the airport. When he heard the bad news, he ignored his own health and Wei Young's persuasion and feelings at the time, and asked the doctor to test his blood. If the blood type matched, I just drew his blood to extend my life... But, unfortunately, after Liang Sheng's blood sample was drawn, it was discovered that it did not match my blood type. Wei Young looked at me fiercely and said, Jiang Sheng, Liang Sheng is clearly in poor health!He is obviously very serious!But he can do this regardless of my worries and feelings... Since the two of you can sacrifice your life for each other, then let's go together!If you love **, then **!Don't involve us in it, follow your pain! Oh, a slap in the face, words like a knife. Finally, I understood that Cheng Tianyou's initial refusal to let me be with Liang Sheng was not cruel and unfeeling. He is right. It's just me, too stubborn. Too stubborn to lie to myself that my love for Liang Sheng is what my sister loves my elder brother; and it is this kind of stubbornness of self-deception that makes all of us unhappy. not happy. Including Liang Sheng. But, Liang Sheng, do you know? How much I hope you can be happy, what a hope. So, I raised my face and looked at Wei Young, absent minded for a long time.In the end, I say it with difficulty and earnestly, you are mistaken, I will soon... marry God Bless.At the wedding, after Liang Sheng handed me over to God, he will marry you in France.He loves you and you will be happy. I murmured, Wei Young, you will be happy.Liang Sheng will be happy, and you will be happy too... We... all of us will be happy. Wei Young looked at me hesitantly, eyes like water mist, blurred and in a trance, couldn't believe what I said. With pale lips, I said, I didn't lie to you.I have grown up, and I am not the little girl who likes to get into the horns of the dead.It's just that I'm sorry for delaying your marriage with Liang Sheng... But, after I leave the hospital, I will marry Tianyou. Don't be angry with my brother, he was just frightened by my self-harm... That's why I didn't keep my promise to you.However, he will make it up to you soon... Wei Young looked at me, silent. After Wei Young left, the entire ward became a tomb. There is a woman in the tomb, her name is Jiang Sheng.She has to bury all her fantasies and extravagant hopes in order to make herself and the people around her happy. If you can, can you not be happy? If possible, can I bury you in my heart forever? I was like a helpless child, holding Lu Wenjun and crying loudly. Lu Wenjun sighed, eyes full of tender distress, he said, Jiang Sheng, is it not because you love Cheng Tianyou that you want to marry Cheng Tianyou, but because you can't see Liang Sheng being unhappy anymore? I didn't answer, I just muttered with tears, I must make Liang Sheng happy, I must make Liang Sheng happy! At this time, I didn't pay attention at all, the door of the ward was slightly open.Outside the door, a man, holding the porridge he made himself, stood there in a daze, listening to my sentence. Jiang Sheng, is it because you want to marry Cheng Tianyou not because you love him so much, but because you can no longer see that Liang Sheng is unhappy? I must make Liang Sheng happy, I must make Liang Sheng happy! Oh. sentencing. She wants to marry me to make that man named Liang Sheng happy. It turned out that marrying me was to make another man feel at ease and happy. He closed his eyes heavily, with the corners of his mouth pursed in pain, like a sculpture, standing in the long corridor of the hospital.A lonely figure, a lonely face. That little girl is really stupid. She only knew that Liang Sheng was eager to save her life for her, regardless of her health, and she didn't know that there was another man named Cheng Tianyou, in order to give her a rare gift within a limited time. The blood, ran through major hospitals and blood stations... Finally, finally, this hard-won blood came... When he couldn't find the right blood, this foolish man named Cheng Tianyou even thought about what he would do if Jiang Sheng... If Jiang Sheng couldn't be rescued and died because of this? What should he do? He already loved her so much that he couldn't help it, even if she failed his kindness and ignored his feelings.But he couldn't find a reason to persuade himself to give up loving her. His love for her is not less than Liang Sheng's, nor is it thinner than Liang Sheng's. But what should he do? But she is so unwilling to take a good look, he loves her so much that he doesn't know what to do! Just when he was distracted by thinking about things in order to prepare blood for her, he got into a car accident, but the car accident was small, so he only scratched his face. At that time, he even thought, if he could find blood suitable for her, so what if he died in this car accident? Jiang Sheng, for so many years, so many years, why have you refused to see a man named Tianyou, when he loved you intensely and hopelessly. Oh. I won't let you know that the wound on my face was from chasing blood for you; I will only let others tell you that it was from chasing students at the airport, and this is the price I have to pay , this is what I deserve. I am afraid that if I tell you the real reason, you will feel sad and uneasy again. Jiang Sheng, you are a girl who always likes to feel guilty, sad, and restless. But I am so reluctant.