Chapter 20 Twenty, I hope you can be happy

As soon as Babao and Ke Xiaorou left, Lu Wenjun came. I don't know if Babao's words "you go to Cheng Tianyou at night..." have reached Lu Wenjun's ears. The first thing Lu Wenjun did when he came in was to hug the mushrooms, and then he smiled at me, with gentle and peaceful eyes like spring water, and said, Jiang Sheng, you fed the mushrooms so fat... I just smiled and said that it was because I ate too much mushrooms that I found that I couldn't afford them, so I got depression. Lu Wenjun just laughed, looking gentle and cute, he gently put down the mushroom, looked back at me, and said, Jiang Sheng, you have lost weight and your complexion is not good, did you sleep badly recently?

I nodded, maybe I'm not used to it. After saying this sentence, I was taken aback by myself. What do I mean by this sentence? "Maybe I'm not used to it", what are you not used to?Not used to leaving that beautiful little castle in Xiaoyushan?Not used to the days without Cheng Tianyou?Or, are you not used to the absence of "he loves me"? Thinking of this, my eyes are a little sad.And this slight emotional change fell into Lu Wenjun's gentle eyes.He looked at me, took out some pills from the bag, put them on the table, and said, this is a medicine that helps sleep. In addition, I have written down the usage and some small suggestions on a small card. You can take it slowly. Slow down.Also, as your doctor, Jiang Sheng, I hope you will be happier.Moreover, as long as I have time, I will take you to do something that will make you happy.

I turned around, looked at Jinling, then looked at Donggu who was playing with a bug on the ground, smiled at Lu Wenjun, and said, thank you for the medicine and the card, I will pay more attention .Plus, actually, I'm pretty happy. Lu Wenjun just laughed, and gently brushed the layer of flowers by the wall with his slender fingers, and said, does the wound on your head still hurt?Shall I change the gauze for you? I lowered my head slightly and said, Jinling has already changed it for me, don't worry about it.Moreover, you are so kind to me, I feel very guilty. Lu Wenjun just laughed, with an unfathomable light in his eyes, he said, Jiang Sheng, you are really strange, many people resent that others are not good enough to themselves, but you are afraid that others are not good enough to you!You're really weird, you know that?

I muttered, am I that weird? Lu Wenjun didn't speak, but nodded, his eyes were filled with incomparably soft tenderness, just like the tips of green grass in spring, light and soft. At that moment, I was suddenly in a trance.I thought of Liang Sheng and those days in Weijiaping.When I was young, I always liked to poke the tips of newborn grass into his ears when he was taking a nap.When he was woken up by the tickle, I kept my petite body and hid beside his bed.Liang Sheng didn't even open his eyes, so he could guess that it was me, and he said vaguely, Jiang Sheng, stop making trouble and go to sleep...

Where did Liang Sheng hide and fall asleep now?Waiting for me to stick a small piece of green grass into his ear and tickle him awake again?Thinking of this, my heart throbbed slightly, and the corners of my eyes were thinly moist. Lu Wenjun looked at the thin mist in my eyes, frowned slightly, and said, Jiang Sheng, don't think about so many unhappy things.Many times, the person we are looking for is looking for us not far away; and the person we are waiting for is waiting for our arrival not far away.You have to believe that you will find him.After finishing speaking, he looked at me softly and firmly, as if he wanted to give me strength and comfort.

I have to admit that Lu Wenjun's eyes are so sharp, he can always see what you are thinking clearly, perhaps, this is what a good psychiatrist possesses.And it was his "understanding" that made me want to confide my thoughts and worries about Liang Sheng to him consciously or unconsciously. While I was talking with Lu Wenjun, Babao, who had just been dragged away by Ke Xiaorou, bumped into her. She pulled me aside and said, Sister Jiang Sheng, aren't you going to find Cheng Tianyou tonight? I nod. With a very understanding expression, she said, we are all women, so you don't have to be shy and feel embarrassed to tell me, in fact, I understand everything.I'm afraid you are busy at the flower shop and don't have time to prepare. For your "safety", I just went to the vending machine to buy it for you.After finishing speaking, she mysteriously put a small thing in my hand.

I didn't understand it at the time, so I grabbed that little thing, put it in front of my eyes, and muttered, Du Leisi... what! After my scream, it was Babao's scream. She didn't expect that I would bring a condom in front of the public, and at this time, Lu Wenjun was less than 50 centimeters away from us, and his eyes Staring at the condom I was carrying in my hand. But, damn Babao, fuck your grandma!Your grandma Jiang Sheng has heard about it countless times, but is this really the first time she has seen such a real thing?Otherwise, even if my brain is full of urine, I wouldn't play with a condom in front of an extremely beautiful man?

At the moment, the whole flower shop is silent. Lu Wenjun looked at Babao and me with a shocked expression. My face was as gray as if I had just been fished out of a coal mine, and the hand that was holding the condom was put down with a swish, and my eyes almost looked at Babao with a murderous gleam. Babao also looked at me, thinking deeply about why I had such a dissatisfied expression. Finally, she seemed to understand, took out a few more from her pocket, stuffed them into my hand, and said, Sister Jiang Sheng, you Do you feel that the one I just gave is not enough?Don't be angry, I'll give you a few more, it should be enough for one night!After finishing speaking, she rushed out of the door with a slap, and when she left, she still told me earnestly, Sister Jiang Sheng, you must pay attention to safety...

After Babao left, I tightly held the "safety item" she "kindly" gave me and stood in front of Lu Wenjun, my face was swollen, and I had to put on a calm expression. Jinling saw that I had executed Babao, the "overzealous" little eighth woman Lingchi, a hundred times in my heart, so he came forward and said, Jiang Sheng, Babao is just a girl, a little girl.Girls tend to be overly enthusiastic, and she may have misunderstood your intention of looking for Cheng Tianyou at night, so don't be angry, and don't feel embarrassed.Lu Wenjun is not an outsider, he is your doctor, don't be shy.

My face was still very swollen, I shook the condom in my hand silently at Jinling, a murderous light flashed in my eyes. Jinling said, you mean, what should we do with these things, right?It doesn't matter, you just feed the mushrooms. At this time, Lu Wenjun spoke. In order to avoid my embarrassment, he deliberately changed the topic, he said, Jiang Sheng, your little flower shop is really good, from now on I will come every day to get a bouquet of flowers, okay? My face softened a lot, I smiled, waved the condom in my hand and said, okay, but I will give it to you for free.Otherwise, I will not charge you for free treatment and free medicine.

Lu Wenjun looked at my swaying hands that were overly complacent and forgetful, smiled lightly, and said, okay, since you always feel that you can't accept other people's good words for no reason. Later, because a customer came to the flower shop to buy flowers, Lu Wenjun didn't stay for long and left.Before leaving, he said to me, Jiang Sheng, Cheng Fang, the father of the Cheng Group, is having a big private party this weekend. I need a female companion. Can you accompany me? Before I could refuse, Lu Wenjun said again, of course, I want you to get in touch with people more, which can be regarded as a treatment method for your illness.Then it's settled, Jiang Sheng. After Lu Wenjun left, I was in a daze. I thought, if I go to this party, will I see Cheng Tianyou?What is my heart like?Do you want to see him, or are you afraid of seeing him?Alas, anyway, tonight, I have to ask him for help to save my friend Bei Xiaowu. Some people, always have to meet; like some scars, always have to face. At this moment, the door of the flower shop opened suddenly, and Bei Xiaowu rushed in, his forehead was bulging, the corners of his mouth were bruised, and he was covered with bruises. He walked in and looked at me and said, Jiang Sheng, your Grandpa Bei is back. up. After speaking, with a thud, he fell headlong to the ground. At that time, I didn't know whether to be happy or sad. The happy thing was that Bei Xiaowu came back; the sad thing was that he had such scars all over his body. Jinling and I helped him up with great difficulty. Jinling said, send him to the hospital?Bei Xiaowu woke up leisurely and said, I didn't faint, but I was too tired and wanted to sleep for a while.After finishing speaking, he looked at me and said, Jiang Sheng, when I'm not by your side, does anyone come to bully you? As soon as Bei Xiaowu opened his mouth, my heart ached.I said, fuck your grandma, you are so hurt, why do you still care about me? Bei Xiaowu just laughed, I don't hurt, Jiang Sheng, I don't hurt.At your age, you know how to shed tears. In this regard, Donggu is a few blocks better than you!After finishing speaking, he pointed to the ground and squinted his eyes, looking at our mushrooms calmly and said. I gently wiped the wound on his forehead with a toilet paper, feeling sour.Bei Xiaowu frowned in pain, then laughed when he saw my guilty expression, and said, Grandma Jiang Sheng, your hands are so light, do you think I am noodles?The wound doesn't hurt at all.After speaking, in order not to make me continue to feel guilty about these wounds, he raised his hand and slapped him, trying to prove that it really didn't hurt. Although his eyes pretended to be happy, I could see the sweat dripping from his forehead because of the pain. I didn't say a word, Jinling brought warm water and alcohol, she asked Bei Xiaowu, who made you like this? Bei Xiaowu looked at me, then at Jinling, smiled, and said, the police brother said, these wounds were caused by me accidentally hitting the wall! I held my hand tightly and said, fuck fart! Bei Xiaowu pursed his mouth in pain, and said, Jiang Sheng, look, I have only been in for less than ten days, and you are so lawless without my control!Mouth full of bad words!If Liang Sheng hears this, he must fight me. I didn't help him take good care of you. When the name "Liang Sheng" was mentioned, a trace of sadness flashed in Bei Xiaowu's eyes.That kind of man's unwillingness to let others understand the sadness.However, when Bei Xiaowu saw my tightly clenched hands and the condoms in my hands, his face turned green. He pointed to something in my hand and stared at me with wide eyes.Maybe he felt that it was really ten days in the prison, and a thousand years outside the prison.Thousands of years later, my skin has been cultivated into buffalo skin, and I am actually holding these things in broad daylight. I looked at the things in my hand and calmly explained, oh, these, I used them to feed the mushrooms. But when I finished speaking, I clearly saw Bei Xiaowu's eyes flashing an expression of "cut, let's argue, there is no silver three hundred taels here". At this time, the door suddenly opened gently. A delicate and gloomy face appeared in front of our eyes, and Jin Ling's eyes immediately became foggy, full of sadness and desolation. Cheng Tianen! He sat quietly in the wheelchair, without the bodyguards and assistants he usually brought with him.He looked at me, Bei Xiaowu, and Jinling with sympathy.As if all this was not caused by him, and he was just a passerby with a kind heart. I looked at Jinling, seeing her sad and sad expression.At that time, she must have been thinking that it turned out that Tian En had ruthlessly rejected her request to let Bei Xiaowu go, and in the end, it was because of her that he leniently treated Bei Xiaowu and me. I stood up abruptly and walked out. I'm not Jinling, I don't need to be grateful for Cheng Tianen's lenient side, and more importantly, he has caused all of this for such a long time! Liang Sheng's injury!Bei Xiaowu's injury!my injury!It was all created by him, directed and acted by himself!I can't thank others for hurting the people closest to me and hurting me. He could hate Cheng Tianyou's unintentional mistake back then, which caused him to lose his legs.But he can't transfer his hatred to us innocent people, let us be the cannon fodder for the hatred between their brothers!Now, Cheng Tianyou and I are separated; Liang Sheng is no longer able to return to my life; Xiao Jiu was also forced away by him; Bei Xiaowu was also hurt by him...he has no other bargaining chips. He used it to blackmail me, so should there be a break between me and him? Jin Ling seemed to see the raging anger I suppressed in my eyes, so she followed me closely and whispered, Jiang Sheng, Jiang Sheng, everything is over, don't cause trouble anymore. I turned around, looked at Jinling, and said, go back!This is between me and Cheng Tianen, it has nothing to do with you and Bei Xiaowu!You go back!I don't want to hate you!You don't have to speak for him either! Jin Ling froze in place. When I turned my head, the door was closed, and Cheng Tianen was smiling at me from the side of the street.There was a hint of smugness and slyness in that smile, as if, as long as I walked out of this door, I would become a fish on his hook.