Chapter 12 12. The closest person should not be your favorite person

That day, Lu Wenjun took me away from that devil Tianen. In the car, he asked me, Jiang Sheng, where is your home?I will take you back.Or, I can inform Mr. Cheng to come and pick you up! I shook my head, my confused eyes were in the rearview mirror of the car, I bit my chapped lips, and said to Lu Wenjun that he was very busy, he probably forgot about me.I have no home, oh, I have a flower shop, you can send me there.If I don't go home, will the mushrooms be hungry?Also, I want to call Jinling, I want her to find a way to speak up for Bei Xiaowu! Maybe it was my incoherent words that made Lu Wenjun feel that my mental state was extremely depressed.Therefore, he no longer mentioned "going home" and "Mr. Cheng" to me.

The car has been driving, and I have been looking out the window blankly.On the busy road, I suddenly had the terrible illusion I had a long time ago - a white Lincoln drove past Lu Wenjun's car, and the man in the car had such a clear face and exquisite facial features On, covered with a touch of sadness. Lu Wenjun's car was still speeding, but I, as if bewitched by that familiar face, wanted to open the car door and get out——Liang Sheng!It's absolutely Liang Sheng! Lu Wenjun was frightened by my abnormal behavior, he quickly leaned the car to the side of the road, and quickly stepped on the brakes!Just like that, the white Lincoln disappeared from my sight again.

My hand that pushed the car door was caught tightly by Lu Wenjun when he turned around!He said, do you know how dangerous you were just now? I looked at him in confusion, and said, I saw Liang Sheng, and I saw my brother.I'm going to find him!You drive fast!I want to find him! Liang Sheng?Lu Wenjun looked at me hesitantly, with a faint gleam in his spring-like eyes.He pondered for a while, and said, four years ago, Cheng Fangzheng, the elder of the Cheng family, had just found his lost grandson? Lu Wenjun's words pulled me back from my confusion to reality.Is it hallucination again?All that just now, that white Lincoln, that familiar face?I looked up and looked at Lu Wenjun, not knowing why he knew such details.

Lu Wenjun saw that my eyes gradually regained their brilliance, smiled lightly, and said, the reason I know is because, four years ago, I witnessed his illness. Are you his doctor?I looked at the young man in front of me in disbelief.Suddenly, I discovered that there is actually such a relationship between me and Lu Wenjun.We were all once related to Liang Sheng. So to speak.Lu Wenjun looked at me and said lightly. At that time, I wished he could tell me more about Liang Sheng’s life before he disappeared, such as his illness, for example, did he remember the name "Jiang Sheng"... In short, everything related to him I want to know so much.At this moment, I suddenly recognized the fact that Lu Wenjun was my psychiatrist, and suddenly, I had infinite dependence and trust in him.It's just because he was once related to Liang Sheng.

Isn't it a ridiculous reasoning - A is the person we care about, but eventually left us; we try to relive the beauty that A once left us from the person B who was related to A.The trust once placed on A will also be transferred to B. My tears suddenly flowed down in front of Lu Wenjun without any concealment. I said, he is very important to me. I know.Lu Wenjun's answer was clean and without hesitation. I looked up and looked at the man in front of me who looked like the spring breeze and the rising sun. The sensitivity of the profession of a psychiatrist made him always keenly detect the other person's mind.

Lu Wenjun looked at me and said, during hypnosis, your dream has already told me all your thoughts.So, you don't have to look at me so curiously, although I have never personally experienced your past.But, based on your dreams, I know what's on your mind and how you relate to those around you.Bei Xiaowu is the person you hurt very unintentionally, so in your dream, he plays the role of Wu Dalang, the person you hurt in the incarnation of "Pan Jinlian"!As for Cheng Tianyou, he once hurt you, and also hurt Liang Sheng.So, even though in real life, he loves you the most, but he still leaves you with a big shadow, which makes you unable to get rid of it even in your sleep.So, you dreamed that he was Wu Song, the one who raised the butcher's knife to you and Liang Sheng!

Finally, it was Liang Sheng.He is your dearest person, but he should not be your favorite person!Therefore, you are in this kind of contradictory and anxious psychology all the time.If the relationship between brother and sister is slightly biased, it will encounter secular taboos, and you and Liang Sheng will naturally not be spared.So, you carry such a deep sense of guilt.Even when you return to your dream, your relationship with him is still subconsciously defined as the disgusting relationship between "Pan Jinlian" and "Ximen Qing"! Lu Wenjun's words were resounding.After he finished speaking, he raised his eyes and looked at me lightly.In the eyes, there is pity, sympathy, and helplessness.

I bowed my head deeply, tears streaming down my face.Some things are always so vulnerable.What's more, he was facing his own psychiatrist. Lu Wenjun looked at me, stroked my hair lightly, his eyes were extremely bright, and said, silly girl, trust me, everything will be fine!I will definitely make you feel better! Lu Wenjun's words, like those medicines that calm the nerves, made me suddenly feel at ease. Suddenly, there is someone who has no stake in you but who can share your concerns selflessly.At this moment, my heart developed initial trust in this strange man.