Chapter 31 fourth quarter

It's another drunk.When Cui Yin got up again, the past time had taken advantage of his sleep to occupy his mind again. Cui Yin plans to go there again, by himself.He wanted to ride that huge Ferris wheel to the top of the city.Maybe there is only one step away from heaven, maybe Yuen can see him as soon as he lowers his head, maybe only she can tell herself what to do. On Thursday afternoon, there were not many people in the amusement park. The Ferris wheel was quietly leaning against the sky, and the familiar No. 18 box was hanging in the air at this time. Cui Yin felt pain in her heart.This is the first time he came here after returning to China, alas!It's a pity that things are different.

An old man next to him suddenly said to him: "Such a big machine cannot be operated by one person alone!" Cui Yin thought for a while, and said to the old man, "What if I rent out this Ferris wheel ride?" The old man looked at Cui Yin again, smiled meaningfully, and replied: "It's not that if you have money, you can be promoted to the top, you have to be happy with everyone! Boy, if you really want to sit, then come on weekends and bring Your girlfriend! The Ferris wheel is for riding with the person you like." The grandfather's words stabbed Cui Yin's heart fiercely like a knife.girlfriend?Where the hell is my girlfriend?Is it the Yuen of the past or the Yuran of the present.For a moment, Cui Yin felt dizzy and dizzy, and the blood in his whole body seemed to flow backwards. It was a bone-piercing pain, penetrating both ribs and chest cavity.

Cui Yin pressed her chest, smiled awkwardly at the thin old man, turned around and walked towards the gate of the park.As soon as he got out of the park gate, he sat down on the ground like a wilting sheep. After a long time, he slowly pulled himself back from the pain, turned around and looked at the Ferris wheel not far away, As quiet as a mountain. The afternoon wind was blowing slowly, and the air was a little cramped. Cui Yin staggered to the store at the door, bought a pack of cigarettes, and took out one of them to light.The smoke rose rapidly along a straight line, and disappeared suddenly at the moment it approached Kongming.Cui Yin felt that this was Yuen telling him something.Is it miss?But this thought is too far away.

One after another, the cigarettes were constantly being ignited, and then turned into ashes again.Cui Yin suddenly felt that maybe the place she should go the most is not here, but in front of Yu En's tomb, maybe that is the closest place to heaven. The road from the amusement park to the cemetery is not too far away. It took a taxi all the way south and it took less than half an hour.Cui Yin bought a bouquet of lilies in the gift shop. He wanted to add a rose to it, but he couldn't muster the courage anyway. Yuen's tomb is in a pine tree. These evergreen plants are now the best barrier for Yuen, separating her from the world lightly.The photo on the tombstone is a bit old, a ray of rainwater passed through the glass cover, just slid across Yuen's face, like a string of dry tears.

It was a silent communication, Cui Yin closed her eyes, and tried her best to let her soul break through the barrier between the pine tree and the tombstone.He wished so much that he could look at Yu En again, even if it was just one.He desperately recalled the past bit by bit, desperately dragging Yuen's figure to his eyes.But, this is too difficult, Yu En always hides in the depths of his heart with that faint smile, it is impossible for her to transform into a familiar figure.Cui Yin understands that she has become his symbol. Although she cannot be erased, she has become a souvenir of love just like this cold tombstone.

Cui Yin burst into tears, this was the most hearty outburst in the past few years, maybe only in front of Yu En, he could muster up the courage to cry bitterly. The sun gradually faded away, and the sun was making its final statement to the world. On the west side of the dome, the clouds were burning red.Cui Yin understood that this was a farewell ceremony held by Memories to him. The tombstone is just a concrete stone, and Yuen is gone.The cloud was burnt brilliantly by the fire, but after that, he will hide in the depths of his heart forever.Tomorrow, there will be new clouds across the No. 18 box of the Ferris wheel, and Cui Yin knows that it will no longer be Yuen's figure.

From the time he came back this time, everything about Yu En kept circling in his mind. How could he pay back the kindness Yu En treated him?Think of it as a debt.Yuen is so generous, he will definitely not ask him for debt collection.But it was something he could never repay, never could. Life must continue, Cui Yin knew that he could only renege on his debts, just like a child... Memories must come to an end, this afternoon is the end of Cui Yin's love affair, and it is also the rite of passage he is least willing to accept. Time is passing by every minute and every second, the air is still, so the world does not move, the earth does not move, and the soul therefore does not move.But not moving is just a moment, in the blink of an eye, the world is turned upside down, the sun and the moon are separated.

Cui Yin felt that even if he was a statue, he had to move forward.He told himself and Yuen that this is not the end, it's just a new beginning.From now on, Yuen will become a fire in his heart, allowing his originally cold heart to return to the warmth of the world. From then on, Yuen to him is no longer a specific love, but an eternal family affection. After lighting the last cigarette, night has fallen, and the fire cloud has completely disappeared. Looking back, the colored lights on the Ferris wheel in the distance are higher than all the buildings in the city. Cui Yin knows that there is no longer eternal sadness there. The colorful lights are the expectation left by the sun for the night, and it is also Yuen's eternal blessing to him.

He took a long breath, threw away the cigarette butt, and silently said goodbye to the tombstone. At this moment, he solemnly said the words that made him struggle for a long time: "Goodbye, Yuen..."