Chapter 32 Chapter 32 The Man Who Lives in a Lie

The same is going on, the Zeng family is facing unprecedented embarrassment, and it is another scene. Before Zeng Fei led the people back, Zeng Wen had given Mrs. Zeng a "vaccination".Granny Zeng, the eldest daughter, has the same temper as she did when she was young. She couldn't hide anything in her heart. She went to her younger brother's house and came back, as if she had lost her soul.The old lady just asked casually, "What's the matter?" Zeng Wen's face looked even more like a ghost. Granny Zeng thinks she has lived to this age, no matter how many moths she is, she will not be surprised.With a mournful face, Zeng Wen first said that Cui Yan was pregnant, and then said that Zeng Fei had caused a catastrophe.The old lady thumped in her heart, still thinking, why did the bad things come together.Before she could ask what trouble her son had caused, Zeng Wen told her that the "two bad things" were actually the same thing, and that Cui Yan's child belonged to Zeng Fei.

Her eyes almost went dark. Granny Zeng is old, especially with a hot temper.Zeng Fei brought Cui Yan to kneel in front of her. She didn't waste any extra energy on reasoning. If they could still have the word "reasonable" in their hearts, they wouldn't be able to do those stupid things. Besides, she said a lot of things. Not exported. The bamboo "don't ask for help" used to tickle itches on weekdays brushed Cui Yan's arm once, and the rest fell on Zeng Fei's shoulders. Zeng Fei was mischievous when he was a child, he either beat up the boy in his master's house or broke the glass in his west's house.But when he became an adult, his temper restrained, and he seemed to be a different person.Mrs. Zeng felt relieved about this. After his wife passed away, his son finally became a bit promising, like the pillar of the family. Apart from his marriage, there was nothing for the old man to worry about.In her dreams, she always wanted her son to lead the girl home so that she could hug her grandson early, but it was definitely not in this way.

As for Cui Yan, when Zeng Fei wanted to foster her under Zeng Wen's name, it was Mrs. Zeng who opposed her the most. In the days that followed, it was also Mrs. Zeng who loved Cui Yan the most.In her heart, Cui Yan is a smart, sensible and likable orphan girl, with a good appearance, and she doesn't worry about not being liked by boys when she is outside.The old lady Zeng was never worried about the important events in the child's life, and even joked to her daughter and son-in-law that it would be great if Cui Yan's luck could be shared with Zeng Fei.Unexpectedly, this fatal peach blossom was crushed by the two of them and each got half.

Although their Zeng family moved here from the north, it's not that they have no roots here.Zeng Fei's father sat in that position, and there are not a few people who have relatives and relatives.Cui Yan has been in their house for seven years, who among the relatives and friends who are a little familiar don't know her identity?It's good now, Zeng Fei and Cui Yan's mother were old acquaintances, and now they are ambiguous with Cui Yan, their seniority is completely messed up, and they have a child, which means that they have done all the shameless things .The son was born to Mrs. Zeng, but when she thought of that level, she blushed with embarrassment for them.She was annoyed in her heart, and her subordinates were even more merciless, and the two-finger-thick "don't ask for help" was bent on Zeng Fei's back.

"Go find me another one!" Mrs. Zeng yelled at her daughter and son-in-law beside her, still puzzled. Zeng Fei's brother-in-law is a well-mannered scholar who works as the head of the distribution section of the city library. He usually doesn't talk much at home, except for his wife and mother-in-law.He was dumbfounded when he heard his mother-in-law's order and rushed to find the "guy". Zeng Wen slapped him hard on the back of the head, and hurried to close the window so that the neighbors next door would not hear him. Zeng Wen has a sharp mouth and a bean curd heart, but she loves her younger brother very much.She forced the old mother to sit down, and comforted her: "They are all young people, and sometimes they are confused for a while. Things that shouldn't happen have happened. Mom, don't patronize the fight, we are still waiting for you to make up your mind."

Mrs. Cui dropped the half of "Don't Ask for Help" in her hand and almost hit Cui Yan. Zeng Fei quickly protected it with her hand, and "Won't Ask for Help" landed at Cui Yan's feet.Cui Yan was afraid that her grandma would not be able to find the "murder weapon" for a while and pick it up and hit it again, so she quietly picked it up and hid it behind her back. These small actions made old lady Zeng's eyes blaze even more, and she scolded: "You still see me? Zeng Fei, she doesn't understand the truth, and neither do you? If I had known this, I shouldn't have let you take her away. Come back! I thought that after what happened to Duan Jinglin, you had more or less sense of proportion, and you no longer let your temper run wild. I also believed that you were kind to her in order to be worthy of my conscience. I didn't know that you had such dirty thoughts! "

"Zeng Fei, I don't believe you are so stupid. Tell me, is there something else hidden? Or did you drink too much?" Zeng Wen asked loudly. Zeng Fei lowered his head, gritted his teeth, and said, "I didn't drink too much, I like her. She didn't want to, I took the initiative!" Cui Yan looked at him, stunned for a while, her lips trembling.Zeng Fei scratched her wrist, "What else is there to hide? Don't talk." After all, Mrs. Zeng lived longer than them and had seen many things. Seeing this, she went to ask Cui Yan: "Do you really have a child? Is it Zeng Fei's?"

Cui Yan closed her eyes, tears flowed down the line, the voice was not loud, but it was enough for everyone to hear clearly.She said, "Yes!" "You can't cover your belly, what about this child?" Zeng Wen was at a loss, "To keep or not?" Zeng Fei said with a serious face: "Sister, I promise you to go home and explain the matter clearly. I beat you and scolded me. The trouble is mine, and the child is mine. Who can say this kind of thing except the child's parents?" It doesn't count!" Mrs. Zeng Taiyuan didn't make up her mind not to have a child, but Zeng Feili's upright appearance angered her again, and she gasped for several breaths before pointing in the direction of the gate and shouting: "Then get out of here, don't stay here to embarrass yourself!" Now, I don't have a son like you."

Zeng Fei picked up Cui Yan and walked out the door.Zeng Wen chased her out, and scolded anxiously: "The more you live, the more you look back, what are you doing now?" Zeng Fei pushed her into the door, "Go and look at Mom, don't let her get too angry. Leave me alone, and I'll come back when her anger subsides." Zeng Wen couldn't contain so many things in her heart, and it made sense when she heard this, so she hurried back to guard her old mother, lest she get angry.Instead, it was Zeng Fei's brother-in-law who accompanied them all the way downstairs. He didn't have a strong sense of presence at home, but he was also an elder after all, so Cui Yan couldn't hold her head up.She got into the car and waited for a while before Zeng Fei sat in and started the car to leave.

After experiencing the intensity just now, the two of them were speechless, and they drove in silence for half an hour before Cui Yan asked, "What did you say just now?" "What? Oh." Zeng Fei said casually, "He comforted me, saying that they are all men, which is understandable!" Cui Yan was dumbfounded, she really couldn't think of a scene where an honest person said these words.The Zeng family has a strong family style, and Zeng Wen is very strict in housekeeping. Her frail husband is used to high-pressure policies, and he is absolutely obedient both materially and spiritually. Money", "Strict wives make high-ranking scholars", never dare to look at other women more.Zeng Fei, the brother-in-law, is the object of his envy and imitation all the year round, and he often shows closeness to him.Although Zeng Fei didn't look down on this brother-in-law like his father did before his death, he couldn't get along after all, whether it was when he was young or now.

"I thought there was only one man and one woman in our family including you," Zeng Fei said. Cui Yan took a peek at Zeng Fei's face, he was concentrating on driving, and he was still in the mood to sarcasm others, but he was relaxed and not pretending.She often heard Zeng Wen and grandma talk about Zeng Fei's arrogance before, but since he entered her world, he has always been the embodiment of maturity and reliability.Does she really know this man so well? The episode just now only temporarily lightened the haze in Cui Yan's heart, she smiled copiously and looked out the window in a daze. How could Zeng Fei fail to notice Cui Yan's ecstasy?From the moment he decided to take her home to "speak clearly", every time he took a step forward, he felt that her soul was lost.If he is not mistaken, her state means panic, this is not the Cui Yan who is desperate to achieve her goal. "Where did your ruthlessness go when you threatened me?" Zeng Fei mocked. Cui Yan didn't turn her head around, "Why did you tell them that you took the initiative?" Zeng Fei said, "Do you even need to ask? If I don't say that, will you still be able to hold your head high in this family?" "Can I stay in this house in the future?" After Cui Yan finished speaking, Zeng Fei didn't answer her.She felt the speed of the car gradually slow down, and finally stopped. "Isn't this what you've always wanted?" Zeng Fei turned her face away impatiently, and was surprised to find that her palm-sized face was covered with tears, "What are you afraid of now? I'll marry you if you want .” Cui Yan wanted to express her happiness, this was what she dreamed of hearing, but when it came out of Zeng Fei's mouth, it added to her uneasiness.Biting her lips, she asked, "Because of the child?" Zeng Fei didn't answer.His car was parked on the emergency stop lane of the expressway. Outside the fence was a whole persimmon forest. The branches had lost all their leaves, but there were golden fruits adorning them. The extreme barrenness was mixed with extreme enthusiasm. Ever since his mother and sister moved to live in a neighboring city, Zeng Fei has traveled along this expressway countless times, never paying attention to the scenery along the way.All he cares about is the beginning and end, beginning and end, isn't Cui Yan the same?However, he never thought about the part in the middle, which does not necessarily mean that it is a blank.Just like the persimmon forest in front of him, he had to stop to see it. Zeng Fei kept going back and forth on the edge of the cliff, and finally fell down, hurting his muscles and bones, only to realize that he couldn't die, so he limped forward, and there might even be a different world.Worse than the cliff is worry and fear itself. He has already experienced the most difficult jump, so what is so great about it?After coming out of his sister's house, he was beaten and scolded, but he was rarely relieved.Zeng Fei is no stranger to the feeling of being a rebellious son, perhaps he was born this way. Zeng Fei figured this out, took out a large ball of tissue to wipe Cui Yan's face, he didn't want to see her cry anymore. "What I said was not a lie. How can a woman succeed if a man doesn't take the initiative?" His hands were heavy, and his tears were not wiped clean, but Cui Yan's skin turned red.She still looks like a child, and she wants to be his child's mother.There is no such thing as a "gift" to choose from, and there is joy when you unwrap it. "Come as long as the child comes, that's fine..." Cui Yan held the second half of his word "good" in her mouth, and she rushed over without hesitation.After a short pause, Zeng Fei responded to Cui Yan for the first time when he was fully awake, but after all he was more sensible than her, and he stabilized her and himself at the last moment. "Why didn't you let me succeed this time?" Cui Yan concealed her disappointment and wanted to cry. Zeng Fei hugged her and said, "Be honest, you are not alone now." Cui Yan still didn't give up, hugged and entangled in his arms, saying, "I'm not afraid." "I'm afraid!" Zeng Fei patted her on the back, "Don't make trouble, I will accompany you to ask the doctor about everything." Cui Yan didn't speak anymore, and her movements also stopped slowly, she just cuddled against Zeng Fei's chest for a long time.The heater in the car was fully turned on, but she was shivering. The hospital at noon seemed deserted. Cui Yan sat on the edge of the corridor with her head bowed. Through her clothes, she seemed to feel the rigidity and coldness of the stainless steel chair. Standing in front of Cui Yan was Wu Jiang in a white coat. Feng Lan gave him his phone number.It seems that Feng Lan has already greeted her in advance, at least Wu Jiang patiently listened to her, and after she made that ridiculous request, there was no obvious surprise on her face. "I'm not a doctor of obstetrics and gynecology." This person who was called "Uncle Wu" by Cui Yan more than two months ago rejected her in a gentle way. Cui Yan was not surprised.Feng Lan had already informed her of this result when she gave her her phone number, but she had no way out.After she and Zeng Fei left home, they received a call from Zeng Wen that night.Cui Yan just called out "Auntie", Zeng Wen hurriedly stopped her, telling her not to call out like that again, she was going crazy just listening to it. Zeng Wen's meaning was obvious.Their Zeng family is upright, they never do things that make people poke their backs, and they can't tolerate white-eyed wolves who always give up.Zeng Fei took responsibility for his own mistakes. The only thing is that the old lady believes in Buddhism, and abortion is a great sin.As for Cui Yan, in the past seven years, they have done a good deed for their family, and they will never mention it again.Before the stomach grows bigger, go through the formalities for suspension of school, get the certificate when it is time to get it, and have a baby when it is time to have a baby.They will find a way to deal with household registration issues. Everyone knew that these words were not so much Zeng Wen's instructions as Mrs. Zeng's meaning.According to Kangkang’s report, he heard his mother and grandma talk about this “scandalous incident” when he came home on weekends. Zeng Wen complained that her mother was too harsh, and she didn’t know if Cui Yan was hurt. Said that this old face was completely thrown away by them, and they would never be able to hold their heads up again in the future.But when Zeng Wen advised her to "look down at her grandson" because she "couldn't lift her head up", she didn't even refute. Kangkang let Cui Yan relax, the old man will not give them a good face for the time being, but he can't do anything like "beating mandarin ducks with a stick". Things went much smoother than expected, Cui Yan knew that it was not her luck, the root of everything was in her stomach, the child who no longer existed was the key to this matter.Without children, the Zeng family must not accept this awkward relationship so easily.But what about Zeng Fei?Isn't all his decisive beliefs because Cui Yan's pregnancy forced him to turn back, so he bite the bullet and move forward? Yesterday, Zeng Fei bought Cui Yan a ring on his way home from get off work.Zeng Fei said that he doesn't understand romance, but Cui Yan is so young, she should enjoy the process she deserves, so the procedure that should be followed still has to be followed.The company has been busy recently, and he has been busy with Ding Xiaoye and Feng Lan's affairs. When he finds some time to accompany Cui Yan to have a good prenatal checkup, he will go through the formalities along the way.Even if no one came to congratulate him, he would give her a simple ceremony. Zeng Fei seldom buys jewelry for women, the size of the ring is different, it is a little loose on Cui Yan's ring finger, and it will come off with a little force.He planned to take it to a jewelry store to modify the ring, but Cui Yan insisted.From the moment the ring was put on her finger, she refused to let it leave her body for a moment, as if after taking it away, she would never return it. Zeng Fei felt that she was a bit stupid, and he couldn't persuade her, so he let her go. All night, Cui Yan slept with the ring on, and she had to clenched her fist tightly to make sure it stayed in her hand.It doesn't matter whether Wu Jiang is an obstetrician or not. The important thing is that his status in this well-known hospital will allow him to find a way to make Zeng Fei temporarily believe that the child is still in Cui Yan's body. Although it is not a long-term solution, it can Solve the urgent need. Cui Yan wanted to marry Zeng Fei and thought of going crazy.Whether he blames her or hates her in the future, leave tomorrow's matter to tomorrow, there will always be a solution, and she will do everything for it, just like she firmly holds the ring in her hand, even if it seems destined not to belong she. In Wu Jiang's eyes, Cui Yan is a wonderful person.The way she begged was very pitiful, and she seemed to shed tears without saying a word when she was in a hurry, but no matter how many times he refused, the reason changed from euphemistic to direct, she did not change her original intention, she was desperate and did not retreat. The rest time has passed, and Wu Jiang returned to work.In the afternoon, he sat in the outpatient clinic. After three and a half hours, when the last patient left, Cui Yan was still sitting in her original position, motionless. "You don't need to waste time. As a friend, I can't help you to deceive Zeng Fei; as a doctor, I must have the minimum medical ethics, this is a matter of principle. Come on, I can pretend that you have never been here." Wu Jiang left the last word of persuasion, turned around and left. The lights in the consultation rooms on both sides of the corridor were turned off one by one, and many people passed by Cui Yan and left.A nurse came over and asked if she was a patient or a family member, and whether she needed help.Cui Yan shook her head, bent down to hold her arm tightly. Maybe she will come again tomorrow, Cui Yan will not give up any possibility until Zeng Fei learns the truth.As long as she takes one step forward, it will be the life she has dreamed of. Even if she returns to her original form, she will only be the poor guy she was before. What can't she give up?However, when the lights in the corridor were also dimmed, Cui Yan felt cold and cold, sitting in the rain like a starving stray dog. Footsteps sounded around her again, Cui Yan raised her head and saw Wu Jiang who had gone and returned.Hasn't he despised enough?Cui Yan wanted to speak, but she forgot it before she could speak.Who is the person standing behind Wu Jiang if not Zeng Fei? Wu Jiang clearly promised to keep the secret for her! Cui Yan closed her eyes in vain.She is still too tender.For Wu Jiang, he naturally knows the importance of friends and passers-by. Zeng Fei came over, with blame in his voice, "I said I would accompany you to the examination, why bother Wu Jiang?" Cui Yan said "I'm sorry", but felt that things were not as she thought. Wu Jiang smiled softly, "There are too many obstetricians and gynecologists in our hospital, and it's normal for her to be afraid of queuing up. It's okay to open this small back door once in a while." He turned to Zeng Fei and said, "She is still young. Emotions will inevitably fluctuate more, you should spend more time with her." Cui Yan followed Zeng Fei, heard him say goodbye to Wu Jiang, and followed him out of the hospital, that unreal feeling still lingered in her mind. "The area is too congested during the rush hour, so my car is parked a little far away." Zeng Fei turned around and held her hand, frowning, "No wonder Wu Jiang said you have hypoglycemia, why are your hands so cold?" "What else did Wu Jiang tell you?" Cui Yan asked carefully. "What did you say? You pitifully begged him to cut the line for you. Is that what you are good for?" Zeng Fei looked down at her with a smile in his eyes, "Fortunately, everything is fine in the test results. Wu Jiang told me. Next time I will Come with you... why are you crying? It's getting more and more inexplicable." He rushed to pick her up and parked the car in a residential area near the hospital.Leaving the busy main road, the two of them turned into an alley full of bougainvillea planted beside the road. A vendor selling Liangpi yelled in front of them. After a short walk, there were three or two steps. "Be careful where you step," Zeng Fei reminded. Cui Yan begged like a child: "Can you carry me on your back?" Zeng Fei was taken aback, seeing that there were not many people passing by the road, he agreed, and said with a smile: "I know I'm lazy, don't rub your nose and tears on me." He bent down, let Cui Yan lie on his back, and walked forward slowly, those pictures that had been there before were pulled before his eyes like old film. On the day Jing Lin was sent away, Zeng Fei carried Cui Yan on his back the same way when he came out of the funeral home.She just stopped crying, leaned on him and asked, "My mother is really dead... Wouldn't it be hard to die?" Zeng Fei promised: "I will take care of you." Cui Yan's face was pressed against Zeng Fei's neck, and the girl's fluffy hair brushed against his skin one by one.Her voice was still childish, stubbornly asking for assurances. "Really, take care of me all your life?" Zeng Fei said, "Of course." ... When he first received the call from Wu Jiang, Zeng Fei was not without anger. He turned his life upside down, and what he got back was a clumsy lie.However, this anger succumbed to endless distress in an instant, Cui Yan lived in her own dream, and he was the pair of hands that made dreams. "His heart can be punished, his affection can be forgiven." This is Wu Jiang's advice to him. What Zeng Fei remembered was a conversation between Ding Xiaoye and Feng Lan when Ding Xiaoye had just surrendered himself. Zeng Fei asked Feng Lan, why did he sink so deep, did he never notice that something was wrong with Ding Xiaoye? Feng Lan said: "Many times, we choose not to expose a person because we don't want to lose him yet." Cui Yan has a slender waist and a light body, but after all, she is different from the half-grown child seven years ago.Zeng Fei smiled and said, "Either you have become heavier, or I am getting old." Cui Yan was about to speak, but was replaced by an oops.After a little distraction, the ring on her hand came loose again, and after landing, she rolled along the downhill slope and rolled into the flowers on the side of the road. Cui Yan was terrified by this accident, and she struggled to come down to look for it.Zeng Fei clasped her on his back and kept walking. "If you drop it, you drop it. It's not suitable anyway. I shouldn't make my own decisions about this matter. You can pick one yourself later." He walked a few more steps, and heard Cui Yan make a sound similar to sobbing, and joked: "Crying again? The biggest advantage of marrying an old man is that there is no need to worry about money so much." Cui Yan buried her wet face on his back, "Who said I was crying? I was laughing... Zeng Fei, I had a dream last night, and another dream within the dream..." Zeng Fei thought it was a bit interesting, even her dreams had so many twists and turns. "I was in a dream. I dreamed that I didn't have any children. I lied to you." Her arms around him tightened involuntarily. On the green space next to the parking lot of the community, several children were blowing bubbles.One or two bubbles floated in front of them with the wind, and they disappeared when they touched Cui Yan's arm.Soap bubbles are like lies, they look beautiful but they burst when you poke them.However, some people are willing to hide inside, in the self-made colorful barrier, they are willing, and their wishes come true... Finally, they feel at ease. Zeng Fei stopped for a while, adjusted his posture, turned Cui Yan upside down, and said, "That's okay, there will be more in the future." As long as they dream longer.