Chapter 4 Chapter 2 Family Change

At ten o'clock in the evening, Cheng Ji arrived home on time. He did everything with a scrupulous eye, just like his scalpel, with few mistakes. Yu Ying went forward to pick up the luggage, took out the clothes and hung them in the closet. The clothes were neat and clean.Cheng Ji took a shower in the bathroom, and when he came out, he had already changed into his pajamas, and Yu Ying came out with a supper. A bowl of Shanshui tofu nao, mixed with a few walnuts, sprinkled with a handful of raisins, and put a few whole wheat biscuits on the table, it will not be too oily and nourish the stomach.

In this regard, Yu Ying is an impeccable wife, not on purpose, but the philosophy of a family of traditional Chinese medicine, so she knows how to take care of a person's body. After Cheng Ji finished eating, he washed the dishes and sat down to chat with Yu Ying.Cheng Ji's academic exchange trip was very successful, many local media interviewed him, and the hospital planned to send him to Beijing for a month of further study. Hearing that he said he was going to leave as soon as he came home, Yu Ying didn't feel unhappy at all, but just asked lightly: "Why is your hospital so busy recently?"

Cheng Ji smiled apologetically, and then said, "It's not like I'm leaving right away. Tomorrow is Saturday, so let's go home and visit Mom when I have time." Yu Ying nodded.She and her mother-in-law didn't move around very often, mainly because she and Cheng Ji had been married for five or six years and had no children.The old man was in a hurry, so he had to say it every time he saw him, and his tone became more and more serious.At the beginning, she just said tentatively: "Xiaoying, you met Xiao Li, our neighbor, and she gave birth to a son not long ago, and that child is so cute." In the end, she directly asked: "Xiaoying, how about Both you and Cheng Ji go check it out."

Yu Ying was so forced that she had no choice but to make up an excuse that her congenital uterus was underdeveloped and she couldn't bear children, which completely blocked her mother-in-law's mouth.However, the block was blocked, and every time she saw her mother-in-law looked like she was seeing a creditor, she was very embarrassed. She really didn't want to have a baby, at least, at this time, she was really not ready to welcome a new life. Although she herself couldn't clearly say what was wrong with her life, her intuition reminded her that such a life was not suitable for having children.The marriage between her and Cheng Ji seems to be strong, but in fact it is very fragile, and it may be destroyed at the slightest sign of trouble.Giving birth to a child when she is not sure of herself is irresponsible to the child and irresponsible to herself.

She can't do this, she would rather be misunderstood that she was born with dysplasia of the uterus, and she would rather be said that she is not perfect, and she can't take this risk. What's more, is it healthy to be able to have children?Monkeys can also have babies, and chickens can also lay eggs. Are they all healthy women?Do they have the right to control their own happiness? People engage in technology because they want to draw a line between themselves and animals and prove that they are civilized people, but when they have children, they start to use the theory of species reproduction.

Yu Ying doesn't want to have children. She doesn't need the society and others to give her opinions on this point. She has this opinion, so the pressure from her mother-in-law doesn't embarrass her, it just makes her a little unhappy. On this day, Yu Ying bought a gift for her mother-in-law very early, and prepared a few Chinese medicines for her father-in-law by herself, and accompanied Cheng Ji to her in-laws' community.The parents-in-law live relatively close to the suburbs. Although the transportation is not particularly convenient, they are very suitable for the elderly.The community here is well-planned, with mountains and lakes, and many parks. The in-laws are satisfied, and they naturally support it.

The mother-in-law Wang Xiuqing started shopping for vegetables early in the morning. Knowing that her son and daughter-in-law were coming, she went to the supermarket to buy a lot of seafood and cooked a table of delicious dishes.After Yu Ying entered the room, she felt something strange in the air, as if something huge was oppressing her.Her mother-in-law's rare smiling face and her father-in-law's uncontrollable joy made her feel uneasy. Why is everyone so different today?Yu Ying didn't know what happened, but she felt uncomfortable intuitively, especially her mother-in-law's deliberate closeness, which made Yu Ying suddenly at a loss.She and her mother-in-law have always been polite and unfamiliar, and never acted too affectionately. I don't know what happened today.

When Yu Ying didn't know how to respond, she suddenly heard a baby crying from the inner room, and Yu Ying was stunned for a moment. The mother-in-law brought out a small quilt from the inner room, and brought it over carefully like a peerless treasure. Although Yu Ying already understood, she still pretended not to know, forced a smile and said, "Whose child is this? Mom, I'll let you stay here for a few days!" The mother-in-law couldn't hide her excitement. She lowered her voice and said, "Although this is a girl, she is smart and healthy. When your fourth aunt brought her from the village, she had a check-up and there was nothing wrong with her. The family just wanted to Give birth to a son, so many daughters were born before, and after the second daughter was born, she found a good family and gave it away. It’s not about selling the child, and the family confiscated the money, just trying to find a good family to treat her.”

Yu Ying felt her hands and feet were cold, and a surge of anger rushed to her head, how could her mother-in-law decide on such a big matter, and bring a child back without saying a word, this is a person, not a puppy brought back from the side of the road A cat and a puppy, if you say you can keep it, you can keep it! Yu Ying turned her head to look at Cheng Ji, Cheng Ji was also very surprised, but he didn't show his face, he just stepped forward and stood between his mother and daughter-in-law, and asked, "Mom, why didn't you discuss such a big matter with us? " Wang Xiuqing glanced at her son and said, "If I told you, would you want this child?"

Yu Ying's mind was buzzing, she picked up her bag, and said to her mother-in-law: "Mom, Cheng Ji and I are very busy, and we don't have the energy to take care of the child at the moment. You send this child back to someone else, and I will make up for the family." , well, why break up the family." After she finished speaking, she turned her head and left with a pale face. Wang Xiuqing held the child who was too late to open the quilt, looked angrily at the back of his daughter-in-law, and shouted at Cheng Ji: "She, what is her attitude! I can't give birth to myself. If you bring one back, you still think I'm too busy! Well, I don't care about your affairs, I will treat you as my son, and I will adopt a granddaughter myself! What's wrong with this child, can I still support it?"

Cheng Ji and his father-in-law, Cheng Shuji, went forward to comfort Wang Xiuqing, but Cheng Ji hurriedly turned his head to chase Yu Ying.As soon as Yu Ying reached the gate of the community, Cheng Ji ran up from behind and took her hand. Yu Ying shook off his hand and said, "Cheng Ji, if you feel that having children is an unavoidable topic in our marriage, I will tell you the truth today. I don't want children now. I'm not ready, and I really don't know. When will it be ready! If you want me to have one now like your mother, I tell you, it's impossible! If you really feel that this life is impossible, we can also divorce!" Cheng Ji was stunned for a moment, Yu Ying seldom spoke like this, the two had never had a fight in the years since their marriage.Seeing Yu Ying trembling all over, he knew she was very angry. "Yu Ying, I'll talk to Mom over there. If you don't want a child, just tell Mom directly. Don't lie to her that you can't have a baby, or she will worry about it. After all, the old man is two generations from us. She wants to feel like a child, I hope you can understand." Cheng Ji wanted to keep calm as much as possible. "Cheng Ji, I don't want to argue with you about this. I understand her feelings. Not only do I understand, but I even respect her, so I lied to her and told her not to worry so much. But now that she has brought a child back, what do I want? Do I want to hug her with a smile? Cheng Ji, that’s a child! It’s not a dog from a pet store, it’s a life that needs all my love and care. I have the ability to take care of her. Is it? I can't even take care of myself!" Yu Ying said firmly. "Okay, I'll go and persuade her to send the child back. Don't think about it. You go back first, and I'll go and talk to Mom." Cheng Ji knew that neither of them would listen to what he said at this time, and it was impossible for either party to calm down the anger in his heart. The best way was to separate the two parties and calm down for a while. to reconcile. Yu Ying watched him turn and leave, and suddenly felt a deep sadness, not only for herself, but also for Cheng Ji, for her mother-in-law, and for her children.How can people be so helpless in this world?Why can't I breathe a sigh of relief when there are so many things to worry about? She just didn't want to have a baby, so who did she provoke? Why did her mother-in-law give her such a big "surprise"? Yu Ying left her mother-in-law's community, and since she didn't drive, she had no choice but to hail a taxi and run aimlessly. She didn't even know where she was going, so she just told the driver to drive forward.She began to force herself to think about the necessity of this marriage. If she insists on not having a child, then even if her mother-in-law sends the child back today, she will have other new tricks tomorrow. Her marriage with Cheng Ji will always face such a catastrophe.But if she is really divorced now, she is not afraid of divorce, but it takes a lot of courage to break the existing established way of life, and the tacit understanding between her and Cheng Ji can only be achieved through working together. In a sense, being with Cheng Ji is the most worry-free and the most sensible.She felt a headache, the phone rang suddenly, it was Cheng Ji. "I'm at Mom's side today, talk to her, arrange dinner yourself!" "Yeah." Yu Ying responded, and hung up the phone without wanting to say more. Just after hanging up, the phone rang again, and she picked it up impatiently: "Is there anything else?" It wasn't Cheng Ji, but her sister Yu Jing, who cried on the phone, "Yingying! Come quickly, Ran Ran is going to jump off the building!" Yu Ying straightened her upper body and asked, "What's wrong? What kind of building did she jump off?" Yu Jing was crying and crying on the phone, speaking incongruously, but she still explained the matter clearly. Ran Ran is Yu Ying's niece. They say she is a niece, but in fact they are about the same age.Yu Jing is more than ten years old than Yu Ying, and Yu Ying's mother has been pregnant with Yu Ying for a long time. She originally wanted to have a son, but later she gave birth to Yu Ying, so the pair of daughters were named Jing Ying. Clear and dazzling. Whether Yu Ying's life is brilliant or not can't be judged yet, but Yu Jing's life is lacklustre. She married early, married a husband with bad moral character, and finally got divorced, taking her daughter to live by herself. Fortunately, Yu Ying's natal family has a rich family and well-connected connections. Although Yu Jing herself has no skills, she still brought up her daughter under everyone's care.Yu Ranran is her only hope.Eight of the ten times she called Yu Ying were about Ran Ran's affairs, and she cried almost every time, with the image of a great mother who had already worried about her daughter and was about to die. Sometimes Yu Ying thinks that Yu Jing has not been able to play a good role in her life, she has not been able to take the first place in school, she has never been in a relationship, she has failed in marriage, and she has no career. Apart from finding her own value on the Internet, there is no other place to reflect the value of her life. However, Yu Ranran started to resist when she entered adolescence. Now that she is just in her early eighteenth year, she insists on going to art academy. Her future goal is to defeat Zhou Xun and catch up with Zhang Ziyi. Yu Ying worried a lot about the mother and daughter, and ran to fight the fire, but it was the first time that she had to jump off the building.Yu Ying hung up the phone, feeling like her head was going to explode. Ran Ran is eighteen years old, why is her brain stunted, and she has to be a fool to stop. When Yu Ying arrived at Yu Jing's house, the house was already in chaos.Ran Ran was riding on the balcony, and as soon as she saw Yu Ying coming in, she yelled: "Auntie, auntie, call Lu Jie here for me, I, I have something to say to him." Yu Jing was already pale with fright, and kept saying, "Ran Ran, it's too dangerous. If we have anything to discuss, you can find anyone you want. Mom will accompany you to find it... We are on the eighth floor. , in case the foot slips, Ran Ran... Mom has high blood pressure, so it's scary!" Ran Ran has red hair, the heavy makeup on her face has been washed away by tears, her face is messed up and she doesn't know what color it is, and she is riding with one leg outside the railing, all she knows is to say to Yu Ying : "Auntie, call Lu Jie! Let Lu Jie come to see me." It was already late when Yu Ying came, so Ran Ran hadn't attracted the crowd to watch.Although there were people poking around on other balconies, at least they hadn't been ashamed. She turned off the light on the balcony first, then looked at the small watermelon that happened to be on the table, picked it up and knocked it on the ground desperately, the red juice and flesh splashed all over the ground, and the whole white floor was like Washed by blood. Yu Ying said calmly: "If you jump down, your head will be like this watermelon, unable to bear the huge pressure and shatter. Your skull is not a whole piece, but composed of many bones. Those bones If the seam can’t bear the pressure, it will explode, and the brain will splash out like a watermelon, and the brain is generally not the milky white that ordinary people think, because the splashed brain will have blood.” Seeing Yu Ranran's hand gripping the railing tightly, Yu Ying continued to scare her: "Although I don't know who the so-called Lu Jie is, I believe that no man will love a corpse. Without cremation, you will be stiff for a few days, you will have plaques, then you will have bloating, gas, your beautiful face will be purple without any makeup, and finally, you will explode as a purple corpse. But , I think as long as it is a normal person, it will not see you blooming." Yu Ranran's body had already fallen into the room.Yu Ying stepped forward, stretched out her hand and said, "Come on, hold Auntie's hand, Auntie promises you, I will take you to find Lu Jie." "Will you promise me?" Yu Ranran stretched out her hand and asked with wide eyes. "Well, I promise you." Yu Ying looked at those dark and trusting eyes, and nodded. Sure enough, Yu Ranran stepped in from the railing, Yu Ying held her hand and said, "You've grown up, don't scare mom like this in the future, you know?" "Who is Lu Jie?" Yu Ying asked after they all stabilized their emotions. "I...my boyfriend." Ran Ran replied softly, then looked at her mother beside her, and said to Yu Jing, "Mom, I want to eat porridge, I'm hungry." Yu Jing hurriedly jumped up and ran to the kitchen.Yu Ying turned her head and asked the questioning girl: "How old is the man? What are you doing? What do you want to tell me if you send your mother away?" Ran Ran leaned over and said, "Auntie, let me tell you, don't tell my mother. A few months ago, a commercial shooter came to our school, and I was selected as a model for a print advertisement. The advertisement is for clothing, I saw Lu Jie, he is a fashion designer, and we fell in love soon. However, I found out later that he had a wife." "What?" Yu Ying was angry. "I've said it all, I don't care that he has a wife, but he still finds me annoying and insists on breaking up with me. No matter how I look for him, he won't see me. I...I don't want to live anymore." Ran Ran started crying again. Yu Ying said angrily and resentfully: "You don't care if you have a wife. You are an eighteen-year-old girl, and you hang out with those married men. If they don't want you, you are going to jump off the building?" "But, I really like him! He really has a personality, which is different from the boys I know." Yu Ying looked at the idiot on Ran Ran's face, and couldn't help but speak sharply: "Of course it's different, how can a veteran in love be compared with those high school students you met before! They don't need to use tricks on you at all, you throw yourself into your arms." Hugs are faster than rabbits, how can he be with you all the time? It's obvious that he was playing with you from the beginning. " "Even if he is playing with me, I don't care. But why is he ignoring me! What's wrong with me? I don't care that he has a wife and doesn't want his money. I'm still pretty..." Ran Ran fell into deep thoughts Puzzled, she didn't understand why men didn't appreciate her being so great, so persistent, and so sacrificial.This is the first time in her life that she has suffered such a big setback in the love field. If she can't figure it out, she can't get off the stage, so she has to climb the railing. Ran Ran kept crying: "He said he loved me, why didn't he love me immediately?" Yu Ying really doesn't know how to explain the unspoken rules of love to this little girl whose EQ is so low.She thought for a while, and said in the simplest words: "How can a married man play with you for real? They just want to come out to have an affair and change their partner in bed. If someone really loves you, why don't you abandon your family and children Go to bed with you again? Why do you only care about enjoying your body? If you don’t want to go to bed with him, you can try to ask him to borrow a hundred yuan to see if he is willing to give it to you readily! You can also talk about love with them , do you have any brains!" "But, he is really good to me!" "At the beginning, he was not good to you, would you go to bed with him?" "He's not that kind of person, auntie, he really isn't." "Yes, he is not that kind of person, he is a one-in-a-million man, and you just met him! Why don't you go buy a lottery ticket, you are so lucky?" Yu Ying was so angry that she didn't know what to say . "Auntie, you don't understand, people of your generation don't understand what love is at all!" Yu Ying was stunned, what do you mean by your generation, is there a big age gap between you and Ran Ran?Looking at the young girl in front of her, she suddenly felt pity: Yes, who hasn't experienced such a time?It's just because I'm getting older, I've seen a lot, and I'm slowly becoming sophisticated. But so what if he is sophisticated, isn't he the same as Ran Ran?However, Ran Ran did it for love, but she was seduced by lust. In essence, what is the difference between the two?In my own eyes, Ran Ran is an idiot who doesn't understand anything, and maybe in the eyes of others, I have the same image, which may be even more unbearable.Because Ran Ran didn't understand, but he knew everything, but he didn't do anything. Knowing that Wu Borong is just greedy for her body, isn't she equally obsessed with it?She is just a mature and better disguised Ran Ran. Thinking of this, Yu Ying was full of resentment towards that man named Lu Jie, why would he seduce a girl who doesn't know anything?Does he have no other mental and sexual powers than conquering young girls? Yu Ying stood up and said, "Come on, accompany me to find Lu Jie, I want to meet him." Ran Rante happily picked up the bag: "Okay, auntie, I knew you loved me, and I know where he is!" Then he shouted to the kitchen, "Mom, I'm going out with auntie, I'm not hungry anymore !" Yu Ying looked at Ran Ran, couldn't bear to point to her face and said: "Wash off the color on it, how can I paint a face like an abstract painting." Ran Ran stuck out her tongue and went into the bathroom, Yu Ying looked at her cheerful back, sincerely envious. It's good to be young, even extreme pain and bliss can happen at the same time.