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If you ever fell in love with someone desperately

If you ever fell in love with someone desperately

苏小懒

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Chapter 1 Chapter 1 Don't Haunt Me Anymore

I always thought that even if she and Wen Chenrui broke up, there were still some stories to tell. She was looking forward to the day when he could walk towards her and say in a gentle tone that only when speaking to her, Xiao Qiong is sorry. It's all my fault, I had to suppress my love for you because of XXXXXXXX, and broke up with you against my will, please forgive me and come back to me, okay? Because of "XXXXXXXXXXXX", she had thought about it thousands of times for him. Unless you don't attend any class reunions for the rest of your life, you will inevitably meet old lovers.

At that time, Bie Qiong and Wen Chenrui had just broken up, and after finally waiting for the dormitory to be empty, they were finally able to lie on the bed and cry loudly. They felt as if they were cornered, with a hungry tiger pounced in front of them, and they were facing the Baizhang cliff behind, so they had no time to think. To become the delicacy in the mouth of the king of beasts, or to close your eyes and jump. She only hoped that the appearance of death when she landed would not be too embarrassing. In fact, I knew in my heart that the overall situation of the breakup was settled, and crying and begging were irreversible. In despair, I dreamed without focus and logic, and only hoped that I would never see each other again in this life.

The class reunion declined for three years in a row, and it was nothing more than to avoid him. She even angrily cursed that it would be best if Shao Xiaowei and Dai Chuan didn't get married, otherwise she would have to attend as a bridesmaid, if she refused even this, Shao Xiaowei would dare to step on her ten centimeter stilettos and kick open the door of her house. Of course, I am a little sorry for her best friend, Shao Xiaowei, who has fantasized about entering the holy palace of marriage with her first love since high school. So what? Anyway, she has never been optimistic about this pair of enemies.

It's not just that she doesn't like it, on the university campus, the entire college is counted, and when they are mentioned, whoever shakes his head and curls his lips, wishing to drag this pair of enemies over, hold each other, and persuade each other, with tears flowing— "I beg you two, we can break up completely, and don't harm each other." It's a bit exaggerated to say this, but anyone who knows the details of these two people must deeply agree. Couples can be seen everywhere on the university campus, feeding intimately in the cafeteria, cuddling closely by the artificial lake, kissing passionately with eyes closed downstairs in the dormitory, and whispering sweetly in the study room... Whether you are a clumsy first love, a seasoned lover, or a veteran in love, you will always You can see their young, passionate and energetic figures in every corner.

But it is well known to the world that they can talk about love in a thrilling and vigorous way... Whenever they meet, it is like going through a war full of gunpowder and gunfire, only Shao Xiaowei and Dai Chuan. Yes, that's right. if you see- A couple of lovers slapped each other's ears in full view, roaring like a wild lion, and swearing profanely—— The girl stood downstairs in the boy's dormitory and shouted the boy's name at the top of her lungs, ignoring everyone's surprised gazes and crying loudly—— Sometimes the boys run after the girls with snot and tears, crying for forgiveness——

I also witnessed extremely angry girls throwing computers, clothes, and magazines from the windows of the dormitory building—— Or there are boys dragging struggling and yelling girls along the path—— ... That's right, no need to guess, who is better than Xiaowei Shao or Dai Chuan? Both of them are emotionally changeable, prone to anxiety and agitation, and often care about trivial matters. Once anger breaks out, their words are very mean, and in severe cases, there will be physical conflicts. Regardless of time and occasion, never leave any face or room for the other party, and of course don't care about the surprised or frightened expressions of any people around.

Just a second ago, they were still eating a piece of ice cream together—— "Yeah, you're so kind, my husband." "Oh, don't do that, you bastard." In the next second, because Dai Chuan dropped his wallet on the ground, or Shao Xiaowei nagged one more thing, one of them suddenly became furious—— "You idiot, MLGB..." "Fuck you..." All kinds of bad words. Everyone has their own unique way of love and expression. Bie Qiong once helped this pair of lovers to sum up. Generally speaking, they have four things: they can’t bear a second of grievance, they can’t bear their anger for a second, and they can’t bear their anger for a second. You can't wait for a moment of sadness, and you can't save a second of happiness.

The three sisters in the dormitory have discussed in private countless times when the two will break up completely. The boss, Wei Qing, said: "If you can still dance for a few days, you will definitely be overwhelmed after graduation, and you will never get in touch with each other." Si Niu saw it quite clearly, "The two of them have been like this for the rest of their lives, and it is impossible to separate. You guys, just wait to receive the wedding invitation from the two of them." Weiqing still wanted to refute, but Si Niu sighed again and said, "It's bad, maybe they will get married first and then divorce, and after a while they will remarry and then divorce... Repeatedly."

Biqiong looked at her, "So what?" "It's a shame to know them in this life," she said with a sad face. "When they quarreled, the world was turned upside down, and we were the most direct victims. After leaving the school, we are still the victims." "I don't plan to live in your house after graduation." Wei Qing gave her a white look. "I said, use your brain and think about it carefully. When they get married, we have to follow the ceremony, right? There is no such thing as a thousand and eight hundred dollars, and we can't do it. When you get divorced and get married again, you can't go empty-handed, right? Then give birth to a baby, and the other half of us has not yet written a word, and people can make a fortune by relying on this."

Wei Qing was concerned about the breakup between Bie Qiongang and Wen Chenrui, and frequently winked at Si Niu. Also worried about money, she was usually stingy, but at this moment she yelled half-truthfully, "No, no, no, it seems too late to choose to sever the sisterhood with the second child. I can only let them write owed money." The second child in her mouth is naturally Shao Xiaowei. "How do you write it?" Si Niu asked her, "Could it be that the family is divorced and the money has to be refunded?" "Why not. In case you, a crow, get caught up in what you say, the refunded money will be made up when they remarry."

"You might as well pay with Alipay, and even take care of the quality of the marriage. If there is something that doesn't go your way, you can get a full refund, and you can give a bad review later." Bie Qiong was the third child, and her original intention was to tease Wei Qing, but she didn't expect her to take it seriously, "It's also a good way, I'll reserve it first, and then implement whichever is convenient." ... At that time, the sisters had even worse speculations and predictions about this pair of enemies, but three years later, who would have thought that the two of them would really come to fruition? Just like Bie Qiong at this moment, she would not have imagined that many years later, she would be wearing the bridesmaid dress that Shao Xiaowei had ordered for her half a year ago, the lake green long skirt with slanted shoulders, such a bold and sexy dress, For her, this is the first time.She struggled and refused to wear it, preferring to spend her own money to buy it again, but was scolded by Shao Xiaowei. What are "You are deliberately against the bride, are you trying to make us happy?" "I don't lie to you, this dress is really suitable for you, put it on, and let everyone have a look." "To surprise everyone, the real beauty is lurking I have been by your side for many years, but I have never cherished it"... During the four years of university, the girls on campus wore heavy makeup and light makeup, and the scenery was beautiful everywhere.Of course, she is not ugly, with a pouty little bun face, black eyes, fair skin, a typical second-sighted beauty, the more she looks the more interesting.However, she likes to cover her face with long hair, and looks like she doesn't answer anyone's questions. There are already groups of beauties in the liberal arts university, but she is not good at socializing. Shao Xiaowei didn't know how many times she said about her, and she didn't appreciate her words.But it was one thing to be a roommate back then, and quite another to be my maid of honor now.How could she want to be surrounded by a disgraced village girl on her big day. I had no choice but to cajole and lie, and the last sentence "You can dress proudly, and then I will ask the chief makeup artist who did my makeup to paint you a delicate makeup look, call it Wen Chenrui, you will be heartbroken." She changed her decision in an instant. Yes, Shao Xiaowei is also the one who knows farewell to Qiong. She knew what was Bie Qiong's weakness, and she knew when to draw out this sharp sword, find the right position and insert it fiercely. Wen Chenrui is the golden partner of the bridegroom, Dai Chuan's high school basketball team. Even though the university is not in the same city, the two have frequent exchanges. They are really close brothers.In order to avoid embarrassment for Bie Qiong in this wedding, he was not invited to be the best man, and it would be unreasonable not to inform others. It was well known that Wen Chenrui abandoned her back then. As for her, how much courage and unwillingness must she have to skip class for several hours and take the train to find him to redeem her. Please, haven't we been fine before? Do you feel that long-distance relationships are too hard and have no future?It's okay, I'll come to see you as soon as the weekend arrives. I'll come to you after graduation, and then we can rent a house and fight together, can't we? Otherwise, if I drop out of school and go back to repeat my studies, I can enter this school next year and become your junior sister, okay? If you have a girl you like, it doesn't matter, I can wait, maybe when you are with someone else, you will think that I am the one that suits you best? ... At that time, she had cried and made trouble, abandoned all her self-esteem, humbled her by grabbing his sleeve and tried hard to keep him, hugged his neck from behind and frantically begged him to change his mind. But Wen Chenrui, who used to grab her little hand into his warm arms in fear of her freezing in the snow, secretly brought out the thick soup made by her mother every morning to force her to drink, and insisted on going around most of the city to send her home during evening self-study At that time, she just frowned and looked at her impatiently: "I said, don't Qiong, are you really stupid, or are you just pretending to be stupid? As I said, the relationship between us is over." He looked at his watch frequently, "Do you understand the meaning of the end? It's like when you play a game, GAME OVER, we have no contact with each other. We each spend our happy college life, meet a good boy, and fall in love with him , isn't it good? Why do you have to pester me?" He used the word "tangle". There were more and more onlookers on the campus, whispering pointers to her from time to time, there is never a shortage of spectators in this world. But who can guarantee that no one will ever watch your excitement and jokes. Wen Chenrui didn't want to be the focus on campus, so he approached her, "I have class later, you go to the station by yourself." After speaking, he turned around and walked forward slowly. She still stood there in a daze. Speaking of which, this was the second time she received so many people's attention. The first time was in the third year of high school.The 800-meter long-distance race for the senior high school entrance examination has always been her weakness. The physical education teacher gave the boys football and basketball to let everyone move freely. After one lap, she was already on her back. Bie Qiong hated the physical education teacher Semimi catching up from behind, putting her hand on the girl's back, half pushing, half touching, and shouting like a dog, "Come on, we're almost there." Wipe the girl's oil in the dark. I had no strength in my whole body, my throat was dry and burning, and I didn't dare to shout out to tell the pervert to stop, so I had to run forward desperately.Slowing down a few steps, the salty pig's hand took the opportunity to stick it wet, and she stopped abruptly, determined to go all out and tear herself apart with the physical education teacher. At this time, Wen Chenrui, who was playing basketball on the opposite side, suddenly ran over, knocked the physical education teacher's hand away, and blamed him with a smile: "Mr. Qin, don't take advantage of my girlfriend. I'll just train and supervise my girlfriend. I don't need to trouble you." .” After finishing speaking, he winked at Bie Qiong, “Come on, I’ll run with you.” He completely disregarded the surprised eyes of the students around him, and the physical education teacher who stood there with a dark face and dared not speak out, and accompanied her to run the remaining few hundred meters. In the next month or so, she and him became legends on campus, and N versions of the story were compiled by the good students and circulated throughout the school. Although the later versions were too exaggerated and inaccurate (for example, some versions even said that Wen Chenrui slapped the physical education teacher when he went up...his teeth were all over the floor), but walking in the eyes of those classmates who she knew or did not know In their eyes, she is determined, happy, and delighted. Because in that gaze, even if it contained envy and jealousy, it was kind after all. The two impressive gifts given by others were all thanks to him. ... At this moment, even though she didn't know any of them, there were too many surprises, disdain, and contempt in those eyes, all of which were indifferent. There is no excitement to watch, and the crowd will eventually disperse. More than half of the 80-table banquet has already arrived. It happened that the next day was the 60th anniversary of University A, and many alumni came here one day earlier, so they just happened to attend the wedding. Shao Xiaowei did it on purpose. At that time, the two people's love affair was known to the world, and it almost became a news event, wishing to occupy the front page of the school newspaper every day.There are too many people who are not optimistic about their happy ending, so she deliberately chose to hold the wedding reception on the day before the school celebration, so that as many people as possible could witness her happiness with their own eyes. She sent wedding invitations to the teaching staff of the entire college of University A. Bie Qiong accompanied the couple standing at the entrance of the hotel to greet the guests, while swiftly stuffing the red envelopes brought by the guests into the handbags that had been prepared earlier, and glanced at the names written by the bridesmaids on the opposite table who were in charge of signing in for the guests. Quickly check silently in my heart.While forcing himself to read aloud, the volume of the voice was controlled just right, not only to avoid embarrassment for others to hear, but also to keep his mind and mouth busy so as not to lose his mind. He only thought about hanging up if he saw Wen Chenrui. What a face. If the guests said the most words on the day of the selection, it must be "Haha, I didn't expect you two to be married". The frequency of this sentence is too high, including but not limited to by college students, teachers, college counselors, head teachers, professors... It made the couple embarrassed and unable to get really angry. Having been uttered by so many people, Bie Qiong wanted to laugh but didn't dare to laugh. She had suffered from internal injuries long ago, but the ten-inch high-heeled shoes stepped on her feet. After standing for less than half an hour, she was already sore and swollen to death. When she was young, Shao Xiaowei suddenly pushed that she was going to the bathroom, and pulled her through the back door. Bie Qiong sat down on the concrete floor, threw off her high-heeled shoes to free her feet, and couldn't help complaining, "This is for you. If I get married later, if you pay me back, I will never end with you." Even though she complained in every possible way, Shao Xiaowei, who usually speaks unforgivingly, didn't say a word. Just as she was wondering, Shao Xiaowei suddenly grabbed her arm nervously, "Please, please." If Shao Xiaowei called her that, it would definitely be a bad thing. She asked angrily, "What for?" "I've been looking forward to marrying Dai Chuan for so long, why can't I be happy at all?" Bie Qiong squinted at her, "Who was it just now? You laughed endlessly. Those who know know that you are getting married, but those who don't know think you are panning for gold." "Fortunately, you are still a bridesmaid, so you didn't see that I was smirking?" "...Bridesmaids still need to know this? I'm quitting, you can go to whoever you like." She rubbed her swollen toes, "You want me to get married, Qingshui's flat shoes! Running all over the field is not at all tiring Make another box similar to the size of a donation box, and anyone can throw as much as they like in it. They are still standing to welcome the guests. The guests themselves have no feet or eyes, so they can just sit down wherever they want, and put on airs. I still need people to welcome me." Shao Xiaowei's focus was obviously not here, she silently watched Bie Qiong's feet, and then took a deep breath, "Don't, don't, I've made up my mind." "Ok?" "I don't want to end it." "...That can't, you are joking." "No, I don't think I've ever thought through it as thoroughly as I do now. When I fell in love with him in high school, I dreamed of marrying him. Didn't everyone say that the first love didn't turn out well? Well, I will definitely get a good one. Show them the results. So even though Dai Chuan has had affairs with so many people over the years, and I have often wiped shit behind his ass, I still want to marry him." Bie Qiong sighed, "Okay, dear, let's stop making trouble. You have read too many novels and TV shows. If you want to get married, that's fine. Just make it clear before. Do you have to wait until now? You go to the hall Go and have a look, your parents, his parents, are all smiling and thanking everyone one by one. If you don’t tie up, what will they do?” She tidied up the wedding dress for Shao Xiaowei, "You are so beautiful today, I can't bear to let your parents walk up to the rostrum, and say I'm sorry, distinguished guests, please go to the guest sign-in area to take back your gift money, my daughter's wedding will not end today Yes. Take as much as you want just now, don’t take too much, because you will end up with foreign debts when you get married?" Shao Xiaowei was in a hurry, "Why can't you understand me? Let me tell you, now that I have thought it through thoroughly, I don't want to marry him. The rest is not the point, do you understand? How to clean up the scene afterwards, is it better than me?" Is your life event more important?" This is where Shao Xiaowei is smarter than her. No matter how chaotic the situation is or what is the priority, she never loses her footing. Unlike Bie Qiong, when there are too many things, people panic first. "They seem to come to my wedding, and more like to see a joke. They want to see what good shows they can sing today and in the future. But after singing for so many years, I don't want to sing for them." "He just said it so casually. Besides, you and Dai Chuan have been together for so many years. What storms have not passed through. These few words can bury your love?" "It's not just because of these words. I always felt that I thought clearly before, but just now I stood at the door to greet the guests, watched everyone come to congratulate me one by one, and saw Dai Chuan smile at me shyly. I suddenly saw through , it turns out that these years, rather than saying that I have only wanted to marry him, it is better to say that I want others to see me marrying him." Bie Qiong tilted his head and thought for a while, cold sweat permeated his whole body, "Have you thought it through?" "Yes, it is so clear that it frightens me." She put on her shoes slowly, considering how to speak. It is said that it is not easy to be a bridesmaid. She thought it was just to protect the bride from the wine. At worst, she would be taken advantage of by young people who were making trouble in the bridal chamber. It is best to open a bridesmaid training class. Not only do you need to help the bride take care of all the details of the marriage, but you also need to study psychology to treat the bride's marriage phobia, and persuade the runaway bride to give up the idea of ​​running away. Thinking of this, she patted Shao Xiaowei on the shoulder, "Okay, okay, if you are a little anxious, I will sit with you for a while. It is your first marriage, and I have no experience, I understand." Thinking of the sisters before Just kidding, "It's no wonder that you two are separated. Even if the marriage fails today and you leave later, it will still be the same after a few days? However, at that time, you must not be as flustered as you are today. Do you have experience?" Shao Xiaowei just looked at the ground silently, without saying a word. Over the years, we broke up countless times, or the next day we smiled and reconciled as sweetly as before, or separated and ran back home to live our own lives as passers-by, or alarmed the parents of both parties to come to persuade us, or both were bored of living under the same roof and had a cold war For dozens of days, I even ran into Dai Chuan flirting with his colleagues, scratching his face with nails... It was like a catastrophe, and I still firmly believed that the two would not really separate. It seems that being with Dai Chuan, marrying him, and living the most ordinary life of an ordinary couple with him in peace and security are the beliefs that she has never doubted and will never give up. Bie Qiong was afraid that the time would be too long and it would really delay the important matter of the two of them, so she was about to drag her back directly, when she suddenly heard a long-awaited voice—— "Farewell, long time no see." Her body stiffened involuntarily. All the relatives and friends around were counted and called her Xiaobie, only Qiao Lei was alone. The surname "Don't" is rare in the first place, not even included in the top 100 surnames. When she was born, the family was poor, and it was her father's 40th birthday. He was very happy. He stared at her for a long time and said, "Just Call me Bieqiong, Bieqiong Bieqiong, don't be poor. It's better than anything else to be able to live comfortably." From kindergarten to university, and even many years later when she started working, others would be surprised when they first heard her name, and they always like to ask a few more questions.Some even let go of their voices and yelled on purpose, laughing loudly at her.They like to call her by her full name. It seems that if they call her too much, everyone can get rich, and they are also not poor. But Qiao Lei kept calling her "Little Farewell". She was too familiar with his voice, and after all her thoughts, she never thought that he would come. She had no choice but to bite the bullet and raised her head to force a smile, "Long time no see," she heard her trembling voice, "You are welcome." "It's not a long time." She saw Qiao Lei sizing herself up silently, his eyes were burning like a torch, "four years." four years. He has changed too much. At that time his skin was very white, with a kind of sickness.These years, I don't know what he has experienced, his complexion has become a healthy wheat color, as if he has completely changed a person, and he is no longer like the sick boy who was helpless.Short light brown hair, slightly curly bangs are slanted to the right side, just matching the contours of his rigid face. He also seems to know how to wear clothes. A black and white striped cotton gauze T-shirt is very suitable for him, and a casual pair of jeans is enough. Seeing that she was silent, he nodded to Shao Xiaowei, "Congratulations, happy wedding." Shao Xiaowei is a sensible person, "Thank you. It's been a long time since you two have seen each other. You must have a lot to talk about. I'll go over to greet you first as you chat." She flirted with Bie Qiong, covering her mouth and snickering. "You..." Qiao Lei was present, she couldn't speak clearly, so she could only vaguely ask Shao Xiaowei, "Have you figured it out yet?" "Ah? Ah! If you figure it out, don't worry about me." Shao Xiaowei raised his eyebrows and strode back to the auditorium. Qiao Lei smiled kindly and watched her leave. The atmosphere was weird again. His eyes stayed on her bare half smooth arm, "You," he said after a pause, "I seldom wore it like this before." "It's all for... Xiaowei Shao. You know, when you get married, you always have to..." She secretly blamed herself for being so restless, because his gaze was always fixed on her, too hot and firm, making her He became more and more incoherent, wanted to ease the embarrassing situation in front of him, but didn't know how to speak, so he just stood there blankly. Of course he wasn't like this four years ago. Unlike everyone who was busy with internships in his junior year and graduated from his senior year, Qiao Lei voluntarily dropped out of school in the first half of his junior year. To this day, Bie Qiong dare not ask whether the main reason for his departure was because of himself. She only remembered that one night he suddenly came to look for her. It was Saturday, and many local students took the school bus home early. She and Si Niu went to the supermarket to buy snacks and were about to enter the gate of the dormitory when Si Niu suddenly stabbed her in the arm. "Hey, the lover is here." She looked in the direction of Si Niu's finger, and it was Qiao Lei who was standing under the school bulletin board, with his hands in his trouser pockets, walking around uneasily. She didn't like the sisters in the dormitory calling him that, but it was a pity that she refused to change it repeatedly, and even rushed to everyone, but to no avail.I had no choice but to follow suit. When I got closer, Si Niu said that I still have something to do, you guys talk, let's go first.After speaking, hehe smiled and ran into the dormitory building. This atmosphere made the two even more uneasy. "Looking for me?" "Yes." His voice became cramped, "I actually want to ask, I want to ask..." At that time, Qiao Lei was extremely thin, like a bamboo pole that would collapse in the wind, and his skin was frighteningly white. Every time she saw him, she was always so angry. Since entering junior high school, no one has stopped him after school and beat him up like the gang of bad kids who were always leaking water in elementary school.But he still has such a weak aura, submissive, not at all masculine. Otherwise, it would not have forced her in the sixth grade to take the initiative, pull out the fruit knife she had prepared early from her pocket and wave it back and forth, and beat him who was wrapped airtight in the school uniform by others, lying on the ground and covering his head. Pulling it up, he said fiercely: "If you want to bully him again, don't blame me for fighting with you." It's just a boy of twelve or thirteen years old, the bully picks up soft persimmons and rushes forward, relying on the strength of the crowd, he beats and kicks repeatedly.When I saw someone who was desperately fighting with a knife, even a little girl of the same age, she was terrified, froze for a while, and ran away screaming. She didn't understand why he was always resigned.When he entered the classroom for the first time when he transferred from the sixth grade, he felt that he was not pleasing.He lowered his head, as if he was afraid of everything, and never took the initiative to talk to anyone. Occasionally, he was called up by the teacher to read the text aloud. His voice was thin and low, as if the volume was set on mute, and he could hardly hear a word. Rumors soon spread. Legend has it that his father found a young and beautiful mistress, and just after giving birth to twin boys, he abandoned their mother and child, transferred all their property and immigrated to Canada.Since then, his mother has been hit and has mental problems.A normal person on the surface, talking and chatting with people is nothing more than normal.But once the greetings are over, even if that person stands one meter away from her, she can quickly enter her own world, as if setting up a barrier that others cannot break in, smiling and talking to herself hurriedly, as if there is no one else around. Fortunately, I can still take care of myself, the rumors are really strong, I can't stay in the local area, so I moved back to my hometown. Perhaps it was experiencing such family changes and hearing too many sarcastic remarks that led to his character.His academic performance is excellent, and every time he takes the test, he always falls behind the second place by dozens of points.The teacher in the class took pity on him, and often took him to the teacher's dormitory for dinner, and occasionally took some old clothes.In class, he was full of praise.It seemed that this angered a few boys in the class. They agreed in private that after school was over on Friday afternoon, when the bell rang and the teacher left the classroom, one of them rushed up to cover his head with the school uniform, and the others rushed up to give him a violent meal. beat.After being relieved from the beating, he felt comfortable, pulled off his school uniform, and swaggered outside. At that time, the teachers were anxious to go home for the weekend, and there was no one in the office.If he didn't go to school on Saturday and Sunday, they figured out that he couldn't make a report. They stayed until Monday to go to school. Once he went to report, they insisted that there was no such thing.What's more, when the group beat him up, he had already threatened him. If the teacher found out, "Beat until your mother doesn't even know you." They laugh evilly. "If I don't hit you, your mother doesn't know you either!" "Haha, it's okay, maybe if we beat you a few more times, your mother will know you." "Yes, maybe your dad can come back." Then they performed a chorus, "Take your brother, take your stepmother, and come in that carriage..." Most of the other students in the class were timid and had nothing to do with themselves. They didn't even dare to watch the excitement and slipped away early.He really doesn't seem to have said anything to his family or teachers, at least nothing from the teachers.As a result, the boys became more courageous, and later on, on Fridays, it became his beating day like a routine. It wasn't until Bie Qiong couldn't stand it anymore and secretly hid a fruit knife in his schoolbag when he left home that he ended his beating career that lasted more than half a year. She also once gave him a pair of cotton gloves.One day when it was his turn to be on duty, when she returned to school to pick up the homework books left on the desk, she saw the backs of his cracked and bleeding hands, bought from a store and secretly stuffed them in his schoolbag. Of course, it has nothing to do with love, she really can't stand it anymore, and always feels that if she doesn't do something, her conscience will not be at ease. He seemed a little flattered that these two things were so insignificant to her that she quickly forgot them.Even the dullest boy in the class found that he was "suddenly different" when he saw her. When Biejon walked into the classroom, he would suddenly sit upright. Always staring at Bieqiong's back in class. When Bie Qiong was on duty, he jumped up and rushed to wipe off the chalk on the blackboard after each class. When Bie Qiong was sick and absent from work, he was restless. ... Gradually, more and more people made jokes about the two of them. Seeing any one of them, they booed and called the other person's name, and then laughed ambiguously and winked at each other. Bie Qiong had a clear conscience and was calm and composed, but he seemed to have done something wrong, and often blushed from holding back, let alone being able to utter a complete sentence. Finally, he got to the junior high school and was promoted to the key city, but he was in the same class as him. Girls matured prematurely, and Bie Qiong began to pay special attention to his words and deeds, and carefully kept a distance from him.Although he also restrained himself, he just went underground.Every morning she would find what he had stuffed in the desk.A red apple, a big pear, a bouquet of unknown wild flowers, a bunch of blue ears of wheat with straws, and even a green grasshopper strewn on dogtail grass... The reason why it is clear that he stuffed it in is because every time Bie Qiong sees it and looks for the giver in the class in surprise, she will always notice the heavy gaze pressure from a corner diagonally behind. The pressure came from his gaze, with an extremely heavy force, making her feel like a thorn on her back. Looking back at him, you will receive a very timid smile, and then secretly nod your head, which means that the thing is a gift from me, I hope you like it. Biqiong stopped him on the way from school and asked him not to send him off.He thought she was afraid of other people's gossip, so he only comforted her, "Don't worry, I will never let others know."After hinting several times, he still didn't understand, so he simply opened the skylight to speak out. "I don't like you giving me these things, and I don't like you, now you understand?" He was driven into a hurry and stuttered, "I want, I want to say thank you for doing me...I, I also want to express my gratitude to you, to you." "As long as you stay away from me, that is your greatest gratitude to me." She said again, "Don't take the previous things too seriously, even if it is a stray cat or a stray dog, I will Give me a hand." Maybe the conversation that day stabbed him, her desk was finally quiet, and she didn't receive anything, and he was also quiet. Quietly finished junior high school.The admission notice was issued during the senior high school entrance examination, and he went straight to a key high school.For some reason, her first reaction was whether he had fulfilled his wish.Until the day of registration, I saw the class list outside the office of the first grade group, and I was relieved to see his name.Seeing him in the next class, he was relieved again. It was also at that time that she met Shao Xiaowei at the same table, and perhaps because of this, she changed the direction of her life. In college, I don't know if it was a coincidence, he was admitted to the same university as her. At that time, she hoped that he would stay away from her, but she didn't hate him. She secretly hoped that he would be admitted to a good university and have a good future in the future. That evening. After Si Niu left her and ran back to the dormitory alone, he hesitated for a long time, and suddenly pulled her under the luxuriant sycamore tree behind the street lamp. It seemed that his sight dimmed before he had the courage to speak. He asked her, "Is there any possibility between you and me?" This problem, when she was just promoted to the eighth bottom of the class in the first-year test, when she was in love with Wen Chenrui in the third year of high school, when she and Wen Chenrui had the most violent quarrel in the freshman year, when she was abandoned by Wen Chenrui in the sophomore year... He used to run away inappropriately. I asked her, and all she got was rejection.After each refusal, he would disappear for a while, then reappear calmly after a while, and greet her politely when he saw her, as if nothing had happened. This time, I was in a particularly bad mood to catch up with her again. When I got up in the morning and logged into QQ, I accidentally discovered that Wen Chenrui had changed her QQ signature: "My wife knows martial arts, and I can't stop it." It was like being struck by lightning in an instant, and the current penetrated through the limbs and bones, making him unable to move. I always thought that even if she and Wen Chenrui broke up, there were still some stories to tell. She was looking forward to the day when he could walk towards her and say in a gentle tone that only when speaking to her, Xiao Qiong is sorry. It's all my fault, I had to suppress my love for you because of XXXXXXXX, and broke up with you against my will, please forgive me and come back to me, okay? Because of "XXXXXXXXXXXX", she had thought about it thousands of times for him. My family wanted me to put my career first, so I had no choice but to break up with you under their pressure. In fact, I have a serious illness and I don't want to drag you down. Your mother once looked for me and felt that we were not suitable. She hoped that I could break up with you and let you graduate with peace of mind. ... Isn't that how it's done in movies and TV dramas? The hero breaks up with the heroine forcibly, and there are always various unavoidable reasons, but in fact, he loves her. He broke up with her, in fact, for her own good, for the sake of their future. The current brief breakup is for the future to be together better and live a happy and sweet life. So even after breaking up with him for more than a year, she has been living in a fairy tale dream. There, she was free to imagine that they were still together. But this QQ signature, as if a hand suddenly stretched out from the magic mirror pulled her into the real world, like telling Snow White's stepmother that you are not the most beautiful woman in the world, telling her that you have become a past tense, now, He has a close girlfriend who is close enough to flirt like this. After lying on the bed like a log for a whole day, Si Niu couldn't bear to drag her to the supermarket, and he ran to her without knowing what to do. It seems that every time he confesses, he comes at a particularly bad time.He seemed to have guessed that she was in a bad mood, so he ran to find her unluckily. The anger she had accumulated all day finally found an outlet to vent. It was as if someone set up a big banner and wrote "My wife knows martial arts, and I can't stop it" and waved it back and forth over her head, and he rushed over again recklessly, as if pulling out a lighter, dah!Ignite this great flag, and the debris with sparks crackled and fell, burning her hair. Crackling. Crackling. She pushed him away, feeling puzzled, stepped on his foot hard, saw him grinning in pain and frowning, and finally threw the most fatal blow—— “我说,你!”她气呼呼地看着他,说话一字一顿,“能——不——能——找——个——你——配——得——上——的——人——喜——欢?” 邵小尉是在很久之后才明白,那些动辄把分手挂在嘴边看上去十分强势的一方,反而是在恋爱关系里最弱势的那个。说分手不过是威胁,因为无法控制而摆出决绝姿态,想吓唬、制衡对方,当然不是真的想分手。 恰恰是从来不说分手的那一个,某天真的说分手,才是真正彻底想要结束关系——分手权,是牢牢掌握在人家手里的。 可惜她知道的,太晚了。 所有人都觉得她强势。
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