Chapter 38 fourth quarter

It would be a lie to say that you are not sad, sad, or hit. Duan Fei thought that it would be difficult for her to enter Jiang Yueyang's house, but she never expected to be told in this situation - if she was beaten and scolded, she would have the courage to persevere to the end. Being open and honest, it kept her from saying anything. Although her expression was very calm, she was very calm from the beginning to the end, but there was a vague thought of giving up in her heart, how long would it take to consume it?Even if Jiang Yueyang's parents gave up insisting until Jiang Yueyang finally married her into the family, would they still have the strength to live a happy life?I'm afraid that by that time, both of them will feel that the other party owes them a lot, so a little trivial matter can rise to the point of dedication and sacrifice, and then...does she want to divorce again?

In the end, she was the one who couldn't afford it, and it had nothing to do with others. It was also at this time that Duan Fei suddenly remembered that he hadn't seen Meng Xu for a while. It's been a long time since she brought Jiang Yueyang home last time, and Meng Xu hasn't appeared again. Thinking about it, Duan Fei still called Meng Xu. The phone rang for a long time before it was picked up. Meng Xu's voice contained a strong nasal tone. Duan Fei was taken aback for a moment before asking, "Are you sick?" Recognizing Duan Fei's voice, Meng Xu replied vaguely, "I seem to have a fever, but it's okay. I'm afraid of infecting my children, so I didn't dare to see her."

"Oh, then you should take good care of your illness and come see Guoguo when you recover." After Duan Fei finished speaking, he was about to hang up the phone, but suddenly heard Meng Xu's voice inside: "Duan Fei—" "Well, what's the matter?" Duan Fei was a little surprised, and put the receiver to his ear again. "Are you okay?" Meng Xu asked with some hesitation, "When will you get married?" "It's hard to say." Duan Fei didn't want to discuss this topic with him, "It might be soon, it might be slow, you can't tell."

"Is he nice to you?" "It's not bad." Duan Fei was perfunctory, she didn't know what to say, and she didn't know whether she would marry Jiang Yueyang, so she could only answer, "Not much to say, if you can't burn Go to the hospital for an IV drip, it’s not good to delay.” "Yeah." Meng Xu agreed, hung up the phone, Duan Fei couldn't see, he just sat on the bed holding the phone tightly - the bed that was bought for their marriage - in a daze. He didn't know what happened, he was stunned for a long time, and then he took out his mobile phone and called Wu Xiaobing as if by accident.The color bell inside rang over and over again, but no one answered.He called her dormitory again. This time a girl answered the phone. He heard that she was looking for Wu Xiaobing, and she told him in a crisp voice that Wu Xiaobing and her boyfriend went to the show together. He thanked her, hung up the phone, and continued to be in a daze. .

After being dazed for a long time, he called his home again, and it was Meng Mu who answered the phone. Hearing his son's voice, he went straight to the point: "I tell you wow, you get married quickly, people say that the older you are, The more you can't have a son! If it wasn't for wanting a son, I wouldn't have agreed to your divorce. No matter how delicate Duan Fei is, she can work quickly and have great strength. I think her next child will be able to give birth to a boy..." In the past, when Meng Xu heard this, he might hang up the phone perfunctorily as soon as possible, and then go out to meet his friends for dinner, drink, and indulge once in a while.But today, it was strange that he had no thought of arguing at all, he just listened so quietly, and hung up the line when Meng's mother had nothing to say.

Probably because he hasn't been sick for a long time - Meng Xu thinks so, the last time he got sick was a few years ago, he had a fever, and Duan Fei made him hot noodles with two poached eggs inside.The aroma is strong, it is the taste of home, but it is a pity that there was no blessing at that time. People are always like this, they are more used to being picky when they have it, and they only think of the benefits of all those ordinary days when they lose it. But it's too late—I don't know what will happen if I change to another woman, but Meng Xu knows that Duan Fei will not remarry, absolutely not.

So, it's too late to regret. After Xu Xin returned to the provincial capital from City B, she did not return to the rented house, but to her new house. The decoration effect is good, and the smell in the house is not very strong, but she opened the window first to diffuse the smell, and then found a rag to wipe it up and down, and finally wiped it clean, then breathed a sigh of relief, curled up on the sofa and looked around. Needless to say, she couldn't be more pleased with her nest. Isn't it—it's not an easy task in this city to make money and buy a house for yourself under the age of thirty.Although she has to repay the mortgage, this does not affect her investment judgment. In the next two years, she dares to predict that there will be no houses less than 10,000 yuan per square meter in the suburbs of the city. The beige fabric sofa thought to herself: Married... Once married, where will I live?Du's mansion?Staying with such a large group of people, staying together day and night, listening to a large group of three aunts and six wives gossip about their parents, and if I don't pay attention, I will become the butt of others, God, this is terrible!

She didn't dare to think about it, that was not the life she wanted. But, Du Yibei...of course she is greedy for his calm warmth. Some temperaments are naturally nurtured and do not need to be deliberately cultivated. For example, Du Yibei, although he is an only child, does not have the self-centeredness that an only child may have.But he doesn't give people a sense of tolerance like an older part like Guan Tong. When he stands there, she looks at him from a perspective that is often more like looking at classmates or peers-no barriers, no strangeness, It seems to have known each other a long time ago, she thought, this should be a good relationship and feeling.

Just as he was thinking, the phone rang. Xu Xin picked up the phone and looked at it. It was Gu Xiaoying, so he picked it up lazily: "Why do you want me?" "Where are you?" Gu Xiaoying asked immediately. "New house, I haven't been back for more than a week, open the windows to let the smell out." Xu Xin replied lying on the sofa. "I heard that Du Yibei proposed marriage?" Gu Xiaoying giggled. "I didn't agree." "I know, I just think that Mrs. Xiao is good. You are so old, it is not easy to meet such a thing, so hurry up and hold on, and be careful to lose it and regret it."

"What do you mean, Gu Xiaoying?" Xu Xin was very angry, "I don't have a backlog." "I know, you don't have a backlog, but you are a little afraid of marriage." Gu Xiaoying is really patient. "I don't know why he is in such a hurry to get married," Xu Xin sighed, "My sister has persuaded me, and I think what she said is also reasonable. There is really no need to worry about gains and losses in the future. I just think it's too hasty. Isn't this a flash marriage? "I really don't know what he's thinking." "He just likes you and wants to be with you every day. There's nothing he can't understand." Gu Xiaoying felt strange, "At the beginning, I really wanted to be tired of being with my husband every day, so I didn't have to go back after the date. I keep an empty room in the dormitory, but I am afraid that living together before marriage will affect our image of justice in the hearts of everyone, so we got married."

"What is justice, you are the most shameless!" Xu Xin protested, "How can you count as being alone in an empty room, when I obviously shared a dormitory with you! I am with you every day!" "That's different. Think about it carefully. Do you feel happy when you date Du Yibei? Do you want to separate? It's late and you go back to each house and close the door. Is it deserted? He sometimes goes to your place to cook and eat together. , watching TV together, how does that feel?" Xu Xin thought about it carefully and stopped talking. Gu Xiaoying heard that there was no movement over there, and smiled knowingly: "Look, you are also reluctant to part with him, right? This is just the beginning, and I won't believe it until you get more and more used to the feeling of having someone to accompany you." You don't want to get married!" This time Xu Xin didn't say a word and fell silent. November is short and it gets dark in the blink of an eye.When the doorbell rang, Xu Xin had just eaten a bowl of instant noodles, and was watching TV in the bedroom with the air conditioner blowing on—because he didn’t plan to move soon, so he didn’t pay the heating bill for the year, but now Xu Xin hesitated a little. smell, but as long as people live in it, few people can continue to endure the old house.Besides, this is my private land anyway, full of the sense of security that I have longed for. Before getting married, shouldn't I live an extra day? At this moment, the doorbell rang to the second floor, Xu Xin put on a nightgown and rushed downstairs, peeked through the cat's eyes, and was immediately dumbfounded——Why is it Du Yibei? Du Yibei observed the cat's eye from the outside, and saw a mass of black shaking inside, blocking the light, but no one opened the door. Knowing that Xu Xin was entangled in it again, he raised his hand and knocked on the door, "Let me go in if you have something to say." , otherwise people will think I'm a thief." Xu Xin thought for a while, and finally opened the door awkwardly. Du Yibei stood at the door and asked calmly, "You still know to come back?" Xu Xin was puzzled: "How do you know I'm here?" "Just guess it." Du Yibei walked in and said while closing the door, "If you don't go back to the rented house, where else can you go?" "Anyway, I can't run left and right. My sister and Gu Xiaoying will inform you." Xu Xin folded his arms and curled his lips, "Just take a look at the effect of the furniture, I think you have a good eye, this sofa and coffee table look good together of." She turned on the light in the living room while talking, and tidied up a few newspapers on the coffee table. She didn't hear Du Yibei's words, and turned around to find that he was opening the shoe cabinet to find something. Don’t you have any slippers?” "Do you want me to have men's products here?" Xu Xin smiled, "Or do you really want to see other men's shirts, razors, towels, toothbrushes... and my toiletries are in the same place as lovers?" suit?" Du Yibei smiled, he closed the door of the shoe cabinet, walked in without slippers, sat down beside Xu Xin, and said seriously: "I think we need to talk, Xu Xin, you are not You are a child, even if you hide from me, you have to give me a reason." "I just need to think about it," Xu Xin carefully explained, "you know, getting married is too sudden." Du Yibei looked at her glasses and asked after a while, "Would you like to be with me?" When he said this, he didn't blink his eyes, Xu Xin was a little dazed. Seeing that Xu Xin didn't answer for a long time, Du Yibei sighed and asked another question: "Do you like me?" "I like it." This time, Xu Xin answered firmly. "what do you like about me?" "You are kind and patient, and you are very kind to me," Xu Xin looked into his eyes without avoiding, "Of course your personality is also very good, I like the one that is calm, but not old-fashioned. I am with you, It feels like no one is older or younger, it seems like two people of the same age, with a very equal mentality, met by chance, and hate to see each other later." Du Yibei smiled: "So, are you willing to live with me?" "Du Yibei, why are you in such a hurry to get married?" Xu Xin wondered, "If you were in a hurry, you wouldn't delay dating until today." "Silly girl," Du Yibei sighed while curling up his fingers and tapping Xu Xin's head, "I don't fall in love because I haven't found the right one, and I'm in a hurry to get married because I finally found a suitable one who can The one who will live with me for the rest of my life!" "But, how do you know that we are suitable for a lifetime?" Xu Xin said with sadness in his tone, "My cousin also thought it was a lifetime when she got married, but Meng Xu changed his heart when he said... There are thousands of times when a man changes his heart. There are 10,000 reasons, just like when I said I love this and that of you, there are as many reasons as there are.” "You pessimistic child." Du Yibei sighed again, and it seemed that it was only then that he realized that the air conditioner in the living room was not turned on, so he stretched out his hand and hugged Xu Xin into his arms. He looked down at her eyes full of fear, anxiety and sadness, and thought for a while before saying: "I don't swear that we will be together forever, anyway, I swear you won't believe it. I just say that in front of you, Xu Xin, I like you, I want to be with you. As I said before, my circle of friends was very narrow, and all I met were people in the medical circle. Your appearance is very new and special to me. You are more like a fusion among the three of you. , you are quieter than Gu Xiaoying, more lively than your cousin, you are a little hesitant, a little hesitant, but once you make a decision, you are full of courage. Of course, I don't know what kind of personality is better, but anyway you I think this personality is very good, it suits me very well. Your most obvious shortcoming is that you are optimistic and positive in most things, but you lack basic trust in yourself when it comes to falling in love. It’s the same as other things, how do you know that you can’t go on when you’re walking? Maybe, you’ll be able to walk well, you can make me feel safe and I’m very attached to this home, It makes me feel very happy to be with you - you don't need to say anything, but I am willing to be with you for the rest of my life, can't you think like this?" Hearing this, Xu Xin was a little tongue-tied, she stared blankly at Du Yibei, the sky fell, and the lights were not turned on inside, but she could still see herself clearly in his eyes - she was so close to him, so close . She couldn't deny that at that moment, she looked into his eyes with such a sincere and honest gaze that she couldn't keep her from moving or being shocked!She subconsciously hugged his arm tightly, her body was a little stiff, but she could still feel the temperature from him, it wasn't cold in the room in winter, but there was still a chill at night, which made her feel strongly heartbroken Feel. Not knowing where the courage came from, the next second, she suddenly reached out to wrap her arms around the neck of the man in front of her, bowed slightly, and kissed his lips. Du Yibei was stunned for less than a second, and immediately took back the initiative. The living room was chilly in winter, but Xu Xin could still feel the heat of his breath.The lips and tongue were as soft as jelly and cotton candy. She opened her eyes, but Du Yibei covered her eyelids with her hand. Her hand gradually fell from his shoulder and slid to his chest. Through the sweater, Being able to touch the rhythm of "bang-bang-bang", at that moment she instantly understood Gu Xiaoying's train of thought--indeed, sometimes desire is instinct, either step by step, or drive straight in, you just want to be addicted, unable to stop .It is not necessarily the need of the body, but more like climbing after a long time of loneliness in the depths of the soul, which makes people just hug and cannot let go. Du Yibei didn't raise his head until Xu Xin felt that he was about to suffocate to death.Xu Xin saw that his eyes were silent and deep, but there were too many things in the silence that they couldn't understand each other, or perhaps, feelings were originally some messy flocs, they were entangled together, strong, The lingering ones are intertwined with each other, easy to burn, easy to conduct electricity, and crackle with a little friction, but they cannot withstand strong winds or decisive cutting - but when you fall in love, you would rather be tightly bound by these flocs, never From flesh to bone. Under the bright light, Xu Xin closed her eyes again, raised her head, and felt Du Yibei's lips fall on her exposed slender neck.His arms tightened more and more, as if he wanted to crush her into his arms.His kiss was much stronger than before, as if he wanted to punish the woman for avoiding her for so many days.Xu Xin only held onto Du Yibei's sweater, and it became tighter and tighter. She felt his hand unbutton a nightgown, and then his lips fell on her collarbone, feeling the coldness and breath of winter. In the scorching heat, she unconsciously shivered, and a small layer of goose bumps appeared on her skin. It was just when she was trembling like this, Du Yibei was taken aback for a moment, as if he just came back to his senses, and hurriedly stretched out his hand to cover her neckline.He seemed to be blushing a little, but there was still an obsession in his eyes, and he held her tightly in his arms again, without saying a word, just hugging her like that.It wasn't until Xu Xin wondered if she would just fall asleep in his arms that she heard him say in her ear: "Xu Xin, let's get married." Xu Xin's body stiffened for a moment. Du Yibei slightly let go of his arms, looked down at Xu Xin's surprised eyes, and said slowly: "If you don't want to live with me, then I'll stay with you. I'll be the owner of the mortgage. Come back on weekends." I have a meal with the elderly at home. Everyone is usually busy, so I don’t have to go back. I don’t have any extra requirements in life. On the contrary, I often have to be on duty. If you feel wronged, you have to adjust your life rhythm according to my biological clock... I mean seriously, please think about it." The fog gradually rose, covering Xu Xin's eyes a little bit, she thought maybe she should express her opinion, but she didn't know what to say.She remembered that when she attended the family banquet at Du Yibei's family last time, her grandma especially hoped that they could live with the old man after they got married, but now she not only lives outside by herself, but also abducts the eldest grandson of the family... She thought, and rushed Du Yibei's sincerity at this moment, and the touch and warmth he brought her now, even if the warmth will not last forever in the future, she recognizes it!