Chapter 93 A-2

Before going to bed at night, Sang Li sat on YOYO's bedside, watching YOYO show her today's painting results. On the A4 white paper, a red crayon drew a long banana-shaped object, with one end turned up, and a small red flower on top. Sang Li asked YOYO: "What is this?" YOYO sat on his little bed and happily explained: "This is a big cock." "Oh," Sang Li suddenly realized, pointing to the little flower, "What is this?" "This is the hat of the big rooster," YOYO was wearing a cute little pajamas, and stretched out his hand to gesture on top of his head. "It's cold in winter, so the big cock needs to wear a hat."

Sang Li pointed to the picture: "Then why doesn't the big rooster have a tail?" YOYO thought about it, nodded, jumped out of bed and got a blue crayon to draw a few arcs on the tail of the "big rooster", and happily climbed up on the bed to offer his treasure: "It's finished." Sang Li made another serious comment: "Where's the big rooster's wings?" YOYO happily drew two semicircles on the "big rooster" and looked at it proudly. At this time, Ma Yu came over after taking a shower, looked at the painting in YOYO's hand, and asked wonderingly, "What is this? Bananas and mushrooms?"

Sang Li laughed, and YOYO looked at Ma Yu angrily and declared: "This is a big cock!" Ma Yu nodded and apologized sincerely: "Dad is wrong. Dad has never been able to draw or appreciate since he was a child." YOYO pursed his lips and ignored him, then turned his head and asked Sang Li after a while: "Sang Li, will you be my mother?" Both Ma Yu and Sang Li were taken aback for a moment, but Ma Yu quickly patted YOYO's head approvingly again, and stared at Sang Li side by side with her. Sang Li asked YOYO dumbfounded: "Do you really want me to be your mother?"

YOYO nodded happily, his little head flickered, very cute.Sang Li couldn't help but smiled and reached out to touch YOYO's head. YOYO simply got into Sang Li's arms, raised his head and asked, "Sang Li, hurry up and be my mother." Ma Yu was overjoyed, thinking that his daughter and father were caring. Before I was happy, I heard YOYO continue to say: "Then I can have two mothers." Sang Li was very curious: "Do you really want to have two mothers?" YOYO nodded solemnly: "Su Nuofei said that I will have two mothers and two fathers! I am very happy, because if there are two mothers and two fathers, then one mother can accompany me to draw, and one mother can paint for me. I tell stories, a dad takes me to an amusement park, and a dad buys me pizza!"

Sang Li smiled and pinched her cheek: "Then you still lack a father." Hearing this, YOYO turned his head and looked at his father who was standing beside the bed with a wry smile on his face, pondered for a while, and quickly threw himself on Sang Li with an extremely intimate gesture, pleading with great enthusiasm: "Sang Li, then Find me another father! I still need a father!" Sang Li was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and looked at Mr. Ma who had obviously petrified beside him. This time, Ma Yu even experienced the psychological effect of "crows flying over the head" in Japanese comics...

Thanks to Tong Yanwuji's YOYO, this evening, Sang Li has no time to grieve. However, this does not mean that she has forgotten. After YOYO fell asleep, Sang Li was about to go home. When it rained heavily when he went out, Ma Yu logically advised Sang Li: "Don't go back." "Isn't it still possible to use the underground parking lot?" Sang Li stood at the entrance, wearing a coat, and replied lightly. Suddenly, just as she was about to put on her shoes, Ma Yu grabbed her wrist tightly! Sang Li was taken aback for a moment, then turned around and saw Ma Yu's unbearable expression.

He frowned: "Sang Li—" Then he paused, as if he had opened his mouth but didn't know what to say. He wanted to say "Sang Li, you can't always escape".But what did Sang Li escape from?Avoid living with yourself, avoid your own marriage proposal, or escape from something else? He lowered his eyes, and the strength in his hands gradually weakened.Finally, he let go of Sang Li's hand, sighed, and reached for his coat: "Forget it, I'll take you back, the underground parking lot is not safe either." Sang Li was still in a daze. She stood at the door, watched Ma Yu put on her coat and change shoes, passed her to open the door, turned to look at her, and said calmly, "Let's go..."

She suddenly felt like a world away. Under the light, the lines of Ma Yu's face are very soft, a bit like Xiang Ning, and a bit like Shen Jie... But it's not right, take a closer look, Ma Yu is Ma Yu, a little more vicissitudes than Xiang Ning, a little taller than Shen Jie, The expression is the same gentle, always with a warm breath. In fact, compared with myself, how could this person not have a painful past?But he is more open-minded than himself, and he understands the truth of "good days are ahead" better than himself.He is also braver than himself, daring to firmly grasp what he can grasp when he is young and still has time.

He did give him so much meticulous care... But, it was too late. Why, she can't always meet the right person at the right time? She raised her hand in a daze, and stroked Ma Yu's cheek. Ma Yu froze, looked at Sang Li incomprehensibly, held her hand after a while, and heard her whisper, "Ma Yu, I'm sorry." Ma Yu's face froze. And Sang Li gently withdrew his hand, lowered his head and went out.Ma Yu sighed secretly, closed the door behind her, and followed her into the elevator. In the narrow elevator, they never spoke a word. After that day, Ma Yu didn't go to Sangli's shop for quite a long time, and even disappeared with YOYO.Sangli's life has finally become as simple as before—reading, surfing the Internet, basking in the sun, and staring blankly.

However, in the content of her daze, there was one more thing, just thinking: Shen Jie, where are you now, are you okay? Finally, she had to admit—when the gears of fate turned to the part where she had to say goodbye, she realized that in the most beautiful time of a woman after she was twenty years old, in the midst of her love and memory for Xiang Ning Besides, she really had a close relationship with this man named Shen Jie. However, she always realized how reluctant she was when it was too late. It is always when I have already made or is about to make another choice, that I realize that this person, even this name, has become a flexible and unyielding grass in my heart, shaking the leaves all the time, rustling with every breath. The rustling voice told her: Sang Li, you must not forget, you must not give up...

In the afternoon sun, she finally closed her eyes tiredly, leaned against the corner of the soft sofa, and remained silent. It was dusk when Ma Yu reappeared. The sky was getting dark, but Sang Li was still huddled in the corner of "You and Me Coffee" in a daze.When Ma Yu opened the door and came in, she hardly noticed it. It wasn't until Ma Yu sat in front of her that she looked at him in surprise as if she had just woken up from a dream. There was too much surprise in her eyes, Ma Yu knew what she was thinking at a glance, and smiled helplessly. He knocked on the table in front of him, and said with a sigh of relief: "Okay, don't look at me with such surprised eyes anymore. I admit that I am indeed a little angry, but I can't be sulky all the time. Anyway, everyone is As an adult, you will naturally choose the path that suits you. Love is something you wish and no one can force anyone." He held her hand on the table, his hand was still so warm. He looked into Sang Li's eyes and asked her solemnly: "Sang Li, I just want to ask you a question, are you happy when you are with me?" Sang Li nodded. Ma Yu seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, then squeezed Sangli's hand tightly, and continued to ask: "Then if, you, me, and YOYO, the three of us form a family and live together every day, would you like it?" Sang Li hesitated. Will she? Maybe, she would be willing - she likes YOYO and Ma Yu, and she can feel at ease when they are together. For a long time, she was too tired, and she also needed a home, a warm harbor, and a man who could be trusted to go on with her for the rest of her life.She had thought many times that a woman like herself, if Ma Yu didn't dislike her, would already be her blessing, so why should she still look forward and backward and be timid? However, she can't lie to herself: no matter how much she trusts him, no matter how much she likes him, that's not love.One of the people she loved went to heaven, and the other hid in the sky.For the former, she spent the first half of her life regretting and remembering; for the latter, would she spend the rest of her life regretting and remembering? She really hesitated.