Chapter 91 B-7

She sang: My song flies gently towards you through the night, in this secluded grove, my love, I am waiting for you.The bright moon shines on the earth, the treetops are whispering, no one bothers us, my dear, don't worry.You can hear the nightingale sing, she begs you, she will speak of my love with her sweet voice.It can understand my expectation, the difficulty of love, and touch the tender heart with that silver bell-like voice.The singing will also move you, come on, dear, may you listen to my singing and bring happiness and love... "The bright moon shines on the earth, the treetops are whispering, and no one comes to disturb us" - the moment I heard this line of lyrics, the memory of the jasmine flowers in the small flower garden of the Art Institute flooded the sky, and the gurgling pain spread from my heart, With the convulsion of the blood vessels, large swaths of soreness burst out, and the soreness swelled, restricting his breathing, making him struggle silently like a dying fish!

It's suffocating pain. He couldn't help clenching his fists tightly, the flat nails imprinted purple marks on the palm of his hand, he was so numb that he couldn't feel the slightest pain! After the performance, Sang Li left as usual.She was wearing a dark brown coat, a very plain and simple color, but anyone with a discerning eye could tell at a glance that the price of that coat was comparable to half a year's income of a working class. Due to the intensive activities of the performance, she has not had a good rest for a period of time.Shen Jie's father was ill, the company was in turmoil... many things piled up, not only did she not come to Beijing for more than a month, but she was no longer free to call to urge her to "go to bed early and get up early to be healthy".Without his occasional reminders, her life became more and more irregular... Maybe it was all this that caused her to intuitively think that the familiar figure in front of her was just caused by lack of sleep when she opened the door of the opera house. hallucinations.

Until I heard that familiar voice: "Xiao Li——" She finally woke up, looked at the familiar face and expression in front of her eyes, and the blood that was boiling all over her body told her that this was not a dream, it was really Xiang Ning, Xiang Ning was back! It was at this moment that Sang Li finally knew: she loves him, she really loves him, she buried him in the corner of her heart, and suppressed him tightly with reality, but it was useless, just like Monkey King can still break through five hundred years later. Like a stone, her secrets, her love, are also tenacious and fresh!

That night, Sang Li once again stepped into the single dormitory where he lived overnight. Standing in a familiar room, time suddenly turned back, taking her back to the past that she wanted to forget but couldn't bear to forget. Under the pale fluorescent lamp, she raised her head and looked at him with mist in her eyes.He stood in front of her, his eyes were a little blurry, but he burst out with emotions that were not inferior to those back then! At that time, he was also like a god in her heart, unattainable. But now, she looked at him, and looked at the simple things around her: the room with a bit of peeling off the wall, the simple wardrobe, the pile of German books on the desk issued by the agency, the sound insulation effect of the wall is not good, and she can still hear it vaguely. To the "giggling" laughter of the children upstairs or downstairs... These things that she used to think were extremely warm, but now they have become so simple and noisy? !

She withdrew her gaze and looked at him carefully again - he was still standing upright, his face became more resolute, his expression became more stable, and his temperament became more gentle... She finally found out sadly that the past few years with Shen Jie had completely transformed her! Her aesthetics, her habits, her preferences... have all undergone earth-shaking changes, and even the boy she once fell in love with has become completely unfamiliar. They are no longer from the same world! He has the civilization of a western gentleman and the seriousness of a government official; his residence used to be her very warm destination, but now it is more like a station for a short stay.To her, he and his surroundings don't have the slightest sense of belonging. He is more like an old friend who can't let go of him - no matter how much he can't let go of him, he is still just an old friend after all.

Her tears fell drop by drop, but she didn't wipe them, she still looked up at him. Looking at it from Xiang Ning's point of view, the girl in front of him was still so beautiful, her eyes were wide open, tears were filling up, and she rolled out, crackling as if hitting his heart. Finally he couldn't bear it any longer, he strode forward, hugged the girl who made him think about it day and night, kissed her eyes, kissed away her tears, and kissed her all the way, tossing and turning, like a butterfly The traces left on her neck! Sang Li closed her eyes in his arms, and she hugged his neck tightly, as if this could tie the two of them together for a lifetime.She felt his fingertips, obviously a little cool, but the moment they touched her skin, a brilliant flame burned, and those flames jumped vigorously until they burned her reason into ashes!

It was late at night, and it was cold outside the window, but the temperature in the room was so high. Maybe it was because the heater was too hot, or maybe it was because of the high body temperature... Sang Li was confused. She didn't know where the endless heat came from. The moment they really merged into one, she felt that she was completely dreaming! She couldn't help sobbing, Xiang Ning saw it, and carefully raised his hand to wipe away the tears on her face. He even slowed down his speed and kissed her slowly.Such slowness is more like a heavy piety! Under the starlight, Sang Li opened his eyes in his slow and gentle kiss, and looked out through the cracks in the curtains. There are no stars in the night sky of Beijing in winter, and there are traces of light pollution everywhere—their past is like those old stars. The same was annihilated by the bustling city.

She looked deeply, deeply at the man in front of her, into his eyes, into his heart.Their eyes collided in the hot air, and at that moment, she even clearly saw Xiang Ning's eyes suddenly darken! In the next second, he raised his upper body, grabbed her arm, and slammed into her fiercely.She cried out in pain, but he was merciless. He seemed to have turned into a bloodthirsty beast, his heart was beating fast, his mouth was tightly pursed, and there was an angry light in his eyes, staring at her firmly. But she saw it, she really saw it, she saw all the obvious intentions behind the anger in his eyes!

His eyes clearly said: Sang Li, I don't want to love you anymore, but why do I still love you so much? She really saw it! A big tear, which had been accumulated in the eye socket for a long time, finally slipped down at that moment. She finally closed her eyes again, with despair, with sadness, with all the impossible time to come back, and followed him to climb the peak that must be reached even if she might be smashed to pieces! That day, he or she didn't trace why he or she wanted to do it.They just acted instinctively according to their own hearts and desires. There seemed to be a voice shouting in the depths of their hearts. The urgent call told themselves and each other: die!die!Die while the sparks fly!

The moment a fireball suddenly rose in her mind, Sang Li remembered it for the rest of her life - that was her lost paradise. It was lost forever, never coming back—one month later, Xiang Ning’s application was approved, and he was stationed in Germany again. A few weeks later, he accompanied a delegation to the EU headquarters for inspection, but the plane crashed on the way, killing all the people on board.