Chapter 76 B-2

However, the time of pain was much shorter than she expected.Because it cannot be denied that Shen Jie is indeed a man who knows how to please a girl—he is twelve years older than her, so he knows how to keep a proper distance. During her most painful days, he took her to Shanghai to study a major, went to Beijing to attend a concert, and even used the excuse of "studying a major" to ask for leave for her, and then took her to New York. It was a bustling city far beyond her imagination: tall buildings, crowds, and a completely unfamiliar language... There, she suddenly found herself such a small speck of dust, and she was not without fear.So, he walked cautiously with him in this huge and noisy city, with a vague uneasiness always on his brow.

Until entering the Juilliard School of Music, accompanied by the sound of music and singing, the faithful musical cells in her heart were quickly aroused. everything. She didn't hide it, because she knew that she couldn't hide the envy, yearning, and expectation in her eyes at all. She shook off Shen Jie's hand happily and excitedly, and walked quickly in the hallway full of sacred feeling.Through the small glass window on the black door, she could see the young men and women singing with their souls beside the Steinway grand piano in the spacious piano room... At that moment, Sang Li suddenly felt tears Orbital!

It is a kind of piety from the heart, and it is the sacredness and inviolability that can still be felt even when stepping on the ordinary red carpet in the Julia teaching building and sitting on the ordinary dark gray sofa! She knew that she was completely possessed! She looked at Shen Jie with such happy eyes, those eyes were sincere and simple, Shen Jie was almost dumbfounded. In the evening, Shen Jie made persistent efforts and took her to the Metropolitan Opera House to watch a performance.In the majestic symphony, Sang Li felt his blood boiling quietly! Three days, not a long time, Sang Li felt that his life had never been as fulfilling and happy as these three days.

At times like these, it is obvious that all grief has to give way. In fact, it was this trip to New York that established Sangli's even more ambitious goal: she wants to sing, sing the best, not only to sing on the best stage in China, but also to go out one day and stand in the West. The hometown of opera, singing. Therefore, Sang Li recovered quickly with a speed that no one could have expected, and the pain of losing love was almost defeated in the face of such high fighting spirit.That is a feeling that ordinary people can't understand, but Sang Li is not an ordinary person—when the seeds of music were deeply buried in her blood, she suddenly felt that she was born for music, and even, only for music. pregnancy!

That is a kind of mania for art itself! Perhaps we can say that at that time, Sang Li only had art in his eyes and nothing else. When Duan Rui called, Sang Li was preparing a repertoire for the national competition. It was an excerpt from the opera "Fali", "Goodbye, I will go to a distant place". In the future, they will go to the distant place, like the clear and crisp bells disappearing without any echo, rushing to the snow-capped peak, the place surrounded by golden light, they will bring hope... When the phone rang, Sang Li just sang the phrase "Go to a far away place, and I will never come back again", and was stunned for a moment, before he lowered his head and looked for the phone in the bag next to him.

A very inexplicable emotion swelled up at that moment, and the emotions in the song made her feel a little unspeakable.Sang Li smiled slightly when he took out his phone and saw the word "Duan Rui" displayed on it. At that time, Duan Rui had already been admitted as a graduate student at the Central Conservatory of Music, and when he called, he just heard the news that the younger junior sister was going to participate in the competition, and he was excited to say some words of encouragement. It was inevitable that what they talked about would not go around Shen Jie, Duan Rui asked casually: "Are you really together with Shen Jie?"

Sang Li said "hmm" and asked her, "Are you going to teach me too?" Duan Rui smiled: "Why should I teach you? It's not your choice to be with whom these days? Who can control other people's affairs." She chuckled on the phone: "Who is not snobbish? Remember the last performance, the boss of the sponsoring unit, who is obsessed with sex, what the hell! But some people in our school are not respectful to others ?Let’s talk about ourselves, who doesn’t know that Xie Yaqin from the school department has no culture at all, her quality is terrible, but she is a leader, every time she sees her, don’t you just smile and say ‘Hello, teacher’? It’s just a joke What kind of saint are you pretending to be in a poor or prostitute environment?"

Duan Rui went on like this for a long time, and Sang Li was dizzy at what she said, so he could only smile wryly: "Senior sister, in fact, I can't blame others, maybe... it's my own fault." Duan Rui was stunned for a moment, then sighed after a while and said: "Sang Li, I know you see a lot more world than I do, but I still have to say, there is really nothing permanent in this world. No matter how good a man is, no matter how good he is, I swear to the sky that I love you, and I don’t know how long this kind of love can last when you are old and not beautiful. So you can believe in anything, just don’t believe in those rhetoric. While you are still young and invincible, you should If you study a major and study a major, you must not give up the opportunity to participate in the competition and win a prize. You must always be prepared to find a good job. After all, only those things that truly belong to you can support you and stay with you for the rest of your life. Women, you can take men As a pedal, but you can't use them as a job..."

Sang Li was silent, her heart sank helplessly, but whether it was because of Duan Rui's pessimism, her confusion about her own future, or her distrust of Shen Jie... She didn't know herself.