Chapter 63 B-5

It was a difficult time: Sang Li didn't think about giving up this agreement—even though Shen Jie's ability was enough to allow him to realize many of Sang Li's wishes, but what is this, selling himself? But she can't let go of those ideals that have become almost paranoid over the years-she always believes that only by standing on the most noble stage and singing the most noble songs can she gain respect, warmth and happiness. Very contradictory, very complicated, very entangled. However, it is destined by God that something will happen to impress Sang Li who has already started to waver.

For example, the large-scale performance organized by the provincial TV station that winter was an introduction. It was a large-scale charity performance, with an obvious grand effect because of the high-level attention: the School of Art undertook most of the dances, a chorus, all the students hosted, and the only solo performed by the students. As everyone expected, the opportunity to sing solo was given to Sang Li. Sang Li was very excited - the party was a live broadcast, and the opportunity was obvious; it was also the first time to stand on such a stage, facing multiple cameras in different positions, and realize the brilliant music dream in 360 degrees.

As we all know, the social impact of performances with an official background is often far beyond the economic effects, and Sangli stands out, so it becomes just around the corner. So during that time, Sang Li went out early and returned home every day, practiced meticulously under Guo Yunhua's guidance, and learned to sing a new song "The Eyes of the World" composed by a composer in the province for this evening.It is a typical theme song with obvious ideological characteristics, but the composition and lyrics skillfully avoid those didactic methods, and adopts affectionate and lyrical passages, which are pleasant to listen to and catchy.Sang Li studied hard, almost thinking about the details and the changes in his expression even when he was walking and sleeping.

However, a few days before the competition, Sang Li was suddenly notified that the show was cancelled. It's like a bolt from the blue. The teacher was also very helpless, and wanted to comfort the sad student: "The higher authorities have plans from the higher authorities..." Sang Li asked stiffly in the office: "Where is the top?" The teacher spread his hands: "It doesn't matter where it is, anyway, the show is canceled, and we have nothing to do." "Then this song won't be sung?" Sang Li didn't believe it. "Singing is for singing, it's not for our school anymore," the teacher smiled wryly, "He is a master of vocal music who came back from studying abroad, and he came prepared, what we say doesn't count, you have to understand the teacher's difficulties .”

Be considerate... Sang Li stopped talking, in fact, besides being considerate, what else could he do? In the next few days, Sang Li was in a bad mood, and even Zai Zhongyue's performance was depressed.Shen Jie saw it and didn't ask, but just took Sang away for skiing on weekends. It was Sang Li's first time skiing, and new things quickly diverted Sang Li's attention, and turned to shouting excitedly.Shen Jie didn't rent ski suits, but sent his men to buy a full set of equipment to take up the mountain.Sang Li was wearing an orange ski suit, and he asked a little awkwardly, "Are these expensive?"

Shen Jie knew what she was thinking, and just replied: "I borrowed it from a female colleague, and I will return it after you use it up." Sang Li was relieved immediately. So, in the white-capped valley that day, Sangli, whose motor cells were not very developed, had a great time: from a distance, he saw a little orange bear rolling back and forth on the snow. The figure in the blue ski suit walked over to help.I have to admit that Shen Jie is a patient teacher, explaining the essentials to Sang Li over and over again, demonstrating in person, and smiling all the time. From Sang Li's point of view, when she screamed and slid down the hill countless times, and fell down on the spot and grinned when she couldn't control the direction countless times, she could always see Shen Jie sliding down the hill with a neat and beautiful posture. Beside yourself, stretch out your hand, bend over, and drag yourself up with a smile.Under the winter sun, his smile was warm and bright, and he was a mess of good-looking.

Occasionally, when Shen Jie was busy taking off and putting on Sang Li's shoes, Sang Li would stare at his profile in a daze, thinking of Xiang Ning, of course there was their agreement.But this idea will soon be dismissed by her from her mind. After dismissing, there will be a short period of depression and guilt-feeling like the person who is deceiving her ears, thinking that if she plugs her ears, there will be no one in this world. I know my procrastination, hesitation, apprehension and unwillingness. But the effect of learning to ski that day is also obvious: Although I didn't learn to ski, I at least learned how to fall...

So Sang Li temporarily forgot those annoying things, and became very happy instead. In the evening, instead of sending Sangli back to school, Shen Jie took her to a hot spring resort not far from the ski resort.Along the way, Sang Li murmured that he was hurting here and there, and the joints all over his body tended to be dislocated.She babbled, but Shen Jie smiled and said nothing, and Sang Li felt bored after muttering alone, so he curiously inquired about Shen Jie's skiing history. Shen Jie also spoke concisely, and replied while driving: "I am studying abroad, and skiing is very convenient."

Sang Li was very envious: "Uncle, you are so knowledgeable..." Naturally, Shen Jie stared at him. However, Shen Jie saw that Sang Li's mood had turned for the better, so he smiled and didn't bother with her. When you arrive at the hot spring resort, the first thing to do is to have dinner. Sang Li was half-faint from hunger, wishing she could eat right away, but Shen Jie didn't give her this chance, instead forcing her to change into a wool dress, black stockings, and 8-point high heels to attend the dinner together .Sangli protested in his stomach, and couldn't help but want to discuss: "I'm hungry, can I go eat by myself?"

Shen Jie squinted at her: "Not good." "But I'm really hungry." The girl's coquettishness was really invincible. "Go and eat by yourself. Anyway, I can't drink much, so I can't help you." Shen Jie looked at the watery eyes of the girl looking at him, with innocent pleading written all over her face. "Please, Uncle..." "What did you call me?" Shen Jie asked back. "Brother, brother Shen Jie," Sang Li saw the wind and pulled Shen Jie's arm with a smile, "Brother, let me go..." Shen Jie laughed softly, and grabbed Sang Li's wrist just as she was about to turn around and run away: "Let's go, although you can't help me, I should be able to help you."

"What?" Sang Li was confused. Shen Jie didn't explain, but just dragged her into the banquet hall. However, as soon as he entered, Sang Li understood why Shen Jie brought her here: at the year-end Zhongyue appreciation party, the first person to come to say hello was the TV executive standing near the door chatting with people. He was a man in his forties, with very elegant manners, he smiled and greeted Shen Jie, and also politely said a few words to Sang Li.It didn't take long for Shen Jie to bring the topic to the just-concluded charity performance, pointing to Sang Li beside him with a smile and complaining: "I'm about to be nagged to death, but it's really a big deal, isn't it? a solo?" The other party is also a person who knows a little bit, and said with a smile: "We also have to listen to the arrangements above, and some things are beyond our control. But is my little sister interested in participating in our program? "Variety 60" has been on the art show since this year. For the song unit, votes are collected through TV newspapers across the province, and if you enter the top three, you will have the opportunity to participate in various performances on the station this year." Sang Li's eyes lit up: "Variety Show 60", isn't that a well-known show in the province?Although Mrs. Guo has never talked to me about participating in various programs, I don't know if she would agree, but as the highest art school in the province, there are countless students from this school who go out to participate in various programs.Presumably, if you participate, you won't encounter much opposition, right? Shen Jie looked at Sang Li's expression, and he knew it in his heart, and replied with a smile: "Thank you very much, and I will trouble you to take care of me when the time comes." "Where there is, Mr. Shen needs to support the TV station's activities more." The other party smiled and raised his glass to say goodbye. Sang Li stared at her back with bright eyes, until Shen Jie bent down and asked in her ear, "Are you still hungry?" Sang Li replied honestly: "When you get excited, you won't be hungry." Shen Jie couldn't help laughing out loud. For the whole night, Sang Li was driven by the sudden happiness and devoted himself to socializing with Shen Jie.When Shen Jie was talking to someone, she would just smile beside him and say nothing. Occasionally, when the other party brought a female companion, she would chat with him politely.The proportion is well grasped, and it can be seen that the progress is rapid.Shen Jie was also a little surprised, and couldn't help but look at Sang Li more. The resident manager of the resort who happened to be standing opposite Shen Jie was persuading: "President Shen, don't go back to the city at night, it's not safe to slip on snowy roads, why don't you try our new mud therapy?" Shen Jie paused, then smiled and replied, "Then I'd rather be respectful than obedient." The other party walked away happily, and Sang Li asked Shen Jie with a sad face, "What will I do if you don't go back?" "Ask for leave." Shen Jie replied as if it was logical. "It's easy for you to say," Sang Li protested, "You don't know how perverted our school's dormitory system is! Every person has to hand in the dormitory card with his photo on it to the building director between 9:00 and 11:00 p.m. In her hand, the old lady is simply a computer, and she actually knows every girl in our building. Anyone who fails to hand in the card will be late at night and will be punished!" "Then why weren't you caught when you came out drunk last time?" Shen Jie was also curious. "Gu Xiaoying and the others thought I had gone to Teacher Guo's house," Sang Li explained earnestly, "The three of them put on my boarding card in the box behind the building manager after a long drama, but I always I can't bother them every time, and what will people think of me if I go out of my way one day?" Shen Jie thought for a while, then nodded: "That's right, I'll take you back later then." Sang Li was very happy, and replied sweetly: "Thank you." Shen Jie smiled, looked at Sang Li's smiling face seriously, and said nothing. But in fact, Sang Li still didn't make it that day. Because of the unforeseen misfortune——after several hours of abdominal pain inexplicably, Sang Li found out with grief that he would come to whatever he was afraid of? ! On the soft sofa in the corridor outside the banquet hall, Sang Li was sitting there dejectedly clutching his stomach.In just a few minutes, the intensifying pain caused her to lie down on the sofa, gasping for breath. Shen Jie searched all over for Sang Li, but when he came out of the banquet hall, he saw the girl who was smiling so sweetly lying on the side with a pale complexion. He was shocked, hurried over, helped Sang Li and asked, "What's the matter?" ?” Sang Li didn't even have the strength to speak, so he tried his best to say: "It's nothing, just sleep." Shen Jie was stunned for a few seconds, and quickly understood what was going on, so he shook Sang Li's hand: "I'll go get the clothes and take you back, you wait for me." Sang Li didn't nod, but just responded vaguely. Shen Jie took out his coat, said goodbye to several people along the way, hurried to the corridor, took Sang Li by his arm, and scolded as he walked, "Didn't you be fine just now?" Sang Li tried his best to smile: "I could hold back just now, but I couldn't hold back later." Shen Jie was helpless: "Don't you know your body? I said I wouldn't go skiing, it's so cold and I'm exercising vigorously." Sang Li was wronged: "I don't know, I wonder why my stomach hurts." While talking, he lowered his head in embarrassment—it's really awkward to talk about this with a man. Shen Jie sighed and didn't speak, just hugged Sang Li who had no strength and hurried to the parking lot.However, as soon as he stepped out of the building, the cold wind blowing in front of him made Sang Li shiver, and then there were waves of intense pain, like a sharp knife stirring back and forth in his lower abdomen... Sang Li's legs went limp , nearly fell. Shen Jie simply hugged Sang Li horizontally, saw her pale face, then looked up at the snow that was accumulating on the ground, changed her mind, turned around and walked to the guest room at the back.Sang Li felt that the direction was wrong, but he didn't have the energy to control it. He just buried his head in Shen Jie's chest and remained motionless. It wasn't until entering the room that Shen Jie put him on the soft bed, and subconsciously shrunk himself into a shrimp ball, that Sang Li had the strength to ask, "Where is this?" "It's snowing, I won't be going back today," Shen Jie pointed to the phone beside the bed, "Call your roommate and tell them that the company has an event, and ask them to help you again." Sang Li was out of breath, but still alert: "I live here? What about you?" Shen Jie smiled helplessly: "This is a standard room with two beds." "Ah?!" Sang Li stared helplessly—two beds are also a room... "I swear," Shen Jie raised his right hand in a serious manner, "I will never touch you!" "Can we live separately?" Sang Li hesitated, "I can also live in the staff dormitory or something." "I'm sick!" Shen Jie ignored Sang Li, just snorted, went into the bathroom, and after a while, there was the sound of rushing water. Sang Li was depressed—that I was sick?Are you sick?Pervert, hooligan, unhealthy mind!Not only is there something wrong with the brain, but the heart is also broken! However, after a long time later, Sang Li really couldn't forget that night. That night, she tried very hard to hold back, hold back, and finally held back until she heard Shen Jie's even breathing, and then she couldn't help but began to writhe on the bed: first she covered the quilt tightly, but it was still cold from the depths of her body; I put a pillow under my stomach, lay down on the bed, and finally felt better, but the posture was not conducive to sleeping, and my chest was tight; I shrunk myself into a shrimp ball lying on my side, and pressed the pillow on my abdomen, but I still couldn't help humming groaning in pain. Finally, after an unknown amount of time, Shen Jie was woken up, got up and saw Sang Li turned his back on him, huddled into a pitiful little ball on her bed, moaning as if she was about to cry. Shen Jie sighed, got out of bed, and sat on Sangli's bed, but as soon as he lifted Sangli's quilt, he heard the little girl who was still half dead just now screaming "Ah"... Shen Jie was startled, and hurriedly covered Sang Li's mouth tightly. When Sang Li got nervous, he didn't care about the stomachache anymore, and beat Shen Jie fiercely with both hands, wherever he caught him.Shen Jie was startled, and subconsciously thought: If you learn from Lei Feng, you won't learn to cut off your offspring, right? Hastily turned sideways to block, and then scolded: "Don't make trouble, I'm your uncle!" This sentence still works, Sang Li was taken aback for a moment, and stopped calling. Shen Jie pulled a little distance away resentfully, sat behind Sangli, stretched out his hand to embrace Sangli, let her lean against him, and gently rubbed her belly while joking to ease the atmosphere: "I do Good people and good deeds, don't be too grateful." Sang Li's whole body was petrified, he didn't say anything, let Shen Jie tuck the corner of the quilt up to his neck. Because it was winter, both of them wore thermal underwear, and the heat slowly rose through the not-so-thin material.Gradually, Sang Li felt that his stomach didn't hurt so much, so he had the strength to speak. "Thank you, Shen Jie." It was the first time that Sang Li called Shen Jie by his name in such a good manner. Shen Jie was very helpless: "It should be, who made me your uncle." Sang Li wanted to laugh, grinned, but he didn't have the strength to think about it or said: "I will remember you, uncle, you are a good person." Shen Jie was so suffocated in his heart that he couldn't help but press hard with his hand. Sang Li said "Ouch", and turned his head to stare at him, but did not speak, instead found a comfortable position and began to doze off. Shen Jie looked at his watch, it was already two o'clock in the morning, he felt helpless, and asked while rubbing, "Is it like this every month?" In the dark night, I couldn't see Sang Li's blushing face, and I heard her answer after a while: "Yes." Added another sentence: "Get used to it." Shen Jie was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help feeling distressed.After a while, feeling Sang Li's gentle breathing, Shen Jie looked down and found that she had finally fallen asleep, so he let out a breath. In the dark night, Sang Li couldn't see Shen Jie's gloomy face either - Lei Feng really can't learn it if he wants to, and he can't touch it when he is full of warmth and fragrance. The taste of patience is actually more terrifying than Man Qing's torture. However, that was their first real physical contact.Although wearing thick thermal clothes, Shen Jie can still feel that the softness of Sang Li's body is beyond his imagination, and far exceeds the stiffness and resistance of Shanghai Zhongyue that night; Without personnel information, of course, he didn't understand Shen Jie's changes and helplessness. All in all, it was a friendly and kind night. Although Shen Jie felt that he had endured bitterness and hatred, he did not expect that it was this night that laid the foundation for Sang Li to accept him from the bottom of his heart. For Shen Jie, this should be considered a windfall. For Sang Li, some stories finally begin.