Chapter 49 A-2

After class, Sang Li saw Ma Yu's "Audi" at the school gate. She walked with Aunt Qin and asked, "Aunt Qin, how are you going?" Aunt Qin smiled and patted her arm: "Someone pick me up." She pointed her fingers not far away, and Sang Li saw a white car parked there, so she nodded, looked in Ma Yu's direction, and said goodbye to Aunt Qin with a smile.Sang Li saw Ma Yu get out of the car from a distance and stood by the car looking at her.He was wearing a light-colored suit today, looking very refined and handsome from a distance. Aunt Qin even asked with great interest: "Mr. Sang, is that your boyfriend?"

Sang Li thought about it, and finally nodded. Aunt Qin smiled very gently: "What a wonderful young man." As a result, along the way, Sang Li sat in the passenger seat and looked at Ma Yu with interest.Ma Yu was baffled by her look. He looked up in the rearview mirror, and there seemed to be nothing wrong with him.So he asked Sang Li: "Is there something wrong with me?" Sang Li deliberately looked at him seriously, then nodded: "He is really an outstanding young man." Ma Yu was taken aback for a moment, then smiled: "What did the person next to you just say?"

Sang Li laughed unprecedentedly: "Young man, young man... Fortunately, YOYO is a girl, otherwise I will tell Aunt Qin, what kind of young man is he, he is clearly the young man's father!" Ma Yu frowned and protested: "I'm still very young." Sang Li nodded: "Yes, you are still very young. Auntie just asked if you were my boyfriend. No matter how I heard this name, it was many years ago." She sighed a long time: "It seems that I should really go out for a walk, even the 60-year-old aunt has a younger mentality than me." Ma Yu nodded in agreement, but his thinking was on another track: "It's time to go out for a walk, go to some bars and cafes, and go back and improve your desserts. kind."

Sang Li looked at Ma Yu: "There are more than twenty kinds of desserts, isn't that enough for you?" "No matter how delicious it is, I can't stand it." Ma Yu tapped the steering wheel with his fingers while driving, "Other people go on dates to go to the movies and clubs, but I'm fine, not eating snacks in your store or watching you play the piano , telling stories and cooking for YOYO at my home.” Sang Li smiled: "It sounds like Mr. Ma, are you complaining?" Ma Yu sighed: "I wouldn't dare. It's just that I used to see the little juniors chasing girls with all kinds of tricks and exhaustion, and I always felt that it was the hypocrisy of young people. Now it's my turn to realize that it has nothing to do with age. This'love The essence of 'is really to be 'discussed'."

Sang Li laughed out loud: "Ma Yu, I thought that PhD students studying in Germany are very rigorous and realistic, so you still have the romantic feelings of a traditional liberal arts boy?" "This is not romance," Ma Yu said seriously, "I am seriously dating you, and I hope that after a period of dating, you will try to accept me and YOYO." Sang Li gradually suppressed his smile and fell into deep thought.The carriage became very quiet. At this moment, Sang Li's cell phone rang. Sang Li looked down at the caller's name, and it actually showed "Nan Yang"? !

Sang Li was taken aback, pressed the answer button, and heard Nan Yang's anxious voice: "Xiao Li?" "It's me." Sang Li looked out of the window while answering the call. The noon sun was so lush that the leaves were full of green. "Xiao Li, please go home quickly, something happened to your father," Nan Yang said in a loud voice, still panting, "He collapsed suddenly after being sent to the hospital, come back and have a look." Sang Li's heart suddenly contracted, and his palms felt a little cold.She stared blankly at the glass in front of her, but didn't answer.

"Xiao Li, come back and have a look. After all, you are still a family. You haven't been home for five or six years. Any conflicts should fade away..." "Nan Yang, are you sure you want me to go back?" Sang Li's voice was cold, "Aren't you afraid that if I appear, he'll be fine, but I'll make him critically ill?" "Sang Li!" Nan Yang became angry, "What are you talking about?! There is no parent who doesn't love his children. The conflict between you is nothing more than some misunderstanding. After so many years, why still Hold it or not?"

"Misunderstanding?" Sang Li smiled, but the smile was very strange, "I'm afraid it's not a misunderstanding. You know that I am spurned by everyone and criticized by everyone, so what kind of misunderstanding is it? From the beginning to the end, you are the only one who thinks that I am still the same as when I was a child." Clean Sangli. But Nan Yang, let me tell you, my dad is right, I have no conscience, no humanity, I deserve to be cast aside! Let me tell you, it’s useless for me to go back, he won’t want to Whoever sees me, if he sees me, he will die faster."

"Sang Li!" Nan Yang was really angry, "Can you fucking speak something human?! When can you stop talking to yourself like this, when can you decorate other people's ideas in your mind?! Let me tell you , you have to come back today, if you don’t come back, I’ll catch you back! I’m not afraid of you knowing, the hospital has already issued a "Notice of Critical Illness", if you don't come back, you won't even be able to see the last side!" Sang Li was silent. Nan Yang tried his best to suppress his anger: "Sang Li, I won't say anything if there are too many, I'll wait for you at the central hospital, call me when you arrive."

He hung up the phone just like that, and Sang Li leaned his head back on the car seat weakly, and it seemed that it was only then that he realized that his palms were covered in cold sweat. Ma Yu didn't speak, but stopped the car on the side of the road.In the shade, he rolled down the window and lit a cigarette.The curling smoke drifted away, and only the chirping of cicadas could be heard outside the car. After a long time, Ma Yu heard Sang Li say, "Now, do you still want to be with me?" He turned his head and met her cold eyes.Her smile is so cold, it seems to make people feel desperate.

"Ma Yu, it's not that I don't love you, but that you are too clean compared to me," her voice was so desolate, "I have done a lot of wrong things, and the me in the past, in the words of my sister, is a 'human being'." As far as love is concerned. In terms of love, I only loved one person in my life, but I still left him. Later, he finally left me alone, and I realized that it was impossible for me to love anyone else." Her eyes were empty, and she lowered her head and muttered to herself: "I regret it, I really regret it now, but time can't turn back, and it's too late for me to regret it. Gu Xiaoying once told me that the sign of a person growing up is from now on. I no longer regret my choice. So I told myself, I can’t regret it, but to be grateful. I am grateful that I have done wrong things, suffered losses, and then I can still live, so there is a chance to start again. I decided to hurt Change the past, live a good life, and then I met you. Every time I am in your house, I feel very warm when I am with you and YOYO. I am very grateful to you, but the past cannot be erased. I am very happy Afraid, afraid that in the future someone will find out what happened in the past, and at that time, it will also be a kind of harm to you." She looked up, tears glistening in her eyes. She looked at him and said, "Think about it carefully, can you accept such a me? When you think it over and feel that you can accept it, let's continue dating seriously, shall we?"