Chapter 10 B-6

The First World War began on a certain day in October. Now that I think about it, it should be the eve of Sang Li's birthday, but Sang Li's birthday is also the anniversary of her mother's death, so she never thinks of this date except for filling out all kinds of forms that she has to fill out all these years. The reason is simple: that morning, Tian Miao found that a pair of scissors on her desk had been tampered with. Perhaps because of the divorce of his parents, Tian Miao has always had a strong sense of crisis.She has a strong sense of self-protection, and has a surprisingly accurate memory for all the items in her ownership, even if they are moved by a centimeter, she can see it.And the scissors happened to be right in front of her line of sight: when Tian Miao was sitting at the table and was about to write a diary, she easily found that the scissors in the pen holder in front of her were not fully inserted into the pen holder, and This is not Tian Miao's habit at all. Anyone who knows her knows that she is a girl who likes to return things to almost the original place.

Suddenly, an inexplicable small flame sprang up in her heart. She turned her head to search the room, and then saw eight cut-out one-inch photos on Sangli's desk.Tian Miao also suddenly remembered that next Monday class will accept a one-inch photo of each person, so she almost didn't need to think much to know that the scissors must have been used by Sang Lina! However, Tian Miao looked at the pen holder on Sangli's desk with a "responsible" attitude, and sure enough there was no scissors inside. That means that Sang Li can only use Tian Miao's scissors to cut the photos?

Don't think too much, the crime has been established! So that day, Tian Miao carefully cut up Sang Li's photos, the notebook on the table, and the stickers she just bought with her own scissors... While cutting, she thought viciously in her heart: Don't you like to use my scissors?I will use it for you, and I will use it for you. Use these scissors to cut all your things into pieces! Thinking about it now, Tian Miao was really a paranoid girl at that time. At the age of ten, she was lonely and indifferent. But all of us have forgotten: Tian Miao also has the pain that Sang Li has.Sangli's mother is gone, but Tian Miao's father is still there.For Sang Li, what she had to accept was the invasion of a strange woman and a strange girl; but for Tian Miao, what she had to accept was entering a completely strange environment and her father's remarriage— —Or, she is an intruder, and she must hate the intruder.

In those days, "divorce" was still an unusual thing: if a person was divorced, it was easy to make people think that he or she was a bad character, and their children were pitiful and rejectable.Tian Miao is the kind of girl with an extremely sensitive heart. She can feel the pity in the eyes of the aunts and aunts she used to know, including the hatred and contempt for her mother.She can even feel the different attitudes of her former neighbors and classmates towards her.She continued to despair day after day amid such pity for herself and fear of others. Chang Qing didn't notice this, and never thought of resolving the abnormal emotions in this seemingly normal girl.So, gradually, Tian Miao, who used to have a cheerful smile, turned into another look: she wrapped herself in a thick shell, no one could get in, and she didn't even want to get out.

With strong resentment, Tian Miao regards Sang Li as his imaginary enemy, and ruthlessly shreds all the notebooks that Sang Li put on the table. When the pieces of paper fell to the ground one after another, Tian Miao felt relieved. The result later can be imagined: Sang Li, who came back from singing practice in the Children's Palace, was stunned when he saw the room full of shredded paper. Then she saw Tian Miao standing in the pile of shredded papers with an indifferent expression. Perhaps in just a few seconds, Sang Li's indifferent shell was removed, and the old grievances erupted instantly, and she almost couldn't help raising her voice: "Why do you tear up my notebook?"

Tian Miao's voice was higher and her reaction was quick: "Why can't I tear it up?!" "You're shameless!" Sang Li pointed at Tian Miao, his widened eyes were about to burst into flames. "You are shameless!" Tian Miao's voice was sharp, and she stared at Sang Li with piercing eyes, "Why do you use my scissors?" "I didn't move," Sang Li said hoarsely, his face was flushed red, and he glanced at the broken notebook on the ground, and became even more furious: "Why do you say that I moved? Which eye did you see? You eat at my house and sleep at my house , you dare to tear up my book, you robber!"

"Try to curse again!" Tian Miao picked up the scissors and threatened sharply. Sang Li was taken aback, a little scared.But Sang Li was only an eleven-year-old girl back then, and "calmness" was not a concept at that age.She only froze for a second, then rushed forward, grabbed Tian Miao's wrist firmly, and said loudly, "Shoot, stab, stab me to death!" The two of them wrestled like this: Sang Li tightly held Tian Miao's wrist holding the scissors, Tian Miao struggled to break free, and at the same time grabbed Sang Li's hair with the other hand.Sang Li couldn't bear the pain, so he let go of one hand and grabbed Tian Miao's face. Tian Miao screamed and subconsciously stretched out the hand holding the scissors. The moment the cold tip of the scissors touched the skin of Sang Li's elbow, Sang Li Suddenly pushed Tian Miao to the ground.When Tian Miao fell to the ground, she grabbed Sang Li's hair tightly, so Sang Li rolled to the ground along with her.Tian Miao blushed, raised the scissors and poked at Sangli's body, but at the moment when the scissors were about to pierce Sangli's body, one hand tightly held the front of the scissors, tightly, freezing Tian Miao's movements In mid-air!

Sang Li regained consciousness from the panic, and saw Nan Yang snatch the scissors from Tian Miao's hand with bare hands, and threw them on the floor. "Are you crazy?!" Nan Yang glared fiercely at the two delirious girls who had been beaten in front of him, and heaved a long breath in shock. "Nan Yang, don't meddle in your own business!" Tian Miao glared at Nan Yang. "Damn girl," Nan Yang slapped Tian Miao's head hard, "Who is your name Nan Yang? You have to call 'Brother', do you know that? Why are you so rude!" "You are facing Sangli, you are in the same group," Tian Miao looked at Nanyang, then at Sangli who was also sitting on the ground with a flushed face, and cried "wow": "I told my mother to go !"

Sang Li said viciously: "Your mother is not my mother, so I don't care about you!" Nan Yang's head got dizzy from the quarrel, he acted like a big brother, and scolded Sang Li: "Shut up!" Ask the two people again: "Who did it first?" "Her!" The two pointed at each other at the same time. Nan Yang's hair grew bigger, and he shouted again: "Tell me one by one!" He turned to look at Tian Miao: "Why are you poking someone with scissors? You are crazy, if you stab someone to death, you want to go to jail?" "She did it first, and I just wanted to scare her," Tian Miao cried and glared at Sangli, "She moved my scissors, and when I came back, I saw that the scissors had been moved!"

"I didn't move! You're slandering me!" Sang Li shouted in a sharp voice. "Shut up!!" Nan Yang yelled again, looking at Sang Li, "Did you touch the scissors?" "I didn't. I went to the Children's Palace as soon as I got up in the morning. We went together. You should testify to me!" Sang Li immediately became confident when he thought of this important certification. "I can really testify to this." Nan Yang looked at Tian Miao and spread his hands, "She walked with me in the morning and came back together just now."

"My scissors have been passive!" Tian Miao began to cry again. Nan Yang became more and more confused, Chang Qing walked into the room while he was talking, and saw two girls sitting on the ground with disheveled clothes and disheveled hair, he was shocked: "What's wrong?" "Hello, Auntie," Nan Yang greeted and explained, "There is a quarrel." Chang Qing could tell at a glance that it wasn't as simple as quarreling. How could there be fingernail marks on his face? He frowned and asked Tian Miao, "What's going on?" "She moved my scissors, she definitely did. My scissors are no longer in their original position, and there is still a one-inch photo on her desk!" Tian Miao pointed at Sang Li again. "I'm not moving, I'm not moving, I'm not moving!" Sang Li shouted louder. Chang Qing finally figured out what was going on, and frowned at Tian Miao: "Miaomiao, apologize to my sister!" "Why apologize!" Tian Miao was still furious. "Because I moved your scissors, and I also cut Sang Li's photos." Chang Qing looked at Tian Miao and then at Sang Li, "I helped you edit eight one-inch photos. Didn't you say that you will hand them over tomorrow? ?" Sang Li finally proved that he was wronged, and as soon as he relaxed, tears poured out.Nan Yang felt distressed when he saw it, so he searched around until he found a roll of toilet paper next to Sang Li's bed and handed it to Sang Li.Sang Li continued to cry while tearing the toilet paper, Tian Miao also started to cry after the initial period of daze, and the noise in the room was very loud for a while.Chang Qing's head started to hurt, but no matter what she said, Tian Miao just bit her to death and refused to let go... As a result, on that day, World War I ended without any risk due to Chang Qing's helplessness and the resistance of the two girls.In the end, no one said "sorry" to anyone. Even in the days that followed, for a lifetime, no matter how thrilling the effects of the war were, no matter how innovative the methods of the war were, neither of the two of them said "I'm sorry" to the other. In this regard, Sang Yuecheng and Chang Qing often feel headaches, but there is nothing they can do. Just out of the need for peaceful coexistence, Sang Yuecheng and Chang Qing remodeled the room shared by the two girls to a certain extent: Sang Li's bed was placed at the west end of the room, and Tian Miao's bed was placed at the east end of the room. , in the middle are their own desks and shared wardrobes, and then draw the curtains beside their respective beds to protect a little privacy.At that time, Chang Qing's idea was very simple: when a girl grows up, she will always have a little personal secret, so it's good to draw the curtain to block it out. But at that time, no one thought that because of this isolation, Sangli and Tian Miao guarded their territory more and more carefully, and would not allow the slightest intrusion from others.Gradually, they really become each other's outsiders—an outsider, someone who is separated from each other because of some unbreakable barriers, who will never meet. You see, life is not a cartoon—not all Cinderellas meet a vicious stepmother, and not all queens feed Snow White a poisoned apple. However, life is a bit like a movie—just like the gray-toned "Homecoming", when two unrelated girls meet, "friendliness" and "harmony" are far away. However, for Sang Li, after a long, long time, she actually began to sincerely appreciate that period of youth. Because it was the ubiquitous rejection in that "home" that made her learn to be alone earlier than other children. I got used to being alone earlier. Although it was not that she was not without happiness later on, it was precisely the time when she was extremely lonely that taught her how to calmly return to loneliness after losing her happiness...