Chapter 3 Chapter 2 The First Vow

However, from the first day when he arrived at the training base of the Public Security Bureau, Mu Xin regretted it. What makes her regret is not only the surrounding environment of the training base with "garbage dumps on three sides and a train track on one side", but also the kind of discipline and constraints that she has never felt before——Graduates from local colleges know organizational discipline. They have graduated from colleges and universities all over the world, gathered here with a master's or bachelor's degree, only relying on their longing and expectation for the blue police uniform, thinking that they can conquer everything, but they were first rejected from the military training. Shake off one's horse power.

Standing in a military posture, walking in unison, walking forward, running; squatting, wearing a hat, saluting, sitting down... all technical essentials have not been trained in college, but it is only when I come here that I know that it is true It’s very loose——now the military posture stands N times a day, and it’s not too many hours each time; the internal affairs are checked every day, and even the towels have to be folded into tofu cubes like a quilt and placed on the soap box; You have to line up, eat, run, attend classes, anyway, unless you go to the bathroom, you have to queue up everywhere; you have to sing every time you sing, just stand in the queue, just sit on the playground, and sing "Unity is Strength" anytime, anywhere. "Return from Target Shooting"... To be honest, during the military training in college, I still thought it was quite heroic, but at the age of 26, Mu Xin only thought it was silly.

It should be regarded as a sense of loss. Outside of the shackles of discipline, the reason for the loss is the unexpectedness of this strange life-after studying for 19 years, and now I finally set foot in the society, I always feel that what greets me should be The collision of wisdom and the fight of talents, it doesn't matter if it is tragic, because you are young anyway, and you are not afraid of stumbles.But it should never be like now, stepping, stepping, running, crawling every day... These programmed things, abandoning freedom, have nothing new, and waste time! On the playground, Mu Xin gritted her teeth and stood in a military posture while staring at the white salt flower on the back of the boy's training uniform in the front row in a daze.She asked herself: Why are you here?Is it love, the yearning for power, the complex of subjugation, the curiosity outside the ivory tower, the expectation of the mother, or the vanity lured by the envious eyes of relatives?

Maybe a little of both, but maybe neither. But no matter what the reason was, she always regretted it. When I was so distracted, I suddenly heard another "pop" sound not far away. I don't know who was lazy and was reprimanded by the instructor. The military training instructor is a volunteer soldier who is about to be demobilized. He is only twenty years old, but he is a meticulous young man. A man with a black and red face, holding a willow branch in his hand, and slapping his hands when he sees someone's movements are not standard. Is this the life she wants? The more she thought about it, the more desperate she became.

She felt that when she promised Yang Qian to take this inexplicable path, she must have been bitten by a pig. She is really wronged and unhappy, there is no way to relieve it, so she can only spread her anger on Yang Qian who came to see her--on weekends, Yang Qian came to the training base to "visit relatives" with fruit snacks. The torn jacket with a piece of white ash rubbed off somewhere didn't know where to go, and he stood at the gate of the base, frowning his eyebrows, as if admonishing his son: "Where did you get dirty? Can't you pay attention to your personal image?"

Yang Qian was startled, and quickly reached out to pat the white ash on his elbow, and asked cautiously, "Is your aunt here?" Mu Xin was angry: "Your aunt is here! Your aunt comes every day!" Yang Qian smiled happily: "I really don't have this function..." Mu Xin gave him a hard look, turned around and walked towards the bus stop, Yang Qian chased him and asked, "Where are you going?" "Eat, cut hair, go to the supermarket! I'm almost suffocating in this poor place!" Mu Xin stood under the bus stop and looked up at the sky, taking a deep breath, "Hey, did you know that our military training instructors are only twenty At his age, he was younger than the group of undergraduates I took with me when I was in graduate school. At that time, I was a part-time head teacher, and the children in that class had to obediently call me 'Hello, teacher', but when I got here, I would be called Beating and whipping! What is this? Just to give us a group of undisciplined college students a disqualification? Well, let’s grind, grind away the edges and corners, grind away the personality, until it is ground into a pebble, and it will become a "disciplined force" as soon as possible. Qualified soldiers, qualified parts of the 'state apparatus'... But, is that still me?"

"It's not that exaggerated. You only feel bitter when you are in it now. After the training is over, you will know that this is the most comfortable period of your life-you don't have to compete with each other, and you can get paid training to meet a group of new friends. , learn something new in get out of class, play cards and chat after class, how happy it is!" Yang Qian reached out to hold Mu Xin's hand, but she pushed her away.Yang Qian was indomitable, and finally held her hand tightly in his palm one second before the bus arrived, and pulled the reluctant Mu Xin into the bus.There were not many people in the car, so the two picked up a seat and sat down. Mu Xin still squeezed the back of Yang Qian's hand twice, until he heard Yang Qian's "hissing" sound with a strong performance, and then he felt relieved. .

Because the training base is located in an underdeveloped county, the buses here are already old, and the window glass makes a "clang clang" sound when it is slightly shaken, and there is an unpleasant smell of gasoline in the compartment.Mu Xin looked sadly at the dilapidated seats and the painted armrests around her, and by the way, looked at the passengers in the car. As a result, this look really made her see something—she lightly poked Yang Qian's hand, lying next to his ear and whispering to him: "Is that man in front stealing something?" Yang Qian looked in the direction Mu Xin pointed, and sure enough, he saw a man sitting next to a female passenger holding a little girl in his arms. One hand had already quietly reached into the handbag on her waist.Yang Qian didn't waste a second, and immediately got up and walked in the direction of the thief. Mu Xin didn't stop him, and stretched his neck anxiously to look ahead.

I saw Yang Qian quietly sitting on the seat behind the man, patted the man's shoulder lightly, the man paused, retracted his hand, and stared fiercely behind him, but when he turned his head, he saw Yang Qian quietly handing it to him. Police ID on the side.The man was stunned, his ferocious eyes quickly softened at that moment, he looked flatteringly at the serious expression on Yang Qian's face, turned around and took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, smoked one and handed it over, Yang Qian shook his head Refused.The man who looked at least ten years older than Yang Qian called out "Brother" to Yang Qian as if begging for mercy. Yang Qian looked at the little girl in the arms of the female passenger and whispered something in the man's ear, and the man nodded hastily , Just when the bus arrived at the stop, he jumped out of the bus and ran away almost in a panic.

When the alarm was lifted, Mu Xin broke out in a cold sweat. Here Yang Qian finally wobbled back to his seat, Mu Xin hugged his arm tightly with lingering fear, stretched out his hand to turn his face, looked into his eyes fiercely: "Are you crazy?" "No," Yang Qian said happily, "How about it, do you think I'm particularly tall?" "Just because you are a policeman, you must act bravely?" Mu Xin stroked his chest with one hand, his expression still a little nervous, "What if he has a knife? What if he wants to go all out? Do you know how dangerous it was just now? "

"Even if I'm not a policeman, I can't just stand by and watch someone commit crimes, right? Besides, we are both wise and courageous. Didn't I test him with a police officer card first?" Yang Qian pointed to his mother who still knew nothing about everything. The woman said in a low voice, "I was also afraid that the man would go crazy and hurt the child again, so I didn't plan to bring him to justice from the beginning, but just to scare him. Since he chooses to stop the crime, I will give him a condition for the time being." The way to survive is also to prevent him from dying. Hey, you don’t know if you haven’t handled a case. In fact, people like them, most of the time, follow the basic principle that more things are worse than less things..." Yang Qian chattered endlessly, but Mu Xin didn't speak, but just held his hand tightly.Yang Qian was taken aback for a moment, and then he felt cold sweat in Mu Xin's hands.Just when the bus arrived at the stop, he got up and pulled Mu Xin to the car door, but the moment he got out of the station, Mu Xin suddenly grabbed his neck. He only heard Mu Xin crying and saying: "You scared me to death, don't be so rash next time, okay?" Yang Qian turned around and held Mu Xin tightly in his arms. He wanted to say "OK", but he didn't say it. Instead, he changed his sentence: "Xin Xin, you should think about it. As a police wife, the days of fear What's behind." Mu Xin raised her head, her eyes were filled with wet helplessness, and she only replied bitterly: "You know it's a fire pit but you still jump into it, and you drag me in, why are you so wicked?" Yang Qian smiled. He didn't care that it was the sidewalk under the eyes of everyone. He lowered his head and kissed Mu Xin's face vigorously, then smacked his lips and sighed intoxicatedly: "It smells so good!" Mu Xin no longer dared to pay attention to the expressions of the people around him from the corner of her eye, but just stared at this handsome young man with a blunt face in front of her speechlessly. She really didn't know whether she should slap him or slap him. , or slap him... In the evening, Yang Qian sent Mu Xin back to the base, handed her the apple he just bought at the gate, and told her, "There is no shop in the front of our training base, and you are a girl, don't rush out just to buy something. Wait for me to accompany you to buy things that don’t matter on weekends, and call me if you need something urgently, and I’ll find comrades from the Public Security Bureau to deliver it to you.” "Does he know you?" Mu Xin asked wonderingly. "You don't understand, the police in the world are one family," Yang Qian patted Mu Xin's long hair proudly, "Our team is still very special, because everyone handles cases from all over the world, so you can't tell. Tian has to cooperate with each other to solve the case, so as long as it is not a matter of violation of laws and disciplines, even if it is someone who did not know before, just saying hello can help." He sighed and comforted her: "Some things, you can't be too serious. You always think about the bad. Naturally, the more you think about it, the more unhappy you become. You have to think about the good. I think as long as you get through these few months of initial training, you will be happy." Once we get a stable job, we can be reunited, together every day, the birds on the tree are in pairs..." As he spoke, he sang in tune. Mu Xin was amused by him, so he caught him and kissed him a few more times before finishing.When he left, Mu Xin stood at the gate of the base and looked at his back without blinking, until he was out of sight before turning and entering the gate.The warmth of meeting gave her the strength to sustain to a certain extent, and made the boring life seem somewhat hopeful. However, the reason why Pantou is Pantou is nothing more than because it is still so far away, as far away as the carrot hanging in front of the donkey, which seems close at hand, but no matter how hard you try, you can't eat it. Mu Xin thought, maybe she was that unlucky donkey—she finally looked forward to the end of the military training, and the following basic legal courses almost made her think that her IQ was zero: "Criminal Law", "Civil Law", "Economic Law", "Administrative Law" "Fa"... Every page is full of French language that is completely unfamiliar to her, which makes her thinking confused.Had a nightmare in the middle of the night. She dreamed that the gas station was on fire. She stood inside and couldn't even get out. She woke up at three o'clock in the morning. Then she remembered a case she had read before going to bed. I went to the gas station to set a fire, but it was successfully extinguished. There were no casualties, only property damage.Is this a crime of arson or a crime of endangering public safety? Under the starlight in the room, the insomniac Mu Xin stared at the upper bed, gritted his teeth with hatred. There are also physical training and grappling. First learn how to be thrown, and then learn how to throw people. Instantly subdue, handcuff, body search, and guard... The instructor's demonstration moves are neat and smooth. When it comes to Mu Xin, it is wrestling. My neck hurt for a week from the fall, my underwear was full of grass clippings from crawling, my wrist bones were bruised when I was handcuffed, and I also shot, and three out of five shots missed the target. Therefore, Yang Qian's limited visits were still no match for Mu Xin's constant frustration in her heart - when she was hit by this completely strange life time and time again, all she could and wanted to do was Constantly calling and harassing Yang Qian, complaining about all kinds of unsatisfactory things at the moment.Of course, Yang Qian kept comforting her at the beginning, telling her to get used to it, but he didn't expect, and he forgot from that day, when she dialed his mobile phone number again, she heard the mechanical female voice inside say: You dial The users of are temporarily unable to answer the call. Mu Xin was annoyed—this is the man who said "There is still me" at the beginning, you only complained a few words, and he got annoyed and stopped answering your calls? A girl with Mu Xin's temperament is not submissive, and it is difficult to compromise: If you don't answer, you won't answer, I'm too lazy to contact you!If you don't do anything, I will treat you as if you don't exist!If you don't answer my call now, you don't want me to call you again in the future! When she thinks this way, she really has backbone. However, she is a caring person after all, she is still a careful person—while she did not take the initiative to contact him, she gradually discovered that Yang Qian seemed to have disappeared from the world for more than ten days, and there was no more news. Mu Xin began to have a little bad feeling. In the morning, after running 1,500 meters with the neatly paced troop, she took out her mobile phone and dialed Yang Qian's number again while walking to the restaurant.This time, the mechanical female voice seemed to want to verify Mu Xin's premonition, and said coldly: The user you dialed is temporarily unavailable. A chill slowly rose from the soles of his feet, and Mu Xin instantly had a dangerous association. For example, "Infernal Affairs". She thought of the cold, unwilling eyes of the undercover detective played by Tony Leung in the elevator when he died in Infernal Affairs.There is also the elevator door half closed, then opened again, half closed again, and opened again... She seems to remember that when she first watched this movie, she was in the dormitory of the graduate student. It’s just such a door, opening and closing, you never think that what hinders it from closing is just a pair of feet you stepped in—because at this time, you will not even have the chance to take back these feet.” So, Yang Qian, from the moment he put on that police uniform, did he step into the gate of hell? This complex emotion swelled to the maximum in a police combat class. Mr. Fu, who attended the class, was a criminal policeman many years ago—according to the gossip passed by everyone in private, he voluntarily applied to teach at the police academy because he accidentally injured his relatives while handling the case. Later, the police academy was changed to the Public Security Department. He didn't leave the training base either, he was still guarding here, looking at the iron-clad barracks and flowing soldiers.Later, students who were closer to the instructors came out with a more vivid version. It said that when he was young, Mr. Fu picked up his wife who was on the night shift and went home one night. However, when he passed by a residential building, he Keenly smelled a trace of blood in the air.He turned his head, looked around the dark surroundings, and decisively captured a semi-sunken basement beside him, and the window in the basement exposed to the ground—no glass, no gauze, only a few rusty window lattices, Can't stop a stray cat, not even a skinny human being.In the old residential area, such windows are very common, but the young police officer Fu has been a policeman since he was nineteen years old, and he has more than ten years of experience at that time. His instinct told himself that there is the smell of dark piranhas here. . It was also at this time that his wife became frightened—on the path without street lights, she clutched his arm tightly and begged him to leave. He hesitated, but in the end he chose to let his wife leave first, and he walked around to the side of a small wooden shed where coal briquettes were piled up by someone's family, with his back bent, staring at the window of the basement in the moonlight . Sure enough, it didn't take long for a figure to emerge from the inside. It was a small man. The moment he raised his hand, it seemed that a little bit of cold light flashed across his fingertips. At that time, Mr. Fu, who was still Police Officer Fu, rushed forward without hesitation, and tried his best to subdue the suspicious person with his overall skills as a Sanda champion, but he didn't expect that the other party had a gun in his hand—Mr. Fu tried his best to capture it. The gun in the opponent's hand, however, somehow went off during the fight. When a scream of "ah" sounded not far away, Mr. Fu knew that it was bad! To make matters worse, when the police who came later assisted him to subdue the gangster, he realized how accurately the bullet flew to his wife who was leading the police to the place after calling the police—fortunately, it was only Minor injuries, not fatal. However, his wife, the woman who had slept with him for seven years, chose to divorce after he was commended for capturing the A-level wanted criminal of the Ministry of Public Security.She said that after so many years of worry, grievance, resentment, fear, and the revenge and death that would fall from the sky at any time... She had had enough. After receiving the divorce certificate, the last thing she said was: "Fu Huaiming, if you are not a policeman in the next life, I will still be your wife." At that time, Police Officer Fu shed tears for the first time as an adult, and it was in the back of his wife who never looked back.And the woman who had shed countless tears for him didn't see it. So, what everyone didn't expect was that Teacher Fu dared to be disrespectful and quietly sang a song for everyone during that class, called "I will not be a policeman in my next life". The song said: "I can't go home when I get off work, because the alarm call rang again. They were either playing hooligans or fighting in gangs, and there were many petty thefts. It is said that being a policeman is very lucrative. Today's life is not as good as A few years ago. The top must be strictly controlled, and the bottom will still be severely cracked down. Do you think it is easy for me to earn that little salary? My wife wants me to go home and the meal is ready, but I still have to wait for it! My son ignores it Me, I don’t have a father like me... I have been a police officer for more than 20 years, and I am still a small section chief. My business is top-notch and my popularity is not bad, but I can’t be promoted by the leader. They say the police His quality is getting worse and worse. It’s not because there are always black sheep. For everyone, he neglected his mother, as a man, he really shouldn’t. There are eighty-year-old parents who can’t go home often, so they can only make occasional phone calls. Please forgive me for being unfilial as a son. I pray that in my next life, I will not be a policeman..." At that moment, the training ground was filled with awe. After a long time, I heard Mr. Fu say: "Students, I don't know why you want to become a policeman, is it for a stable salary, or the title of 'civil servant', or because the outside world says this profession is lukewarm. There are many, many paths... Of course, I am more willing to believe that you are the police because you want to eradicate evil and uphold justice. However, I must tell you that if you don't want to lose your conscience in this industry, the income is actually not much. " He took a deep breath, took out his pocket, and took out a pack of cigarettes. Remembering that this was a class, he stuffed it back.After a while, he continued: "To be honest, the real public security agency has a large stall, a large number of people, and few opportunities for promotion. Because of the special nature of the industry, even the outlets for mobility are small. So if you want to be an official, want to To make money, I advise you to leave early, don't waste time here, let alone be a black sheep, and let so many old policemen who have worked hard all their lives be scapegoated! Yes, many times, I have asked myself whether I regret it? But, I went to the police academy at the age of sixteen and studied criminal investigation. I graduated at the age of nineteen and was assigned to the Criminal Police Force. I didn’t know what else I could do besides being a policeman. So, to be honest, I really don’t regret it.” He was silent for a while, and then said: "I have never been able to forget that I participated in a big case in the second year of graduation. My colleagues worked together to solve a ten-year-old case. It was a coincidence that day, and the victim's family I came to the team to deliver the pennant, the leader went to a meeting, and my colleagues went to investigate the case. I was the only one in the office. I didn’t understand what was going on, but the two gray-haired uncles knelt down for me as soon as they entered the door. ...I thought that day, I also have parents, and I can't imagine kneeling down to a twenty-year-old young man at my age...Unless, it is a great benefactor! I thought about it, I I have to be a good policeman, just to make more parents stop kneeling down." His tone was calm, without cadence at all, but mixed with a little local accent.What he said was not poetic at all, but seconds later, the training ground burst into thunderous applause. He stood up, patted the grass clippings on his pants, and pressed them in the air with his palms: "Don't do this, I'm not doing a deed report. I just want to tell you that as long as you do things with your conscience in this line of work, you can do things better than you imagined." It is harder, more dangerous, and more stressful. However, no matter when, you must remember to protect yourself. Most of you are only children, right? There are 100,000 policemen in our province, but your family has only You are a child. Since you have chosen this line of work, you must know that since the founding of the People’s Republic of China, our country has sacrificed more than 8,000 policemen, all of whom are ordinary people with families and families. In the situation, try to maintain the superiority of the police force. If you can't maintain it, you should not be too reckless in close combat, and use both hands and brains. Only by preserving yourself can you better destroy the enemy." He waved his hand: "Stand up, class, today we are going to talk about concealment and observation in single-police tactics. Have you seen Hong Kong movies? There are gunfights, and any broken boards, sofas, and file cabinets can be used as Bunkers, isn’t this nonsense? Remember, the really effective bunkers are pits, ditches, mounds of bricks and stones, tree poles, or the corners of walls, doors and windows. If there is a melee on the street, the best It’s better to hide behind the tires of the car, the cat lowers its body, try to let the tires block you tightly..." That day, everyone attended the class with unprecedented seriousness and enthusiasm. However, for Mu Xin, apart from being touched, there was also heart-wrenching for Yang Qian-she was afraid because he was not only a policeman, but also a famous man. Interpol.She needs him to stand in front of her well, as always. Yes, at that moment, Mu Xin finally understood that she wanted to be with him—even if she didn't believe in herself or love, she even wanted to escape... But now, she is willing to hold hands with him and accompany him Supporting him and supporting herself, walk boldly on the road they chose together! Because, if the road ahead is difficult, then you can't be alone. On the following weekend, Mu Xin didn't go out as usual - she was not a person who liked to go shopping, she just sat in the dormitory by herself with a copy of "Criminal Law" in a daze.Until someone shouted at the door, "Sister Mu, someone is looking for at the gate", she still thought in a daze: If it was Yang Qian, how wonderful it would be. But it was probably because she had been disappointed for a long time, so she didn't expect it to be Yang Qian. Instead, she wondered: Could it be Hao Huinan?But she only told Hao Huinan the address of the training base yesterday, isn't this girl too resolute? Running all the way to the gate, the sentry on duty was a classmate on duty, and when he saw Mu Xin going out, he kindly pointed to her: "Over there, who is that?" Mu Xin followed the sentinel's gossipy eyes to a glance not far away, and was suddenly stunned—under the late autumn sun, Yang Qian was wearing a neat police uniform, standing among the sparse tree shadows, smiling at her. At that moment, even though the leaves were withering, Mu Xin felt that the world was blooming like a flower in an instant. It was also that day, in the express hotel in the downtown area, Mu Xin was like a small animal, beating Yang Qian vigorously while shedding tears.Yang Qian didn't speak, just hugged her tightly in his arms, lowered his head, and kissed the lips of the girl in front of him accurately.She opened her mouth to bite unceremoniously, and he fought it out, ignoring the pain at all, and kissed fiercely, as if to vent all his longing.And Mu Xin is not a fuel-efficient lamp - she grabbed Yang Qian's tie with one hand and pulled his neck tightly with the other hand.The two seemed to want to absorb all the limited oxygen in each other's lungs. They embraced and kissed with all their strength, and expressed their care and concern for each other with unprecedented madness and passion. In the bloody kiss, Churning out the stormy sea. Yang Qian's kiss went all the way down, lingering on Mu Xin's neck.Mu Xin followed suit, tearing Yang Qian's tight sky blue shirt apart with all her might, and bit down fine tooth marks above his collarbone.While doing this, she was still tightly clutching the police rank epaulet on Yang Qian's shoulder. The moment her finger brushed across the silver four-pointed star, a ray of coolness rushed from her finger to her palm, and suddenly a faint blue flame rose. , burning in her heart. At this moment, Mu Xin finally understood that there really is such a thing as "the temptation of uniforms" in the world. She raised her head, looked at Yang Qian in a daze, and then looked at the tie and neckline on his body that had been pulled up and down by herself. Before she could say anything, Yang Qian lowered his head again and kissed him without hesitation. The soft forbidden area of ​​her chest.She seemed to wake up a little bit, and began to wonder when on earth did he unbutton her dress?The next second I started to rejoice again—thanks to the cancellation of running exercises this morning, otherwise the 1500 meters in one go, the taste would be so bad... Before she could finish thinking, there was a "swish" pain in her chest, and she couldn't help but "ah "Called, and started to beat Yang Qian again, but only heard his vague answer: "Don't make trouble, concentrate." The girl's face instantly turned as red as a tomato. That day, also in broad daylight, both of them were probably crazy.When Yang Qian entered Mu Xin's body, Mu Xin was still tightly clutching the collar of his blue police uniform shirt and would not let go.In the brilliant halo that passed through the gap in the curtains, the girl's slender body bent into a smooth bow.Yang Qian suddenly felt dazzled, stretched out his hand as if under a gu, hugged the person in front of him tightly, and kissed her ears over and over again.His breath was so hot that it landed on Mu Xin's skin, making her nose sore - yes, he is here, he is alive, and he is alive and well, that's enough, right? It was also from this moment that Mu Xin finally let go of the hand that had been clutching his collar, and gently stroked his neck where a red mark had been strangled.She raised her upper body and kissed gently all the way on the light red mark.The kiss was itchy and numb, Yang Qian only felt that if he was kissed by her like this again, he would be completely crisp.An even hotter flame surged up in his body, and seeing Mu Xin let go, he hastily took off the shirt that was in the way, and then hugged the person under him tightly.When he finally felt the warmth of the girl's delicate skin on his chest, he only thought in his heart: How nice it would be if we could cuddle together like this forever? At the moment when the light was in full bloom, Yang Qian felt: It's worth dying like this! What Mu Xin thought was: God, thank you for keeping him alive... After the passion, Mu Xin finally remembered to ask Yang Qian: "Where have you been these days?" "Handling a case," Yang Qian lay on the side, with a miserable expression, "I went to Shanxi and then to Henan for a series of cases, all of which are small mountain villages where rabbits don't shit, and often there is no mobile phone signal. The signal was lost, and the mobile phone was broken on the road. I think you are closed or semi-closed in the base anyway, and when I come back from the case, you will be here in good condition, so don’t worry too much.” "It's easy to say, Yang Qian, you don't have to worry about me, but don't think about it, will I worry about you?" Mu Xin got up and looked at Yang Qian with eyebrows furrowed. "I know now! Body language is more honest than any rhetoric, isn't it?" Yang Qian gave another smirk. Mu Xin felt that it was impossible to communicate with such a shameless person, so she simply turned around and lay down, and ignored him.On the contrary, it was Yang Qian who couldn't hold back any longer, and must be frightened. He pushed Mu Xin: "Hey, why don't you ask me what case I'm handling?" "Then what case are you working on, Officer Yang?" Mu Xin turned around and asked helplessly. "Kidnapping," Yang Qian said angrily, "Damn it, on the day of the last arrest, the kidnapper was still in a good mood. He rushed out of a small restaurant with a small gas tank in his hand, and tied a child to his chest as a hostage." , inhuman!" Mu Xin took a deep breath, turned around and curled up in Yang Qian's arms: "What happened next?" "Of course it was a confrontation, negotiating conditions, and delaying time. The special police went around behind the kidnapper. In theory, they could headshot them, but they were afraid of hurting the hostages. Besides, it was very dangerous for the gas tank to fly out, because it was surrounded by national highways, and they came and went. There were a lot of vehicles and pedestrians." Yang Qian felt a little scared when he thought about it, "At that time, we didn't expect that the little hostage, a child who was only six years old, would loosen the rope that bound us when we were not paying attention. He was skinny again, and when he saw the opportunity, he dodged to the side. Although he didn't break free completely, he startled the kidnapper. The kidnapper just dragged the child back and threw the gas tank away. You don't know how much time there was. Nervous, thanks to the experience of the veteran policeman, one jumped over to snatch the gas tank and rolled on the ground while holding it; another group of people also went all out and threw themselves on the kidnapper..." Yang Qian stopped suddenly, and Mu Xin was nervous when he heard it, shaking him desperately: "What happened later, what happened later?" "Later, I thought we were really lucky—if the gas tank exploded, we would definitely be killed," Yang Qian said, licking his lips with lingering fear, "but fortunately, the gas tank did not explode, and the child was saved. .” "The old policeman should be credited!" Mu Xin sighed with admiration, and asked again, "What about you, what do you do? Snatch the gas tank, or rush to save people?" "Hehe," Yang Qian smiled calmly, "I was the one who beat up the kidnapper in anger after the dust settled." "..." When Mu's mother called, the hungry two were about to eat.Yang Qian went to take a shower, Mu Xin put on his clothes and sat on the bedside, listening to his mother ask: "Yang Qian likes blue or black?" "Mom, what are you doing?" "I see that down jackets are sold in the mall, they are discounted, and they are very affordable. I want to buy one for each of you. You can wear red, little girl, for festive occasions." Mu's mother was beaming. "We have no shortage of down jackets. Mom, save your money. The uniforms issued by the police include winter clothes. I heard they are light and warm..." Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Mu's mother: "Mom can still get this money. You see, the last time Yang Qian came to our house, I didn't give any greetings. I met you Auntie Su and Auntie Zheng yesterday. , they all blame me. Besides, the shopping malls don’t have discounts every day, even if it’s my wish. We ordinary people, we have to buy something practical if we want to spend money, right? No matter how warm the police uniform is, it’s still a work uniform, and it can be worn every day? " "Aunt Su?" Mu Xin was slightly taken aback, "I haven't seen her for a long time." "That's right, I haven't seen her for three years, right? Since you were admitted to graduate school and her son got married that year, I haven't seen her again," I could hear Mu's mother beaming brightly, "It's his son's early I don’t work in the south anymore, I’m in your city G now. Have you met him before? What’s the kid’s name... Chu Hangsheng, right?” "G City is so big, I'm a policeman and not a police dog, how can I search anyone I want to see?" Mu Xin was a little annoyed, "Mom, I won't tell you more, the phone bill is expensive, you can buy it, Buy whichever one is pleasing to the eye, left and right are just a matter of thought.” "This child is in a hurry all day long...then I won't delay you, you should hurry up and get busy." Mu's mother was not angry, she hung up the phone happily, leaving Mu Xin alone on the bed holding the phone daze. When Yang Qian came out of the bathroom, he saw Mu Xin leaning on the head of the bed. He didn't know what he was looking at, but he was just in a daze.He walked over to touch her face and asked, "Tired? Why don't you go out? If you want something to eat, I'll buy it." "There seems to be a 'Yonghe' downstairs, soy milk, fried dough sticks, steamed buns, a few small dishes, you can figure it out," Mu Xin didn't refuse, and added after thinking, "I want to mix three silks." "Okay." Yang Qian put on his shirt, went out without tie or coat. Mu Xin hurriedly asked: "Aren't you cold?" Yang Qian turned around and smiled: "If it wasn't for showing you the effect, who would wear a police uniform on weekends when they have nothing to do? Isn't this just looking for trouble for myself?" Before Mu Xin could react, he smiled maliciously: "I just didn't expect it, the effect is quite obvious." After saying this, he quickly opened the door and dodged out. As expected, he heard something slamming on the door behind him just as he was about to go out—presumably it was a pillow. Imagining Mu Xin blushing, Yang Qian went downstairs triumphantly. After Yang Qian left, Mu Xin looked around in the silence, and somehow remembered Chu Hang's voice. In fact, she thought she had forgotten him for a long time. If her mother didn't mention it, it might be really hard for her to remember him.But the strange thing is, some people, you obviously think you have forgotten, but by an occasional opportunity, you will still fall back into your memory irresistibly.Those memories are like a river, flowing quietly for many years, with the gurgling sound that you can ignore, but you can't really forget. Mu Xin's memories start around the age of five. That year Chu Hangsheng was nine years old, and his family moved to the dormitory area of ​​the cotton spinning factory.It was really hot that day, and the adults came and went noisy to help the Chu family move.穆忻和一群小孩子站在一边看热闹，远远的只能看见一个系着红领巾的男孩子穿梭在一群大人中间，十分尽力地搬着一些他能搬动的盒子、箱子。穆忻站得还算是近一点，也只能看见男孩子的侧脸，没有什么特别，况且那也不是一个能被漂亮男孩子吸引的年纪。但等到这男孩子从货车的车斗里搬出一个白色帆船模型的时候，所有孩子都忍不住异口同声发出“哇噢”的感叹声——那是只漂亮的小白船，有张开的帆、笔直的桅杆和一个银色的锚。在阳光下，整个模型闪耀出夺目的光泽，一下子就晃花了穆忻的眼。 她从来没有见过这么漂亮的一艘船！ 她目不转睛地看着那个模型，直到男孩子捧着模型的背影越来越远，进了单元楼，上了楼梯，进了家门，再也看不见。 彼时穆忻还在上幼儿园，幼儿园小朋友的思维还沉浸在童话的世界——她想起幼儿园老师唱的那首歌：蓝蓝的天空银河里，有只小白船。船上有棵桂花树，白兔在游玩。桨儿桨儿看不见，船上也没帆。飘呀飘呀，飘向明天…… 老师说，小白船就是月亮，月亮在银河里飘，上面有一棵树，还有一只雪白的兔子。 穆忻很向往。 她很想知道，这个新搬来的小哥哥，他的那艘小白船是不是月亮变的？那么小的一艘船，里面能长得下一棵树，还有一只雪白的兔子吗？ 所以，也就是那一天，穆忻留心着父母的对话，并从他们的对话里，知道那户人家姓褚，那家的小男孩，叫褚航声。 那天以后，穆忻就盯上了褚航声。 她开始试着在褚航声趴在院子里的小石桌上写作业的时候凑过去看几眼。她的眼睛很大，睫毛很长，凑近了的时候，褚航声常常会觉得这就是一个洋娃娃，所以也无法拒绝那些“这是什么”、“那是什么”、“为什么”之类的问题。但回答得最多的，还是“那个白船是你的吗”、“那个船有多大”、“那个船里面有没有兔子”、“它上过天吗”、“晚上会不会发光”……之类在褚航声看来完全是莫名其妙的提问。 可是褚航声并不讨厌这个啰嗦的小女孩。 或许是因为她总是干干净净的很讨人喜欢，或许是因为她扎着麻花辫的样子很好看，总之褚航声不仅没法拒绝她的啰嗦，而且还允许她在某个有火红夕阳的傍晚摸了摸那艘他心爱的帆船模型——这一次，穆忻终于看清楚，里面没有桂花树，也没有小白兔，但里面有个神奇的小盒子，能够感应到褚航声手中遥控器的信号，只要按下开关，那艘船就真的会在水面上笔直航行！ 而看着穆忻那副有些惊讶，有些激动，又有些艳羡的眼神，褚航声第一次觉得，原来女孩子也不都是班里女生那种叽叽喳喳就喜欢打小报告的样子，比如眼前这个洋娃娃，就可爱得紧。 所以，从那以后，褚航声渐渐便对穆忻多了很多的照顾。那时褚航声和穆忻的父母都在厂里上班，工作是三班倒，往往到了晚饭时间却没有人做饭。穆忻常常蹲在单元楼门口，看着远处水泥路的尽头，眼巴巴地盼着爸爸妈妈回家。有时候饿狠了，会从厨房里翻出来一个洋葱头一口一口地啃，哪怕辣得眼泪直流，还是继续啃。终于有一次被褚航声看到，他想了想，转身回家拿来一个白馒头，再抹上一点芝麻酱，递到穆忻手里。穆忻顾不上说谢谢，接过来就大口大口地吃——馒头是冷的，芝麻酱是涩的，然而咬在嘴里的时候，麦香和芝麻香缠绕在一起，是满满的幸福。 直到二十多年过去，很少有人知道，穆忻时常找来解馋的食物，不是山珍海味，不是特色小菜，而是一块热乎乎的白馒头，上面抹一层厚厚的芝麻酱。 而每当她任有点微涩却又香醇浓郁的芝麻酱在舌尖辗转，甚至是芝麻酱化开，一路往她手上黏腻地流动，怎么看怎么不讲究、不卫生的时候，她都会忍不住记起，多年前，她也是这样把自己的脸吃得好像一只小花猫，吃到手上、胳膊上、衣襟上都是深色的芝麻酱，很狼狈，很不好看。但褚航声，他一边笑，一边拿一块湿毛巾，一点点给她擦拭脸、嘴角、手掌、指缝……他的眼睛里盛满了愉快的星光，很温暖，温暖得就好像蘸着芝麻酱的松软馒头一样。 那年，穆忻十岁，褚航声十四岁。 再后来，褚航声长大了，穆忻也长大了。可是他们见面的机会却越来越少了——因为褚航声又搬家了。 作为恢复高考后的第一批大学生，褚航声的父亲一路从工人、工段长、车间主任、副厂长奋斗进了当时的市计划委员会，他家也搬进了当时很是显赫的计委宿舍。他自己当时正在距离穆忻学校很远的、全市最好的重点中学就读，据说成绩很好，仍然是尖子生。文理不偏科，所有人都盼着他子承父业学机械，或是学很有前途的经济，但他自己还是选了文科，据说立志要成为一名好记者。他家的家风还算宽松，父母都没什么反对意见，反倒还在偶遇时当成笑话讲给以前的老邻居们听。所以，那时，在穆忻心里，就是因为不常见到，却又时常能听到这些有关他的传奇，才越发觉得他就好像一个神祗。他就像当年她最喜欢的那首《小白船》里唱得一样：渡过那条银河水，走向云彩国，走过那个云彩国，再向哪儿去？在那遥远的地方，闪着金光，晨星是灯塔，照呀照得亮…… 她想，她就是那只小白船，而他，就是晨星，是灯塔，是照着她往前走。 他在哪儿，她就走向哪儿。 所以，他考上省大新闻系，她也攒足了劲儿想要考省大。可偏科太厉害，考不上那么好的学校，只能退而求其次，去了同在G城的省艺术学院。可当她好不容易到了这个褚航声所在的城市时，却没想到褚航声又考取了南方一所高校的新闻系研究生，已经高高兴兴背起行囊消失了个无影无踪！ 那是20世纪的最后一个夏天，省城三十八度的高温里，穆忻拎着一大堆行李，心力交瘁地发现：褚航声，他真的好像天边的星星一样，无论她怎么努力，他都在远处、在前方，而她，纵然使尽全力，仍旧无法抵达。 可是，离开了，并不等于消息就会终结——棉纺厂的宿舍区就那么大，虽然如今有阶层差异，但到底是曾经做过邻居的，母亲不经意就会提起他，提起从街坊四邻那里听说来的有关他家的消息：母亲身体不好提前申请内退了，父亲去援藏了，以及……他有女朋友了。 带来这个消息的人是后来也搬家离开棉纺厂宿舍区的老邻居郑阿姨，据说是去超市购物时遇见了褚航声的母亲苏阿姨，闲聊间才知道的这则八卦。说他女朋友还蛮漂亮，是同校不同系的学妹；说他毕业后就地找到工作了，南方有间颇有名气的周报很中意他；还说他母亲问起了穆忻，说“穆家那个眼睛很大的小姑娘考到哪里读大学了？还是那么漂亮吗”……听起来真是句让人高兴的话，可是，穆忻一点都高兴不起来。 但，不管她高兴不高兴，事实都是，他有他的世界，而她，也必须开始自己的生活。 于是，才有了谢启祥。 谢启翔是高穆忻两级的动画系师兄，从穆忻入校起，他追了她整整两年。 两年里，谢启翔像所有那些恋爱中的大学男生一样，送过电影票、在女生楼下放过哨、抢着帮穆忻提过热水、食堂里遇见了就要兴高采烈地拼桌……他甚至利用自己的特长做过一部唯美的动画短片，里面的女孩子赫然就是穆忻的模样。 论浪漫，学艺术的男孩子从来都有层出不穷的创意。但没办法，穆忻心里有那么一个人，已经先入为主地站在那里。所以无论谢启翔再怎么努力，鲜花、水果、蛋糕、短片，都敌不过那年那月，那块蘸了芝麻酱的白馒头。 但好在，有那么一天，褚航声有了女朋友，穆忻梦醒了，谢启翔终于等到他校园爱情的末班车。 那是他们彼此的初恋。 因为曾经虽心意不同却同样求而不得的守候，使这场爱情从一开始就如火如荼起来——对穆忻而言，等了那么久，终于有一个人对自己好，之前一切的虚耗都好像为这一刻的充实做铺垫；对谢启翔而言，等了也很久，终于等到那个人，让自己愿意对她好，之前所有的等待便瞬间五光十色起来。爱情途中，他们像所有恋人一样牵手、亲吻，花前月下、海誓山盟。穆忻觉得自己向来理智，不信那些飘渺的承诺，可是在初恋的时候，仍然忍不住沉溺于他所能给她的一切美好——哪怕是夜幕降临时，他哀哀的恳求。 其实，她拒绝了不止一次。但，她拒绝不了每一次。 年轻的心、年轻的身体，相遇时如此肆无忌惮。或许后来也会觉得不值，但那时并不认为自己将来会后悔。因为那时他们也没有料到，随着谢启翔毕业后如愿进入G市电视台图文频道，他们的爱情刚一开始就已经走向颠簸。 不过一年半。从陌生，到熟悉，到亲密，到水□融，跨越巅峰，日子终于开始呈现最初的粗砺——伴随穆忻冲刺考研、谢启翔转正，两人的世界终于走向完全不同的方向。穆忻在象牙塔里平心静气地读书做学问，谢启翔却在忙着适应社会、适应人群。都忙，见面机会开始减少。每逢见面，穆忻滔滔不绝地讲从老师那里听来的理论，谢启翔却告诉她理论和现实永远是两码事。穆忻满足于日子的静水无波、气氛单纯，谢启翔却日日出没于饭局酒场，满足于认识了哪些“人物”。渐渐，她觉得他没文化，他觉得她学究化；她嫌他浅薄市侩，他嫌她好为人师……五百天都不到，爱情的堡垒已经渐渐从昔日的钢筋铁骨变成漏洞百出的豆腐渣工程，摇摇欲坠。 直到SARS来临。 初春，谢启翔从北京出差回来便开始发烧，穆忻被封闭在学校里，什么忙都帮不上，只能徒劳地担心。然而谢启翔的女同事却可以奋不顾身地冲进他家的大门，在他高烧到最惶恐的时候彻夜照顾、不眠不休。三天过去，病情没有恶化，谢启翔醒来了。一睁眼，入目即是身边从来都画着精致妆容的女子那从未有过的憔悴与狼狈。只是那一瞬，彼此的落魄抵消了之前所有的距离，当然还有谢启翔本来就觉得如同鸡肋一般的爱情。 到这时，谢启翔、穆忻，他们都没有错。爱情本就是要在合适的时间遇见合适的人，他们只是不合适，分手也没什么不好。 只是千不该、万不该，就在他们分手前的那一天，穆忻从种种征兆中惶恐地发现，或许，她怀孕了。 那是一场穆忻再也不愿回想起来的谈判。 在谢启翔小小的公寓里，翻墙逃出学校的穆忻和大病初愈的谢启翔面面相觑。好久也不知道谁先说话，说什么，怎么说。到最后，还是谢启翔第一万次说：“对不起。” 穆忻有些懵，她知道之前自己和谢启翔已经有了太多分歧，但她没想到近两年的感情说没就没了，没想到自己冒着被开除的危险翻越学校的围墙跑出来，却得到这么个结果。 而事实上，她本想找他陪她去医院——无论她的猜想是否是真的，他都应该在身边。 可是他说“对不起”。 从她进门，到她听完他讲的故事，还有那些表面上是自责但本质不外乎是控诉的分手理由，她不知道这个“对不起”还有什么意义。如他所说，他们已经失去了对彼此的欣赏，失去了对彼此刻骨铭心的想念；他们都有各自的世界、理想、追求，都在往前走，所以距离越来越远；他们在努力维系这段感情，靠的是责任，而不是爱；他对父母提起过穆忻的存在，然而穆忻从来没有告诉家人她的生活里有个人叫谢启翔…… 穆忻张口结舌，他说的都对，可是，好像，又都不对。 过了很久，她才脑袋清醒一些地问他：“那么，就这么算了？” 谢启翔抱着头，不看她的眼睛，只是低声答：“算了吧。” 穆忻有些想笑，却笑不出来，只能面无表情地问：“我们都这样了，就算了？” 谢启翔还是低着头：“穆忻，对不起。” 他嗫嚅着，甚至补充了一句：“你也知道，这是你情我愿的一回事。” 穆忻觉得自己周身的血液瞬间就冷了。 又过很久，她才鼓足勇气问：“如果，我有你的孩子，也要算了？” 谢启翔叹口气：“这不是没有吗……” 穆忻觉得自己的血液彻底冰住了，她甚至都没有勇气说：现在，或许有了。那么，我们还要算了吗？ 她没说，是因为她知道，到了这个份儿上，说什么都没用了。 眼前这个人，这个曾经也说要好好工作，一点点攒钱，将来结婚，一起在这个城市过安稳的小日子的人，他不想要她了，她何必还要用自己最后一点尊严去挽留他？ 强扭的瓜不甜，这个道理她懂。 而且，她也懂谢启翔，她看着他的眼睛，就知道，留不住了。 那么，就算了吧。 那天，是穆忻一个人去了医院。 还好，医生说，她只是焦虑引起的内分泌失调。并且就在她离开医院一小时后，她发现：睽违已久的大姨妈，它终于来到。 只是，不知道是不是因为心火太盛，这次的例假来势汹汹，给了没有任何准备的穆忻一次惨痛的教训——不过一个小时，血液迅速渗透她黑色的短裤，而当时，她正在翻围墙。托住她的那个人，是杨谦。 所以你看，这世间所有的缘分，其实都不是空穴来风。 总是要有因，才会有果。只不过，我们常常，对于有些因果，悲喜莫辨而已。 老话说，这叫“塞翁失马，焉知非福”。 现在，我们终于能够理解：为什么穆忻和杨谦在一起那么久，却并不觉得可以是爱情。 曾经谢启翔给她的，也是柴米油盐的温暖。和那些花言巧语的许诺不同，他们一开始就是奔着“一起过日子”这个质朴目标去的。再大的分歧、再无味的鸡肋，都不能让穆忻忘记，他们那间活动板房一样的租屋里，小小的电磁炉、玉米面糊糊、第一次炒蘑菇、香喷喷的焖米饭，还有对面一间小饭店里风味绝佳的孜然兔腿……当一段爱情留给你的是如此平淡无常的人间烟火气时，或许，不是悲哀，而是惋惜——这样的简单真挚，怎么就走到一拍两散？ 但好在，最孤独的日子里，有杨谦，以及他那不必承认是爱情，却随叫随到的“友情”。 坚强、理智、冷静如穆忻，脸上不动声色，但也知道，她需要他。就像冬天里的“暖宝宝”，杨谦给她的，是可以辐射的暖意。这样的温暖，没人能够拒绝。 所以，后来，她可以坦然地听母亲说起褚航声毕业了、褚航声恋爱了、褚航声结婚了……穆忻平静地接受了这个事实：他们的确是两个世界里的人了，当然，也或许，她本来就没有进入过他的世界。 也是到这时，穆忻才有点明白：或许，自己对褚航声的执念不过是一场梦幻般的寄托。她甚至不清楚那是不是爱。也可能，那不过只是单纯的喜欢，比欣赏多一点，比爱少一点。现在，这样的喜欢耽搁了这么久，她都拿不准那是否属于暗恋了。不过既然身边的人一个又一个地结婚，那她自己迟早也是要结婚的。 于是，杨谦在一个最好的时间里挺身而出，然后，他们顺理成章走到了今天。上一刻，当穆忻在杨谦怀抱中感受着和煦的暖意时，她的确是觉得，这辈子，和这个人在一起，很好，很满足。愿天长地久，愿时时若此。 那么，就这样吧。穆忻嘘口气，听见房门发出“嘀”的一声，而后杨谦走进来，周身围绕着小馄饨的香气。穆忻微笑着看他，杨谦有一瞬的恍惚，觉得这就是他想要的感觉——假使在他们自己的房子里，每天回家时都可以看到她，他们可以一起吃饭、看电视、做点爱做的事……假使可以这样，夫复何求？ 于是，那天下午，又一次恋恋不舍的缠绵之后，分别之前，杨谦跪在穆忻身边，郑重其事地握住她的手，问她：“穆忻小姐，请问，你是否愿意嫁给我，从此无论贫穷、灾难、疾病，永远爱我，不离不弃？” 穆忻被他吓一跳，上下打量他一眼：“大兄弟，请问你能穿上衣服求婚吗？” 杨谦摇头：“你不觉得我这样更有诚意吗？” 穆忻叹息：“可是我觉得你这样更像精神病一些。” “那不可能，考公安的时候政审里面可是有一条，得证明不存在精神疾病，”杨谦龇牙，“你不答应我，我就不穿衣服！” 穆忻抚额：“自从当了警察，你果然越来越流氓了。” 杨谦乐了，突然站起身找自己的警服，然后从裤兜里掏出一个红彤彤的漂亮石榴，喜滋滋地解释：“对了，不说这个我还忘了，上午在培训基地门口的树上摘的，那旁边挂了个牌子写着'严禁采摘——省公安厅培训基地'，显得这石榴的规格还挺高，我就趁哨兵不注意，赶紧摘了一个。” “这什么逻辑！”穆忻惊得不知道说什么好，接过石榴，半晌才感叹，“你可真是个好警察。” “那是，”杨谦坦然地接受了这明显不是赞扬的感慨，还自我表彰，“你得知道，首先要成为一个好小偷、好流氓，才有机会成为一个好警察。” 穆忻忍无可忍，伸手张开五指推他的脸：“你哪儿凉快哪儿蹲着去吧，可真丢死人了……” 又过了两个月，雪花飘飞的腊月里，初任培训终于结束。毕业典礼上，终于熬出苦海的穆忻第一次一身轻松地站在警徽前，手捧培训合格证，与同期学员们一起唱起《人民警察之歌》。站在一个艺术类专业毕业生的角度上，穆忻觉得这歌儿实在不算太好听，但作为一个职场新鲜人，她又必须承认这旋律太富有煽动性——在九十几个毕业学员声势豪迈的合唱中，穆忻那发散性的艺术思维瞬间便替她勾勒出一幅警民鱼水情深的温存画卷，画卷中有她温暖的笑容、敬业的恪守，也有来来往往的百姓握着她的手，说些感动而暖心的话…… 大合唱的旋律中，穆忻就这样顺利燃起一份浓烈兴奋的职业期待——显然，那时候，她并没有意识到自己的思维还停留在“我在马路边捡到一分钱，把它交到警察叔叔手里边”的天真烂漫阶段。她只是被这歌声鼓动着，单纯地、迫切地，想要尽快看见杨谦，尽快穿上那身深蓝色的警服站在他身边——不是借高枝炫耀自己的凌霄花，也不学痴情的鸟儿为绿荫重复单调的歌曲，而“是你近旁的一株木棉，做为树的形象和你站在一起。根，紧握在地下；叶，相触在云里。我们分担寒潮、风雷、霹雳；我们共享雾霭、流岚、虹霓。” 那是舒婷的《致橡树》，文艺小青年儿穆忻在心潮澎湃的歌声里想起这些诗句：爱，不仅爱你伟岸的身躯，也爱你坚持的位置，足下的土地…… 带着这样热忱的思念与动人的理想，穆忻收拾行装赶回G城。几天后，她被分配到秀山区公安分局，定岗在110指挥中心。再过九个月，国庆节，许多人都争着抢着结婚的季节，穆忻终于穿上了那袭白纱，用从未有过的幸福与庄严承诺：无论贫穷、灾难、疾病，永远爱他（她），不离不弃。宣誓的一瞬间，穆忻想，从此以后，他们就真的要如当初设想的那样，在这远离城市的地方，比肩携手，不离不弃了。不知未来能走多远，但在这一刻，人人都愿意相信那将是一辈子。 也因为那天是公安系统的集体婚礼，故而还有另外一个小□：在寻常意义上的宣誓仪式之外，还有另一个与众不同的宣誓仪式。 誓词是这样的： “我志愿成为一名中华人民共和国人民警察。我保证忠于中国□，忠于祖国，忠于人民，忠于法律；服从命令，听从指挥；严守纪律，保守秘密；秉公执法，清正廉洁；恪尽职守，不怕牺牲；全心全意为人民服务。我愿献身于崇高的人民公安事业，为实现自己的誓言而努力奋斗！” 伴随着新郎新娘庄严的宣誓声，周围的环境瞬间肃穆起来。那一刻，所有观众都看向台上举起右手宣誓的新郎或是新娘，为这两段不同的誓言感到相同的神圣。 穆忻也永远不会忘记：那天，庄严的婚礼现场，除了白色如云朵样轻柔的婚纱，还有一大片银色的四角星在闪闪发亮。那两句不同的婚礼誓言，是大相径庭，也是相辅相成。而那句“不离不弃”，从此，是属于爱情的，也是属于这袭深蓝色的。