Chapter 23 Section 23

When Anan and Poison smashed open the bedroom door together, Xia Hua was already barefoot and climbed onto the high window sill, my heart was in my throat. This is an old building. The room she lived in should have guardrails, but for some reason, when I look behind her from my angle, I can’t see the shadow of the guardrails at all. I can only see the strangely dark night outside the window. to a little light.Moreover, because there is heating in the house, Xia Hua only wore a cotton gown, her whole leg was kneeling on the old-fashioned aluminum alloy window sill, facing the cold wind from the north, she was trying to make herself Have a "free fall".

I have to admit that compared to Luo Diudu's show jumping off a building, Xia Hua's is really thrilling. "Xia Hua, come down!" Anan's voice was trembling unbearably.Thankfully, the guardrail was so strong and dense that it was impossible for her to jump down. "You dare to get rid of my money?!" She turned her head, opened her eyes wide, and said the word "mine" very emphatically, as if we just robbed her together. "That's my life-saving money, do you know that!" she screamed. Anan ran forward to hold her back: "Come into the room first, and speak slowly if you have something to say."

"Go away!" She pushed Anan away hard, and said with tears in her eyes, "Who do you think you are? How dare you lie to me? Do you know how difficult it is for me to get the money? Without my consent, you have no right to do whatever you want." Go back! That’s what I bought, don’t you know it!” She developed from choking to whimpering, holding on to the window frame with one hand, and clapping hard on the glass with the other hand.The glass trembled and crackled loudly, and the entire glass surface was about to fall off. "Come in and talk, okay?" Anan begged her, stretched out her hands to hug her, but she ignored him, and kicked him with one foot in the air, making her even more unstable, as if she was performing acrobatics.At that moment, Poison stepped forward and "pulled" her from the window sill, and she was still on the bed like throwing a pillow.

I quickly hooked the window hooks and the latches were dead. "Be careful of falling!" Anan was about to help her, but she rolled and jumped up again, rushed to the corner, picked up the pair of high heels she bought, and threw us head and face.I squatted halfway and was not hit, almost all of it fell on Anan's body.Anan had no choice but to hold her down with both hands, but she didn't expect her to bite Anan's neck hard. "You're never finished!" Poison roared angrily, tearing her away.Anan didn't care about himself, so he rushed over to hug Xia Hua in distress and said, "Be gentle, don't hurt her."

"Pig head, don't touch me!" She pushed Anan away angrily, but she accidentally bumped into the foot of the bed and fell hard to the ground. I went to help her up, sat on the edge of the bed, and helped her arrange her clothes.She was shaking all over, and she panicked when she remembered that the doctor had said that she must not be emotional. "Calm down first." I coaxed her. "I can't calm down!" She shook her head, pointed at the poison and shouted heart-piercingly: "My mother has known that money is important since I was a child, you can ask him if it's true, no money, no way out... I People who have half died in the coffin, you take the little money to pay for my aftermath, and I beg you to make it?! Stupid X!"

I have never seen her toughness face to face like this, as if seeing another person in real life. Poison came up, patted me on the shoulder and said: Ma Zhuo, take Uncle out for a rest, and leave it to me here. Anan and I looked at each other, and there was some hesitation in Anan's eyes, but I walked over and dragged him, and he obediently followed me out, leaving the room to the siblings. The food on the table is already cold... Anan sat on the sofa, put his hands in his hair, and refused to speak. I comforted him, "It's okay, there will always be a process, as long as she accepts it."

"Perhaps she shouldn't have kept it from her," he sighed. "It's always bad to lie." I listened to the back room, but I couldn't hear any sound.I carried the fish head into the kitchen, and when the fish head was poured into the pot, Anan followed me in and said to me: "Ma Zhuo, I'm going to take him to a hotel tonight, there is no place to stay at home." "I know." I said, "He's already booked the hotel, don't worry." "You also know..." he said with some hesitation, "I need to accept it, but there is still a process."

"I know." I said, "It's okay." He rubbed his hands, and said to me as if expressing his determination: "Of course, if Xia Hua recovers from her illness, in fact, I don't have to be with her..." "Dad," I interrupted, "may I ask you a question?" "You ask." "Do you love Xia Hua or not?" He didn't answer me. "Do you love my mother more, or Xia Hua?" He still didn't answer me. "Let me help you answer, you love my mother more, don't you? She will always be number one in your heart, right? But even so, you still love Xia Hua, and you will do it for her Worried, suffering for her, right? The dead die, the living live, what’s yours is yours, and what’s not yours can’t be forced, we can’t escape these things, right?”

"What are you trying to say?" He didn't understand. "I want to tell you that I really love him. Just like you loved Lin Guoguo back then, and you love Xiahua today. This is love, which cannot be avoided and cannot be denied, but my love, your love, is It doesn't matter, you don't have to sacrifice anything for me, and I won't sacrifice anything for you. To put it bluntly, I'm not afraid of the four of us standing out and being laughed at, because if a person can't face up to his inner feelings, that's the most important thing. The most ridiculous thing, do you understand?!"

After saying this, I turned off the fire and ran to the small balcony in the kitchen to get some air. It may be that I have spoken too plainly, but it is not easy for him to follow up and explain to me.Ten minutes later, I went out, and I didn’t see him in the kitchen, and I didn’t see him in the living room. I was worried, and suddenly found two pairs of slippers beside the balcony of the living room, and then, through the big closed glass door , I actually saw Anan and Poison standing by the terrace smoking and talking. What's even more incredible is that they were all smiling, as if nothing unpleasant happened, and this was just a happy and peaceful New Year's Eve.

I lowered my head and almost shed tears. Perhaps I have experienced this situation in my dreams, or maybe I have never dared to dream about it. The two most important men in my life, how happy I am that they can so.It doesn't matter whether everything they talk about is related to me or not, what is important is their "can talk" attitude, which is my best "New Year's gift", isn't it? In order to calm down, I poured myself a glass of wine and drank it all in one gulp. At this moment, I heard Xia Hua's voice behind me, she said, "Where is Dad, I'm hungry." I turned around to look at her. Compared with her just now, she looked very calm now, and the persistent energy seemed to be over.Pulling me to sit down at the table, she said to me: "I'm sorry, I played too much today." "It's okay." I said. "Poison is right. Compared with money and people, people are more important." She said, "My father treats me well, and no amount of money can change it." "Just figure it out." I said. "Actually, I haven't fully figured it out," she said somewhat helplessly, "but what can I do now? So much money, I've never seen so much money in my life!" "Do you know how my mother died?" I said to her, "She died in the wilderness just for money, and I still don't know who the murderer is." "Tell a story!" Her eyes widened, her expression was really similar to Ling Guo's. "That year, I was less than 10 years old." I continued, "There is one thing you may not know, my father and I are not relatives, he adopted me, otherwise, I might have to enter the orphanage Now, I don’t know where I’m going.” After hearing what I said, I felt that Xia Hua's jaw was about to drop. "He is the best and most responsible man I have ever met in my life." As I said this, the door of the terrace opened, Anan and Poison came in together, and Xia Hua rushed straight at Anan In the past, I hugged him tightly, put my head on his chest, didn't speak, just hugged him tightly. Anan was embarrassed, and it wasn't wrong to push her away, but it wasn't wrong not to push her away. Poison standing in front of him, with his back to the two huddled people, patted his chest secretly, motioning for me to rush over too, I raised my clenched fist at him, and he raised his head and laughed.Usually he puts on a stinky face to pretend to be cool, but this is the first time he has discovered that he looks super nice when he smiles. That night, we set off fireworks on the balcony.Poison covered Xia Hua's ears. I was more excited than ever. I stomped my feet on the balcony and shouted loudly to the sky: "Happy New Year! Happy New Year!" "I've never seen you so happy." Anan seemed to have tears in his eyes. "She can see." I said, shaking his hand, "she must be happier than anyone else."