Chapter 9 Chapter 9 Snowfall

It was late at night, everything was quiet, I was still rushing to write a group report in front of the computer, and I would hand it over to Song Yi for review tomorrow, if I said I was not nervous, that would be a lie. Suddenly, MSN beeped, and I opened it immediately. "Turn off the lights and go to the window." I was very puzzled by Song Yi's endless words, but as long as it was what he said, I was willing to follow suit, so I immediately turned off the lamp, closed the laptop, and walked to the window. Opening the curtains, the white floating all over the sky jumped into the eyes at once.The first snow in Beijing fell silently.

There are pieces of snowflakes, continuous and light in dance.In the void, they are like a love dance drama in the era of black and white silent films, full of affection, but they are always eager to appeal, while under the light of street lights, they are like a group of crystal clear natural elves dancing, although no one is watching. But it is beautiful alone, revealing a luxurious splendor from the depths of the dark ruins. The city of Beijing is so quiet, so empty, and so clean! My heart is awed by the magic of nature, and I always feel that the peaceful snowflakes are full of uninhibitedness, and the white purity is full of temptation, like the corners of a Latin dancer's fluttering red skirt, dancing with an invitation.If possible, how I wish we could stand side by side here and now, not at the two ends of the network. I want to see his eyebrows, feel his temperature, and hear his voice.

I rushed to the desk, turned on the computer, and asked tentatively, "Are you willing to extend the network to reality?" There was a long silence over there, but I was sure that he saw it. He put his palms together and placed them on his forehead, begging silently. After a long, long time, it was so long that I felt that he seemed to disappear in my life again. , a sentence jumped on the screen: "The network has the beauty of the network, because of the distance, everything is perfect." "I believe that you are the same in reality as you are on the Internet, are you afraid that I am different from reality?"

I seem to feel his helpless sigh at the other end, and he can't refuse: "When are you free to meet?" I almost cried with joy, murmured "Thank you!" to the computer, and then started typing: "How's this weekend going?" "Saturday night, sculpture time at the South Gate of Tsinghua University." "OK." "How do we recognize each other?" "As long as you go, I will definitely find you." He didn't question my words, just sent a "good night" and then went offline, leaving me staring at the computer in a daze for a long time.With his personality, since he is willing to meet me as a netizen, he should have a good impression of me, but why is he so hesitant in his performance, it seems that if I take a step closer, he will turn around and run away, this is in line with his personality do not match.

Walking to the window, pressing his face against the glass, feeling the bone-piercing coldness, is he also standing in front of the window at this moment, letting his soul be intoxicated in the dark night? The snow fell silently, and the fluttering dance didn't give me any hints. I can only send my prayers to them, hoping that they can fulfill my wish. The next day, I got up late and went to work with two giant panda eyes. In the elevator, I ran into Young, who also had two panda eyes. They smiled wryly at each other. She looked me up and down and said, "Armanda, you and just When I joined the company, I was like two different people."

"Ah? Is there?" I looked nervously at the mirror in the elevator. Am I aging so fast? Young laughed: "I didn't mean that..." As soon as the elevator door opened and closed, Lu Licheng walked in with a cup of coffee.Although in our line of work, the working hours are not strict, but being late and being bumped into by the boss is not a good thing after all. Young said "Morning", then lowered his head and stopped talking. I looked up at the elevator door. The number changes: 5, 6, 7... The elevator stopped, and after Young greeted me with his eyes, he hurried out of the elevator.

The elevator became extremely slow, I peeked at the buttons, only the button on the 27th floor was lit, it seemed that I and Lu Licheng had the same destination.I can only continue to hold my breath, wishing to completely disappear into the air.The moment the elevator door opened, he blocked the door with his hand and motioned for the lady to go first. After I lowered my head and said "thank you" vaguely, I ran to my desk as fast as possible. Song Yi just came out of his office and saw me running stumbling in high heels, he smiled and said, "Easy, easy! There is no big bad wolf."

When I saw him, I immediately felt better: "Sure, because I am not Little Red Riding Hood." Peter held his index finger high, waved his hand, and said loudly: "No! No! We are all wolves hunting for the food in this cement woods." Everyone laughed. Lu Licheng, who was following me, appeared at the door. When everyone saw him, they immediately restrained their hippie smiles and sat up straight. "Alex, Mike is here early and wants us to get ready for the meeting half an hour early, so I think we'll meet first." "Okay, give me a minute." Song Yi turned around and ordered a few words to his personal assistant Karen, and walked out of the office with Lu Licheng.

Peter stood up, put his arms around his shoulders, half suppressed his voice, and said with a look of fear, "Did you see? The most dangerous wolf just passed by." The office that had just quieted down burst into laughter again. When everyone opened their mouths the widest, Song Yi suddenly appeared at the door and knocked on the door lightly. Our mouths were still open, but our voices were dead in our throats. Song Yi He glanced at us with a smile: "The sound amplification effect in the corridor is better than you imagined." After speaking, he disappeared at the door. Everyone exchanged glances with each other and hurriedly lowered their heads to work. Peter slumped on the chair: "I am dead! I am so dead!"

Everyone giggled sympathetically. When we were about to eat lunch, Karen answered the phone and asked me to go to a meeting with Peter. There were not many people in the meeting room. As soon as we entered, Mike's assistant immediately put a thick stack of materials in front of us. I didn't have time to read the content, so I could only browse through the big titles quickly. Lu Licheng introduced us to Mike: "Peter has trained in New York for half a year, and he is very familiar with the local business circle and the Chinese community. He knows exactly which restaurant and which dish suit the Chinese taste. Armanda is a rare one in this industry. People with CPA and ACCA qualifications should be the best choice for the two of them to accompany the client to New York."

When Song Yi heard Lu Licheng's words, he glanced at me, and my heart jumped violently immediately. Mike nodded and said to Lu Licheng: "Because it was a sudden request from the customer, their passport and visa..." Peter immediately said: "No problem, I just went to the United States four months ago, and the visa is still valid." Lu Licheng stared at me with piercing eyes, and I could only honestly say: "My problem is not too big." When the elder sister knew that she had made wedding clothes for others with the visa she had obtained for me, she would definitely want to kill me. Mike laughed with satisfaction, scanned all the people in the conference room and said, "Then do as Elliott said, let HR book a flight and hotel for them, and leave on Friday, Alex, what do you think? If you are short of manpower, Can borrow from Elliott." Song Yi smiled and said, "I'm fine." Friday?Friday!I screamed in my heart, and the eyes staring at Lu Licheng were not only raging with anger, but also raging with anger!Lu Licheng frowned slightly. After Mike walked out of the conference room, everyone left one after another. Peter happily packed up his things, "Let's go witness the prosperity of New York!" I said listlessly: "Haven't you never been there?" "Accompanying the leaders of these big state-owned enterprises to inspect the market is different! It's completely different!" Peter's tone was very meaningful and ambiguous. "By the way, why didn't you take the CFA exam? Instead, you took the CPA exam?" "I..." I don't know how to answer, should I tell him that I am an auditor? Seeing that I didn't answer, Peter continued talking to himself, "Very wise! Very wise! Now a group of people are CFAs, and only you are a CPA. Once involved in this field, you will be the leader. Well, very good Career planning, very good! Why have I never thought of it? Should I also study a slightly more specialized field?" I looked at Peter speechlessly, what is a strongman?This is the strongman!Back then, I had to die to pass the exam. People acted like they treated the exam as entertainment. "Go to lunch together?" "No, no appetite." Peter shrugged indifferently, and left first: "You girls are really cruel to yourself in order to lose weight." I'm depressed now, too lazy to talk to him, so I was the last one out of the meeting room.At lunch time, the elevator was extremely busy. After waiting for a long time, they didn’t come down. Finally, one got off. The inside was already full of people, so we could only continue to wait. Helen was hesitating whether to take the stairs to go up a few floors first. Helen was carrying two elevators. A big plastic bag came out of the stairs, and I quickly helped her take one. "thanks, thanks." I helped her carry things to the small meeting room, and when I saw the people inside, I began to regret my kindness. Helen quickly opened the plastic bag and placed the dishes one by one in front of Lu Licheng. Just as I was about to exit, Lu Licheng pushed the documents in front of me aside and said lightly: "There are extra meals, let's eat together." This sentence seemed to be commanding rather than asking for opinions. My hand was on the doorknob, not knowing whether to pull it or let it go. Helen has already taken a box of rice and chopsticks, and said with a smile: "There is also delicious soup!" I thought about it, and it's okay, I just took this opportunity to talk to him.Sitting next to Lu Licheng, looking sideways at Helen making coffee in the corner of the conference room, I lowered my voice and asked, "What exactly do you want?" Lu Licheng turned around in his chair, and he and I were face to face. He put his hands on his chest and asked, "What do I want? I was just about to ask you what do you want?" Ok?ah?What?I'm at a loss. "As a manager of the company, I think I have always treated you well, created opportunities for you, and let you display your talents, but as an employee of the company, what do you repay me? The eyes that want to kill people? Like avoiding tigers action?" "I...I...do I have it?" I retorted weakly. "Do you think this opportunity to accompany customers is easy? Now the Chinese market is the most dynamic and potential market in the world. The United States attaches great importance to this big customer. After you go there, you will see all Senior management, do you think there are many opportunities like this? Many employees don’t work in MG once in their lifetime, how can I treat you harshly?” "I...I..." I was tongue-tied, why did it all become my fault in the end? "Su Man, let me put my words here. MG pays you to do things. If you do it well, do it well. If you don't want to do it, I can ask you to leave MG at any time." Lu Licheng paused After a pause, he added coldly, "It doesn't matter who is your direct supervisor." After finishing speaking, he turned back to his chair and began to eat, and I followed his train of thought, it seemed that it was my villainous heart, it was me who was panicking, it was me who had persecution paranoia, what... what was my previous train of thought coming?After thinking about it for a while, I couldn't think of a reason.I can only apologize to him honestly: "I'm sorry, I think I misunderstood you a bit, and I will work hard in the future." Without comment, he raised his voice and said, "Helen, coffee." Helen, who was making coffee as slowly as a World War just now, immediately came over with three cups of coffee, Lu Licheng's favorite mocha, my favorite latte, and her own favorite cappuccino, all in one cup. Helen sat down with a smile and began to eat, as if she hadn't noticed the difference between Lu Licheng and me at all, and my inexplicable sense of uneasiness permeated my heart again. I was lowering my head, picking up the rice in small bites, "I love you, I love you, just like a mouse loves rice" the piercing voice roared in the meeting room.Helen, who has always been reserved, looked up at me. It seems that my tasteless saliva song is indeed incompatible with these people. I frantically took out my phone and answered it in a hurry: "Hello?" "it's me." "I know, what's wrong?" "Why are you talking in a low voice? It's lunch time, and it's your legal break time. What does legal break time mean? It means you have the legal right to chat with friends and..." I covered my mouth with my hand and whispered, "I'm having dinner with my boss." "Damn it! I can't eat a single grain of rice, my old lady, yet you're having a good time with your boss, making love to each other." My mobile phone always leaks some voices. I dare not stay in the conference room anymore. I escaped from the conference room without saying hello. I can’t scold Malatang. That guy usually winks. If she gets messed up, There must be no secrets. "What's wrong with you?" "I went on a blind date on Saturday night. I just went to the Internet to read the blind date diaries written by those people. I was so sensual, but I didn't expect that the more I looked, the colder my heart became. I thought that the people you met on the blind date were already top-notch. In this world, there are only more perverts, not the most perverted." Malatang's voice was like a dying fish. But I laughed mercilessly: "Sister, congratulations, you have finally embarked on this revolutionary road." Malatang whimpered and asked: "What clothes do you think I'm wearing? I thought about it, and it's better to pretend to be a clean and stupid 'stupid lady'. If there is any topic, we are not interested, just wear a mask Narissa’s hazy smile, it’s enough to pretend to be both real and illusory, it’s neither rude nor embarrassing yourself, what do you think?” "Why are you so concerned?" I began to feel a little surprised. "Hey! The person my father introduced, I dare not mess around. No matter what the other party is, I can't lose face with my father, or I will be kicked out. Come to sleep with me after get off work on Friday. You have rich experience and teach I have a few tricks, we can't avoid the best, but we must learn to restrain the best." Lushan waterfall sweat!Blind dates used to have "experience", so can I start a blind date consulting company later?The thirty-six tricks on how to make Jipin retreat despite difficulties, and the seventy-two tricks on how to make someone you despise feel that he actually despises you. "I'm afraid you alone will bear the heavy burden of this revolution. Sister, I will fly to the United States on Friday, and I will not be able to return until a month later." "Damn!...%￥￥#@××..." I took the phone away, and while pacing in the empty corridor, I waited quietly for her to finish cursing.Luckily it's lunch time, otherwise I should hide in the garbage room and talk to her on the phone. As soon as he walked to the elevator door, the elevator door opened.Song Yi came out from the inside, saw me, and froze for a moment: "Didn't you go down to eat?" "You are ungrateful, every critical moment..." At the critical moment, I mercilessly pressed down the phone, and the voice of Malatang disappeared.At this time, Malatang and I must have strangled each other to death. "I...I...you didn't go to eat either?" "Elliott and I still have something to talk about, so we will settle it together in the conference room." Song Yi pushed open the door of the conference room while talking, and said to Elliott, who was reading documents and eating: "Sorry, I answered a call ,late." Seeing him, Helen immediately got up to get the lunch box and make coffee. Elliott raised his head and nodded to him, but his eyes fell on me over his shoulder, "If you don't eat, the food will be cold." Song Yi looked at the half-eaten bowl and chopsticks next to Lu Licheng. The food in it was Helen's blended dishes from Lu Licheng's dishes, so naturally they were exactly the same as Lu Licheng's dishes. I didn't have the courage to guess what associations Song Yi would make, so I could only bite the bullet and sit next to Lu Licheng, lowered my head, and frantically flicked the rice. I felt that every grain of rice was choked in my chest, making me extremely depressed. , stood up and rushed out: "I've finished eating, you guys take it easy." Su Man, you idiot!you fool!Obviously seeing Helen carrying such two big bags, he should have thought there was someone else!idiot!idiot!Called Mala Tang: "Call me!" Malatang is also not polite: "I will never refuse such a strange request." After get off work, I handed over all the work and packed up my things. There were not many people left in the office. I walked out of the office with my computer bag on my back. I didn’t go far when I heard someone catching up from behind. I turned around with a smile and saw that it was Song Yi, on the contrary, smiled a little stiffly, and couldn't say hello that he wanted to say. The two stood side by side waiting for the elevator, Song Yi suddenly asked: "Do you have time to have dinner together at night?" I'm a little confused, Song Yi invited me to dinner? The elevator door opened, but I was still standing there. Seeing that the elevator door was about to close again, he had to grab me and drag me into the elevator.My coat is stuck at the waist and swings wide. When I put it on, it is graceful and graceful, but it will occasionally hinder my movement. Now I have not left the door of the building, and I have not buttoned it. The swing is even more swaying. So when he pulled me, I got into the elevator, but the swaying coat hem was caught by the elevator door, coupled with the side effect of the high heels, I jumped straight forward.Song Yi was still carrying the computer bag in one hand, and in the blink of an eye, he could only use his body to brake for me.As a result, this time, I was really in his arms, and one of his hands was firmly around my waist. The elevator descended level by level, but the bodies of both of them were a little stiff. Intellectually, I knew I should stand up straight quickly, but emotionally, I just felt that I was like a person who had trekked through thousands of mountains and rivers, and finally arrived. The haven of rest, I just want to rely on it quietly.Acting according to my heart, I closed my eyes uncontrollably, and leaned my head lightly on his shoulder. It seemed like a century, but it was actually just a short moment. He supported me very gentlemanly and kept away from me.I was at a loss.Others may not be able to see the subtle actions just now, but they must be able to feel my abnormality when they are in it. He actually let his instinct take control of him at that moment. He pressed the elevator on the nearest floor, the elevator stopped, the door opened, and he took out the stuck coat for me.The door closed again, and the elevator continued to descend. He remained silent, but deliberately kept his distance from me.I lowered my head and shrank into the corner, feeling empty and bewildered. Another person came in, the company is very big, not many people know me, but everyone knows him, and because of the basketball game, many people still get to know him very well, the ups and downs of greetings and talking, he always Laughing and talking to colleagues.He and I were separated by the crowd at the two corners of the elevator. I couldn't even see his figure. I felt a little calm in my heart, and he was gradually moving away from me. Maybe in the next second, he would disappear into the crowd , the reason is my stupid impulse. When the elevator reached the bottom, he followed everyone out of the elevator without turning his head. His figure merged into the neon lights of the night, and disappeared into the sea of ​​people as I expected.I walked to the door in a daze, the wind after the snow was as cold as a knife, but I didn't even bother to button my coat, letting it be blown wildly by the wind.I kept walking along the street, not knowing whether I wanted to take the subway or hire a taxi. I was at a loss, and I didn't even know what I wanted to do at all. I only knew that my heart was hurting.How will Song Yi see me?How can he look at me?A subordinate who throws himself into his arms and tries to hook up with his boss? A taxi was parked by the street, I walked straight past it, the door opened, and a man's hand grabbed my arm: "Su Man." I turned around in surprise: "You didn't disappear, you didn't disappear!" I didn't shed tears just now, but at this moment it was foggy. Of course he couldn't understand what I said, and naturally he wouldn't respond to what I said. He just said, "Come in first, you can't park here." The taxi slipped into the traffic flow, and he seemed to be planning to pretend that nothing happened in the elevator, and said with a smile on his usual face, "Didn't I ask you to have dinner together at night? I just found a taxi, and I came back to pick you up, but I can't find you anymore." gone." I vaguely felt that what he said was not the truth. He really planned to leave just now, but he changed his mind after getting in the taxi, but the key is that he came back. It doesn’t matter what the reason is. The mood is all put away, trying to play his colleague: "I thought you were joking." "This client is very important. You are going to New York the day after tomorrow, so I want to talk to you about some details." "okay." "What kind of food do you like?" "casual." The taxi stopped in front of a familiar restaurant, and I said with a casual smile: "The crab roe tofu here is first-class, crispy on the outside and tender on the inside, delicious and fragrant, and there are also fried ginkgo nuts. After eating, peel them off one by one with your hands. Eating is simply the best side dish for chatting." He was taken aback for a moment, stared at me and said, "Your words are exactly the same as those of the friend who recommended me to come here." I can only laugh twice: "It seems that everyone has the same vision." Can it be different?Just one person at all. The two sat down and ordered a pot of Tieguanyin. He poured tea for me and said, "I think you are very similar to that friend of mine." I wanted to change the subject, but suddenly, I changed my mind and wanted to know what he thought of me. "Is your friend always as clumsy and out of order as I am?" He smiled: "Both you and her have a rare innocence." I bit my lip and wondered whether this sentence was a compliment or a derogation. I thought about it for a long time, but failed, so I could only go straight: "Are you praising me or belittling me?" His eyes were full of playful smiles, and the corners of his lips formed a beautiful arc.I stared at him, unable to move my eyes.His smile gradually faded, and he looked at me for a moment, pretending to be pouring tea, and hurriedly looked away. In fact, both of the teacups were full, so he just picked up the teapot and put it back as casually as possible . In the office, even when facing Lu Licheng, his smile was impeccable, but because of his impeccability, it seemed unreal. The current him is the real him. He didn't look at me anymore, and while he was eating, he introduced the personnel relationship in New York and the things I need to pay attention to, but my mind was already confused. I had made an appointment to meet him on the weekend and told him who I was, but now In this way, the plan can only be cancelled. When the crab roe tofu came up, he scooped up a large spoonful for me: "Maybe in the future, I can invite my good friends out for dinner, and you will definitely be able to talk." When he was talking and laughing, his eyes were straight and bright, and I suddenly felt a sense of panic belatedly. In my opinion, I had my own reasons. I never expected that I could meet him on the Internet. It never occurred to him that he could regard me on the Internet as a good friend. If one day he knew everything, would he feel cheated? The crab roe tofu was crispy on the outside and tender on the inside. I didn't taste any delicious taste, but it tasted bitter.There is a word in this world called cocooning oneself, and I really tasted it.All I know is that he kept telling me things, but I didn't listen to anything, I just kept perfunctory errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrl I never dreamed that my first dinner with him would end so hastily. When I got home, I was like a trapped animal, walking back and forth in the house. On MSN, his avatar was lit up, but he never spoke to me. After I posted for a long time, I greeted him and explained that the meeting on the weekend would be cancelled. "I suddenly have something to do. I'm afraid I won't be able to meet you on the weekend. I'm sorry." "fine." The two began to chat about other things. He recommended to me a book he had just read recently, commented on the content of the book, and unsuspectingly exposed his preferences to me. My heart was getting heavier and heavier. He knows that I am his subordinate, so can he talk and laugh like this in front of me? This online conversation that once made me happy began to make me feel full of guilt, and I didn't know how to answer him, so I could only ramble about, dragging the topic further and further away. "It's snowing again." I looked up to the window and turned off the desk lamp: "Yes!" The fine and broken pieces of white fluttered involuntarily, and I walked over to open the window. The curtains were blown high with a whimper, and all the paper on the table was blown to the ground. I ignored it and let them churn on the ground . I stood facing the cold wind, and the scenery was exactly the same as last night, but I couldn't feel the slightest beauty. It turns out that whether the scenery is beautiful or not depends only on people's hearts. Suddenly, I made up my mind that in this world, no matter what the name is, it cannot be a reason for deception.Before, I didn't realize it, and I was obsessed with his undefended gentleness. Now, I have realized the mistakes I made, so I must not make mistakes again and again. I grabbed my coat and ran out of the house. The taxi driver drove all the way. After more than 20 minutes, I was standing downstairs under him. The moment I took out my mobile phone, I hesitated, and even wanted to turn around and run away, but in the end I was biting Tooth, before his courage disappeared, he sent a text message to his MSN from his mobile phone: "Can you go to the window? I am downstairs under the streetlight. If you are angry, I completely understand, I will be quiet leave." I stood in the bright place of the street lamp, quietly waiting for the verdict. He came out in a hurry, didn't wear a hat, and stood for a long time, feeling that the tips of his hair and eyelashes were covered with snow.There is an air conditioner in and out at ordinary times. This coat, which is more elegant than warm, does not feel thin, but now it feels as thin as paper, and the chill of the snow seeps into the bones one after another. I curled up and trembled with my arms folded. It had been half an hour, and it would not take more than two minutes to get downstairs from his house.In fact, his answer was already obvious. If he was willing to see me, he must have come down early.However, I don't want to leave, and I don't want to leave quietly at all. It turned out that the beautiful words just now were just a kind of pride. When faced with the fear of losing him, my pride disappeared. More than an hour later, I was still standing upright, staring at the window on the ninth floor without blinking, my feet were already numb from the cold, my head, face, and body were covered with snow, but I didn't feel how cold it was , it seems that I can stand like this until the end of the world, as long as there is him at the end of the world. A figure rushed out of the building and stood in front of me: "You...you are such a fool!" There was suppressed anger in his tone. He hurriedly took off his overcoat, wrapped it around me, patted the snow off my head, his hands were icy cold, and immediately half hugged and half supported me and walked towards the building. I was stiff and unable to move, and he took off my wet coat, wrapped me in a blanket, turned up the heat, poured another glass of vodka, and let me drink it slowly in his hand. After drinking alcohol, my body gradually recovered, my hands and feet were shaking uncontrollably, but I was finally able to move on my own. He put a glass of vodka in front of me, then poured himself a glass, and sat aside slowly. Sipping slowly, in the shadow of the backlight, his expression could not be seen clearly, only a cold and alienated figure. My body is getting warmer, but my heart is getting colder. What's the point of me doing this?Yi Shu said that the posture is ugly, and winning is also losing.He must have been watching me upstairs just now, waiting for me to leave on my own initiative, but I acted like I would rather freeze to death than leave. What's the difference between Nao San and the woman who hanged herself? I stood up, my legs were still shivering, I didn’t know whether it was my body or my heart, I couldn’t walk steadily, I went to get my coat with trembling hands, and planned to leave: “I’m going back, sorry to bother you, I...I'll treat you to dinner later...Apologize..." He looked at me lightly, without saying a word, I walked past him, but just as I was about to leave, he grabbed my hand again, my body fell backwards limply, and fell on his lap In my arms, I struggled to sit up, but he hugged me, buried his head on my neck, without saying a word, but his arms became tighter and tighter. My struggle loosened, and I shook lightly in his arms. He asked in a muffled voice, "Is it still cold?" I shook my head vigorously. This is the embrace that I have been thinking about day and night, but at this moment and here, in the bursts of unreal happiness, I still feel a little bit of despair. After a long time, he let me go, looked for clothes for me to change, and searched everywhere for medicine to prevent me from catching a cold. A few minutes later, I was wearing his pajamas, wrapped in his blanket, and occupying his sofa, wondering if I was no longer alive.is this real? I bit my nails and kept staring at him. Wherever he went and where I stared, he turned around helplessly: "Are you going to stare two holes in me?" I smirked, it would be better to hang another trademark and write "Su Man's Own". He gave me the prepared Banlangen, and I frowned. Ever since I was a child, I hated the smell of traditional Chinese medicine. I would rather have an injection than drink Chinese medicine. He said with a straight face, "Drink it!" I immediately drank it obediently, and he stared at me, lost for a moment. The two of them were sitting on the sofa, facing a large floor-to-ceiling window, the snowflakes outside could be seen clearly, beside the sofa was a small movable table with a laptop on it, and the large coffee table was used as a desk, piled full of documents and various materials. I asked softly, "Do you surf the Internet here all night?" He stared out the window and gave a soft "hmm". I imagine countless nights where he is sitting where I am now, chatting with me on the other side of the network. "You... do you still blame me for cheating you? I didn't mean it, I just wanted a perfect first meeting. I never dared to expect that you could treat me as a confidant. I really didn't expect things to turn out like this ..." I eagerly wanted to explain everything clearly, but was so pale and powerless. He looked at me sideways, with three points of tenderness, three points of joking, and three points of connivance in his eyes: "You little fool! Do you really think I don't notice anything? During the day I work on the same floor with you, and at night I spend time online with you Chatting, you haven't thought about how to be a competent 'liar' at all, how low do you think my IQ is?" My mouth became an "O" shape, and I stared blankly at him. He looked at me funny, and after a while, I asked, "When did you start to doubt me?" "It was very early to be suspicious, but I didn't think much about it until the time when Lu Licheng's accident happened. You were out of your mind during the day, and you didn't chat with me on the Internet at night. Once you talk to me, it's all about the investment bank. Afterwards, you came to me with the report, and after handing in the report, you immediately returned to normal on the Internet. I took the initiative to chat with you about financial business, but you complained that you seemed to be still in the office and didn’t want to chat with me. Like this One or two times is a coincidence, but there is always a reason for nine or ten times." I was unwilling, because Lu Licheng was exposed, so I bit my lip sullenly. With a smile on his face, he solemnly suggested, "Oh, by the way, there is also that humidifier. Remember that the next time you give someone an out-of-use 'used product', the trademark is not only on the box, but also on the base of the product. Is there a trademark." My face was flushed, he knew who I was so early on, and I bullied him every day without knowing anything, poured out my feelings for him unscrupulously, narrated my happiness and anger, and after I was ashamed, I was annoyed She rushed to her head: "You... You deliberately teased me when you were eating at night!" He laughed out loud and stared at me with innocent eyes: "I didn't know you were so easy to tease, I just made a joke on a whim, and you just stared at the tablecloth in a daze, looking at you. Looking at your expression, crab roe and tofu should be added to the meal." I put my head on my knees and ignored him no matter what he said.He is in control of everything, but I am suffering from my unspeakable feelings, and feel guilty that I have cheated him. He got up suddenly to turn off the desk lamp, sat next to me, lowered his head and called, "Manman, do you want to enjoy the snow together?" In his natural call, the Internet and reality overlap perfectly. No matter how much embarrassment and annoyance disappeared in an instant, his face still wanted to keep his face on the floor, but there were smiles on his lips, which were sweet all the way to the bottom of his heart. That night, I sat on the sofa with him, the room was dark and quiet, and the snowflakes were flying outside the window. We talked one after another, as if we had known each other for a lifetime, and it seemed that we had always been together like this, before and after And always will.