Chapter 25 Chapter Twenty-Five

I was sitting in Chen Shujun's car, and the car was speeding on the elevated Fourth Ring Road in the night. Subtly, neither of us spoke after that, I turned my head to look at the stream of lights outside the car window, and took deep breaths over and over again to calm myself down, but the moment when he hugged me happened to be in my mind, and the feeling of suffocation at that moment was repeated in my memory Playing, like a quiet and empty room filled with light instantly, the warm, fulfilling, and joyful feeling is something I will never forget. But this hug passed in a few seconds, and my emotional expression ability was not enough to cope with such a scene, so I could only tacitly eat dinner and go home at his invitation.

This diamond king, the fifth son, doesn't really want to rule me unspokenly, does he?Or is it that their kind of people express their enthusiasm in a special way?From the reflection of the car window, I stared blankly at his hands on the steering wheel. The emerald green wrench on his thumb always seemed familiar to me. When the car arrived downstairs, I warmly invited him to come in for a meeting, drink tea and watch TV. This was my way of expressing my enthusiasm. Of course, he refused as expected. He said: "Lolo, I'm sorry that I can't accompany you today. The branch office has just settled down, and there are still some things to be busy in the evening."

I said "oh", and I said that I will go home first, thank you so much today. He smiled, got out of the car, and gave me another hug. He said, "Go home and rest early, so don't get tired. Feelings depend on fate." I:…… Feelings, did he guess that I was broken in love? Oh my god, this is a big embarrassment, when I think of my stupid look of crying and laughing, my old face blushes, I lie on Chen Shujun's shoulders, I don't want to separate, I don't want to separate, it's embarrassing I really want to find a hole to bury myself. Chen Shujun returned to the car slowly, waved to me as farewell, and I was about to leave, he rolled down the car window again, and waved to me, I walked over, under the streetlight, he was smiling faintly at me.

He said, "Lolo, do you believe in fate?" His car was gone, and I was still standing under the streetlight, dumbfounded, with his playful smile in my mind. He said that love depends on fate, he said, do you believe in fate Lolo. I still remember when I met him for the first time, he said, Lolo, I remember seeing you somewhere. So is this fate?All the love and not love, all the hard work and hard work, can't love, can't get, in the final analysis, it can only be said that there is no fate? I felt sore and funny in my heart, and went upstairs in the dark, and before I got home, I found that the floor of my house was lit.

I was just wondering, which kind-hearted person alone installed street lights on this floor, when I heard a woman complaining: "Jing Shen, why don't you live in a better house? There isn't even a building light at night, you Why bother?" The door of Jing Shen’s house was wide open, half a flight of stairs away, I looked up and saw a slim woman standing in front of his door, the woman had her hair tied up high, carrying a delicate handbag, that style seemed to be seen somewhere else. I heard a quiet and pleasant male voice coming from the room, it was from the depth of field, he said: "I'm sorry for making it so late, Bai Jie, let me take you home."

Oh?Bai Jie?Looking at the delicate embroidered handbag again, I remembered that this was the woman he sent half a text message that day, and the woman who came back with an umbrella with him and pushed and pushed for a long time. I was walking up the stairs, digging out the keys, my throat was still a bit dry, probably the fever hadn't subsided, I was in a hurry to go home and drink water, when I heard that Bai Jie said: "You, you, you are still so honest, I will You don't need to send it, let's go, in vain." Saying that, the woman leaned in, put her arms around Jing Shen's neck, and naughtily scratched his nose with her fingers.

Depth of Field raised his head, and happened to be looking directly at me. His expression was ugly. My expression is embarrassing. Really, I didn't mean to peek at you flirting in the dead of night. "It's okay, you can continue." I smiled. Both Jing Shen and Bai Jie looked at me with ugly faces. Damn, didn't I let you continue?I've gone back to the house and said I won't bother you, okay? Bai Jie looked at the depth of field, then at me, and went downstairs without looking back. ……Uh? Is this angry?I didn't mean to sabotage their good deeds. I poked him and said, "You have good eyesight, why don't you go after him?"

Unexpectedly, Jing Shen was indifferent, just staring at me, his eyes were no longer gentle and compassionate, those dark night-like eyes deeply made my heart palpitate. He said, "Charlotte, where have you been all day and night?" I didn't see you all day and night, and even changed my name. I sneered: "Where am I going, what's in your way?" He said, "I've been looking for you all day." I continued to sneer: "Why are you looking for me? You don't lack a woman for me. Are you looking for me to collect debts or check your account? You have clearly rejected me. Do you want me to set the scene for you?"

Jing Shen lowered his eyes, probably because I made him feel guilty, he was silent for a while, and said: "You have difficulties in life, just tell me, I will not be stingy as a friend, but you should not lose your youth and dignity." I didn't understand what he was saying at the time, I didn't care about him, I closed the door and went into the room to sleep, the bedside phone was on, I saw it, good guy, didn't I forget to take it out, there were more than 40 missed calls. Half of them belonged to Lao Ren, and half belonged to unfamiliar numbers, probably surnamed Jing.

I have never asked for his number, and I was wondering how to ask his number to make me look reasonable and ladylike, but now that the number is given to me, I don't want to look at it. Lao Ren called again, and I picked it up, only then did I realize that Jing Shen had really been looking for me all day. "Oh, Luoluo, where have you been? Mr. Jing couldn't find you, so he came to the magazine office to ask me, and he and I went to Beihai where you sketched from life, and asked your brother, but we still couldn't find you. You, we almost called the police, and finally Lan Ya's waiter told us that you..."

Said that I was put into the car by a man. Damn, I finally understood what Jing Shen was talking about, he actually thought that I was making money as a young lady. Damn, I haven't practiced to this extent yet, even if I'm poor enough to be a chicken, I won't ask for his charity and sympathy! I threw another phone call to Zhu Huan, and I yelled: "Do you have heavy weapons? I want to beat someone! I can't beat people to death, but I can beat people to half their lives without accidentally injuring me and myself. I won't be caught by the police Caught something!" The dead child chewed and chewed on the phone for a long time, and finally said hesitantly: "Sister, are you talking about sugar cane? I'm eating it." I:…… Forget it, don’t count on him, I hung up the phone and sat on the bed, the room was pitch black, since I entered the room, I haven’t turned on the light, and I don’t want to turn it on, I stared at the empty darkness in a daze until the phone vibrated wake me up. A text message from Chen Shujun. "Lolo, there will be a meteor shower at the end of this month. Would you like to watch it with me? I just saw it in your magazine column. You said you like looking up at the starry sky, but I actually like it too, haha." "OK." I typed like a ghost, and sent. After that day, I started to live a simple life again, either lying on the bed sheet daydreaming or staying drunk in front of the small TV. As the seasons get old, you won’t follow the newspapers such as “The Changsheng Information Consulting Company Sued to Court for Gang Fraud”, “In the past, Beijing’s Shensuan is now involved in lawsuits, and today Liangyi is accused of defrauding more than 80 million yuan.” , "Where will Imyoyoshi, the leader of the fraud gang, be tracked on the spot?" and other disastrous news every day, and the recent photos of Master Changsheng who are getting more and more sad every day, his handsome and handsome features will always be frozen in the photos. I often think, if he is my first love, what is the depth of field?Is it the second spring that passed by? I don't want to see Jingshen again, and I almost never saw him again, except for a few times late at night, when there were footsteps and conversations outside the door, I suddenly wanted to see him, but I knew that the person talking to him was the one named Bai. In this broken building with poor sound insulation, the clear voices of their pleasant chat pierced my heart like needles. Bai Jie often came back late at night with him, and it took a long time for the two of them to chat and enter the door. He sent Bai Jie away at night, and during many nights like this, I suffered from insomnia tossing and turning. Insomnia directly led to my lack of energy, and indirectly led to a serious decline in the quality of work. After my boss yelled at me a few times, I turned off my mobile phone. After a long time, I forgot to turn it on. This isolated life has continued At the end of the month, Zhu Huan knocked on the door of the house. The dead child immediately said, "Sister, did you drop your phone into the toilet again? There will be a big meteor shower tomorrow, sister, don't you always want to watch it? I'll find a car, let's go together." Only then did I remember what I promised Chen Shujun back then, and I hurriedly plugged in the phone and turned it on, and the phone flew over. Chen Shujun said, "Are you finally willing to talk to me?" I faltered: "The phone is broken, I just fixed it today..." He said: "I call you at this time every day, you turn off the phone, I miss you very much." It is still that kind of slow and clean voice. I said "ah?", this guy was so straightforward, I almost subconsciously said "I miss you too". At this moment, Zhu Huan leaned over, put his ear to my phone, and said in a low voice, "Who called you, old lady, Jing? Are you dating? Then I won't be a light bulb." I fanned him away, and Chen Shujun probably heard it. His clear laughter came from the phone, and he said, "Lolo, do you remember watching the meteor shower today? My car is parked outside your community. I don't know if you still want to go." Is it? I have asked someone to rent a hilltop villa in Huairou." I burst into tears again, this guy is really enthusiastic enough, is he completely two extremes with someone who is mensao?