Chapter 23 Chapter Twenty-Three

God knows why I lied to him. Perhaps in order to get more truth out of his tightly closed mouth, I smiled sincerely, like a strong man who sees death as his home. The depth of field just looked at me so fixedly, his thin lips closed and closed, maybe he wanted to say something, but he couldn't organize the words, with his self-cultivation, he wouldn't make crazy screams like mine, etc. Behavior, yeah, I think he must be shocked, I have had a crush on him for many years, but he unknowingly loves the girl in his wallet photo, and the girl left him in the end, whether it was life or death Farewell, the fate of the two of us has been separated and reunited like a joke, and now he finally knows that I love him.

What a story of goofy little words, I felt emotional in my heart, it seems that it is not useless to lie to him, at least his appearance of trying to calm himself while his heart is rolling with monstrous waves is reflected in my eyes, I am too good at judging people, His words turned pale at this moment, and this reaction, nine out of ten out of ten, he also likes me. He almost trembled and said: "Do you remember, then tell me, who made you like this? Who made you..." Who hurt me?How do I know, let the past go, I now have a brand new life, a lost love, a happy life, I am very content, very happy, and very shameless, I see him like this, I feel happy , stood on tiptoe, stretched out his hand, wrapped his neck around his neck, turned his head, and kissed him——

God, who made him look so good. But in the next second, when his lips just touched, he huffed and pushed me away. "Drank too much……" He shook his head and said. I blinked my eyes and didn't react yet. He repeated: "You go back, you drank too much." I:…… I am a person who perseveres, but I am also a person with dignity. I will not give up my last dignity for the sake of perseverance. In this bustling capital city, I am so poor that I only have dignity left. Half an hour later, I was sitting in Lanya's teahouse, looking at the lights outside the window, feeling very drunk.

Of course I didn’t go home to sleep. I came to Lanya alone in a daze. The waiter said that there was only coffee and milk tea left at this late hour, and asked me which one I wanted. The waiter stood stupidly for a long time, and finally took an empty paper plastic cup from the cabinet and threw it to me. I sat by the window and drank the air alone. I drank one cup after another. I never knew that the air can make people intoxicated. I don’t know how long I lay on the table. In a daze, it seemed that someone was urging me to pay the bill. I took out all the money in my pocket, not much, not more than twenty yuan, and then someone came to urge me to pay the bill. , I fell asleep, woke up in a trance, I was pushed and shouted, I didn't care, I continued to sleep, after a while, someone pushed my shoulder again, I became impatient, and shouted: "My mother paid the bill, you still want to buy it?" What's the matter? Uncle, have you never seen a lovelorn? You have to urge me to see it again? Stand here,... yes, just stand here, and see if I don't beat you to death!..."

The waiter was probably scared away by me, the world became quiet again, and at dawn there were more and more so-called elites around me who were gentle and elegant and spoke with a proper tone. Duo, continue to sleep on the table, my head is groggy, I just want to sleep forever and don't wake up. I was sleeping soundly. I don't know how long, but I was patted on the shoulder again. I was so angry in my heart that I raised my head and yelled: "Admonish your uncle, shit, and then urge my old lady to rape you!" "Lolo..." The man said in a tone of no anger. Out of the corner of my eye, I could vaguely see the reflection of a pair of gold-rimmed glasses in the sun.

"You are sick and have a bad fever." He said, "Hurry up and go home and take medicine, and sleep after taking medicine, good boy." I:…… I've always been soft but not hard. I'm not afraid of swords and fire, but I'm afraid of other people's gentleness. Especially, such a big man coaxed me to go home and take medicine like a child! My eyes suddenly turned red, and my swollen, mushy head told me that the man in front of me was obviously not the depth of field, not the one who hesitated to speak and finally rejected me, but I slept alone in this tea shop all night, and finally I couldn't bear it anymore, my limbs were shaking badly due to the cold, I didn't want to worry about anything, I just wanted to find a quilt to sleep well and have a warm sleep.

Chen Shujun stretched out his arms to embrace him, and I fell headlong into his arms without saying a word. Drowsy, I was carried into his car by him.