Chapter 17 Chapter Seventeen

In the days that followed, Ou Yangshan accomplished two important things: first, she officially fell in love with Feng Shuo; second, she made her thoughts clear with Qi Yu. She said: "Qiyu, I think you are like my spiritual mentor. But I am very afraid of the teacher. I have been afraid since I was a child, really. So I think we are not suitable, I am really sorry." Qi Yu said: "There's nothing I'm sorry for, it's what you like and what I want. Okay, I won't bother you again in the future." In April, Ou Yangshan returned to China alone, and the welcome ceremony was warm.Before she and Chen Wen had time to talk to Father Chen about the divorce, Father Chen went to another place to inspect.The two approached Ding Ding to ask when the divorce certificate could be completed.

Ding Ding was very surprised and said: "Didn't I tell you? The Chinese Marriage Law stipulates that both parties must go to the place of marriage registration to handle the divorce by agreement. Don't make such an expression, this matter cannot be avoided. As long as the parties have the capacity to act, they must be present. " "Co-authorship is actually nothing to do with you?" She was surprised. "If so, why is the divorce agreement notarized? Why should I sign the power of attorney? It's fun?" "That's to strengthen the effectiveness of your agreement. The power of attorney is for investigation and evidence collection, and for future prosecution. Besides, who knew you two could leave so easily. It's a waste of my blood."

Ouyang Shan's eyes were fixed, and she said weakly, "Mr. Ding, I understand why you didn't charge me." Chen Wen didn't say a word the whole time, until he walked out of the law office, he said to Ou Yangshan with a complicated expression: "You talked about the difference between brain death and heart death before. When you signed the divorce agreement, you treated me and us Give up your marriage completely, right? This is brain-dead. So, even if there is still a certificate missing, it is just a remaining heartbeat, I know what you think now, you like to dig into corners."

"Don't comfort me, I know I'm wrong about this." She sighed, "I'm such a stick!" Yuan Shuai knew the two people's confusion, and laughed wildly, "I have seen unreliable ones, but I have never seen couples and divorce lawyers who are unreliable." Jiang Jun pinched Yuan Shuai, "Didn't you see that these two people are like taking poison? One face is green and black, and the other is red and purple." Yuan Shuai said: "You two are considered even, so you should just leave. It's not troublesome." Ou Yangshan was not prone to seizures in Mr. Jiang's ward, but Chen Wen smoothed things over for her, "I can't blame her for this, it's my fault. Back then, the lawyer sued one by one, and I fainted. I didn't even have the power of attorney. Signed, isn't this smacking your own mouth?"

"Jiang Jun, take good care of your illness. I'll go back to the department first, and I'll come to see you another day." Ouyang Shan drifted away in a daze. "It's all right now. How about wearing the green hat? You really did it. Before you got divorced, you recruited someone else into your family. This brother is the one." "Stop making trouble, what should we do next?" Jun Jiang asked. Yuan Shuai said: "Don't worry about their affairs, take good care of your stomach. You didn't see Chen Wen vomiting blood. If you don't know, you think there is a water pump in your stomach."

He pulled Chen Wen, who was pulling his hair hard, out of the ward, closed the door, and asked in a low voice, "What on earth are you thinking?" "I'm fucking dumbfounded, what are you talking about." Chen Wen sighed, "Now San'er wants to be nice to that kid, what can I do." "Do you want to give up too?" "No way, I really have nothing to do with her." In the next few days, Ou Yangshan couldn't sleep or eat, so she thought about her words and told Feng Shuo the matter.Feng Shuo calmly asked her what she thought, and she said that she would completely end this marriage before he returned to China, but the facts have proved that when God wants to punish people, the method is really...

The two of them made an appointment to collect the certificate without any hesitation. For the first time, Chen Wen broke the appointment.It wasn't that he wanted to break the appointment, but that on the way here, his car collided with an Alto that was about to be scrapped, causing the catfish's head to drop half his eyes.The traffic police confirmed that Alto was fully responsible, and the driver also admitted that he wanted to prove that Alto also had Audi's blood in his bones, which caused the incident.Chen Wen was not guilty, she confessed. The second time, Chen Wen broke the appointment again, not because he wanted to, but because Pan Xichen's wife was confirmed to be four weeks pregnant, and they celebrated at home. Chen Wen drank a few more glasses of wine for the first time since returning to China, and made him unconscious.Having a baby is a happy event, and Pan Xichen and the younger sister called to apologize in person, so she was embarrassed to have a fit.

Ouyang Shan thought, it's only three things, and the third time it will be done. Unexpectedly, Chen Wen squatted directly to Sanya for more than half a month.Chen Wen was squatting somewhere in Sanya, personally supervising the implementation of a project that was said to be very large and important.She asked him if it was okay over there, and he said that it would be much better here except for me and the workers, it was the workers and me.She asked when he would come back, and he said that he could come back for a day or two occasionally, depending on the progress here. At the beginning of May, Feng Shuo returned to China, and the reception banquet in the hospital, which had just stopped for a few days, resumed.

On the day he came back, an undergraduate medical intern named Xu Ting came to Corey. The little girl was also introduced by someone above. Xu Ting was accompanied by her mother, and she asked to participate in Ou Yangshan's project as soon as she came. The foundation is very solid, and it can indeed help her a lot.Xu Ting only has a bachelor's degree, and she doesn't know whether it's a mule or a horse. Relying on the strength of her family, she wants to make trouble, but there is no way. She tactfully said to Xu Ting's mother: "Only graduate students can participate in my project, because a lot of theoretical knowledge has never been taught in undergraduate courses."

Xu Ting's mother was straightforward, "Doctor Ouyang, just observe and observe. When the time comes, you can just add her name at the end of your paper." It's a beautiful idea. "Observation requires the consent of the hospital and the cooperative unit. After all, it involves the confidentiality of drug ingredients, and the name of the paper is not just written on it. It must be signed by someone who participated in the experiment, otherwise it will be unfair to the entire experimental team." "I heard that other tutors can write like this when they do projects. Why can't you do it here?" The child's mother was anxious.

"I don't care about others. This is how I am here. I get as much as I give. If your daughter is here for my subject, I'm sorry, I can't help." She, Ouyang Shan, couldn't afford to offend these big shots, but she couldn't be led by the nose either.She figured it out a long time ago, what to do with her love, the worst is to pack up and go back to school to teach. Seeing her firm attitude, Xu Ting hurriedly smoothed things over and said, "I'm really not good enough now. I really think it's unfair to write my name on it. I'd better study with Dr. Ouyang for a while, and then invite him to be admitted to the graduate school." Doctor Ouyang will help." There are newcomers coming, and the evening welcome activities will continue as usual, and it will still be Lichang Seafood. Ouyang Shan raised her glass, "Welcome Comrade Xu Ting." Xu Ting also raised her glass and said, "I'm very happy to join this group, and I hope everyone can help me in business. I don't know how to drink, so I use tea instead of bars." Finally, a little beauty came, and everyone was naturally happy.Even though Xu Ting is a little cold towards everyone and has a clear sense of distance, but she is a newcomer, unfamiliar, and a girl, so she should be more reserved. Feng Shuo arrived very late. As soon as he got off the plane, he kept dealing with the incoming team. From noon to night, there were several banquets to attend.Ou Yangshan told him not to come, but he rushed over anyway. The doctors who follow Ou Yangshan are cheerful, and they always make a mess in private gatherings.As soon as Feng Shuo entered, he was dragged and fined for drinking.He looked at Ou Yangshan, the other party turned his eyes away, obviously he had no intention of saving her, he probably didn't know how happy he was.Feng Shuo had no choice but to drink three cups in one go, the spicy taste hit his scalp. He sat on the left side of Ou Yangshan, reached out for her chopsticks, and pressed the vegetables with the wine. "Those are Dr. Ouyang's chopsticks. These chopsticks are new and no one uses them." Xu Ting, who hadn't spoken to Feng Shuo since he came in, smiled at Feng Shuo and handed him the chopsticks.Ouyang Shan squinted at her, the little girl's heart flutters when she sees a handsome guy. Feng Shuo nodded to Xu Ting to thank him, took the chopsticks, turned to Ou Yangshan and said, "Shall we have a drink?" She challenged her again, she rolled his eyes at him, and turned her eyes, "Feng Shuo, I haven't introduced you yet, the new intern in our department, Xu Ting. Xu Ting, this is Feng Shuo, a resident doctor in our department, immediately To take the attending medical examination." "Feng Shuo, hello." Xu Ting stretched out her hand. "Hello, Doctor Xu." He touched her symbolically. Xu Ting said: "From now on, I will be colleagues. Call me Xu Ting. By the way, I heard that you also graduated from X University. I should call you brother." Ou Yangshan applauded in her heart, brother and sister, brother and sister, this girl is not easy.She booed and said, "Your brother is calling, why don't you have a glass of wine?" Feng Shuo didn't answer her words, just sat down and picked up some food for himself. Xu Ting got excited and really came over with a glass of wine, "Brother, I respect you." Everyone gathered around and laughed, "Why didn't the little girl drink with us just now, you only brought the wine glass when you came, it's a big face, hurry up and get bored." Feng Shuo waved his hand, "I really can't drink anymore, wait a while, let me suppress it first." Seeing that Xu Ting's face was a little stiff, Ou Yangshan quickly smoothed things over, "Xiao Xu, he really can't drink anymore, why don't we change to orange juice, as long as he wants it." Xu Ting nodded and turned to look for orange juice. Seeing Feng Shuo glaring at her, Ouyang Shan lowered her voice and said, "Don't let people down." Feng Shuo held her hand under the table, leaned closer, and whispered: "You drink with me, and I will drink." It is estimated that he drank a lot in the first few rounds, and he slumped on the seat before waiting for others to make a fuss.Seeing him like this, it's not easy for everyone to force him.Ou Yangshan saw that the time was almost up, so she asked everyone to disperse, leaving two male doctors to help Feng Shuo into the taxi. "Doctor Ouyang, where shall we send him?" She thought for a while, "Send it home, over there at Longfu Temple." "Oh, that's completely different from my family." A doctor said. "I have to go back to the hospital to finish copying the medical records, I'll send them off." "Then, Xiao Ma, you go home, and I will send him back with Xiao Zhang." Feng Shuo took up most of the space in the back seat, and Dr. Zhang couldn't fit in even though he was so bulky. Seeing this, Ouyang Shan said, "You sit in the front, and I'll sit in the back." When the car started, she closed the window, looked at Feng Shuo who was half lying on the chair, and patted him, "Can you hold on?" It took him a long time to groan, and he twisted his body and climbed onto the seat.Ou Yangshan reached out to support him, he grabbed her arm, climbed onto the chair, and leaned on her shoulder consciously.She looked at the doctor in the front row, raised her hand to push it, but was held by his backhand, her palm was hot, and her breath slapped her ears wave after wave, causing her whole ear to burn. When he was about to arrive at the hospital, he miraculously woke up and patted the shoulder of the doctor in front of him, "Doctor Zhang, please trouble you. I'm fine, you can go to work quickly." "It's all right so soon? Don't you just come back?" Doctor Zhang looked back at him and said jokingly, "Master, I'll go to the North Hospital first." The light bulb was gone, she pinched him vigorously, "Fake it." He pursed his lips, blinked his eyes and complained, "You ignored me and asked me to drink with others." "It's similar enough, it's at the level of a movie king." He circled his arms, took her into his arms, and pressed his lips together, "I haven't seen you for almost a month, I miss you so much." "Stop making trouble, there are still people here." Her face was burning. The driver, who had been silent for a while, suddenly said, "Don't worry about me, just assume this car is self-driving!" One day in June, she was in the auditorium of the hospital listening to a report given by colleagues returning from the medical team to Tibet.When Chen Wen called her, she was afraid of something urgent, so she picked it up secretly. "Lu Yu! Ludaiwadi Niangbo? There is no Labo in Dong'e's house?" She raised her eyebrows, lowered her voice and said, "Chen Wen, why don't you ask for it." He laughed loudly, "I'm back, but I didn't bring the house key. If you can run back, just help me get a spare key." "Where are you following?" "The door is waiting for you." She hung up the phone, explained a few words to the colleague next to her, bent over, and slipped out of the auditorium. It was raining outside, she hesitated for a moment, asked someone for a newspaper, put it on her head, and ran to drive. Chen Wenren is much stronger than a few months ago, but this taste... A wide-brimmed straw hat with frayed edges, a pink short-sleeved shirt, blue shorts, and a wretched wreath hanging around the neck...Pink and blue are annoying, don't you know? She took out the key and opened the door, "You are just a step away from hugging two girls in S-shaped bikinis with big flowers pinned to their ears. Oh, you have to have one pink and one blue flower. A color on your body." "Open the door, you." Chen Wen took off the wreath around her neck, put it around her neck, and the petals fell all the way. She went into the study and went to find the spare key of Chen Wen's current apartment.Chen Wen got into the bathroom of the guest room and took a comfortable shower. "I put the key on the coffee table for you." Hearing the sound of Chen Wen walking, she kicked the bedroom door open and quickly changed her clothes. "I have surgery every day this week. Let's go home the night after tomorrow and explain the matter to Dad first." She opened the door and said. He paused for a moment with his hand wiping his hair, and his clothes stuck to his body wetly, "What did Mom say?" "What can I say, just say that I'm not happy to mention this old man." She frowned and stared at the water stains on the floor, "Why didn't you come out without drying it?" "Aren't you in a hurry? The clothes are wet, do you have a change here?" He said, "I don't mind borrowing that kid's T-shirt." She went to the cabinet and found a big towel, and threw it to him, "The dog next door knows how to shake his hair dry before going out, I don't have his clothes here, you can figure out what to do." "He never came to live?" Ouyang Shan glared at him, "Whether he comes or not has nothing to do with you." "You don't want to live there, do you?" He looked around, "It's so clean." She blushed and scolded: "Get out, you still have something to do, go home and stay if you have nothing to do." He knew the answer from her reaction, and smiled with satisfaction, "Okay." On Friday, Corey selects outstanding party members and prepares to participate in the commendation meeting in the courtyard on July 1st, one quota, secret ballot.Corey's outstanding party members last year took the initiative to give up talents.She had a high number of votes, but Feng Shuo was not bad either, and the two had a tie.The little nurse came to apologize to her, "Dr. Ouyang, I wanted to choose you, but when I saw Dr. Feng, I shook his hand and ticked off his name." She patted her on the shoulder, "It's okay, it's normal, next time we vote, we all put on our masks and we'll be fine." In the end, she still won. After all, she has senior qualifications and is the pillar of Corey's key training. After the meeting, the director followed Ouyang Shan into her office, closed the door, and looked serious.Her heart skipped a beat. She and Feng Shuo are still in the stage of underground activities, and she has experienced the hardships of the underground party recently. If you don't get a certificate, you are still married on the file, and you can't see the sun for a day. These days are really uncomfortable.If this continues, both of them will qualify as excellent members of the underground party organization. Fortunately, the director is not talking about this problem.He told her that there is basically no problem for her to be promoted to the deputy chief doctor at the end of the year. Don't make any problems at this pass. Pay attention to your emotions, maintain your professional level, and strive to complete the new paper as soon as possible. Feng Shuo knocked on the door and came in, holding a doctor's order in his hand, and said, "Director, Doctor Ouyang, this is the new doctor's order for the nine beds." "Okay, I'm going back, let's talk about it." The director patted Feng Shuo on the shoulder before going out, "Xiao Feng, that's really good. You have such a good comrade foundation when you first came here, keep working hard." After the director left, she imitated his tone and said, "Xiao Feng, you are pretty good and have a bright future. If you are not convinced, you can directly raise your opinion, don't worry about it." "I have an opinion, and I want to have a good talk with a certain comrade." He pursed his lips and smiled, and approached him and asked, "Tonight?" "I'm going to my parents' house tonight." She thought about it and added, "Chen Wen is back, let's go back and talk about the divorce together." He was startled, nodded, and gave her the doctor's order to sign. The expected storm made landfall at the parents' house over the weekend. Chen's father had already noticed that something was wrong between the two of them, and with Yang's mother's side-talking from time to time, he already understood seven or eight points in his heart. Neither Chen Wen nor Ou Yangshan said the real reason. There's nothing wrong with it, it just doesn't fit. Father Chen slapped Chen Wen across the face.Chen Wen shook his body, lowered his head and said nothing. "Dad," Ouyang Shan rushed to stop him, "It's my fault. I'm too busy with work to take care of my family. It has nothing to do with him." He pulled her behind and opened his mouth and said, "Dad, I and the company..." "Chen Wen!" Yang's mother shouted, "I understand that you and the company are also busy and don't stay home all day. Neither of you can get away with this matter." "Stop talking, I'll just say a word, I can't leave!" Father Chen shouted angrily.Leaving them behind, he entered the study and slammed the door hard. Chen Wen and Ouyang Shan looked at each other. Yang's mother said: "You two go back first, and I will talk to your father later." After leaving the house, the two walked under the tree, and the two cars were parked side by side under the shade of the tree as usual. He asked, "What if Dad doesn't agree to it?" She didn't speak, and pressed the key to drive the lock. "Forget it, let's not talk about this, Jiang Fan said several times that we want to sit together, do you have time today?" "Not in that mood." The car drove out of the gate of the compound, he went straight, she turned right, and the two parted ways. Ouyang Shan went home and took a shower, leaned on the bed and watched old movies from Feng Shuo, Wong Kar Wai's movies, always accompanied by thick colors, oil painting-like pictures, shaking camera, sad music, The people in the movie are all longing for a warm embrace, with intertwined eyes and ambiguous attitudes, but the ending is only a regret of passing by. Before going to bed, she received two text messages. Chen Wen, "I forgot to tell you that the air conditioner needs to be cleaned and filled with freon. I have already called. The workers will come tomorrow afternoon and wait at home." Feng Shuo, "Faye Wong's concert tomorrow night, the seat is very good, you must like it." She texted Feng Shuo back, "See you tomorrow, good night." Mother Yang greeted Ouyang Shan in advance, and it would probably be a protracted battle to get Father Chen to agree to their divorce.She told her mother that she wanted to get the certificate secretly first, anyway, it would be a matter of time.Mother Yang answered very simply, "Whatever you want, discuss it with Chen Wen." She asked Chen Wen again, and Chen Wen said generously, "You set a time." "The day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, I postponed the afternoon clinic." "Not the day after tomorrow, I have a meeting." "Next Monday, do you have time on Monday?" "I'm on a business trip on Tuesday, so I guess it will take half a month anyway." She was angry, but there was nothing she could do. The time for her surgery and outpatient clinic had been set long ago, and they couldn't be easily changed.The Civil Affairs Bureau is closed on weekends. At noon on Friday, Feng Shuo took advantage of his lunch break to come to the office to discuss with her the schedule of activities on Saturday and Sunday. He is still a resident doctor, and his time is not free.Ouyang Shan checked the duty list, he will be on duty tomorrow afternoon and evening. Feng Shuo explained: "I switched with them, and I am usually on duty." "Can you do it?" She was a little worried. "It's okay, eat well and sleep well." He smiled brightly, "Are you worried about me?" She said solemnly: "With such a heavy workload, you can't stay focused. What should you do if you missed a diagnosis? This is no small matter." He was angry, hooked her neck with one arm and pulled her into his arms, "Ouyang Shan, you are really boring." In the afternoon, Feng Shuo acted as her first assistant for her operation, and she cooperated very well, especially at the end of the operation, Feng Shuo's stitches were really beautiful. After leaving the operating room, she took off her hat and smiled, "Comrade Xiao Feng, you don't need my praise now." "That's because you teach well." Feng Shuo laughed out loud. Xu Ting intervened between them at the right time, "Dr. Ouyang, brother, let's drink yogurt." She took off the surgical gown, pointed at Feng Shuo, "give him a drink, he performed really well today." "I see, brother, I will ask for your help in the future." Xu Ting held up the yogurt, "Drink some, I have been standing for a long time." Feng Shuo took the yogurt, smiled, turned and left. Afterwards, Feng Shuo told Ou Yangshan that Xu Ting looked a little familiar and felt that something was wrong. She said disapprovingly, "That's the problem with you kids. If other girls like you, you think there is something wrong with her; if others don't like you, you still think there is something wrong with her." At noon on Saturday, Mother Yang called to say that Father Chen's heart was not feeling well, and he went to their hospital for an examination immediately.Father Chen's mood was not very good. She and Chen Wen even coaxed him to finish the examination. There was no major problem, but he had to stay in the hospital for observation for one night to monitor his sleep. Father Chen said: "I usually sleep well, but recently I was upset, couldn't sleep, and had heart palpitations in the middle of the night." She looked sideways at Chen Wen, and he looked at her, and they stuck out their tongues at each other. Mother Yang was with her in the hospital. When Chen Wen and Ou Yangshan walked out of the hospital, they realized that it was raining heavily.She looked at her watch, it was almost five o'clock, and she and Feng Shuo had an appointment at six o'clock. "Where is your car parked? I'll drive over for you." Chen Wen asked. "It's being sent for maintenance. I came here by taxi." She was a little anxious, "It's raining so hard, I don't know if the road will be blocked." "I'll go and drive here." He was about to rush out, but Ou Yangshan stopped him, "It's raining too much, I'll go back and ask someone to borrow an umbrella." "Forget it, probably not, aren't you in a hurry, wait." He rushed into the rain and ran wildly. Chen Wen was drenched and sneezing continuously while sitting in the car. Ou Yangshan took a tissue to absorb the water from his hair, "I'm more anxious than you, look at you are so wet, I want to drink cold tea when I get home today, do you have any more?" "Yes, didn't you give me a big bag last time, where did you go on a date in the rain?" "How did you know I was going on a date?" He glanced at her, "Look at your clothes, they're as neat as a little girl's. Sister-brother love is hard work, you have to pretend to be tender!" "You bought this for me." She stuffed a wad of tissues into his neck, "Don't make yourself uncomfortable." "Why do you like to draw smoky eyes? You have dark circles, but after doing this, you're all smokers." She hurriedly flipped down the mirror on the shade, and it was over, her makeup was gone. He glanced at her while driving, "How are you two doing recently? I heard that you are still engaged in underground activities?" She was busy fixing her makeup and had no time to talk to him. "Don't draw, it's the same when you draw again. When you get old, you have to admit that you are old. If you draw a fairy, he won't be able to see you as an eighteen-year-old." "Can you not talk?" She quickly applied mascara while waiting for the red light. "I've had a pretty good time recently." "It's okay. I figured it out. Anyway, I will be at least seventy years old when I become an academician. What's the use of playing at that time? Why don't you just enjoy yourself now? It's really boring to just sit around and read." "What did you do earlier, you? I told you before, you still beat me up, saying that I was holding back the future world-class medical leader." "I only realized it after I broke up with you. By the way, the value of the dollar has depreciated recently. Do we have to replace the one in our hand? The financial commentary said that it will continue to fall." Chen Wenfei looked her up and down quickly, "Okay, it's a big difference. It's also financial commentary. You didn't even watch the news broadcast before, and you couldn't tell the difference between the National People's Congress and the Chinese People's Political Consultative Conference. Now it's really promising." She turned on her lipstick and said embarrassedly while applying it: "You're making a fool of yourself. Sometimes Feng Shuo looks at it, and I'll listen to it. If you listen a lot, you'll understand." Chen Wen clenched the steering wheel, his joints protruded, he saw Ouyang Shan's changes bit by bit, she was willful and he was selfish, both of them knew each other's virtues before they got married, but they still got married without hesitation.From relatives to lovers, you start to care about giving and rewards, but how can the emotional balance be balanced?They don't want to change themselves, but simply pin their hopes on each other, are constantly disappointed, and complain constantly. They have love for each other like children but they don't have the strength to hold hands.Now I finally understand the mistakes of the past, but the price of realizing it is the end of the marriage and the parting of the lover. The car in front suddenly slowed down, and he slammed on the brakes. The lipstick in Ouyang Shan's hand ran across her cheeks and went straight into her temples. With a bang, her head hit the window beside her. "Are you okay?" Chen Wen hurriedly freed his hand, touched her head, and asked. She groaned and shook her head. "The car in front braked suddenly, but fortunately it didn't rear-end." Her teeth were grinding, "Chen Wen, you did it on purpose." Seeing her like that, Chen Wen suppressed a smile and said, "No, really not, you should wipe your face quickly." She looked in the mirror, half of her face was covered in lipstick, her face was like a flower, and her mouth was still crooked.She couldn't help laughing herself. It was raining heavily and the speed of the car was very slow. They chatted without saying a word.Chen Wen heard that Ouyang Shan had learned how to play tennis, so he was excited to play a friendly match with her. After Ouyang Shan got married with Feng Shuo, she really understood how derailed she was from the society. Before that, she was not interested in anything other than medical treatment. Except for the hospital, the most she went home was to eat, chat and shoot guns with friends. She doesn't bother to deal with the corruption of the guests. Anyway, she doesn't lack that little money, and she doesn't even bother to participate in activities with obviously impure purposes. It's better to be a favor and let those who love it enjoy it. Feng Shuo said that she is completely isolated from the world and concentrates on practicing medical skills. She is so grown up that she has never even been to a bar or disco. Apart from taking a walk every day, she does not participate in any sports. It is simply the best.She also felt that the reason why she had nothing to say to Chen Wen before was that she didn't understand what Chen Wen was talking about. In other words, she never tried to understand what Chen Wen was talking about. If Chen Wen didn't ask, she wouldn't do it. As a result, the distance between the two is getting farther and farther, and there is no intersection except living under the same roof.Thinking about it now, she paid too little for this marriage, but she demanded too much from Chen Wen, but in the end she realized that she owed him too much. Although people have their own circle, independent personality and thinking ability, since two people decide to be together, they must give up a part of themselves and integrate into each other's life, just like the intersection represented by a Venn diagram in a book. The shared part has an independent space. Perhaps this is the most stable relationship between men and women and can last long. Everything has its own rules of the game, and the same is true for love and marriage. It will not adapt to people, only people will adapt to it. During his stay in the United States, Feng Shuo always took her to watch the news together, and she accompanied him patiently, listening to him talk about complicated politics and international relations that she could hardly imagine.Fortunately, he told some political jokes from time to time to arouse her learning mood. Gradually, she also became interested, at least not like changing the channel when she saw the news before. Relatively, there were a lot more topics between them. Ou Yangshan feels that her relationship with Feng Shuo has entered a virtuous cycle. Although she still doesn't know this man very childish at times and mature and deep at times, the feeling of being held in the palm of her hand and loved by others is what no woman wants. Woolen cloth?Who doesn't know how to talk about love, and it's not some high-tech. Feng Shuo waited for her at the entrance of the restaurant with an umbrella. Seeing that it was Chen Wen who drove her here, he didn't say much. He just hugged her waist tightly and tried to cover her with the umbrella. "Have fun." Chen Wen said. "Thank you!" Feng Shuo nodded politely. After entering the restaurant, Feng Shuo found that Ouyang Shan's cheek was red, as if scalded by boiling water, "How did you do it?" He wanted to touch it but dared not. "Don't mention it, I almost got rear-ended on the road. I was putting on makeup, and Chen Wen braked, and that's it." She covered her face with her hands, "You're so ugly, right?" He blinked, "It's so cute!" "I heard from the director today that you will be able to take care of the doctor in two months. That's amazing, the youngest doctor in our hospital!" She picked up a spicy shrimp, took off the head, and put it in her mouth. He leaned forward and tapped her hand, and pushed a plate of peeled shrimp meat to her, "Don't tell me that eating shrimp with shells to supplement calcium, I know you are lazy, if you want to eat it, I will peel it for you!" "How troublesome, don't you eat the shells too?" He smiled, "I'd love to peel it for you, I just like to watch you eat, I think the food is very delicious." "After that, I'll peel it for you too." She fed him a piece of shrimp. "You can only peel it off for me in the future!" He said contentedly, "No one else can have this treatment except your parents." Halfway through the meal, he asked, "What did you do in the afternoon?" "Father is not feeling well today. He is undergoing an examination in our hospital. The two of us stayed with him all afternoon." "It's okay." "No big problem." "Where's your car?" "Send it to the 4S shop for maintenance in the morning, and pick it up tomorrow morning." "Give me the list, and I'll get it for you. You can sleep more." She asked him about his plans for the evening, and Feng Shuo said, "It's nothing special, I just want to stay with you." "You haven't been home for several weekends." She remembered that his weekends and rest days seemed to be with her. "How about you go back with me?" Feng Shuo said. "Crazy." He laughed, "Scared like this, do you think my house is a scumbag?" She suddenly remembered his sister's enthusiasm, if she knew that she was really on good terms with Feng Shuo, wouldn't she be skinny? "Don't scare me with this, I can't stand it." "It's okay, I'll take care of my family's problems." Feng Shuo said with confidence, "They won't be an obstacle between us." "What should I do? Tell me about your sister." "Don't worry about it, I don't want you to worry about this kind of thing, just think about me when you have time." He said that his family would not be an obstacle, but Ou Yangshan didn't believe it at all.Before she tried to talk about this with the most understanding grandma in the family, the grandma slapped the table at that time, "Why are you getting better with that kid, what about Xiao Guan?" She couldn't explain clearly, so she could only tell the truth to her grandma. After thinking about it for a long time, grandma said, "You can make up your mind about your affairs, but Feng Shuo's family is a big hurdle, and the eldest daughter of Huang Hua is in danger, let alone you are divorced now. If you think about it yourself, if it doesn’t work, let’s withdraw quickly. If you really don’t like Xiao Guan, I’ll introduce you to someone else. Don’t find someone who is not suitable. If it is not suitable, it’s useless to talk to him, and you can’t get married. What are you talking about, don’t you practice yourself?” It's not that she hasn't thought about this issue, but she doesn't have any idea after drying herself out. Feng Shuo always tells her not to worry about their future, and he won't let her get involved in trouble that she shouldn't have, but maybe what?She really likes him, but when she thinks of their future, she has a bad feeling that withdrawal is impossible, and she just hopes that everything is unfounded. It seems that no one can understand the sudden relationship between her and Feng Shuo.Papa Ou clearly objected, she had never seen him so agitated and severe. She thought Xiaoqin could do it. But Xiaoqin asked her: "Are you sure you love him? What about Chen Wen? How dare you say that you don't love him anymore? Don't love him at all? If it's a temporary emotional replacement, it's too unfair to him, you are too Selfish!" Ou Yangshan clearly remembered the touch of Feng Shuo's skin, the fragrance of aftershave, the corners of his mouth raised, and the warmth in his eyes.She didn't know which tissue of the body derived love from, the heart, liver, lungs, or the flow of blood, the division of cells, or the chemical reaction of hormones. Whenever she thought of him, she would have a feeling of tingling nerves, trance If a tiny electric current rushes through the body.She thought, this should be love, right?If this is not love, what is it? Chen Wen is a special existence that cannot be erased for her. He has lived with her for more than 20 years, and every memory of her has his shadow. The intimacy they came with made them more bound than blood. Now that they have decided to pull out their legs from the entangled emotional swamp, the rest can only be family affection. Xiaoqin said: "If you really want to get along with him, then go back to being single first. It's not that I'm rigid, but a minimum of morality." She was speechless and extremely depressed. At night, the heavy rain was about to stop, and it was suffocating.Chen Wen, who just came back from a business trip, was trying his best to communicate with his little brother, when the phone rang, the thrill of being about to hit was frightened back, do you want to live?He stared at the phone, then looked at the brother in his hand, no one else could make a landline call at this time, so let's answer it resignedly.There was a disturbed breath on the other end of the phone. "I'm sorry to disturb you. I'll just say a word. See you at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau at eight o'clock tomorrow morning." "I see," he said. The phone was disconnected and there was no nonsense.He touched his weak brother without the slightest interest.What else to do, he thought, masturbation, masturbation, self-soothing, even orgasms are lonely, so fucking bleak. On a whim, Chen Wen decided to find out the suit he wore when he got married. He wanted to see what Ouyang Shan's expression would be. She picked out the dress, shirt and tie by herself. He didn't believe that she would even forget this. All the clothes were packed by Ouyang Shan when he was deported, not even a single sock was left behind.After he brought it back, he didn't wash it, so he asked his aunt to help hang it according to the thickness.He opened the dust bags one by one and rummaged through them. When he saw this casual jacket, he snapped his fingers. Royal blue fine fleece jacket with epaulettes. Stand collar. He opened the neckline, and the "Diesel" brand was still there. 欧杨珊最爱穿的牛仔裤就是这个牌子。 可这外套不是她的，更不是陈文的。 他攥紧了那件外套，焦躁地查看衣服口袋，有张胸卡，北方医院的，照片和名字他都认识——冯烁。 他被赶出来是十月份。 十月份，欧杨珊还没跟冯烁好上。 他们的家从不让外人进入，连汪晓琴都没进去过。可这件衣服是从家里打包过来的，为什么？Why? 整整一夜，他时睡时醒，一下子觉得没什么，一下子又抓心挠肺地难过。 天色初亮，他来到公司，办公桌上欧杨珊在照片里笑意盈盈，他把照片扣上，打定主意今天说什么也不离。 故事回到开头，欧杨珊从门诊回来，瘫在办公室里，越想越不对，之前陈文变卦还知道给她来个电话，这次竟然变本加厉，直接放她鸽子。 冯烁从外面打包了饭菜给她，“吃饭吧，然后抓紧时间休息一下。” 她拿了冯烁的手机给陈文打电话，手指愤愤地敲打着桌子，这厮终于接了。 “陈文，你想干吗？你也太过分了吧，有这么耍人玩的吗？你究竟想干吗？” “不干吗，你来我这儿一趟，我有话问你。”他倒是冷静。 “我不去，有话等领了证再说。” “欧杨珊，话不说清楚，你别想离！” “你什么意思啊，什么叫别想离？” “你来了再说，我在家里等你。”他挂了电话，欧杨珊再打对方电话，已关机了。 冯烁问她：“你要去找他？” “他说有事情跟我说，我下班过去看看。” “能不能不去？” 她狐疑地问：“怎么了？” 他说：“没什么，算了。你要觉得去了能解决问题，就去吧。我陪你一起去，在门口等你，可以么？” 冯烁很少过问她同陈文之间的事情，这种体贴让她不安，让她心疼。 车子到了陈文楼下，他说：“有事马上给我打电话。” 她心想，能有什么事啊。 陈文面色阴沉地开了门，她跟在他后面进屋，说：“说吧！” “你到底是什么时候跟姓冯那小子好上的？” “问这个干吗？” 他甩出一件衣服到她面前，她纳闷地拿过来看，外套明显不是陈文的风格，“你什么意思啊？” “这是冯烁的。”他说，“口袋里有你们医院的胸卡。” “你拿人衣服干什么啊？”她不明就里。 “不是我拿的，是你拿的。就在你打包扔出来的那些衣服里找到的。” “怎么可能？”她看看那衣服，“怎么可能在家里？” “你问我，我问谁啊？欧杨珊，我问你到底怎么回事！” 她想破了头也没想起来为什么。 “你怀疑我当时就跟冯烁好了？”她面对他投来的目光，突然反应过来，很是愤怒，“陈文，我再不济，咱俩签离婚协议前我也没看过其他男人一眼。” "..." “你不相信？”她觉得心有点儿刺痛。 “我信，你说你没有，那一定是没有。”他像泄了气的皮球，无奈地说：“对不起，我误会了。估计是他借给你挡寒的，你这人最迷糊。算了，你把衣服还给他吧。” 听了他的话她心里才好受些，又问：“你就为这个赌气？” “三儿，如果当初我老实地跟你说了我对别人动了歪心思，你会原谅我么？” “也许会。” 做错事不是最糟糕的，做错了之后没有及时地改正而是选择欺骗，这才是最令人憎恨的。 背叛也许毁掉的只是他们的爱情，可谎言却彻底摧毁了彼此间的信任。他完全明白了他是如何失去她的，是他胆怯，选择了逃避，谎言和贪婪的结果是只能看着她牵着别人的手离去。 他送她下楼，见冯烁的车子停在门口，他抬手打了个招呼，目送他们离开，直到最后一点儿车灯的亮光都看不到了，才转身离开。 还未进门就接到潘曦辰的电话说，冯烁的母亲找小妹聊天，问了很多关于冯烁女朋友的事情。 潘曦辰说：“他家里还不知道他现在跟谁在一起，只知道他有了新女朋友。” “新女朋友？”陈文好奇，“以前那个呢？” “甩了，就在你俩刚闹离婚那段时间，那女孩来找过小妹。” 他的心一空，“然后呢？” “明天见面说吧，这小子实在不简单。” “曦辰！”他叫道，“我等不到明天了，马上来找你。” 欧杨珊跟冯烁说了来龙去脉。 冯烁想了想，说：“衣服是你生病的前一晚我怕你冷给你披上的，结果你还是冻坏了。” “跟你没关系。”她笑了笑。“都是我自己作的。” “就为这个，他不离？” “没事了，哪天我们再去趟就成了。” “他该不会是故意想拖吧？”他突然问了这么一句。