Chapter 21 Chapter Twenty

"Didn't I tell you a story?" "It's not true, is it?" "Why not." "You want me to be your girlfriend, your pretty sister?" "I ate something good recently and I became smarter!" "My God, when did Master Zhong fall in love with me?" "How can I find someone who tempts me to do this thing? I found you just to prevent this possibility!" "Speaking really hurts! How dare you guarantee that I will do it! I made a bet with Si Yao that I won't fall in love in the four years of college!" "I said before that I would like to ask you to do one thing for me. Now that it's time to fulfill it, are you going to retreat? Besides, I don't really want to talk to you about friends!"

"At that time, I owed you money. Now the checks have been refunded to you, and we only have the relationship between the boss and the employee. I didn't change jobs because of your help before, so I begged to stay with you as a woman." Maid. If I go to work with my brother, not only will I earn more money, but I won’t be bullied and abused! Haven’t I already paid back your favor?” "Is it because we have to add my brother to our conversation?" "……no……" Qi Shuo's biggest improvement after "entering Beijing" is that he learned from tit-for-tat confrontation that he can accept it when he sees it.She wants to find enough reasons to prove that this method will not work: "Do you think this is logical? How can you conclude that finding a fake girlfriend to make up for it can drive her away, and if I am her, a hundred women will pester you , I will not let go."

Zhong Jingtao was shocked by Qi Shuo's childish tenacity.He was momentarily unable to answer. Love between men and women - when men have fun with women's feelings, women will have more power to speak harshly.No matter who circles the ending of the relationship, no man is willing to admit that he has been put together by any woman. In contrast, women need to pretend to be victims of true feelings. They can say whatever they want, In the case of most absolute gender differences, no sound-minded man will weigh two pounds and listen to it without water. But men are different, whenever two people get along well and you irresponsibly say something about each other, and one day you betray, women have the right to threaten you to pay for what you said.This is nothing new either.So men are the first to learn to seek balance in unfair ethics, and regard their conquest as a capital to flaunt and highlight among men, and a reason to retreat and retain among women.

Such a reason can guarantee that they will enjoy being loved unilaterally for a long time.For women, "love" is equal to "being loved" as taught in elementary school mathematics, and the two ends of the equal sign can be interchanged. After Qi Shuo finished eating these life principles that he had picked out from some kind of reading material, Zhong Jingtao only uttered one sentence - "Crazy!" But he could listen to it a little bit, the previous self was such a seasoned and shameless person unintentionally, yes, he deliberately said many times in his heart that he didn't do it on purpose, and he even refused to say goodbye She said he loved her.And she, she was so nice, so nice that she refused to say anything about him.Stop thinking about her okay.No matter what, I still have to hurt her this time!

"There is one thing I might want to try. After all, you are not her. She is kinder than ordinary girls. If you were you, you can pretend to be pitiful as much as possible, pretending that you can't leave me. But she won't, I have the confidence to call She regards giving up as a charity and fulfillment, and she just wants to take advantage of her kindness again. At first she thought that I could protect her, but later she realized that the only one who can protect her is herself.” "Although I can't understand what you said at all, I can feel your shamelessness exactly! If you involve me, the problem will only get worse."

"No, as long as you help me pertinently... Besides, there is a dying life who wants this result." Qi Shuo didn't understand why Zhong Jingtao threatened him with this. She pretended to be calm and said in a steady voice: "Birth, old age, sickness and death are normal physiological cycles. Each of us must learn to face the imminent death from the moment we are born! Don't be afraid of death. With excessive sentimentality, you should dream of another country after your death. Even if there are countless injustices in the existence of life, at the moment when all the gains outweigh the losses and die together with life, all unsatisfactory things will be forgotten and reconciled Rest assured. Recently, after the tree burial, I heard a lot of good burial methods. There is a musical water burial, which is to put the ashes in a small wooden boat that can sing. After floating on the water for a month, the urn will dissolve... I recommend you to use this method!"

After she finished babbling like Tang Seng, Zhong Jingtao slapped her on the head unbearably: "Stop talking nonsense! I only know that normal people cry when they fall to the ground, unlike you Quack! Anyway, you must help me with this favor!" Qi Shuo jumped up, "Crack!" Closed the piano cover quickly - "Unless I'm crazy!" "Then don't blame me for not reminding you. If you don't want to do me this favor, I won't praise you for the report at the theater this weekend!" "You! Whatever you want!" After Qi Shuo finished speaking, he picked up his exercise shoes and ran out of the classroom. At the door, he ran into Liang Ming and Tao Xinyu who were practicing together. Zhong Jingtao avoided them and followed closely. After following Zhong Jingtao, Liang Ming was the only one left who stared blankly at the three of them.Zhong Jingtao ran only to catch up with a grimace in the elevator door, Qi Shuo was really pissed off, the first time he reported, he almost didn't show up for no reason.The second time I came to this set again, it was because I told him that I cherished this opportunity too much at first, so I let him use it as a threat again and again.I really can't imagine what kind of calculations Zhong Jingtao and his group are planning to come up with such an impersonal idea.The world is crazy.

Zhong Jingtao couldn't rush into the elevator to pull her out in front of so many people, so he could only watch the elevator close.Tao Xinyu witnessed Qi Shuo's strange face, and asked behind Zhong Jingtao: "Do you just like girls who are so childish? Don't you think it's too ignorant?" Zhong Jingtao didn't even look back at her, and said, "I don't think so. I think those who are watching the fire from the other side are even more fanciers." As soon as he finished speaking, he walked across the aisle and down the stairs.Liang Ming followed up without knowing the situation, and asked Tao Xinyu, "Are you still practicing? It looks like you are very tired."

Tao Xin said, "Practice!" In the past, during her menstrual period, she insisted on practicing. Even if the situation at this time is not as good as that at that time, there is only one rehearsal left, and the final report is about to be made. The basic joint physical strength must be guaranteed. The night before the report, Qi Shuo sent a message to Zhong Jingtao and asked in an almost certain tone: "Are you coming?" But Zhong Jingtao did not reply.On the day of the report, Zhong Jingtao did not arrive early, and Qi Shuo waited five minutes before the official start of the report, but before seeing him appearing in the backstage of the theater, Qi Shuo panicked and called, but the phone was turned off.I ran to his apartment to look for him, but to no avail.

Watching Qi Shuo running around anxiously, Tao Xinyu was overwhelmed by an inexplicable pleasure.If she hadn't been woken up by the severe pain, she might have been intoxicated in this kind of pleasure for a longer time. Lying in the hospital right now, she prepared for the worst, including her mother's reaction after she knew about it.Still tangled in speculation, Qi Shuo picked up a stack of lunch boxes and tiptoed into the room, "Xin Yu, I'll bring you some delicious food. The doctor said he needed food supplements. I don't think the special meals in the hospital taste good." , asked the small restaurant downstairs to stew a piece of fish for you."

The moment Qi Shuo opened the lunch box, the mixed aroma of rice and meat rushed into her nostrils, and she used all her strength to stop her stomach from crying.But Tao Xinyu didn't have any appetite at all, she looked at Qi Shuo's old smiling face, that kind of outdated romance was the past she regretted the most and couldn't grasp, she didn't like to miss herself with this smiling face: "It hurts to draw blood. ?" "what!" Qi Shuo didn't want Tao Xinyu to feel owed to himself, "It doesn't hurt, it's much better than breaking your waist." As he spoke, he brought a spoonful of bibimbap to Tao Xinyu's mouth. Tao Xinyu pushed her hand away and said, "I really don't want to eat it! You can eat it, so much blood has been drawn." "I'm not hungry at all, I'm very energetic!" Tao Xinyu asked again: "Do you know everything?" Qi Shuo couldn't react immediately, "Huh?" Tao Xinyu regained his composure, blinked slowly, and asked, "Don't you all know about me? When you were in a hurry, I also fell on the stage unluckily. After meeting you, I am always so unlucky. It seems that I have no hope of going to France. Are you feeling at ease now? The opportunity to study in France is within reach. You just need to wait for you and Zhong Jingtao to reconcile before showing a good performance to the leaders of the institute. Once... Hey, don't worry, I'll pull myself together, don't I have to go to the airport to see you off?" "Xin Yu, don't think so much, you should have a good rest!" Tao Xinyu narrowed his eyes, and said quietly: "Do you want me to rest forever? You can reap the benefits of fishing, what can you do, you have such a good life!" "Xin Yu..." Qi Shuo went to grab Tao Xinyu's hand, but was avoided again. "Where is my mother? Is she okay?" "Don't worry, I didn't ask Teacher Du to call Auntie. Teacher Du didn't blame you at all, she sympathized with you..." "Hmph, otherwise! What do you want from her?" Qi Shuo couldn't argue: "Xin Yu, that's not what I meant..." "go out!" "I can't go, I have to stay here with you, in case you can't think about it..." "That's not exactly what you want, don't worry, I have to save my poor life for my mother!" "Let me watch you eat something before leaving!" "I'm begging you, don't pretend to be here, pretend to be half dead, go-go!" Qi Shuo was taken aback by Tao Xin's uncontrollable roar, retreated in a panic, and left the ward trembling.All the way back to school, she was sad, not because of being misunderstood by her, but because of the bruises all over her body in the princess coat, and the innocent smile at the beginning, which now disappeared on her pale face. She recalled the pool of blood where she fell, so red and thick.She helped her onto Liang Ming's back, ran into the elevator, and could smell the blood dripping down her trousers, drop after drop! Back in the house, Qi Shuo thought that everyone was still frozen in heavy grief like her. On the school bus that was taking Tao Xinyu to the hospital just now, several girls surrounded Tao Xinyu with the head teacher nervously. She was still crying and kept telling her to be strong.She thought that it was time to report everyone's safety on her behalf, so as not to involve too much sadness.But the situation was not as she expected. When she opened the door, the room was full of girls in the class, and they were talking unscrupulously about Tao Xin's words: "Oh my god, I thought she broke something." It’s gone. I didn’t expect it to be like this! Just now I tried my best to move her under the car, and it smelled bad with my hands!” "That's all right, let her pretend to be a little quail to the boys in our class again!" "It's fierce enough! Jump on the stage with the child! No wonder Liang Mingtuo couldn't move!" "That man is not a thing! Tao Xinyu is eighteen years old, otherwise, accusing him of rape is absolutely valid!" "It's so old, and some junior high school students have sexual experience. This kind of thing has to be consensual, and a slap can't be slapped. Besides, how can you tell me? It's too late to hide it. It's not enough for her to embarrass herself! Still thinking I don't want to go to school anymore!" "That's right! Look at how scared the leaders under the stage were today? Do you think they know what's going on?" Fang Siyao answered: "Mr. Du, can you not talk? If she doesn't talk, we have to talk, how can such a corrupt person go to France! Right! Qi Shuo..." Fang Siyao switched her attention to Qi Shuo who slumped into the stool as soon as he entered the room, trying to create a little spark of resonance. Qi Shuo ignored his complaints, got up and kicked the stool hard, and went out the door without making a sound.She couldn't bear the insults of the classmates in the class, and Li Li and Fang Siyao followed and messed with each other. She couldn't bear it anymore!Fang Siyao followed her out, "Why can't she say so when you're here?" "It's fine if they say it, but you can say it anyway!" Fang Siyao said: "I followed suit. From the very beginning, I have never looked at her, and I also know that she is not a good thing. Since she can do it herself, shouldn't others say it?" "you you……" "What's wrong with me, among the girls in our class, who wants to see her except you! This time is just right, let her lie down in the hospital, you and Zhong Shao go to France!" Seeing Tao Xinyu's current miserable situation, how could Qi Shuo want to take advantage of the fire to rob her, she told Fang Siyao, "Okay, I don't have the heart to think about it. I almost forgot, Si Yao, if Xinyu's mother comes to the house , you and Li Li must not tell her about Xin Yu being sent to the hospital!" "Why...why?" "You didn't already say that, did you?" "When her mother came to the room to look for her just now, so many classmates were shouting there, it's my turn!" "What... oops!" Qi Shuo stomped his foot down, covering the soles of his feet in pain. When Tao Xinyu's mother rushed to the hospital, Tao Xinyu was still in a coma.The mother just wiped her tears and sighed one after another.She didn't dare to think about how her daughter suffered, and if she even thought about it, she wanted to open the window and jump off the building.Tao Xin asked for water twice, and a spoonful of warm water came to his mouth. The amount to swallow was estimated, but he felt that it was just right and too kind. Tao Xinyu opened her eyes and searched, and her mother's trembling hand appeared in front of her eyes. She didn't even have the courage to look at her face, her whole heart was instantly shattered in her chest, petal by petal, shiveringly.I really want to say "Mom". But this word has been trembling between the upper and lower lips, unable to pronounce it for a long time.Tao Yanran threw herself on her daughter, crying into a ball: "Xin Yu...you tell mom, which is not human! I must kill him..." Listening to her mother's heartbreaking, Tao Xin struggled to sob: "Mom, I'm sorry for you, really, I'm sorry for you...for you to have such a shameless daughter, I..." Tao Yanran also wanted to comfort her daughter, but she herself was in desperate need of comfort. She had a feeling of weightlessness that her feet couldn't touch the ground. Only the temperature when she was next to her daughter was real and balanced enough.She hugged her daughter tightly, swayed like a child, patted her on the back, and let out a moan of despair in her throat. Qi Shuo was called to the office to talk before the class teacher got off work.Du Bingxin knew that Qi Shuo was the best friend in class with Tao Xinyu, so maybe he could try to find a few breakthroughs through her. Class teacher, there is pressure from public opinion and pressure, she still has to figure it out publicly and rationally. "The teacher heard that you are good with Xinyu in class. Can you tell me, has she told you which boy she is dating at school? Or outside of school, anyway, it is a boy with a close relationship. She and Did you mention it?" Seeing that Qi Shuo didn't say a word, Du Bingxin thought he didn't express clearly, "Teacher means, do you know who Xin Yu is dating?" Qi Shuo still shook his head, she had the impression that Tao Xinyu never mentioned her personal affairs to her, "Teacher, I think... Xin Yu... Xin Yu must have some difficulties." Du Bing breathed a sigh of relief, probably he could only find out the reason from the person involved, he sighed and said to Qi Shuo, "Xin Yu's qualifications for election will be questioned if something like this happens, you are encouraging her as a competitor At the same time, we should not be restrained or affected by this matter. Today’s report is not ideal. The school arranged such an important performance opportunity for our first grade class. I hope you can cherish and value it. You hurry up and find Zhong Jingtao has resumed practice, and I hope that you can show the business level that our class should have before getting the chance for the next review!" Du Bingxin was sorting out the sundries on the desk while talking, planning to go to the hospital in person after work. "teacher……" Qi Shuo wanted to say something more, but was interrupted by Du Bingxin: "Oh, you go back first, I have to go to the hospital!" "Ms. Du, I... don't want to go to France anymore. When Xin Yu recovers, let her go. Her grades are better than mine, and she is more motivated than me. I think..." "I don't like children who give up easily. I also hope that Xinyu can recover as soon as possible so that she can participate in the competition. In the end, whoever of you can seize the opportunity depends on your own ability. If you give up casually, don't say it easily. It shouldn't be the style of students in our class!" After the conversation, Du Bingxin walked out of the school gate and saw her husband's car was already waiting at the gate.After getting in the car, there was no extra words, only said to the driver: "Go to the hospital!" The husband said: "What hospital are you going to? Another student in the class was injured? Aren't we picking up the old man and the child for dinner today?" "It's true that a student in the class has moved in, I'll go ask about the situation!" The husband put his arms around Du Bingxin's neck and leaned on his shoulder, "Look at you, didn't I say that you are not allowed to dress so beautifully at work? Which boy wouldn't lose his mind when he sees the youngest and most beautiful female professor in the whole school?" "You can do it!" Du Bingxin pushed away her husband's face, and shook his head far away.Ever since she had a child, she has become increasingly tired of the sweet talk that her husband is good at. She has undergone dystocia surgery, and objectively she is no longer allowed to have sex with men and women. The old professor believes in Buddhism, and the matter of lust is even more dirty in her opinion.She had also heard a thing or two about the unclean rumors about her husband being promiscuous.She didn't know how she had cultivated the demeanor of opening and closing one eye, but in the first few years of marriage, if she heard her husband praise other girls for their beauty, she would wish to pour a bottle of sulfuric acid on her face. Du Bingxin explained to her husband calmly, "This time the situation is different. A girl in my class had an accident when she reported to the hospital in the morning. When I saw red on the spot, I felt bad. After being sent to the hospital, it was found that she had suffered a massive bleeding from medicine. This matter is no small matter. She is a candidate for the French Art Festival. I am still hesitating whether to report to the leadership of the academy. If this is the case, it is absolutely possible to be ordered to drop out of school. Originally a very good child... Sigh... I have to ask about this matter." Seeing her husband listening blankly and not ordering the driver to drive, Du Bing asked impatiently: "What's the matter, you didn't listen to me?" Instead, he said to the driver, "Go to the Maternity and Children's Hospital first!"