Chapter 37 Thirty-six, parked spaceship

Chen Jianxia was sitting on a swivel chair, with a wide floor-to-ceiling glass in front of her eyes. The bridge across the river was outlined with a clear pearly back by the street lights along the way, quietly dormant in front of her eyes. Occasionally, a car passed by. Dive into the darkness on the other side. She didn't turn on the light, the only source of light was the bridge in the distance. It seems to be floating in the boundless and silent space, with no way back and no way back, maybe passing by one or two stars, maybe only myself in this life. The nervous mood that started when I stepped into the hotel finally calmed down at this moment.

Hearing the door of the bathroom behind him open, Jian Xia didn't look back, but asked, "Have you ever heard a song?" "What song?" Li Ran shook the water droplets on his hand while pulling another chair and sat next to her. Jian Xia hummed softly. "This beautiful Shangri-La, this lovely Shangri-La, I am deeply in love with her, I am in love with her..." Li Ran laughed, but instead of laughing at her for singing for a hotel as she imagined, he hummed along with her. Seeing that Xia's singing was a little out of tune, but for some reason, it was handy at this time, the melody was full of a slightly hoarse sweetness.Li Ran's clear voice joined in, even if she was slightly out of tune, it didn't matter, instead it formed a seamless harmony.

"I know this movie, it was made during the Republic of China, and it's called "Ying Fei Ren Jian." Li Ran said with a smile. Yes, there is nothing you don't know.Xia was full of pride. She curled up her feet, stepped on the edge of the swivel chair, stared blankly out of the window, and sighed for a while: "I actually lived in Shangri-La." Shangri-la.There must be many famous hotels in the world, but she only knows the best Shangri-La by the riverside in the provincial capital. Jian Xia remembered that an hour ago, when he said at the door of the dormitory that the dormitory was uninhabitable, the boy in his arms suddenly froze all over.

At that time, she hadn't reacted yet, she just thought that she had frightened him by jumping suddenly, and also felt that she was reckless, she buried her head and dared not make a sound, and took the fragrance from his T-shirt deeply into her chest with her breath, slightly After calming down, he let go of his hand and took a step back, lowering his head and explaining, "I haven't seen you for a long time....but I didn't want to hug you at first." She laughed, but Li Ran didn't respond.Seeing Xia froze, he raised his eyes to look at him, but Li Ran just stared at the street lamp stiffly, with a very suspicious expression, and his cheeks were even more suspicious.

"what happened to you?" Seeing Xia asked a few more times, Li Ran stammered and managed to squeeze out a sentence: "You, want to sleep with me, want to sleep with me...me...?" Chen Jianxia recalled this scene and still couldn't help but want to laugh out loud. After laughing, she was too shy, and after being shy, she wanted to laugh again. But she didn't dare to mention it again, Li Ran would definitely lose his face. But how can you blame him for thinking too much?When standing in the lobby of Shangri-La, Li Ran took her ID card to the front desk to open a room, Chen Jianxia was carrying a schoolbag and a wash bag, hiding behind the pillars of the arched corridor in the middle, far away, as if she was with Li Ran I don't know each other at all.

They are not the kind of unruly men and women who come out to open a room. So, if I knew this earlier, why did I say such suggestive words to him just now!Chen Jianxia was so ashamed that she almost buried her head in her chest. But it's always a joy - this is Shangri-La. Chen Jianxia was like a curious squirrel, staring at Li Ran as he swiped his card and pressed the number of floors—the railway bureau hotel still uses keys, Shangri-La is really advanced, she thought. Jian Xia suddenly asked: "Do you think I'm funny, I'm so excited to stay in a hotel... Or, you enjoy this state very much, I haven't seen anything before, and I listen to you in everything?"

"...What do you mean?" Li Ran turned his eyes from the floor light to Chen Jianxia in the corner, and asked very vigilantly, "Chen Jianxia, ​​do you want to quarrel again?" Jian Xia smiled and shook his head. "No, you really taught me a lot. You showed me a very different world. Anyway, from the first day I met you, I was a country bumpkin. I pretended to be in front of others, and faced you, no If you understand, you don’t understand.” "You're disgusting, what's the point of understanding this, the first time you swipe, the second time, and it's not doing math problems."

"You know what I mean!" Chen Jianxia frowned, "I'm sincerely telling you my heart and soul, why are you pretending to be stupid!" Heart and lung... Li Ran laughed loudly. Before swiping the card to enter the door, Li Ran suddenly asked her: "Aren't you afraid that the teacher in the dormitory will contact your mother, and they will find out that you don't come home at night? What if you are caught by your teacher again, and you have to break up with me for another half a year?" Li Ran's tone It's full of ridicule. Seeing that Xia didn't take it seriously, he laughed.

"How can it be half a year. And you are not afraid of breaking up your relationship. You can continue to cheer for the second class with your voice. Oh, you can't do it anymore. Because of you booing and fighting, their class was suspended." Li Ran couldn't help but reach out and rub her hair with Chen Jianxia's stern look. But at this moment, Chen Jianxia was sitting beside him, those contradictions and estrangements seemed fragmented, and he didn't know how to bring them up. "You don't count your words," she said for a long time, with a low voice and stubbornness, "you can only speak beautiful words. Do you understand my difficulties? It's not that I don't want to find you, but I can't help it. My mother and our teacher have been staring at me. I am different from you. You can take off the scarf when you are too hot. I take it off and don’t throw it away. What are you doing? Why do you go to their class to refuel? People use you Come on, she is for our monitor, what are you. Even if you are angry, you can't...can't..."

Chen Jianxia hugged her legs, put her chin on her knees, and curled up into a ball.A nagging and angry balloon. Lovers always think that they are reasoning, but they are led by emotions.When you are happy, you can promise to the other party, but when you are unhappy, you will ask for every little favor. But at least seeing that Xia's heart is soft now, the barriers of self-esteem have also collapsed, and the grievances and complaints that he usually refuses to talk about flow through the cracks in the wall, pouring Li Ran into a mess. Li Ran kept scratching the back of his head, and when he heard the end in silence, he could only smirk.

"Isn't it because I was anxious to see you. I... I'm confused." He said softly. "That's it?" She squinted at him. "What about that?" Yes, what else can I do.Seeing that Xia wriggled his toes, he stopped talking. "Why don't you turn on the light?" Li Ran seemed to have nothing to say, and he was about to stand up and touch the master switch, but Chen Jianxia grabbed his arm. "Don't you think sitting here with the lights off is like operating a spaceship?" "spacecraft?" "Well. I'm the captain, and you're the co-pilot." There was a light in her eyes. Li Ran wrote the words "Are you sick" all over his face. Seeing Xia let go of his hand in embarrassment, Li Ran didn't turn on the light, but stood in front of her, blocking the light from the window. It's him who shines now. "Where do you want to go, Captain?" He asked solemnly, and gave a military salute, which made her laugh out loud. Chen Jianxia leaned on the armrest with his elbows, not daring to look at the young man in front of him, but his heart beat violently, causing his chest to swell.After a while, she said softly: "Just stop here first." Li Ran was stunned: "Stop...here?" The whole world was silent for a few seconds. "See Xia?" "Ok?" Seeing that Xia instinctively raised her head following the sound, she didn't expect that Li Ran quickly leaned towards her, and his face zoomed in and zoomed in quickly in the field of vision, until it was too close to be blurred, and the youthful breath overwhelmed her. Chen Jianxia's mind went blank. It turned out that this is the kiss. There are no tiptoes and umbrellas thrown behind the back in the movie, only moist breaths and gentle temptations, heartbeats like drums and accidentally collided teeth, and smiles that were bitten by him before they had time to bloom. Jian Xia closed her eyes, gently rubbing and grabbing the back of his hand. Let's stop here for our spaceship. Chen Jianxia curled up under the quilt, buried her head in it, her cheeks pressed tightly against the soft mattress, and laughed like a fool. Now she was alone.Li Ran kissed her, rubbed her hair, and said hoarsely, I...I have to go. Chen Jianxia was like a hot water bottle that was heated by itself, scorching the bed on one side until it was hot, and then turned over to sleep on the other side, repeating the cycle. What would happen if the kiss went down?She thought sinfully, quickly dispelling the thought, and then the ghost lingered.Like a flower growing on a cliff, all the people who fell told themselves not to reach out to pick it. In this world, apart from the pride of being admitted to Zhenhua, the pride of convincing my mother and younger brother, and the hope of running towards a bright and correct future, there is also a kind of unfathomable joy, so strange, but like reunion after a long absence.You don't even need to see it, just think about it and be happy. She was so blissfully insomnia that she got out of bed, opened the blackout curtains, and stood barefoot in front of the French windows. Did you see it all?Pressing her forehead against the cold glass, she whispered to the tower in the darkness. The bridge is still lit, it is a runway extending into the distance, it is both a return journey and a departure.