Chapter 35 Thirty-four, metamorphosis

At Xuhui's birthday party, Li Ran asked Jian Xia if he wanted to come, and Chen Jianxia's reply was as he expected: "The exam is coming soon, I need to study hard." In this case, she would indeed feel uncomfortable. The people who came were all Xu Hui's friends, but it was Li Ran's treat, who made him rich.The waiter brought in a case of Tsingtao beer and told them that they would refund the undrinked ones at the checkout. A buddy laughed strangely: "You look down on us?" The waiter girl opened a dozen bottles for them with a smile.Before the cake came, Xu Hui drank too much.

Fortunately, Chen Jianxia didn't come on such an occasion.Some of this group of people are studying in vocational high schools, and some are not in school anymore. They talk about meat and vegetables, and sometimes Li Ran feels nauseous when he hears it.During the meeting, someone asked about Li Ran's recent situation, and Xu Hui said that he had a girlfriend who was good at studying and was taken to self-study every day.Everyone booed and asked him to take it out to see. Many people know that Li Ran has a girlfriend who is good at studying, but no one has ever seen him. He himself hadn't seen his "girlfriend" for a long time.

Chen Jianxia kept calm until the end of the final exam, and never saw Li Ran again.She still sends text messages every day, and within three rounds, she will say, "I'm going to study." After walking for a short distance with Yu Dan that night, she was deeply stimulated. Yu Dan is never in a hurry, keeps his needles in his mouth, and speaks in a decent manner. He never speaks harshly, but expresses his distrust and contempt to the fullest—at least that's how Chen Jianxia feels. "There will definitely be some temptations in big cities, but you must know what is the right way. Girls must respect themselves."

Before Yu Dan left, he put down such a sentence, which almost made Chen Jianxia tremble with anger, but he still pretended not to understand, and obediently received the training. Why am I not self-respecting?Chen Jianxia gritted her teeth and sat at the desk, full of resentment and nowhere to vent, when Li Ran called her to ask her how she was doing, she yelled at the phone: "Don't contact me in the future!" Li Ran didn't jump: "Calm down first, go to sleep." He hung up the phone first. Strange to say, Li Ran encouraged Chen Jianxia countless times not to care about other people's feelings, not to tremble like a squirrel with Parkinson's disease all the time. Don't dare to look at people.

However, Yu Dan completely inspired Chen Jianxia's exuberant self-esteem. Chen Jianxia didn't try to be a good student with all sincerity, and stared at the podium with a pair of dog eyes every day, waiting for Yu Dan to change her opinion. There are many top students in Zhenhua, Chen Jianxia is not uncommon, Yu Dan has no obligation to protect her inner pride, Chen Jianxia knows it well, so she resents herself even more for her incompetence.She has been the teacher's darling since she was a child, why was she ever suspected and despised by her head teacher like this? Lu Linlin turned her head and said to Chen Jianxia: "I heard Yu Dan call Zheng Jiashu to the door this morning, as if he was asking about your stay in the dormitory."

Chen Jianxia didn't raise her head. But she sneered.Lu Linlin was stunned for a while, but she didn't dare to fart, so she hurriedly turned back. The yin fire was too hot, and it deformed Chen Jianxia. In the final exam, Xia Xia did well in the exam, ranking sixth in the class, and entered the top 30 in the school year.Although I mainly rely on English and Chinese to raise my score, my mathematics, physics and chemistry are also very average, without partial subjects or shortcomings. I am very satisfied with Jian Xia. Of course, she didn't think that this would make Yu Dan look up to her.A person guarding a golden room, of course, would not care about a gold-plated nail clipper.

But at least she was able to straighten her back more.When meeting Yu Sisi in the corridor again, Xia raised her head for the first time and smiled at her. Made the other party laugh out loud. Why do people read books?Seeking knowledge or getting rid of poverty? Jian Xia still couldn't give her own answer.However, she vaguely understands that this is a path with no other choice, and the dignity, pride, vanity and fear hidden in her heart must be fed by grades. She has no choice. After the final exam, Jian Xia sent a text message to Li Ran who had been silent for a long time, saying, I think I have changed.

It took Li Ran a long time to answer: It will continue to change. Chen Jianxia had already packed the package before he received a beaming call from his mother, telling her not to come back and the whole family would go to the provincial capital to find her the day after tomorrow. "Your dad will come over to hold a parent-teacher meeting tomorrow, and Xiaowei and I will drive there the day after tomorrow." "Come to play? I told the dormitory teacher that I will leave the day after tomorrow. The teachers can't take the holiday, and the water in the dormitory will be cut off. Then I will stay in the hotel with you."

"You don't need to stay in a hotel," my mother said on the other end of the phone in a mysterious and irrepressible joy, "I will rent a house when I go." "what?" The younger brother Chen Zhiwei is also coming to the provincial capital to study. Seeing Xia sitting in the mirror listening to her mother chattering; the family all praised Xia’s temperament improved after going to the provincial capital to study, and she was very generous. As expected, the child still had to go to the big city to exercise; Xiaowei had long wanted to come to study, The teaching level of junior high schools in the county is not good at all, and the teachers don't care about fighting every day. It is rare for Xiaowei to be so motivated by his sister's influence. The children have ideas. How can parents hold back?

"What about the account?" She asked while gnawing on the leg of lamb. "Borrow first, and then go back to the county to take the exam in the third grade of junior high school," my mother habitually wiped her brother's lips, but he avoided him in disgust, "Our Xiaowei can also be admitted to Zhenhua Special Recruitment like my sister, right? " "Where can I borrow it?" "No. 8 Middle School, I heard from your aunt that No. 8 Middle School is either number one or number two. The best one is the High School Attached to Normal University. I really can't get in."

As soon as I went, I went to No. 8 Middle School.Jian Xia felt a little distasteful, although he had been used to this inequality for so many years. "Auntie did it for you?" "Your aunt doesn't have that ability," Mom sneered, "Your father is a colleague, you have met, Xiao Lu. Xiao Lu's father is the vice-principal of No. 8 Middle School, and we made a match. It’s too troublesome to have an active household registration.” "Aunt Lu's own daughter is also in the first grade of junior high school, why not include her daughter?" Mom heard that something was wrong in Xia Hua's voice, and gave her a white look: "Why are you so sour? You don't like it?" "No." Mother took a toothpick to pick the conch meat, and sighed: "You treat everyone like your mother, and you don't care how much hard work you have to do for the two of you? How can Xiao Lu give up his job to accompany the child to the provincial capital?" "Then you and my dad?" Jian Xia was surprised. "Your father is still at home, and he will come over during the holidays; I found a job here, and your uncle's canteen is recruiting people, and no one is willing to go because he has no budget. Anyway, he is not tired. I will accompany you two here." Maybe I noticed that Chen Jianxia didn't show any special joy on his face, and saw that Xia's mother was very upset: "Why, do you think I'm here to control you? I think you are really wild by yourself. I don't care about you, you Dad is going to hold a parent-teacher meeting, and your Teacher Yu deliberately left a few parents of non-local students here to let us care more, especially the girls, who are alone outside, and if there is something that does not know the severity, there is no time to cry." Chen Jianxia once again burned to Tianling Gai, but he didn't say anything. In the crowded restaurant, her soul seemed to be floating. During the whole summer vacation, Jian Xia didn't see Li Ran.She made a phone call to explain the new situation at home to Li Ran, and Li Ran expressed his understanding. I don't know if I really understood, or if I completely misunderstood her and avoided him. Anyway, Li Ran didn't take the initiative to contact her in the summer.Seeing Xia staring at the sun, she accompanied her mother and younger brother to the shops and scenic spots that Li Ran took her to visit, and dully told the folklore that Li Ran had heard to her impatient younger brother again.Those romantic churches we had seen together at dusk also became hideous under the pale summer sun. Chen Jianxia's only struggle is to insist on living in the school dormitory.In the past, she could study until midnight and stay in bed for a while in the morning. Anyway, it only takes three minutes to walk from the dormitory to school.But my mother rented the house near No. 8 Middle School. Seeing that Xia had to take a bus to go to school in the morning, it would take more than half an hour at the fastest. Mom couldn't hold her back, and she probably felt a little ashamed, so she let go after Xia's father persuaded her. Seeing Xia returning to her small pigeon cage with her big and small parcels, she felt the joy of being free again. It was the end of summer again, Qiuhu was sweating all over her body, and the jeans stuck to her legs, and she took them off like skinning. She sat on the bed wiping sweat with only her underwear on, raised her head mysteriously, and looked at the closed door. She suddenly expected a hairy head poking in, yelling at her brazenly, opening the door and dressing like this, how shameless are you? The door was closed tightly and locked.No such person will appear. Only the vacant seat proved that Yu Zhouzhou had left, and the first group maintained the seriousness of the past, no matter who left. Yu Dan re-adjusted his seat.Xin Rui's deskmate sat with Li Zhenping, but Chen Jianxia was moved back a row, and sat next to Yu Sisi and in front of Chu Tiankuo. After Yu Dan finished announcing, Xia Xia was still frozen in his seat. What does it mean? She carried the things and walked over silently, Yu Sisi helped her tidy up with a smile, and made way for her. Yu Dan in front of the podium looked at it for a while, smiled reassuringly, and left with the lesson plan. Yu Sisi immediately whispered in Chen Jianxia's ear, "Teacher Yu asked me to keep an eye on you." Chen Jianxia smiled slightly, and looked at Yu Sisi: "She is sick. If you have the guts, tell her what I said." Yu Sisi was completely dumbfounded. It was such an ordinary morning of the new semester, without any warning, the beast in Chen Jianxia's heart broke out of its cage.