Chapter 30 Twenty-nine, you who can't spell

Li Ran let go of her hand at the door of the dormitory building, the back of Chen Jianxia's hand was already slightly wet with his warm sweat, and the cold wind blew very cold. "Then I'll go back." Jian Xia lowered her head and stared at her toes, unconsciously drawing one after another on the soft fresh snow. "Come on, oh, by the way, you can take all these and listen to them. If you listen to that one, you'll get bored. I'll search again when I get home. If there are any good ones, I'll give them to you tomorrow." Tomorrow, McDonald's.Chen Jianxia understood the important meaning and nodded heavily.

"Why?" Chen Jianxia shook the CD in his hand.Why so gentle? Li Ran blinked in confusion: "Why? Isn't it because you can't afford it yourself?" Do you have any brains!Chen Jianxia suddenly wanted to hit that dog's face with his rice bag. Just as she was about to push open the heavy iron door, a voice suddenly came from behind: "It's okay." "What's all right?" Li Ran's entire face was wrapped in the white air of his breath: "It doesn't matter how noisy the family is, after all..." They love you after all, right?What a panacea.

Chen Jianxia smiled helplessly but gratefully at Li Ran who was at the bottom of the steps. But Li Ran shouted loudly: "After all, they are them, and you are you, and it's not what you begged to be born. The whole family doesn't need to lose face together." ... Sure enough, a dog can't spit out ivory. Chen Jianxia instinctively wanted to defend her family. Human beings are really strange, she obviously came to the provincial capital to escape, why does she feel offended when others say it?Thinking of this, Chen Jianxia was stunned for a while. "Will you speak nicely?"

"It's fine if you understand what I mean. It's not that you are not allowed to be filial to them. You are yourself, and you don't need to be embarrassed for others, even if you are your own parents." "Then how did you grow into what you are now, and your six relatives don't recognize you?" "Why don't I recognize it anymore?" Li Ran was not happy, "I just recognize it in a different way from you ordinary people." "Then what do you think...then you think I'm different from them? Then what am I like?" Why are people always so eager to confirm their position in the other person's heart when there is love in their hearts?How do you define me, how do you evaluate me, how do you think of me... It seems that after living for many years, the facial features are suddenly erased, and the brush is stuffed into the other party. Please repaint me with the face you like.

"What are you like?" Chen Jianxia looked at Li Ran nervously. He rubbed his hands and thought for a while, then suddenly smiled. "I don't know." He shook his head. Chen Jianxia couldn't help feeling a little disappointed. "I think," Li Ran added, "I don't think you are the real you yet. As for the real one, I don't know. But I think it's good to be like this now." "real?" "It's really good. Let's go!" She watched him cross the intersection and run toward a taxi. When Chen Jianxia fell asleep, she curled up, her left hand held tightly against her chest, surrounded by her whole body, but it didn't seem as warm as his palm.

In fact, when she was standing at the gate, she wanted to kiss him. When he said, this is fine now—she suddenly wanted to rush down the steps, hug him, and ask, what about this? Chen Jianxia fantasized about her first kiss many times. The date was many male stars, and once it was a very tall sports student in the next class of junior high school. These are all black boxes in Chen Jianxia's heart. I refused to face it myself, and felt extremely ashamed. Those guys who started holding hands secretly in the upper grades of elementary school must think that a nerd like Chen Jianxia doesn't know what love is.

Why don't you know.There are also many butterflies in her chest, fluttering, but they can't see them. You should have a clear mind, pick the right person, cherish and value them, stick to one thing, and grow old together. Is Li Ran such a person?Of course not, she must find someone who is well educated. Chen Jianxia was instantly taken aback by her own snobbery. Thinking about it carefully, it was ridiculously childish. Never tell anyone. She hid in the bed and thought wildly, giggling for a while and being sad for a while, then she felt that it was fine to go on like this, and then she was worried that she would bump into someone she shouldn't bump into next time...

Chen Jianxia suddenly turned over and got out of bed, standing barefoot on the ground.The room is not dark when the lights are turned off, and the snowy night is always brighter. The street lights are reflected on the window lattices, and the window grilles are radiant. She closed her eyes, stood on tiptoe, and kissed the air lightly. They later studied together at McDonald's after school every day. To be precise, only Chen Jianxia studied by himself, and occasionally helped Li Ran with two papers that had to be crossed.After bumping into Yu Dan once again at McDonald's, I moved to Pizza Hut, which is a little farther away—it's a little more expensive than McDonald's, and there are high-back sofa seats, so the chance of meeting classmates is relatively small, which is good for ducking to avoid.

But no one mentioned the holding hands that day.No one has ever asked what this kind of avoidance is afraid of.Those who clean up themselves still have ghosts in their hearts, and no one takes the initiative to explore them. Li Ran no longer played tricks on Chen Jianxia. When they met in school, he would cooperate with Chen Jianxia and pretend that they didn't know each other.However, every time after meeting, Chen Jianxia turned his back and left, the corners of his mouth always raised uncontrollably. Holding a secret gives people a huge sense of superiority. Of course, when passing by the gate of class two, she bumped into Li Ran and a group of junior high school students including Ling Xiangqian laughing and frolicking, so she had to move forward steadily without changing her expression.

It is also really strange that people are getting closer and closer, but the boundaries are becoming clearer and clearer.Lengtouqing rushes into the hearts of others with a passion, and he has to be hurt by the power grid once before he knows where to go around. Chen Jianxia heard a few boys chatting loudly behind him who were also going to the bathroom. "Finally let go?" "Put down what?" It was Li Ran's impatient voice. "What are you pretending to be? Didn't you walk around when you saw Ling Xiangqian before?" "What if I don't go around, I don't have a good relationship with you, who doesn't know that you, her and Jiang Chuan grew up wearing a pair of pants."

"I can't take it anymore. You're still so sour. I think you're so normal. I thought you were all well." "Get lost!...Hey, how is Ling Xiangqian doing recently? Why does she look listless?" Chen Jianxia walked a few steps faster, turned into the women's bathroom, and couldn't hear clearly anymore. Studying with Li Ran did not disturb Chen Jianxia's steps, and she was never distracted by Xiaolu's bumping into or chatting, on the contrary, her efficiency was extremely high. "Sometimes it's really cool to see you doing the questions. You can calculate the results line by line, and you can get a pair of answers. Hey, they're all right! It's quite a sense of accomplishment." "envious?" "I'm not envious." Li Ran yawned and continued to read. Li Ran is really difficult to understand.He would hold a book and read it there with gusto—last month he even dressed mushrooms in sackcloth and mourning. "Do you understand?" "Just look at it, do you have to dig out its meaning word by word? How boring." Seeing Xia rolled her eyes, Li Ran didn't raise her head, and accurately picked up a pack of unopened tomato sauce and smashed it on her forehead. "I'm not the only good student you know," Chen Jianxia muttered, "There's nothing to envy." "None of them are as serious as you. Their eyes glowed when they were doing the questions, and they were so hard to write that even the broken lead splashed on my face." Jian Xia felt a little uncomfortable, what do you mean, among all the good grades, I am the only one who is serious, so you say I am stupid? "Yes, I'm not as smart as Ling Xiangqian." Li Ran's gaze slowly shifted from classical Chinese to Chen Jianxia, ​​tilting his head in confusion: "What does this have to do with her?" Chen Jianxia didn't answer, but bit his lip and calculated the formula of universal gravitation fiercely, breaking the automatic lead again. "Look, look, it's splashed on my face again!" Li Ran was holding the lead lead and was about to say something, but was interrupted by a male voice. "Chen Jianxia?" "Wang Nanyu?" Jian Xia looked up in surprise, "Are you here for dinner?" Wang Nanyu was a little embarrassed: "I invited my supervisor to dinner. I just finished eating and sent him away. I suddenly found that I left my gloves here. I saw you as soon as I came in." "How is work? Last time we agreed to go out for dinner, and we have another monthly exam..." Li Ran watched in disbelief as Chen Jianxia left their table with a smile, walked to the sofa seat next to the boy who appeared out of nowhere, and sat down. Wang Nanyu happily talked about how he passed the probationary period. "Actually, it's not a serious job, but our travel agency is not a deceitful company, and the management is quite formal. Although the manager is my cousin, I still feel that I should pass the probationary period by myself, and I can't mess around just because I am a relative. established the rules." "Sure, you're fine." Chen Jianxia smiled brightly, Wang Nanyu was so enthusiastic that he couldn't look away, he was a little flattered—did he do something extraordinary? "The line I run is a ski resort. By the way, do you want to go? If you are not busy with your studies next weekend, come and play. Let me tell my uncle that it doesn't matter if you add a classmate to the group. It doesn't cost any money! " "Does it cost money to add two?" Li Ran interrupted. Chen Jianxia's expression froze, and Li Ran who appeared at the table smiled at Wang Nanyu: "Hi, I'm Chen Jianxia's... classmate." What does that long pause mean? Wang Nanyu smiled friendly, and was about to speak when Li Ran had already sat back on his sofa, which made Wang Nanyu very embarrassed. Chen Jianxia understood what Li Ran meant.Wang Nanyu took her away as soon as he entered the door. He didn't even see Li Ran who was sitting across from him. He was taking revenge.If someone ignores him once, he will ignore him once. Chen Jianxia rolled his eyes, but Wang Nanyu happened to see him: "You have become lively." "Have it?" "Yeah, you didn't take the initiative to call me before and told me to keep in touch. We didn't talk in class before, and everyone said you were arrogant behind your back, so I was quite surprised." "I just don't like to talk, but I know all the gossip you guys are talking about." Jian Xia smiled, "I listened secretly. I know that Li Chen and Rao Xiaoting broke up before graduation." "The two of them are reconciled now," Wang Nanyu became excited when talking about gossip, "Li Chen and I are buddies, you know. He told me to do business with Rao Xiaoting, go to Guangzhou to buy goods and sell them back. Our county There aren't many serious places to buy clothes, and I think they'll do it." It was the first time for Chen Jianxia to get to know this group of strangers who had been sitting in the same classroom with her for three years.Some people serve as soldiers, some go to the train station to carry big bags, some take over the factory at home, and the whole family is very rich, but they live directly on the upper floor of the shoe factory and sleep directly on the sofa with all the springs... She didn't know whether she listened with such relish because she was really shocked by Baiwei's life, or because of the pleasure of revenge on Li Ran? Chen Jianxia and Wang Nanyu talked very happily, and there was a sense of elation that cleansed herself - no one should think that she is lonely and pitiful, she also has classmates, friends, chattering circles and full of tacit understanding, but because of them They are not in Zhenhua, so they have no way to gather in the corridors and block the passages to perform Long live friendship in public. I'm not the only friend with you.Chen Jianxia was furious. After thinking about it again, I feel that Li Ran is pitiful. Even a fool could see that she was deliberately leaving him alone. She was indeed angry, but the reason was really untenable.He was innocent and could have just picked up his bag and walked away, but he didn't. Li Ran sat there flipping, flipping upside down, flipping upside down, and at a glance, he knew that he was just pretending. But he still didn't go. He didn't leave.Why should she. "... Later, the tourist was still hanging on the tree, and the six rescuers all..." "Wang Nanyu!" "what?" Chen Jianxia blushed: "On the weekend...on the weekend, I want to go skiing, I...I'll give you the money, can I bring one more person?" Wang Nanyu smiled broadly, but his eyes were a little lonely. "Of course it's okay." He glanced at Li Ran who was separated from them by a wide aisle, "I'll tell my uncle to call you. Well, it's already late, I have to go first, I live At my uncle's house, it's not good to go back too late. You also go back to school early." Chen Jianxia watched him leave in a hurry, feeling a little guilty for some reason. "Come on, why are you feeling uncomfortable? Do you really think the whole world is robbing you?" Li Ran sarcastically said from the side. "Why do you want to do this?" Chen Jianxia was furious, "When you laughed at me, every sentence was so poisonous, I doubted that you could read minds. You can't see why I'm unhappy when you are so good at reading people? You are so So many friends, so many junior high school classmates, among them are smart girls who you care about and who study effortlessly, why spend time with me in the restaurant every day? It's not that I don't have friends, and you don't need to be so arrogant, after all Who is lonely and pitiful and who needs others to accompany, I really can't tell!" The book in Li Ran's hand fell on the table, and he stared at Chen Jianxia with his mouth half-opened in shock, his expression quickly changed from the sneer just now to the usual confusion. "Good eloquence...why didn't I notice it before?" He actually praised her and applauded her. A punch in the cotton.Chen Jianxia was so angry that he had a headache, strode back to his seat and began to frantically collect things, but was held down by Li Ran vigorously. "Don't go, I heard it all," Li Ran suddenly smiled, "Should we go skiing this weekend?" The topic changed too quickly, Chen Jianxia was stunned. Li Ran is shameless: "I overheard it." "Your family is so rich, why should you go to other people's free group..." Chen Jianxia's speech speed like a machine gun gradually slowed down, and he looked up at him. "Go with you!" Li Ran had a flattering face, and laughed dryly, almost drooling and wagging his tail. Thousands of words choked in his chest.Chen Jianxia felt dizzy for a while. How can you feel like this when you like someone?One second you wanted to tear him apart, but the next second, you squatted on the ground crying and picking it up, not knowing how to put it together. "If it's possible, Wang Nanyu will tell me." "No, we'll go by ourselves!" "Whoever is with you is us. Wait for my news. We won't meet until the itinerary is confirmed. I haven't studied hard because of your disturbance recently. It's almost the end of the term. I have to concentrate." "It's still a while before the end of the semester, what are you doing?" "It's not the good students you know. I'm different. I'm stupid, so I have to concentrate." After Chen Jianxia finished speaking, he pushed open the iron door and walked away angrily, and an exasperated voice came from behind: "There is no end, Chen Jianxia, ​​why are you so competitive!" She paused for a moment, neither turning her head nor rebutting. After hiding in the hall of the dormitory building, she turned around to look secretly. Li Ran was still standing under the streetlight staring at the door. Jian Xia suppressed the urge to run back, and abruptly persuaded himself to leave. It's a petty temper, but it's not all a petty temper.She didn't want to be a companion for no apparent reason, and become the next best thing in his life after Ling Xiangqian and Yu Sisi. She is the one who thinks "it's fine to go on like this";After Chen Jianxia reflected on herself, she even felt a little sad for Li Ran - he can't be blamed, no matter how insightful the world is, it is impossible for a person to understand women. When she changed into her pajamas and lay down on the bed staring at the ceiling, a sentence lingered in her mind. That night, Li Ran said: Chen Jianxia, ​​I don't think you are the real you now. Today, Li Ran said, Chen Jianxia, ​​why are you so competitive. How could she be competitive? She knew how much she weighed, so how could she compare herself to Ling Xiangqian.She is a person who is stared at by Yu Sisi and Li Zhenping and quickly writes a small note in a low voice to ask for peace. When she gets the report card, she hopes that Yu Zhouzhou, who is at the same table, will be a little higher than herself. How can she be so competitive? A person with a strong heart, how could it be. The left hand he had held was pressed against his chest, and a heart heaved stubbornly under his hand. Chen Jianxia suddenly felt that she was very strange. At noon the next day, she received a call from her father, saying that she would come to the provincial capital on a business trip on weekends to attend cadre training. weekend.Wang Nanyu sent her a text message early in the morning saying that his uncle agreed to entertain two classmates, and she could choose whatever she wanted on Saturday and Sunday. "Xiao Xia, the itinerary is quite tight this time. I can only have dinner with you after the meeting on Friday. On Saturday we will go to the resort to accompany the leaders to do activities together, so we won't be staying in the provincial capital." Chen Jianxia breathed a sigh of relief. "Okay, I'll find you as soon as school is over on Friday! Do you live in the Railway Bureau Hotel? It's next to our school! I know a restaurant that's delicious, but I haven't been there yet. Let's go there, and I invite you !" "Silly girl," Dad smiled over there. For some reason, Chen Jianxia felt that Dad seemed to be very happy and relaxed. It was very different from the state at home, and he was much kinder to her, "Okay, you invite me, I will pay, okay right?" When he hung up the phone, Yu Zhouzhou walked into the boiling water room with a glass of water in his hand. Seeing her holding the phone, he smiled slightly, which was meaningful. "No." Chen Jianxia shook his head. "Oh." Yu Zhouzhou didn't ask much, and was a little disappointed, but it made Jianxia laugh - Yu Zhouzhou never asked too much, but he always gave just the right amount of care and indifference. It would be great if I were such a person. It was getting closer and closer to Friday, and no one bowed their heads first.Chen Jianxia didn't reply Wang Nanyu's exact date for a long time, but he didn't refuse him either. On Friday, the leaders of the Education Bureau came to inspect, and the school canceled the last self-study class. Chen Jianxia ran back to the dormitory to put down his schoolbag, then walked to the lobby of the Railway Bureau Hotel, and called his father when he arrived. The bell rang in the hall. Xia Xun looked back and saw her father and a young aunt standing behind the glass door at the corner. The aunt's hands were helping her father straighten his collar. "Xiao Xia, are you here?" Dad took a step back, away from Auntie, and looked around in the hall. Chen Jianxia instinctively quickly retreated behind the curtains of the French windows. "Not yet," she said, "it will be soon!"