Chapter 25 Twenty-four, do you like me?

Chen Jianxia suddenly felt very lonely. When she was in junior high school, she despised those so-called "good sisters" who held hands today and said bad things about each other the next day—but she couldn't tell whether she had no friends because of her despise, or despised because she had no friends.Chen Jianxia studied hard, had lofty aspirations, did not compete with sparrows, went to the bathroom alone, and walked home alone... From this point of view, he was quite unique. Maybe it's just because, at that time, she didn't have anything on her mind. Now that she really wanted to talk to someone, she realized that she was very lonely. The classroom couldn't keep her busy, and she was full of thoughts. She opened the gate and let it out, but there was no destination.

Can you hear me talk?Won't you laugh at me after listening to it?Won't you be polite on the surface and impatient inside?Won't you turn around and tell Lu Linlin and the others? Chen Jianxia secretly glanced at Yu Zhouzhou several times but couldn't open her mouth. Yu Zhouzhou was buried in the manga without raising her head. Even if she made eye contact, she still had a chance to speak.But no.Seeing that school was about to end, the classroom was a little restless, and Xia finally summoned up the courage to say to Yu Zhouzhou, "Are you free?" Yu Zhouzhou raised his head in confusion: "Huh?"

At this moment, the school bell rang, and everyone got up to collect their things. The whole teaching building was noisy, and Jian Xia's words were drowned out before they could be exported. Life is so embarrassing. She shook her head with a wry smile, and said to Yu Zhouzhou, "No, it's nothing, you can collect your things." "You want to talk?" Chen Jianxia nodded immediately. Why is everyone so cool except herself. But being friends is never easy. In ten minutes, Chen Jianxia first declared incoherently that she was not such a reckless person. She knew that everyone was unfamiliar, but she still didn't know who to talk to—oh, by the way, are you in a hurry to go home?If you’re in a hurry, we’ll talk another day, it’s okay, it’s really okay...

Yu Zhouzhou had been sitting on the window sill in the corridor watching her silently, making Chen Jianxia break out in a cold sweat. Why is she so stupid and petty.The polite words were all very rigid - on the day of the military training, how Yu Sisi approached her intimately and casually, how a few words caught her and made her go around. After living for 17 years, the only one who approached effortlessly was Li Ran. Now it is discovered that this closeness may only be an illusion of her own. "Why don't you ever smile?" Chen Jianxia finally couldn't help asking Yu Zhouzhou after speaking dryly.

Yu Zhouyi was taken aback, lowered his head and thought for a while, and said, "I used to laugh a lot." "what about now?" Yu Zhouzhou then smiled, very lightly, it couldn't even be called a smile.She shook her head: "Don't talk about me." Jian Xia felt that she was overstepping, and was even more at a loss. Yu Zhouzhou tilted his head and said, "I'm not in a hurry to go home, and I won't tell others what you said, but it may not be able to comfort or help you. But I will try my best." How can there be such a difference in temperament from person to person.

Chen Jianxia didn't want to confide at the moment, she just wanted to hit the wall. After shivering with Yu Zhouzhou for more than half an hour, Chen Jianxia couldn't explain her situation clearly.But Yu Zhouzhou listened seriously as she promised. "You're so handsome," Yu Zhouzhou smiled a little, "I mean the sentence that you run on Yu Sisi. She likes everything she likes like Ling Xiangqian." Jian Xia was a little embarrassed. "But how do you know that Yu Sisi actually likes Li Ran and not that so-called buddy?" Yu Zhouzhou questioned. Chen Jianxia looked at the ceiling and thought for a while: "If it wasn't like this, why would she insist on punishing me to death?"

"That's true," Yu Zhouzhou nodded, "Do you want to know about Ling Xiangqian? She and I were classmates in elementary school, in different classes, so we don't know much. She and one of my...classmates grew up together and have a good relationship." Jian Xia ignored the "classmate" who had paused for a long time, and boldly asked straightforwardly: "How is he?" Yu Zhouzhou: "Okay. Just a little silly?" "Silly?" "Ah, you're asking Ling Xiangqian," Yu Zhouzhou felt a little embarrassed, "Her personality seems to be different now. After all, she has grown up."

"What was it like when you were in elementary school?" "You care about what you were doing at that time," Yu Zhouzhou laughed at her, "I didn't develop at that time, and Li Ran didn't know her yet." Chen Jianxia almost choked on his saliva. "Yu Sisi said that Li Ran likes Ling Xiangqian, why are you upset? Could it be that you like Li Ran?" Yu Zhouzhou asked. Like like like like.Perhaps the corridors in the administrative area are too wide and safe. Chen Jianxia no longer panics when he hears this question, but just stares blankly at the tip of his shoes, and taps on the edge of the wall with his heels: "I don't know. . . . you Is there anyone you like?"

Yu Zhouzhou finally showed a sweet smile that surprised Chen Jianxia, ​​with crooked eyes, like a kind little fox, and said openly, "Yes." Jian Xia suddenly felt a lot closer to Yu Zhouzhou, and became excited: "Who is it? Is it from our school?" "Yes, but he has already graduated." "Then he likes you too?" Yu Zhouzhou put away his smile and shook his head: "I don't know." They were silent for a while together. Whether the person you like likes you or not is a puzzle that has been answered since you were a teenager, and it may take you a lifetime to answer; even if you get the answer, it is only temporary and will be taken back.

The person answering the question is not sure himself, and the person who asks the question can get some peace of mind. "Go ask him," Yu Zhouzhou broke the silence, "Go ask him." Jian Xia's face flushed instantly. Yu Zhouzhou took out his phone to check the time, then picked up the schoolbag by the windowsill: "It's five minutes to six, you should go." Chen Jianxia watched her leave, and this time effortlessly replaced the phrase "Can I be friends with you" with "Can I talk to you often?" Yu Zhouzhou smiled this time, as if laughing at her cautiousness.

Jian Xia sat on the window sill for a while, the corridor in the administrative area was not turned on, and the lights of the commercial area in the distance outside the window shone from behind her, casting a long and thin shadow on the ground. She likes Li Ran, right?Do you just like this sour and expectant, plopping sweetness? I went a few minutes late on purpose, not wanting to wait for him; I wanted him to call impatiently and ask "I'll be there wherever you died", and I wanted to be extravagant...the scheming is self-taught. Chen Jianxia put his right hand on his chest, feeling the heart that was about to jump out.Nervousness, depression, low self-esteem, and excitement will burst this heart, but more is guilt. She is a girl who has been controlled too well, obedient and well-behaved, how can she bear such a guilt-ridden liking. I must study until twelve o'clock tonight and finish all the English gestalt. she told herself silently.The guilt seemed to ease a little. Chen Jianxia ran to the side door, but didn't see anyone. She was out of breath, exhaling large swathes of dense white, and her chest was filled with disappointed cold air. Suddenly a big snowball hit the back of her head, not very hard, but it just made her shiver with fright.Chen Jianxia looked back like a panicked rabbit, and saw Li Ran coming out from behind the tree carrying another snowball. "You fucking want to freeze me to death?" he growled. Chen Jianxia smiled, showing a row of small white teeth, as if it was a happy thing for the snow to fall into his collar. "Then you call me!" "How did you say such shameless words? You don't know how to look at your watch, do you?" Li Qiqi walked over anxiously, stretched out his hand and stuffed it into Xia Xia's collar, and put the scarf on his cold hand to wrap his warm neck. Chen Jianxia wanted to dodge with a groan, but was firmly held down by Li Ran. Li Ran pressed the button for two seconds before realizing that he was wrong. He quickly pulled out his hand, but he didn't know where to put it. He waved it around casually, first carried it back, then put it back in his pocket, and stared at Jian Xia a little angrily, as if she invited him to pinch her. Chen Jianxia didn't feel cold.Her neck was almost cooked. They went to the small shop where they ate Sichuan snacks last time.The boss already knew Li Ran, and he greeted him with Trump as soon as he entered the door: "Come here? First time?" Li Ran turned to her and asked, "Do you want to eat?" Chen Jianxia was puzzled: "What is Chuan Chuan?" So he said loudly to the boss: "Just eat skewers! Give me the list, and I will draw it myself." Jian Xia rested her chin on the table and obediently watched him order, and thought that the way he drew the list with a pencil was a bit attractive. "...Do you want to eat bean curd sticks? Forget it, I'll order two skewers for you. Beef tripe or beef louvers? I saw on TV that the blanching of beef venetians is done with chemicals, but the hair tripe may also use ink, or else Let’s have a few skewers, anyway, it’s not clean, and it won’t kill people. Well, let me see if it’s enough... Sigh, do you still eat brains? Ask you!” Seeing that Xia just woke up, she nodded wildly. Li Ran stood up, handed the list to the boss, took out two bottles of Coca-Cola in glass bottles from the basket piled on the floor, opened it with a bottle opener tied to the table leg, and handed Jian Xia a bottle. "What do you want from me?" he asked. Jian Xia avoided his gaze, and took small sips of Coke through a straw: "It's nothing." He paused again, and seemingly unintentionally mentioned: "Today our class has a big cleaning in the afternoon, and the second class has a big beauty in the second class who came to our monitor. She looks so pretty." Li Ran answered casually: "Compared to you? It doesn't necessarily look good." Chen Jianxia rolled his eyes before realizing it, and kicked him under the table. "The last time you sprayed my brains on my shoes, you still haven't paid it!" Li Ran was about to step back unceremoniously, but Chen Jianxia quickly withdrew her calf and said softly, "Her name is Ling Xiangqian." She didn't quite trust her acting skills, so she continued to drink Coke with her head down after she finished speaking.How important props are at this time. Li Ran squinted at her, making her afraid to look up. "What did Yu Sisi tell you again?" Just like those actors who throw plates when they hear bad news, step on dead branches when they eavesdrop, and fry vegetables when they chat, Chen Jianxia chokes when he reveals his stuff. "No." She shook her head. Li Ran looked at her with drooping eyelids, and didn't expose her. He folded his arms and sneered, "That's right. Then why are you mentioning Ling Xiangqian to me?" "I just think she's good-looking. Isn't this just a casual chat?" "Oh. It's pretty." After ten seconds of embarrassing silence, Jian Xia finally spoke, with a voice like a gnat: "I heard you like her?" "What are you doing?" A word is like a ladle of cold water.Good luck reincarnation In the afternoon, she choked on Sisi's words, and finally relied on the energy of the universe to return to her own body. Chen Jianxia hugged the Coke bottle tightly, the dust from the bottom of the dirty bottle rubbed against the chest of the black down jacket, leaving gray semicircles. "Sorry," she tried her best to restrain the trembling of her voice, "I... just ask casually, I'm sorry." Chen Jianxia's self-esteem told himself that no matter how bad Li Ran's attitude was, in the final analysis, she was rude first and ignored it, so she should apologize calmly, not cry or get angry, otherwise it would only be more embarrassing. Her whole body seemed to be tuned into a vibration mode, shaking gently all the time, desperately suppressing it. Forget it, don't have this talent, don't pretend. Chen Jianxia stood up trembling, and said softly, "I won't eat." After taking two steps, she was grabbed by Li Ran and dragged back. She almost fell on top of him, but managed to stabilize herself, and stood frozen in the middle of the room. "What are you shaking?" He looked at her innocently. Shame, shame.Chen Jianxia lowered her head and covered her flushed cheeks and flaming eyes with her broken hair.The boss just came over with a pot of skewers. Seeing the two of them, he looked familiar and persuaded with a strong accent: "You are so noisy! Every meal is every meal!" Chen Jianxia glanced at the skewer pot with red oil, his stomach was throbbing with hunger, and he couldn't wait to try his best to break free from his hand, finally annoyed Li Ran completely, and yelled, "I don't want to mention it? It's too embarrassing." ?!" The boss quickly and wittily hid in the back kitchen. Li Ran vigorously pushed Chen Jianxia to sit on the seat, and handed her a pair of chopsticks: "Eat! Let's talk after eating!" After finishing speaking, he buried his head and ate it by himself. After chewing a few mouthfuls, he raised his head and stared at Chen Jianxia, ​​with the momentum of "if you don't eat it, I'll force-feed it for you".Seeing that Xia was really hungry, he brought out a bunch of them in vain. It was the hairy belly that Li Ran said, "I can't eat people to death anyway". "What's so delicious about this thing?" Chen Jianxia thought, and ate another bunch.