Chapter 28 Chapter 3 With Your Child

one Fu Hongxue's hands were cold, and so was his heart. A mistake that can never be undone, two people who don't know how to face each other, if you were Fu Hongxue, what would you do?If you were Feng Ling, what would you do? The night mist disappeared against the dawn, and the scorching sun stayed on Feng Ling's face through the window made of pine branches. She opened her eyes and stared deeply at Fu Hongxue lying beside her. Fu Hongxue didn't dare to look back at her, he only hoped that what happened last night was just a dream. Was last night really a dream?So what if it's a dream?

The bed was still wafting the sweet fragrance from last night's passion, which trickled into Fu Hongxue's nostrils. He breathed in the bursts of sweet fragrance, and felt an indescribable feeling in his heart. The window is open, the sky outside the window is brighter, the quiet sky, the quiet valley, the quiet morning, the vast tranquility between heaven and earth. Fu Hongxue's mind was in a mess. He was originally a person who did his own way, but now he became at a loss, and he didn't know what attitude he should use to treat Feng Ling. Feng Ling seemed to be the same as before. She sat up gently, brushed her long hair with her hands, and then asked Fu Hongxue with a smile, "What do you want to eat this morning?" At this moment, after the passionate lingering last night, How could she calmly ask him what he wanted to eat?

Fu Hongxue was stunned, he really didn't know how to answer. Feng Ling suddenly stared at him with wide eyes: "When did you become dumb?" "I... I didn't." Fengling smiled "puchi": "It turns out that you haven't become dumb yet, but it's a bit like you have become an idiot." She was still the same to Fu Hongxue as she was before, she hadn't changed at all, she didn't even mention a word about what happened last night. Looking at her, it seems that nothing happened last night, she is still a wind chime. Could it be that the warmth and passion of last night were just a dream to her?

Fu Hongxue couldn't bear it anymore and said, "You..." Feng Ling seemed to have guessed what he wanted to say, and immediately interrupted him: "How about me? Do you want to say that I am also an idiot? Are you afraid that I will break your head?" Now Fu Hongxue finally understood what Feng Ling meant. She was determined not to mention what happened last night because she didn't want to add to the troubles and pains of both of them. Fu Hongxue looked at her, and suddenly felt an indescribable gratitude in his heart. Even if he could forget what happened last night, this gratitude would never be forgotten.

"You still don't want to get up?" Feng Ling showed that unique smile again: "Do you want to stay in bed and not get up?" "I don't want to." Fu Hongxue also smiled, "Even if I'm an idiot, at least I'm not a pig." Fu Hongxue had probably never had such a delicious breakfast in his life. — This is what he thinks.This breakfast was finished in a very happy and excited mood. There is a good mood, but why are you excited?He can't say it himself, he just thinks that today's scrambled eggs are very fragrant, the stewed meat with bamboo shoots is very sweet, the plate of fried shallots with wild vegetables is even better, and he even thinks the porridge is refreshing and delicious.

After breakfast, Fu Hongxue brewed a pot of tea and sat in the courtyard, enjoying the tenderness of the morning sun. After the wind chimes were finished in the kitchen, he walked into the courtyard with a smile and said to Fu Hongxue in a pleasant tone: "Today I'm going down the mountain. one trip." "Going down the mountain?" Fu Hongxue was taken aback, "What are you doing?" "I want to go to town and do some shopping." "Shopping?" Fu Hongxue was taken aback, "Do you need anything here?" "No, I just suddenly want to go shopping." Feng Ling smiled and said, "Shopping is a kind of enjoyment, and it is also a woman's nature."

Fu Hongxue nodded - spending money itself is enjoyment, of course he understands the truth. "Buying things is really very interesting. No matter whether the things you buy are useful or not, it is already a kind of enjoyment when you buy them." Feng Ling said: "Actually, women also know that the things they buy may be a little bit more interesting." It's useless, but they can't help but want to buy it after seeing it, do you know why?" Fu Hongxue didn't know. "That's because they like the way those guys flatter them." Feng Ling smiled again: "I haven't enjoyed that kind of feeling for a long time, so today I'm going to let them flatter me."

The delicate morning was gentle, and even the wind was lovely. Fu Hongxue sat quietly in the courtyard and enjoyed this beautiful day. Fengling had been gone for about half an hour. Before she left, she said that she would come back for lunch. It was still more than an hour before noon, but Fu Hongxue already felt a little hungry, and couldn't wait for noon to arrive soon. It was a wonderful feeling, he wasn't hungry and wanted to eat, he just liked the "home" atmosphere when eating.Fengling had only left for half an hour, but he already felt as if half a year had passed, his heart was like a first love lover, excited and hesitant.

It's like a child stealing a lollipop and eating it under the covers, happy but afraid of being discovered. A person in his early thirties would still be as shy as a teenager, Fu Hongxue thought about it, and couldn't help but wryly smiled. If Ye Kai knew about this kind of thing, he would definitely burst out laughing. Thinking of Ye Kai, Fu Hongxue couldn't help worrying for him again, where did he go?Have you returned to Wanmatang?Are you still investigating the incident of Ma Kongqun's rebirth?Is he in danger now? Thinking of Ye Kai, Fu Hongxue felt ashamed that he hid here for more than ten days because of a woman, and gave up his friend for a woman, regardless of his life or death.

well!He would not have done this kind of thing before, but now he did it in a daze. No, if he wants to live the rest of his life peacefully, he has to rush back to Wanmatang to help Ye Kai, otherwise his conscience will definitely be disturbed. Fu Hongxue had already decided to tell Feng Ling when she came back that he had to leave for a few days tomorrow, and he would never give up on his friends. He believed that she would understand and understand. two In anticipation, time always seems to pass very slowly. Finally, when it was nearly noon, Fu Hongxue's heart became even more nervous, and his eyes looked at the mountain road outside the door from time to time.

The sun climbed into the middle, and the scorching heat descended on the earth. Beads of sweat had already formed on Fu Hongxue's forehead. It wasn't because of the hot weather, but because he was anxious that the wind chime hadn't come back yet. At such a time, time seemed to speed up, Fu Hongxue kept comforting himself that she would be back soon, why should he be in a hurry?It wasn't noon anyway. Just as he was thinking this way, the sun passed the middle and gradually moved towards the west. The wind is still the same wind in the morning, and the cloud is still the same cloud in the morning. But in Fu Hongxue's feeling, this world has changed, completely changed, and become empty. His men were still sitting in the courtyard, and the afterglow of the setting sun reflected his pale face into golden yellow. It was almost dusk. Feng Ling never came back. Fu Hongxue's anxious heart had turned into worry. He was worried if there was something wrong with the wind chime, or if something went wrong on the road?Could it be that Ma Kongqun sent someone to intercept "her" on the way? Why did he regret letting him go alone in the morning?Why not go with her? If Ma Kongqun's men came here to assassinate her yesterday, they might be waiting for her halfway today. Thinking of this, Fu Hongxue wished he could rush to the town immediately. But when he rushed to the door, he hesitated. If he rushed to the town now and Feng Ling just came back, wouldn't the two of them miss it? Feng Ling couldn't see him when she came back, she must have thought that he was gone, that he had dismissed her after what happened last night. Although his footsteps had stopped, his heart was in a dilemma, unable to make a decision. Walk?or not to go? If he didn't go, he was worried that she was in trouble in the town. If he left, he was afraid of missing her and causing a misunderstanding. Fu Hongxue had never encountered such a difficult decision in his life. Dusk, it's dusk. The aroma of wild flowers in the mountains wafted out from the forest. The cabin was silent. Under the afterglow of the summer sunset, the rugged mountain road looks like a golden belt stretching out into the greenery. Fu Hongxue was really anxious, he didn't know what to do?His clothes were soaked with sweat. The stars still climbed into the sky just like last night, and accompanied by the pure whiteness, the evening wind blew slowly, bringing the aroma of dishes and rice from afar. Only then did Fu Hongxue realize that he hadn't eaten for a day today. The lights of the houses at the foot of the mountain had already been lit, and night fell quietly amidst Fu Hongxue's anxiety. Anxious, dazed, anxious, and now terrified, Fu Hongxue walked back into the house feebly, and no matter what, let's light up the lights first. After polishing the torch, he pulled out the core of the oil lamp and lit it. Watching the flame gradually expand and the room brighten up, the letter on the table was reflected in Fu Hongxue's eyes. letter?message? Is this left by the wind chimes? Fu Hongxue picked up the letter with trembling hands, pulled out the letter paper, and shook it open. The first thing that jumped into his eyes was the word "Fu Hongxue".That's right, it was left by Feng Ling. It turned out that she had already prepared, and she was still worrying about her like an idiot. The letter was short, but Fu Hongxue's heart turned cold when he read it. "Fu Hongxue: I want to kill you in this life, I know it is very difficult, but you killed a relative of mine, I will definitely avenge this revenge, so I will take away the child you left in my belly, at least I will destroy a relative of yours. "wind chime" Not only was Fu Hongxue's heart cold, but his whole body was frozen, and his eyes were filled with the phrase "I took away the child you left in my belly". child?child? What does it mean? child? Could it be that last night... had a child? . The letter had fallen to the ground, Fu Hongxue gritted his teeth, he held his knife tightly in his hand, it was as if his heart was being held in someone else's hand, very tightly. three The lights are dim. The dim lights in the small wine shop always carry an indescribable desolation. The wine was also cloudy. Dim lights and dirty wine, right in front of Fu Hongxue. Ten years ago, he had been slightly drunk once. He knew that he couldn't really forget everything when he was drunk, but now he wanted to get drunk. Ten years ago he had tasted the taste of emotion. He thought he could bear all kinds of pain, but now he suddenly found that this pain was unbearable. The cloudy wine was placed in a rough porcelain bowl, and he had made up his mind to drink this cup of bitter wine. The bitter wine of life. But before he stretched out his hand, two hands stretched out beside him and picked up the bowl of wine. "You can't drink this wine." The hands are large, strong and dry, and the voice is equally strong and dry. Fu Hongxue didn't look up, he recognized these hands, and also recognized this voice—couldn't Xiao Bieli be just a strong and dry person. "Why can't I drink?" "You can drink." Xiao Bieli said flatly, "But you can't drink this bowl of wine." Xiao Bieli took out a jug of wine from the wheelchair, he put the jug of wine on the table, poured out the wine in the bowl, and then poured a glass of wine. You were drunk once ten years ago. There was neither sympathy nor pity on Xiao Bieli's face, he just handed the poured bowl to Fu Hongxue. drink it!Fu Hongxue just wanted to get drunk. The bitter and spicy wine rushed straight down Fu Hongxue's throat like a flame. He gritted his teeth and swallowed, reluctantly holding back, not coughing. But the tears have choked out. Who says wine is sweet? "It's a burning knife." Xiao Bieli poured another bowl. The taste of the second bowl of wine was much better. After drinking the third bowl of wine, Fu Hongxue suddenly felt a strange feeling in his heart. He had felt this way ten years ago. The dim light on the table seemed to have brightened up. His body was originally stiff and empty, but now he suddenly had an indescribably strange vitality. He was able to forget the pain now and then. But the needle is still in the heart. Xiao Bieli stared at him deeply, and suddenly said: "Ten years ago you gave up on yourself for a woman, ten years later today, how could you do that again for this woman?" "You... how do you know?" Fu Hongxue suddenly raised his head and looked at Xiao Bieli. "When a man is in pain for love, his expression is as obvious as if the green trees suddenly withered." Xiao Bieli said indifferently: "Feng Ling is not worth you to look at her more, it is not worth your pain for her at all." .” "You...you know...you know about her..." Fu Hongxue's voice was trembling. "I know." Xiao Bieli nodded, "Of course I know." "You...why do you know?" The pain in Fu Hongxue's eyes grew stronger, "Do you know that my pain is not... not because of her leaving... but because of..." "I want to kill your own flesh and blood for her sake." Xiao Bieli said this sentence for him. Every time, every moment, how many memories do you have? There has been pain, and of course there has also been joy.There have been embarrassments, and of course there have been sweets. There were passionate hugs and sweet lingering last night, and now all of these are in the past forever. Is it necessary to forget the unforgettable and haunting passion of last night? What if you can never forget it? So what if I remember? How can two people who should not be together, two people who should have hatred be combined? Life, what kind of life is this? "With your child." "I'm going to destroy a family member of yours." loved ones?Isn't this her relative?This is his own flesh and blood, and also her own flesh and blood, how could she have the heart to do it? Is there such a thing in the world? Tears had already appeared on Fu Hongxue's face, blood had already leaked from his tightly clenched lips, and his hands had become even paler due to clenching them tightly. get drunk! Now I can only use fine wine to anesthetize my cramped heart. And in the middle of the heart, there is a needle inserted. A sharp, cold needle. No one can imagine how deep and terrible this pain is. For the first time, besides hatred, he learned that there are more terrible feelings in the world than hatred. What hatred brought him was just to destroy his enemy, but this feeling made him want to destroy himself and the whole world. Until now, he really realized that he fell in love with Feng Chime unknowingly, so he was more painful. ——You killed a relative of mine, so I want to destroy a relative of yours. What kind of revenge is this? He couldn't believe that there was such a way of revenge in the world?But the facts are in front of him again, can he not believe it? . summer night. The stars are shining in the sky, and the summer trees are swaying in the wind. The summer moon is brighter. Still the same star and the same moon as last night. But what about the people from last night? The stars are still in the sky, and the moon is still in the clouds. Where are people? . twelve days. They spent thirteen days together. Thirteen days and thirteen nights, although it seems to have passed in the blink of an eye, but now that I think about it, every day, every night, and even every sentence. "You—" Fu Hongxue revealed a look of surprise, "How did you know about this?" "I know." Xiao Bieli stared at him: "And I also know some secrets that you don't know." "What secret?" "The scimitar Ah Qi came to assassinate you, the wind chime took revenge, the siege of the wooden house, the scene where Brother Ding Dang poured ecstasy wine, until you broke the siege and there was lingering, all these are a conspiracy." Xiao Bie said, "It's all a conspiracy." A deliberate and sinister plot." "Conspiracy?" Fu Hongxue didn't believe him and said, "You said that what happened between her and me last night was also a conspiracy?" "yes." "I... I don't believe it." "You have to believe it." "He...what is their purpose in doing this?" "They did this to make you give up on yourself and make you suffer." Xiao Bieli said, "Because they know that it is very difficult to kill you. Your only weakness is emotional vulnerability. The only person who wants to kill you The method is to first make you emotionally frustrated, make you suffer, and make you give up on yourself." He looked at Fu Hongxue, and said, "That's why they settled this conspiracy and designed this series of events." Fu Hongxue's excitement gradually calmed down. He looked at the bowl of wine in front of him, and after a while, he said, "Who are they?" "It looks like it should be Ma Kongqun." "Actually not." Fu Hongxue finished the sentence for him. "yes." Fu Hongxue suddenly stared at Xiao Bieli coldly, and then asked him in a very cold voice, "How did you know about this plan?" Xiao Bieli didn't answer right away. He first looked at Fu Hongxue quietly for a while, then filled the empty bowl on the table with wine, picked it up, drank it slowly, filled another bowl with wine, and put down the jug , and after the wine entered the stomach and intestines, he said in a very light voice: "Because I designed this plan." "You designed it?" "yes." Fu Hongxue asked excitedly, "That's right?" Xiao Bieli smiled lightly and said, "That's right."