Chapter 42 The forty-first chapter of despising life and death

He was laughing, but no one would think he was really laughing. He was looking at Jane Chuanxue. Jane Chuanxue lowered her head. "Yes, I did." "I am a member of Tianzun, and so is Tian Zailong." "I told Tian Zailong, so they will know." He didn't say these words, and he didn't have to say them. "I misread you." "I regarded you as a friend, but I was wrong." Xie Xiaofeng didn't say these words, let alone say them.Xie Xiaofeng only said four words. "I do not blame you." Jian Chuanxue only asked him one sentence: "You really don't blame me?"

Xie Xiaofeng said: "I don't blame you, it's just because you didn't recognize me at first." Jian Chuanxue was silent for a long time, and then slowly said: "Yes, I didn't know you at first, not at all." This is a very simple sentence, but it has a very complicated meaning. ——I don’t know, that is, I don’t know. ——I don’t know what you mean, that is, you don’t know what kind of person you are. Xie Xiaofeng understood what he meant and how he felt. So Xie Xiaofeng only said three words! "You go." Jane Chuanxue left, with her head down. He walked for a long time before Ouyang Yunhe let out a long sigh and said, "Xie Xiaofeng really deserves to be Xie Xiaofeng."

This is also a very simple sentence, and it is very vulgar. But the meaning contained in it is neither too simple nor too vulgar. Li Zhenzhen also sighed, softly and long, and said: "If I were you, I would never let him go." Xie Xiaofeng said: "You are not me." Li Zhenzhen said: "You are not Ouyang Yunhe, Mei Changhua, Qin Duxiu either." Xie Xiaofeng, of course not. Li Zhenzhen said: "Because you are not, you don't understand us." Ouyang Yunhe said: "That's why you think we shouldn't have killed Lipingzi and Tian Zailong."

Li Zhenzhen said: "We have already decided that as long as we can achieve our goal, we will not use any means." Ouyang Yunhe said: "Our purpose is only eight words." Before Xie Xiaofeng asked, Li Zhenzhen had already said it! "Fight against Tianzun and uphold justice." She went on to say: "Maybe the means we use are wrong, but there is absolutely nothing wrong with what we want to do." Mei Changhua said: "So if you think we killed the wrong person, you might as well use this sword to kill us." Ouyang Yunhe said: "Not only will we never fight back, but we will die without resentment!"

Li Zhenzhen said: "I am a woman, and women are more afraid of death, but I also die without complaint." Xie Xiaofeng had a sword in his hand.No matter what kind of sword it is, no matter what kind of sword it is, in the hands of the third young master of the Xie family, it is a murderous sword! No matter what kind of person can be killed, the problem is only—— Should this person be killed? dusk.it's foggy. It shouldn't be foggy at dusk, but it happens to be foggy.A fog like a dream. People shouldn't have dreams, but they have dreams. Xie Xiaofeng walked into the fog, into a dream.

Is it a dream like fog?Or dream-like fog? What if life is like a fog like a dream?Is this sentence too vulgar, or too true? "We're all human, we're all quacks, so you should know why we do what we do." This is what Li Zhenzhen said.So he didn't kill Li Zhenzhen, nor did he kill Mei Changhua, Qin Duxiu and Ouyang Yunhe.Because he knows it's true. There is no absolute right and wrong in Jianghu, and people in Jianghu should do whatever they can to achieve a certain goal. When they want to do something, they often don't even have a choice for themselves. No one wants to admit this, and no one can deny it.

This is the fate of the Jianghu people, and it is also the greatest sorrow of the Jianghu people. There will always be people like Li Zhenzhen in the rivers and lakes, so what if he kills a Li Zhenzhen!What can be changed? "We chose her as the leader because we felt that only she could deal with the Heavenly Venerable Murong Qiudi." This sentence was said by Ouyang Yunhe.This is also true. He suddenly realized that Li Zhenzhen and Murong Qiudi were the same kind of people. This kind of person seems to be born to be a winner, no matter what they do, they will succeed. Others seem to be born losers, no matter how much they have won, they lose it all in the end.

He couldn't help asking himself: "What about me? What kind of person am I?" He didn't answer himself, the answer he didn't want to know at all. The fog was cold and thick, so thick that it seemed to have completely isolated him from everyone in the world. This kind of weather is suitable for his current mood, and he doesn't want to see other people. But at this moment, a person appeared in the thick fog. Looking at Jian Chuanxue's face in the thick fog, he looked like a ghost who had just escaped from hell. Xie Xiaofeng sighed: "Is it you?" Jian Chuanxue said, "It's me."

His voice was hoarse and sad: "I know you don't want to see me again, but I must come." Xie Xiaofeng said: "Why?" Jian Chuanxue said: "Because I have something in my heart, whether you want to listen or not, I have to say it." Xie Xiaofeng looked at his pale face, finally nodded, and said: "If you have to say it, I will listen." Jian Chuanxue said: "I am indeed a person of Tianzun, because I can't refuse them, because I don't want to die yet." Xie Xiaofeng said: "I understand, even people like Tian Zailong can't refuse them, let alone you!"

Jian Chuan said: "I am different from him. He studied swords, and I studied medicine. The way of medicine is to save the world and save people. People's lives are more important than anything else." Xie Xiaofeng said: "I understand." Jian Chuanxue said: "I have only joined Tianzun for a few months, but I have been studying medicine for twenty years. This view of human life has long been deeply rooted in my heart." Xie Xiaofeng said: "I believe it." Jian Chuanxue said: "So no matter what Tianzun wants me to do, I will never take human life as a trifle. As long as it is my patient, I will definitely do my best to heal him, no matter who he is."

He stared at Xie Xiaofeng: "Even you are the same." Xie Xiaofeng said: "It's a pity that my injury is really hopeless." Jian Chuanxue said sadly: "As long as I feel that there is still hope, I will never let go." Xie Xiaofeng said: "I know you have tried your best, and I don't blame you." Jian Chuanxue said: "Tian Zailong is indeed a member of Tianzun, they originally wanted me to arrange for him to kill you!" Xie Xiaofeng smiled: "Can this kind of thing be arranged?" Jian Chuanxue said: "Others can't, I can." Xie Xiaofeng said, "How do you arrange it?" Jian Chuanxue said: "As long as I add a little bone-rot medicine to your wound, when you meet Tian Zailong, you will not even have the power to fight back. As long as I give him a hint, he will strike." He took the lead and continued: "Whoever can defeat the third young master of the Xie family will definitely shake the world and become famous all over the world, not to mention there is a bet between them." Xie Xiaofeng said: "Whoever kills Xie Xiaofeng, who is the leader of the Taishan Association?" Jian Chuanxue said: "Not bad." Xie Xiaofeng said: "If Tian Zailong can kill me in front of the head disciple of the Seven Great Sword Sects, Li Zhenzhen will have no choice but to give him the throne of the leader, then the alliance of the Seven Great Sword Sects will become Tianzun's pocket .” Jian Chuanxue said: "Not bad." Xie Xiaofeng sighed lightly and said, "It's a pity you didn't do that." Jian Chuanxue said: "I can't do this, I can't do it." Xie Xiaofeng said: "Because the benevolence of medicine has already taken root in your heart." Jian Chuanxue said: "Not bad." Xie Xiaofeng said: "Now there is only one thing I still can't figure out." Jian Chuanxue said: "Which point?" Xie Xiaofeng said: "How did Li Zhenzhen and the others know that I can only live for three days at most? Only the people of Tianzun should know about this." Jian Chuanxue's face suddenly changed, and he lost his voice: "Could it be that Li Zhenzhen is also a person of Tianzun?" Xie Xiaofeng looked at him with a calm expression, and asked indifferently: "You really don't know that she is also a member of Tianzun?" Jian Chuanxue said: "I..." Xie Xiaofeng said: "Actually, you should have expected it. When a master plays chess, behind every piece there must be a more powerful killer in ambush. Murong Qiudi was not sure about Tian Zailong at all. In this game of chess, her real Killing Ben is Li Zhenzhen." Jian Chuanxue said: "You have already thought of this move?" Xie Xiaofeng smiled and said, "I'm not too stupid." Jian Chuanxue breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Of course you have killed her." Xie Xiaofeng said: "I haven't." Jian Chuanxue's expression changed again, and he said, "Why did you let her go?" Xie Xiaofeng said: "Because only she can deal with Murong Qiudi." Jian Chuanxue said: "But she..." Xie Xiaofeng said: "Although she is still a member of Tianzun now, she will never live under Murong Qiudi for a long time. The Taishan meeting is her best opportunity. As long as she ascends to the throne of the leader, she will definitely use her The power to deal with Tianzun with all your strength." He smiled, and continued: "I know her kind of person, she will never let go of this opportunity." Jian Chuanxue's palms were sweating.He wasn't too stupid, but such a thing hadn't even occurred to him. Xie Xiaofeng said: "Murong Qiudi has been using her all the time, but I don't know that she has been using Murong Qiudi all the time. She invested in Tianzun, maybe it is to use the power of Tianzun to take this step." He sighed, and said again: "Murong Qiudi's chess move is like raising a poisonous snake. Although a poisonous snake can kill a person, it may turn around and bite back at any time." Jian Chuanxue said: "This one bite can also be fatal?" Xie Xiaofeng said: "She can make Murong Qiudi trust her, and of course she can find out where Tianzun's lifeblood is. If this bite is on Tianzun's lifeblood, of course the bite is not light." Jian Chuanxue said: "But a centipede is dead but not stiff. If she wants to kill her with one bite, it may not be easy." Xie Xiaofeng said: "So we just use fire to fight fire, let them kill each other, and when they are exhausted, others can take their place." Jian Chuanxue said: "What are other people?" Xie Xiaofeng said: "Every generation in the Jianghu has a hero rising up, who will it be? No one knows!" He sighed for a long time: "This is the fate of people in the rivers and lakes. Living in the rivers and lakes is like fallen leaves in the wind and duckweed in the water. They are often involuntary. We only need to know that the Seven Sects Alliance and Tianzun are both Defeat is undoubtedly enough, so why ask too many questions." Jian Chuanxue didn't ask any more questions.He is not from the Jianghu, and he cannot understand the Jianghu people, let alone Xie Xiaofeng.He suddenly discovered that this person was not only floating like duckweed and fallen leaves, but also like this early night fog, illusory, ethereal, and elusive. This person is sometimes deep, sometimes free and easy, sometimes melancholic, sometimes joyous, sometimes generous and kind, and sometimes suddenly becomes extremely cruel.Jian Chuanxue has never seen such a complicated person. Maybe it is because of his complex and changeable personality that he is Xie Xiaofeng. Jian Chuanxue looked at him, sighed suddenly, and said, "I'm here this time, and I want to tell you something." Xie Xiaofeng said: "What's the matter?" Jian Chuanxue said: "Although I can't heal your injury, your injury is not absolutely hopeless." Xie Xiaofeng's face glowed. If a person can still live, who doesn't want to live? He couldn't help asking, "Who else can save me?" Jian Chuanxue said: "There is only one person." Xie Xiaofeng said: "Who?" Jian Chuanxue said: "He is also a very strange person, just like you, volatile, unpredictable, and sometimes even as ruthless as you." Xie Xiaofeng couldn't deny it, he could only sigh. The most affectionate person is often the most ruthless. Is he affectionate? Still ruthless? Even he himself couldn't tell the difference. Jian Chuanxue looked at him, sighed again, and said, "No matter who this person is, you will never find him now." Xie Xiaofeng has never been afraid of death.Everyone was not afraid of death when they were children, because no one knew how terrible death was at that time. Especially Xie Xiaofeng.When he was a child, he had heard many stories about heroes and heroes. Heroes and heroes were always not afraid of death. Heroes are not afraid of death, fearing death is not a hero.Even if there is a "click" and the head falls, what is it?Anyway, twenty years later he will be a hero again. This concept has also been deeply rooted in his mind.When he is an adult, he is less afraid of death, because it is usually someone else who dies, not him. As long as his sword is still in his grasp, then "life and death" is also in his grasp. Although he is not a god, he can control the life or death of others.Why should he be afraid of death?Sometimes he even wished he could taste death, because he had never tasted it. Xie Xiaofeng didn't want to die either.His family background is brilliant, his reputation is prominent, no matter where he goes, he will be respected.He knew this from an early age.He is smart, and when he was four years old, he was already called a child prodigy.He is lovely, and in the eyes of women, he is always the most innocent angel, no matter in the eyes of a lady or a washerwoman. He is a genius in martial arts.He can master the sword skills that others have not mastered after ten years of practice, within ten days. He has never lost in his life. Those who fought against him included the scariest swordsman and the shrewdest gambler.But he never lost.Betting on swords, betting on wine, betting on dice, no matter what he bet on, he has never lost.How could such a person want to die? He is not afraid of death, perhaps only because he has never been threatened with death.Until that day, at that moment, he heard someone say that he could only live for three more days at most.At that moment, he knew the horror of death.Although he still didn't want to die, there was nothing he could do. A person's life and death are not decided by him, no matter who he is.He understands this. So even though he knew he was going to die, he had no choice but to wait for death.Because he is also helpless. But things are different now. When a person is about to die, he suddenly has the hope of being able to live, and this hope is suddenly cut off in an instant. This process of extreme excitement and depression all happens in an instant. Who can bear such a thrill? Jian Chuanxue stood there motionless, as if he was waiting for Xie Xiaofeng to cut his throat. ——You don’t want me to live, and I certainly don’t want you to live either. This is the principle of Jianghu people's work, and he is ready to bear the consequences. Unexpectedly, Xie Xiaofeng didn't move either, just stood quietly, looking at him coldly. Jian Chuanxue said: "You can kill me, but even if you kill me, I won't say anything." His voice was trembling with tension: "Because now I really understand what kind of person you are." Xie Xiaofeng said: "What kind of person am I?" Jian Chuanxue said: "You are far more ruthless than anyone imagined." Xie Xiaofeng said: "Oh?" Jian Chuanxue said: "You don't even care about your own life and death, and of course you don't value other people's lives." Xie Xiaofeng said: "Oh?" Jian Chuanxue said: "As long as you think it is necessary, you can sacrifice someone else's at any time, no matter who that person is." Xie Xiaofeng suddenly smiled and said, "So I'd rather be dead than alive." Jian Chuanxue said: "I don't want to watch you die, I don't say it, just because I must protect that person."