Chapter 3 The third time beauty is like jade

Xianxian lowered her head, listening to the sound of her own heartbeat. Jin Chuan's heart was also beating, faster than hers. She knew why his heart was beating so fast and what was going on in his mind. This is a very secluded small inn, although small, but very delicate and clean. Looking out from the window, you can see the green of the distant mountains and smell the fragrance of flowers in the wind. Especially at dusk, when the green hills are in the red clouds and the blue sky is outside the green hills, you sit by the window, waiting for the night to gradually fall and the stars to gradually rise.

Only then will you understand how beautiful this world is. A lonely man brings a lonely girl here, what is he thinking in his heart? "This place is very quiet, you can have a good rest." "I'll stay here so I can take care of you at any time." Jin Chuan's words are always gentle and considerate. Xianxian lowered her head and listened, her eyes were full of gratitude, but she felt it was very funny in her heart. She is no longer a child. What is in a man's heart, she may be much clearer than most women. Night has come and the lamps are lit. Jin Chuan looked at the book under the lamp, as if he had read it engrossed.

But Xianxian can bet that he may not even read a word of what is written in the book. He deliberately pretended to be serious, but he just wanted to find an excuse to stay in this room and not leave. As long as he can stay by her side, sooner or later there will always be a chance. She neither exposed him nor meant to drive him away. Because she needs him right now, and she wants to use him, use him to take revenge on Xiao Lei, and use him as a tool for survival. "Oh, how difficult it is for a lonely girl to survive in this world." With her head down, Xianxian continued mending the clothes in her hands.

The clothes are not hers, but his. The clothes were not torn at first, but when she was packing for him, she purposely and secretly tore a little. If a woman wants to show her affection for a man, what is simpler and easier than mending his clothes? Jin Chuan was sneaking a glance at her out of the corner of his eyes. she knows.She had wanted to find a chance for him, to give him some courage, and now the chance seemed to have come. The light shone on her face, and her face flushed. She deliberately wanted to let him know that she had noticed that he was peeping at her, so her face turned red.

Not only did he blush, but his heart was also flustered, so if he was not careful, the tip of the needle stuck in his hand. Sure enough, Jin Chuan immediately dropped the book and rushed over, looking anxious and concerned. Just because she was too anxious and concerned, she couldn't help but grabbed her hand and said, "Look at you, why are you so careless, does it hurt?" Xianxian shook her head, her face turned even redder, as red as this drop of blood from her fingertips. Jin Chuan bit his lip, as if he wanted to bite his own lip to bleed: "Why doesn't it hurt? The blood is flowing out."

"A little blood, it's okay." She struggled lightly, as if trying to break free from his hand, but not too hard. Jin Chuan held his hand even harder: "You were hurt because of me, I... how can I feel at ease?" He suddenly lowered his head and sucked the blood from her fingertips. Her whole body seemed to have softened, panting lowly, moaning softly, suddenly, two crystal clear teardrops flowed down her cheeks and landed on the back of her hands. Jin Chuan raised his head in a daze: "You...are you crying? Why?" Xianxian lowered her head: "I...I was thinking..."

"What are you thinking?" "I was thinking, even if I got a hand cut off for him, he wouldn't take it to heart." Jin Chuan sighed sadly, as if he wanted to find something to explain for "him", but he couldn't. Xianxian was also biting her lip, tears streaming down her face again: "Do you know, as long as he treats me half as well as you, I would be willing to cut off both hands for him." "I know...I know..." Jin Chuan's tears seemed to be streaming down, and he suddenly raised his voice: "But, do you know that as long as you treat me half as nicely as you treat him, I...I would rather... Willing to die for you."

As if he could no longer control himself, he suddenly knelt down in front of her and hugged her knees tightly. Her body trembled immediately, panting: "Don't... Please, don't be like this..." Jin Chuan hugged him even tighter, and even his voice was hoarse with excitement: "Why? Are you still thinking about him?...Why can't we forget him? Why should we suffer for him for the rest of our lives?" She originally wanted to push him away, but suddenly, she was already lying on top of him, sobbing softly. Jin Chuan caressed her hair, and his voice was gentler than the spring breeze blowing through her hair: "As long as you want, we can still live happily and forget all the pain before."

Xianxian closed her eyelids: "I am willing...I am willing...We must live a good life." She couldn't help it, and wrapped her arms around him. There was light in Jin Chuan's eyes, he held her face in his hands, and kissed away the teardrops on her eyelids: "I swear, I will treat you well in this lifetime, and never let you shed another tear." Xianxian's face was hot like fire. Jin Chuan's mouth began to move, slowly, looking for her lips. Her lips became hotter, but her man suddenly stood up and pushed him away. Jin Chuan almost fell down, managed to stand still, and looked at her in surprise: "You...you changed your mind again?"

Xianxian lowered her head: "I don't, but today... not tonight." "why?" "We will spend the rest of our lives together in the future, I...I don't want you to think of me as a casual woman." Her tears seemed to be shed again: "If you are really...really good to me , you should understand what I mean." Jin Chuan looked at her, and after a long time, he finally nodded and said with a forced smile, "Of course I understand what you mean." "You don't blame me?" "You are thinking about our future, how can I blame you."

Xianxian smiled and said sweetly: "As long as you understand my heart, my person... I will always be yours sooner or later." She couldn't help it again, leaned down, and kissed his hair, but immediately controlled herself, and said softly: "I'm going to sleep, can you go back to your room, tomorrow morning, I'll go to you early in the morning." Jin Chuan nodded slowly, took her hand, patted it lightly, then walked out quietly, closing the door quietly. He didn't force her. Because he knows that sometimes it takes patience if you want to get a woman completely. Otherwise, even if you can force her, the person who gets her will lose her heart. Although the harvest today is not too big, it is enough. As long as it continues like this, she will always be his sooner or later. The stars are shining brightly, and the night is as cool as water. For the first time, he found that the spring evening was so beautiful. He smiled, his white teeth shining in the night, like a wolf. With her head down, Xianxian watched him go out and close the door. She knew that the man had entered her net step by step-he was in her net when he thought she was captured. This is the heart of a man. As long as you understand men's psychology, you will find that they are not difficult to deal with. She wanted to laugh in her heart, but she wanted to vomit in her stomach. Because she really looked down on him, this kind of man who betrayed his friends. But she wants to live. To live a good life, live for Xiaolei. She was sure that she had this ability, "One day, I will make him regret it." She also smiled. When she laughed, tears flowed down her face at the same time. It is not easy for a woman to fight alone in this world. "He's a tough guy." But who knows what kind of price a person has to pay to be a tough guy? Xiao Lei opened his eyes, and the sun filled the window. The darkness has finally passed, and the light has come. Fourth Master Long's white hair was as bright as silver in the sunlight. Although the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes were deep, he looked haggard and tired. But when he was sitting in the sun, he still looked full of life and vitality, as if he would never grow old. His eyes are not old, he was staring at Xiao Lei, and suddenly asked: "Can you talk now?" Xiao Lei said: "Yes." Long Gang said, "Your surname is Lei?" Xiao Lei said: "Yes." Long Gang said: "Do you know what Jin Chuan's original name was?" Xiao Lei said, "I don't know." Long Gang said: "But you are his friend." Xiao Lei said: "Yes." Long Gang said: "You don't even know what kind of person he is, but you regard him as a friend." Xiao Lei said: "Yes." Long Gang said: "Why?" Xiao Lei said: "I handed over him as a person, not his identity, nor his name." Long Gang said: "It doesn't matter what he did before?" Xiao Lei said: "The past is over." Long Gang said: "What about now? Is he still your friend?" Xiao Lei said: "Yes." Long Gang said: "Even if he is sorry for you, you still regard him as a friend?" Xiao Lei said: "Yes." Long Gang said: "Why?" Xiao Lei said, "Because he is my friend." Long Gang said: "So no matter what he did, you will forgive him?" Xiao Lei said: "Maybe he also has his last resort—everyone has his last resort." Long Gang said: "Even if he betrayed you and defrauded you of your most beloved thing, you don't care?" The words he asked were like his guns, sharp, sharp, and merciless. Xiaolei's pupils were shrinking, and his heart was also shrinking. After a long time, he said word by word: "You asked me these questions, I didn't even have to answer you." Fourth Master Long nodded, "I know." Xiao Lei said: "I answer your words, neither because I am afraid of you, nor because I am grateful to you for saving my life." Fourth Master Long said: "What are you doing?" Xiaolei said: "That's just because I think you are still human after all." Fourth Master Long's eyes flickered, and he said, "Aren't you willing to answer my questions now?" Xiao Lei said, "You really asked too many questions." Fourth Master Long said: "Do you know why I ask you so many questions?" Xiao Lei said, "I don't know." Fourth Master Long suddenly let out a long sigh, and said, "I was also betrayed by him." Xiao Lei said, "Oh!" Long Siye said: "So I can understand how painful it is to be betrayed by a friend I trust the most." Xiao Lei said, "Oh!" Fourth Master Long said: "I'm asking you these words just because I want to know, are you also in the same pain?" He stared at Xiaolei, sighed, and said, "Now I know that I am not as good as you, nor is he as good as him—it is his luck that he can make a friend like you." Xiaolei was also staring at him. , the sun outside the window is still equally bright. But he seemed to be older, and the wrinkles around his eyes were much deeper. There was wine on the table, Fourth Master Long drank it down with a toast, sighed and said: "I have always thought that I am not narrow-minded, but when I saw you today, I realized that I still have no room for others. I never thought that he might He also has his last resort." Xiao Lei asked, "What about now?" Fourth Master Long said: "Now I know that as long as you can forgive others, your heart will also become brighter, and all troubles and pains will be swept away immediately." Xiao Lei's eyes flickered, and he said, "Do you think you were wrong before?" Fourth Master Long said: "Yes." Xiao Lei said: "You are not wrong." Fourth Master Long remained silent. Xiao Lei continued slowly: "Being betrayed by a friend is an unforgettable pain, but some people would rather bury it in their hearts than say it out of death." Fourth Master Long looked at him in surprise, unable to speak for a long time. Xiao Lei went on to say: "It is not easy for a person to admit his mistakes and pains in front of others. It requires not only a broad mind, but also extraordinary courage." Fourth Master Long remained silent for a long time, and suddenly said: "You don't have to say these things in the first place." Xiao Lei nodded slowly, and sighed: "I really didn't need it." Long Siye said: "If you don't have extraordinary mind and courage, you wouldn't be able to say these words." Xiao Lei said lightly: "You misread me." Fourth Master Long suddenly stood up, and laughed loudly: "I misjudged you? How could I have misjudged you... If I, Long Si, can make friends like you, I will die without regret." Xiao Lei said coldly: "We are not friends." Fourth Master Long said: "Maybe not now, but in the future..." Xiao Lei interrupted him, and said coldly: "There is no future." Fourth Master Long said: "Why?" Xiao Lei said: "It's just because some people have no future at all." Fourth Master Long suddenly strode over, grabbed his arm firmly, and said, "Brother, you are still young, why do you give up on yourself so much?" Xiao Lei said: "I'm not your brother either." His face suddenly became expressionless again, struggling, as if he was about to leave immediately. But Fourth Master Long pressed his shoulder, forced a smile and said: "Even if you are not my brother, you might as well stay here for a while." Xiaolei said, "Since you want to leave, why stay?" Fourth Master Long said: "I...I still have something to tell you." Xiao Lei pondered for a while, finally lay down again, and said lightly: "Okay, you tell me, I'll listen." Fourth Master Long was also pondering, as if he wanted to find a topic for Xiao Lei to listen to.After a long time, he slowly said: "Jin Chuan is not his real name. His real name is Jin Yuhu. He is the only son of my third brother Jin. After the death of third brother Jin, I..." Xiao Leitu interrupted him again, saying: "I know everything about your relationship." Fourth Master Long said, "Oh?" Xiaolei said: "You are the head of the four major bodyguard bureaus in the Central Plains. He and Ouyang Ji were your right-hand men. Once, he secured a batch of red goods worth 800,000 yuan from the capital to Gusu. Lost the dart, and all the people who followed him were murdered, he felt ashamed to see you, so he lived in seclusion here." Fourth Master Long was listening. Xiaolei said: "But you thought that this batch of red goods was swallowed up by him, that he betrayed you, so you threatened the world and never let him go." Fourth Master Long smiled wryly. Xiaolei said: "This time Ouyang must have discovered him by accident. He was in a hurry to go back and report to you, but he was also afraid that he would slip away, so he did not hesitate to spend 10,000 taels of silver to find three people to watch him." Who knows that there was an accident in his room, when these three people came, he had already left." His voice was very calm, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with the two of them, but when he said the word "accident", he still couldn't help showing pain in his eyes. Fourth Master Long's eyes flickered, and he said, "He told you about this?" Xiao Lei said: "Yes." Fourth Master Long sighed: "He is willing to tell you this kind of secret, no wonder you regard him as a friend." He didn't let Xiao Lei speak, and hurriedly said: "So, when those three people came to you, you already knew that they found the wrong person?" Xiao Lei said: "Yes." Fourth Master Long said: "Why don't you explain to them?" Xiao Lei sneered, "They're not worthy yet." Fourth Master Long said, "What kind of talent do you want?" Xiao Lei said coldly: "Maybe some people are born with a mule temper, and they would rather be wronged ten thousand times than explain a word." Suddenly a person shouted: "Then this person is not a mule, but a stupid donkey." Before he could finish his sentence, Ouyang rushed in.When he came, it was always like a gust of wind, and his words were like a shower of rain. Even if ten people wanted to interrupt him, they couldn't get a word in. "He obviously betrayed you, why do you still believe him?" "Since all the people who followed him are dead, how can he still be alive?" "Fourth Master Long has always regarded him as his own son. Even if he really made a mistake, he should go back and explain how he can just leave." "Do you know how Fourth Master Long's hair turned white? In order to pay for the 800,000 dart silver, even if everyone in the escort agency hanged themselves in a hurry, they still couldn't pay it out." He continued to say After seven or eight sentences, he finally took a breath. Xiao Lei looked at him coldly, until he finished speaking, then said coldly: "How do you know he betrayed me? Have you seen it?" Ouyang was stunned again. Xiao Lei said: "Even if you saw it with your own eyes, it may not be true. Even if he really betrayed me this time, it still cannot prove that he swallowed up the eight hundred thousand taels of dart silver." Ouyang was stunned for a while, and suddenly heaved a long sigh, and muttered: "It seems that some people are born with a mule temper..." "where is this place?" "Inn." "Why do the people in your story always seem to be inseparable from the inn?" "Because they are homeless people." "They don't have a home?" "Some have no homes, some have been destroyed, and some have homes that cannot be returned." If you also wander around the world, you also cannot do without restaurants, inns, deserted villages, wild shops, nunneries, ancient temples... and you cannot do without the entanglement of grievances, emptiness and loneliness. The courtyard of the inn was full of bodyguard carts parked everywhere. The silver sheaths had been unloaded and piled up in three well-guarded wing rooms on the east side. Thirty-three experienced bodyguards and troopers were divided into three teams. Take turns guarding day and night. Outside the gate is a four-color satin dart flag with a five-clawed golden dragon embroidered on it.The dart flag flutters in the wind, and the dragon seems to be flying away. This is the black and white Fengyun Jinlong Banner in Weizhen in the past. However, Feng Da, Yun Er, and Jin San have all passed away one after another, leaving only Long Si still in the rivers and lakes. Long Si is also old.The old hero, although the glory of the past has not diminished, but remembering the past and reminiscing about the past, how can we not be filled with emotion. late at night.The doors and windows of the east wing were tightly closed, and the lights were dim, except for the occasional sound of knives and rings clashing.There was no other sound to be heard.Although it was a spring night, the yard was full of chills. And who knows how tense and difficult the lives of these heroes of the rivers and lakes who lick blood on the knife head and drink in big bowls all day long are.It is rare for them to have one day in a year where they can relax and sleep peacefully with their wives. So most of them don't have a home, and can't have one.Smart women, who would risk being a widow any moment by marrying them? But life in the rivers and lakes is indeed colorful and unforgettable sometimes.So there are still many people who would rather sacrifice the stability and happiness of this life in exchange for that moment of brilliance. In the west wing, the window of one room is still open, Fourth Master Long and Ouyang Ji are sitting and drinking under the window.Both of them had already drank a lot of wine, and both seemed to have a lot of emotion in their hearts. Ouyang looked anxiously at the escort carts piled up in the yard, and suddenly said: "We have been delayed here for four full days." Fourth Master Long said: "Well, four days." Ouyang said anxiously: "If you stay like this again, I'm afraid the brothers will all be moldy." Fourth Master Long smiled and said, "Do you think everyone else has the same hot temper as you?" Ouyang said anxiously: "But if the darts are not delivered to the ground for a day, the burden on the brothers' shoulders will not be relieved for a day. They have long wanted to have a good drink and have fun with their fans. Their mouths Although Li dare not say it out loud, he must be much more anxious than me." He spoke more and more anxiously, raised his glass and drank it all, and immediately continued: "Besides, people have already explained that they have to deliver the darts before the end of the month, and if they are late by one day, they will be fined three thousand taels. God, plus the 10,000 taels wrongly given away, this trip is worthless." Fourth Master Long said: "I understand what you said, but..." Ouyang said anxiously: "But if the injury surnamed Lei hasn't recovered, we have to stay with him." Fourth Master Long sighed: "Don't forget that if it wasn't for us, they wouldn't have suffered such serious injuries." Ouyang Ji also sighed, stood up and walked around twice, couldn't help but said again: "Actually, I think his injury has healed more than half, and he can leave if he wants to, why..." Fourth Master Long interrupted him, and said with a smile: "Don't worry, he's definitely not someone who won't leave. When he wants to leave, even if we want to keep him, we won't be able to keep him." Ouyang said anxiously: "When do you think he will leave?" Fourth Master Long slowly drank a glass of wine, and said slowly: "Come on, maybe tonight... Maybe right now." He stared out the window with a strange expression on his face.Ouyang turned around abruptly, and saw a person coming out of a room behind and slowly crossing the yard.Although he walked slowly, his chest was still straight, as if he would never bend down under any circumstances. Fourth Master Long stared at him, sighed, and murmured: "This man is really a tough guy." Ouyang Ji sneered suddenly, as if he wanted to rush out. Fourth Master Long grabbed him and said in a deep voice, "What do you want to do? Do you want to keep him?" Ouyang said anxiously: "I'm going to ask him a few words." Fourth Master Long said: "What else are you asking?" Ouyang said anxiously: "You treated him well, at least you saved his life, but he just left without even saying hello. What kind of friend is this?" Fourth Master Long sighed and said with a wry smile, "He never admitted that he was our friend." Ouyang said angrily: "Then why do we treat him like this?" Fourth Master Long stared into the distance, and slowly said: "Maybe it's just because there are not many people like him in the Jianghu." He prevented Ouyang from opening his mouth in a hurry, and then said: "Besides, it's definitely not that he really doesn't want to make friends with us. He did this just because he didn't want to hurt me." Ouyang said anxiously: "Oh?" Fourth Master Long said dejectedly: "Not only has he suffered an extremely miserable experience and his heart is extremely painful, but he must also have some ulterior pain, that's why he doesn't want to make any more friends." Ouyang said anxiously: "You said he didn't want to implicate you, but he has implicated you a long time ago. Doesn't he know that?" Fourth Master Long shook his head slowly, and said: "There are some things, I'd rather he didn't know." Ouyang said anxiously: "For him, you did not hesitate to hurt the executioner under Xueyumen. Didn't he see that? As long as Xueyumen has enmity with someone, they must entangle them to the end, never to die. Hasn't he heard of it? " Fourth Master Long was silent for a long time, and then slowly said: "Don't say that he is just a fledgling young man, there are some things that you don't know either." Ouyang asked anxiously, "What are the things?" Fourth Master Long's eyes suddenly filled with grief, resentment and resentment, and he said word by word: "Do you know how Brother Feng and the others died?" Ouyang anxiously looked at his eyes, and suddenly shivered, and said: "Could it be... is it also the hand of the Blood Rain Sect?" Fourth Master Long didn't answer, but the wine glass in his hand shattered with a "boom". Ouyang hurried over and said in a low voice, "How do you know? Why didn't you say it until now." Fourth Master Long clenched his fists tightly and said, "Because I'm afraid you will take revenge." Ouyang said anxiously: "Why can't you take revenge?" Fourth Master Long suddenly punched heavily on the table, and said sharply: "How can you take revenge if you haven't repaid your favor." Ouyang was shocked, staggered back, and sat down on the chair, sweating profusely.Fourth Master Long slowly spread out his hand, the palm was dripping with blood, embedded with fragments of the wine glass. He stared at the blood on his palm, and said word by word: "Blood debts must be repaid with blood, and the great favor owed to others must be repaid. Even if we are willing to die with Xue Yumen, we will die together, but the kindness we owe to others is not worth it." Who do you want to answer?" Ouyang stood up suddenly in a hurry, and said loudly: "I understand, we must first repay our kindness, and then take revenge." Fourth Master Long suddenly slapped the table again, looked up to the sky and said with a long smile: "That's right, this is the true character of a man." Without saying goodbye, without saying thank you, without even saying a word, Xiao Lei just walked out of the inn. In front of him, there was darkness again.But when he reached the foot of the mountain, the light came again. The milky white morning mist permeates the earth, but the mountains are already illuminated by golden sunlight. He walked up the hill slowly, still the same as when he walked out of the inn, with his chest straight. The incision is still aching, if you bend over and walk up, you will of course feel more relaxed. But he insisted on sticking out his chest.Along Qingxi, walk into the peach forest.The peach blossoms in the forest are still there, what about people? Under the peach blossom tree that blooms the most, one can still vaguely smell her lingering fragrance, but what about her people? The falling flowers are sent to the foot of the mountain and far away by the stream, but the falling flowers will bloom again.Once her people leave, I'm afraid they will never return. Xiaolei's chest became straighter and stronger, and the wound seemed to be about to burst again.He doesn't care. He is not afraid of blood, but of tears.Walking out of the peach forest without looking back, his home is in front of him. It was a place full of warmth and happiness, but now it has become a pile of rubble. He couldn't bear to come back, he didn't dare to come back.But he must come back. No matter how much you fear facing reality, there will always be times when you have to face it. Escape is useless forever, and it will never solve any problems. What's more, what he really wants to escape is not others, but himself. No one can escape from themselves.He gritted his teeth and embarked on his way home, and the road to his hometown remained the same. However, the corpses of his parents must have been burnt and must have been unrecognizable.He came back only to fulfill the filial piety of the Son of Man. Maybe his father did and missed many things in the past, maybe he felt sad and bitter after hearing it.But now, everything is over... Everything has passed, the fire site has been cleared, and there are still several piles of new graves on the green hillside. A gray-haired, hunchbacked old man was sprinkling wine in front of the grave.Xiao Lei was stunned. Who took care of these things for him, but how can he repay this kindness? The old man turned his head slowly, with a sad smile on his wrinkled face.Xinghuaweng, this righteous man is actually Xinghuaweng who drinks wine.Looking at him, Xiao Lei felt his throat was choked up, and he couldn't even say a single word. His gratitude cannot be expressed in any words, and he doesn't have to say it at all, and he can't say it. Xinghuaweng walked over slowly, with tears in his eyes, he patted him on the shoulder lightly, and forced a smile: "It's good that you're here, you're here after all." Xiao Lei gritted his teeth and said, "I..." Xinghuaweng said: "I know how you feel, you don't need to say anything, and you don't need to be grateful to me. I didn't do these things for you." Xiao Lei couldn't help asking: "It's not you? Who is it?" Xinghuaweng said: "He didn't want me to tell you, and he didn't want you to be grateful to him, but I..." He sighed a long time, and continued: "I haven't seen such a loyal and bloody hero in decades. If I don't tell you and don't let you make friends with him, I won't let you go." It’s really hard to feel at ease.” Xiao Lei grabbed his shoulder and said, "Who is this person?" Xinghuaweng said: "Fourth Master Long." Xiao Lei let go of his hand in astonishment, and said, "It's him?" Xinghuaweng sighed: "He found out about your background from me, but if I don't tell you, you may never know how much he cares about you." Xiao Lei looked up to the sky and murmured: "Why did he do this? Why..." Xinghuaweng said: "Because he thinks you are also a good man, he wants to make you his friend." Xiao Lei clenched his fists tightly, he didn't know how he controlled himself, the hot tears in his eyes didn't flow down yet. I don't know how long it took before he walked slowly to the row of new graves and knelt down. On the blue-gray stone tablet, the characters were newly engraved.But he couldn't see clearly.His eyes are blurred. Xinghuaweng has been staring at it all the time, and suddenly said: "Cry, cry if you want to cry, there are only real bloody men in the world who dare to cry aloud." Xiao Lei's fist was clenched even tighter, his nails had pierced into the flesh, and the wound on his chest had burst open. His chest was heaving, and the blood stained the skirt of his clothes again.But his tears are still in his eyes, in his heart, in a place where no one can see.He would rather bleed than cry. But what could be more tragic in the world than these invisible tears? The wind blew, and the wind was still cold.Xinghuaweng quietly wiped away his tears, turned his head, and looked at the piece of rubble and scorched earth. The wind brings the fragrance of distant mountains and the seeds of distant places. The apricot flower man meditated and muttered to himself: "It won't be long, next spring, this piece of scorched earth will definitely be full of flowers again..." As long as there is wind and land in the world, human beings will always have hope.That is exactly what no matter how terrifying the power is, it cannot be eliminated. night.There is no one in the mountains. In the evening wind, there were bursts of mournful cries, like dire wolves, like the cries of Wuxia monkeys. Leaning on crutches, Xinghuaweng stood alone in the vast night at the foot of the mountain, with tears all over his face. He really couldn't understand this stubborn and lonely young man. The crying continued, the young man seemed to want to cry out all his grief and indignation overnight. Xinghuaweng whispered dejectedly, and murmured: "Silly boy, why do you have to wait until there is no one to cry? Why do you torture yourself like this?..."