Chapter 11 The tenth round is No. 1 in the world

Tian Sisi said: "Who can be number one in the world?" Qin Ge said: "Xiao Li Fei Dao!" Qin Ge was the most arrogant person, but when he said the words "Xiao Li Fei Dao", even his face couldn't help showing admiration and respect. No matter who mentions the name "Xiao Li Feidao", they cannot but admire it. Those who don't admire have already said "goodbye". Tian Sisi couldn't help being moved by it, said: "Are you talking about Li Xunhuan and Li Tanhua?" Qin Ge sighed, "Who else is there besides him?" Tian Sisi said: "I heard that he has been a hermit for a long time, is he still alive now?"

Qin Ge said: "Of course I'm still there, this kind of person will always be there." He was right.There are people who seem to never die, because they live forever in people's hearts. Tian Sisi said: "We don't talk about those who have retired, we only talk about those who are still walking in the rivers and lakes." Qin Ge said: "That's not too much." He thought for a while, and then continued: "The head of Shaolin has no roots, and his internal strength is so deep that no one can fathom it." Tian Sisi said: "Have you fought against him before?"

Qin Ge said: "No, I dare not." Tian Sisi said sweetly: "Okay, count him in." Qin Ge said: "There are also Fei Daoren from Wudang, Bashan Swordsman Gu Daoren, Desert Dragon... I'd better not fight against these people." Tian Sisi said: "Only these few?" Qin Ge said: "Besides this, there is at least one more." Tian Sisi asked, "Who?" Qin Ge said: "The person who saved me just now!" Tian Sisi said: "You didn't even see that man, how do you know his martial arts level?" Qin Ge said: "He's on the roof, he can pass through the roof with his hand, and he just happened to catch the Buddha beads of Master Wu Se. With this hand, I can't compare to him at all."

Tian Sisi also had to admit it, nodded and said: "This move is really remarkable." Qin Ge said, "There's still a hand." Tian Sisi said: "Is it the one who turned off the lights?" Qin Ge said: "That's right, that kind of hidden weapon skill is simply unmatched by anyone." Tian Sisi said: "Do you think that the unknown monk killed him?" Qin Ge sighed, "I only know that I didn't kill that monk." Tian Sisi said: "Those people have no grievances or enmity with us, they have never even met face to face, why must they wrong us?"

Qin Ge pondered and said, "Maybe they used a trick to blame Jiangdong." Tian Sisi frowned and said, "A plan to blame Jiangdong?" Qin Ge said: "You don't understand the meaning of this sentence?" Tian Sisi said: "Of course I understand. You mean that they want the death of the unknown monk, but they are afraid that the people sent by Shaolin will take revenge, so they came up with this method to blame you." Qin Ge said: "That's about it." Tian Sisi said: "But who are 'they'? Why must the unknown monk die?" Qin Ge said: "Do you know the meaning of the three words Shaolin School?"

Tian Sisi said: "I know." She should know. For hundreds of years, the three words "Shaolin School" have been equated to the meaning of "Authentic Wulin School" in the minds of Jianghu people. So as long as they are normal people, no one wants to offend them. Qin Ge said: "Do you know the status of this nameless monk in Shaolin Temple?" Tian Sisi said: "His status doesn't seem to be low." Qin Ge sighed and said, "It's not just low." Tian Sisi said: "I heard that the highest status in Shaolin Temple, besides the head abbot, are the two guardians."

Qin Ge said: "Strictly speaking, it's not the two major guardians, but the four major guardians." Tian Sisi said: "Is it the two big ones? Or the four big ones?" Qin Ge said: "The most correct way to say it is two big and two small." Tian Sisi smiled and said: "I never thought that being a monk is like being an official, and there are so many levels." Qin Ge said: "People should have ranks." Tian Sisi said: "But I think everyone should be equal. Otherwise it would be unfair." Qin Ge said: "Okay, let me ask you, if a person is stupid and lazy, doing nothing but eating and sleeping all day long, what kind of person will he become?"

Tian Sisi said: "A beggar." Qin Ge said: "There is another person who is thrifty, smart, and willing to make progress. Does he also know how to beg for food?" Tian Sisi said: "Of course not." Qin Ge said: "Why do some people beg for food? Some people live comfortably?" Tian Sisi said: "Because some people are stupid, some are smart, some are diligent, and some are lazy." Qin Ge said: "Isn't this fair?" Tian Sisi said, "It's fair." Qin Ge said: "People, shouldn't there be ranks?" Tian Sisi said: "Yes."

Qin Ge said: "Everyone is equal where they stand. It just depends on whether you are willing to climb up. If you stand there to enjoy the shade and watch others sweat profusely, wait until others climb up. , Besides, the world is unequal and unfair, and that is the real unfairness." He continued slowly: "If everyone could understand this truth, there wouldn't be so much hatred and pain in the world." Tian Sisi stared at him, suddenly sighed softly, and said: "I suddenly found that you speak more and more like a person." Qin Ge said, "Like who?" Tian Sisi shook her head, sighed and said, "You won't recognize him. He..."

She bit her lip and said nothing more.But I asked myself in my heart: "Why is that big-headed ghost disappearing? Will I see him again in the future?" Qin Ge suddenly asked again: "Where did we talk just now?" Tian Sisi smiled with a blushing face, and said: "We are talking about the guardians of Shaolin Temple, there are two big and two small." Qin Ge said: "The meaning of the two guardians is that they are not young and have advanced cultivation skills, so they will never interfere with human affairs unless it is absolutely necessary." Tian Sisi said: "Where are the two little protectors?"

Qin Ge said: "These two protectors are usually in their prime, and they are the ones who are really in charge of the Shaolin Temple, so these two must have very high martial arts." Tian Sisi said: "In this way, it turns out that the two little protectors are not young." Qin Ge nodded, and said: "The nameless monk was originally the Dharma protector of Shaolin Temple, that is, the younger brother of the current head abbot." Tian Sisi said: "It doesn't look like they have such a big background." Qin Ge said: "For hundreds of years, there is only one kind of people who dare to kill the guardians of Shaolin Temple." Tian Sisi asked, "What kind of person?" Qin Ge said: "Madman." Tian Sisi laughed and said, "Do you think those people are crazy?" Qin Ge said: "There are two kinds of madmen." Tian Sisi asked, "Which two kinds?" Qin Ge said: "One is to go crazy by oneself, and the other is to be driven crazy by others." Tian Sisi rolled her eyes and said, "Do you think they were driven crazy by the unknown monk?" Qin Ge said: "It's definitely not wrong." Tian Sisi said: "Why did Master Wuming force them?" Qin Ge said: "Because this monk likes to be busy." Tian Sisi said: "Since he is the Dharma protector of Shaolin Temple, why did he come out and make trouble?" Qin Ge said: "I mean he was originally the protector of Shaolin Temple." Tian Sisi said: "It used to be, but now it's not." Qin Ge said: "It wasn't six or seven years ago." Tian Sisi asked, "Did you get kicked out?" Qin Ge said: "No, he left by himself." Tian Sisi said: "It's hard to get to such a high position, why did you leave?" Qin Ge said: "Because Shaolin Temple is too cold, but his heart is too hot." Tian Sisi said: "The monks should not be too enthusiastic." Qin Ge said: "So he would rather go to hell." Tian Sisi also sighed, and said, "I finally understand the meaning of this sentence now." Qin Ge said, "Oh." Tian Sisi said: "There is a kind of person who goes to hell not because he is driven out, but because he is willing to go down to save others." Qin Ge smiled and said, "If you understand this sentence, you've grown up a lot." Tian Sisi pouted and said, "I'm already an adult." Qin Ge said: "You were just a young lady, now you can be considered an adult." Tian Sisi didn't say anything more. Because she herself has also discovered that she has really grown up a lot in the past few days—it even seems to be more than the previous ten years. She already understood the distance between "Miss" and "Master". This distance is something a young lady will never understand. After a long time, she suddenly asked again: "The old monk just said something very strange, I wonder if you understood it?" Qin Ge said: "Of the ten sentences that the old monk said, there are always seven or eight that are strange." Tian Sisi said: "But that sentence is very different." Qin Ge said: "Which sentence?" Tian Sisi said: "Actually, it can't be regarded as a sentence, it's two words." Qin Ge said: "Two words?" Tian Sisi said: "Mountain flow." As soon as he heard these two words, Qin Ge's expression was a little different again. Tian Sisi said: "The old monk said that the nameless monk should go to hell because he has entered a mountain stream, did you hear that?" Qin Ge nodded. Tian Sisi asked, "What do you mean by mountain stream?" Qin Ge was silent for a long time before he said slowly, "Shanliu is a group of people." Tian Sisi asked, "A group of people?" Qin Ge said: "A group of friends have the same interests, so they joined together and used the word 'Shanliu' as their code name." Tian Sisi asked, "What are their interests?" Qin Ge said, "Go to hell." Tian Sisi said: "Go to hell to save people?" Qin Ge said, "Not bad." Tian Sisi said: "In their view, the casino is also a hell. They want to save those who have sunk in it, so they turned the casino into a temple for monks." Qin Ge said: "At least the monk's temple is not hell. There is no poisonous fire that can burn dead people." Tian Sisi said: "But if he does this, the people who run the casino will definitely hate him to the bone." Qin Ge said, "Not bad." Tian Sisi said: "That's why those people want his life." Qin Ge said, "Not bad." Tian Sisi said: "I've heard a lot about things in Jianghu, how come I've never heard of the word 'mountain stream'?" Qin Ge said: "Because it was a very secret organization." Tian Sisi said: "What they did was not shameful, why should they be so secretive?" Qin Ge said: "After doing a good deed, you don't want others to know, that's the real good deed." Tian Sisi said: "But it is not easy to do good deeds." Qin Ge said: "It's really not easy." Tian Sisi said: "If you want to do good things, you have to offend a lot of bad people." Qin Ge said, "Not bad." Tian Sisi said: "Bad people are not easy to deal with." Qin Ge sighed: "So no matter what they do, they have to take great risks. If they are not careful, they will die in the hands of others for no reason like the unknown monk." Tian Sisi said: "But they still want to do it, knowing that there is danger and not caring." Qin Ge said: "No matter how difficult or dangerous it is, they don't care at all, even death." Tian Sisi sighed, but her eyes lit up, and said, "I don't know if I will have a chance to recognize them in the future." Qin Ge said: "I'm afraid there are very few opportunities." Tian Sisi asked, "Why?" Qin Ge praised those who were fighting violence in secret: "Because they neither seek fame nor profit, others don't even know who they are, how can they recognize them?" Tian Sisi said: "You don't know who they are?" Qin Ge said: "Until now, I only know one nameless monk. If he hadn't died, Wuse might not have revealed his identity." Tian Sisi said: "Besides him, there is at least a scholar, a Taoist priest." Qin Ge nodded and said, "Of course they may be from 'Shanliu', but they may not be. Unless they say it themselves, no one can be sure." Tian Sisi pondered, and said: "Since there are monks, Taoists, and scholars in this group of people, there may be all kinds of strange people from all walks of life." Qin Ge said: "That's right. I heard that in the 'Mountain Stream', the elements are so complicated that no one, one, one, or one school in the world of martial arts can compare with it." Tian Sisi said: "How did these people organize themselves?" Qin Ge said: "Because of a kind of interest, a kind of belief." Tian Sisi said: "Apart from this, is there anything else?" Qin Ge said: "Besides, of course there is another person who can organize them." Tian Sisi said: "This person must be very remarkable." Qin Ge said: "Definitely." Tian Sisi's eyes lit up again, and said: "I must try to recognize him in the future." Qin Ge said: "You have nothing to do." Tian Sisi asked, "Why?" Qin Ge said: "Because no one knows who he is." Tian Sisi's eyes fluttered, and she said, "So anyone could be him." Qin Ge said, "Not bad." Tian Sisi stared at him and said, "You may also be him." Qin Ge smiled and said, "If I were him, I would definitely tell you." Tian Sisi said: "Really?" Qin Ge smiled and said, "Don't forget that we are good friends." Tian Sisi sighed and said, "It's a pity that you are not." Qin Ge said: "I'm not from the mountains either, because I'm not qualified." Tian Sisi said: "Why not qualified?" Qin Ge said: "If you want to enter the mountains, you have to sacrifice yourself completely, and you have to have the spirit of going to hell. If you rub your head and put your heels on your heels, you will go through fire and water, and you will die!" Tian Sisi asked, "What about you?" Qin Ge sighed: "I can't, I like to enjoy too much." Tian Sisi said sweetly: "And you are too famous, no matter where you go, people pay attention to you." Qin Ge said with a wry smile, "This is my biggest problem." Tian Sisi sighed: "They chose you as a scapegoat, presumably because of your fame. Since people recognize you no matter where you are, even if you want to run, you can't." Qin Ge sighed bitterly: "People are afraid of being famous and pigs are afraid of getting fat. This sentence is really fucking right." Tian Sisi said: "Now not only people from Shaolin School are looking for you, people from Shanliu must also be looking for you." Qin Ge said: "The people of Shanliu are more terrifying than the Shaolin sect." Tian Sisi said: "If you leave like this, they will even think you are the murderer." Qin Ge could only smile wryly. Tian Sisi looked at him, couldn't help but let out a long sigh, lowered her head and said, "I only know now that I did something wrong." Qin Ge said: "What did you do wrong?" Tian Sisi said: "I shouldn't have told you to run away just now." Qin Ge said: "It really shouldn't be." Tian Sisi bit her lip and said, "But why did you follow me?" Qin Ge said: "Maybe I didn't leave because of you?" Tian Sisi said, "It's not for me, but for whom?" Qin Ge said: "The person who saved me just now." Tian Sisi said: "Do you know who he is?" Qin Ge nodded and said, "Except for him, all the people in the world may not be able to pull me away." Tian Sisi asked, "Why?" Qin Ge said: "Because he is the only one I really admire in my heart." Tian Sisi opened her eyes wide and said, "I never thought you would have someone who admires you." Qin Ge said: "A person like him, you don't have to admire him." Tian Sisi asked, "What kind of person is he?" Qin Ge said: "A person you have to admire." Tian Sisi asked: "Who is he?" Qin Ge smiled, as if very mysterious. Tian Sisi's eyes flickered to persuade, and said: "Is it Liu Fenggu?" Qin Ge didn't speak. Tian Sisi said: "Is it Yue Huanshan?" Qin Ge still didn't speak. Tian Sisi said: "Why don't you speak up?" Qin Ge smiled and said, "Do you recognize them?" Tian Sisi said: "I still don't recognize it yet." Qin Ge said: "I don't know either." Tian Sisi seemed surprised and said, "Why don't you even recognize them?" Qin Ge smiled and said, "Because I'm very lucky." Tian Sisi stared at him for a long time, then suddenly curled her lips and said with a sneer, "Now I know who and what kind of person you admire." Qin Ge said, "Oh?" Tian Sisi said: "He must be a person inferior to you, that's why you admire him." She didn't let Qin Ge speak, and rushed to say: "When a man praises another man in front of a woman, that person must be inferior to you." People who love him are like..." Qin Ge also rushed to say: "It's like when a woman praises another woman in front of a man, that woman must be uglier than her, isn't it?" Tian Sisi couldn't help laughing and said, "It's not bad at all." Qin Ge said with a smile: "You are using the heart of a little woman to save the belly of a big man." Tian Sisi cried out, "What's so great about a man?" Qin Ge said: "A man is nothing special, but if he is willing to praise another man in front of a woman, that person must be very special." Men are different from women in many things—whether they are men or women, as long as they are individuals, they all know this truth. The difference between them is not huge, but it is wonderful. If you are a man, you had better understand one thing. If other men praise you in front of you, either they have already admired you, or they will regard you as a worthless idiot.And usually for another purpose. But if he praises you behind your back, it is a real praise. Women are different. If you are a woman, you better understand one thing. If other women praise you in front of you or behind your back, they usually only have one meaning—— That means she doesn't look down on you at all. If she scolds you behind your back, you should feel happy instead. There's another thing that's wonderful. When a man and a woman are alone, it is usually the woman who is asking questions. Men don't like this situation, but they should feel happy. Because if a woman keeps asking a man all kinds of weird questions, no matter how stupid she asks, it means that at least she doesn't hate you. The dumber the questions she asks, the more she likes you. But if she doesn't even ask you a word, you will keep asking her instead. That would be bad. Because that only means that you like her very much, but she doesn't have much interest in you. Maybe not even the slightest interest—if a woman is no longer interested in asking questions, what other interest would she have in you? This is almost never the case. Now is no exception. Tian Sisi is a woman, she doesn't hate Qin Ge. So she is still asking: "Who is that person you admire?" This question was originally very simple and easy to answer. The wonderful thing is that Qin Ge refused to speak out. There are many differences between men and women, and there are many differences between cities and villages. In the minds of many men who like to wander, the biggest advantage of the city is: no matter how late you are, you can find a place to eat. That place certainly won't be great. Just like a woman who can be found in the middle of the night will never be a good woman. But "yes" is better than "no". Even in the most prosperous cities, there are lots of vacant lots that, for some inexplicable reason, sit vacant. Of course, these lands were originally intended to be used for building houses and doing business. No one knew why the houses were not built and why the business was not completed. Later, people even became confused about who the owner of the land was. All that was known was that there was a vacant lot where anyone could graze cows, raise pigs, fight, kill—even take a piss. Only people with extremely quick brains would think of using this open space to make money. It is certainly easier and more enjoyable to make money from places bought by others, but it is not an easy task. Because you not only have to move your mind faster than others, but also have harder fists than others. The stall is on a large open lot. Tian Sisi asked Qin Ge: "Where do you want to take me to eat?" Qin Ge said: "Go to seven and a half." Tian Sisi asked, "What does seven and a half mean?" Qin Ge said: "Seven and a half is seven and a half cents, seven and a half cents." Tian Sisi said: "That place is called Seven and a Half?" Qin Ge nodded and said with a smile, "The boss of that place is also called Seven and a Half." Tian Sisi said: "Why does this person have such a strange name?" Qin Ge said: "Because others need fifteen cents to shave their heads, but he only needs seven and a half cents." Tian Sisi said: "Why?" Qin Ge said: "Because he is bald." Tian Sisi also laughed. Qin Ge said: "This man was already well-known in the market, and later he set up a beef stall there. Be it beef noodles or pig's feet noodles, he only sold them for seven and a half bucks a bowl. Later, the business was established. If you are famous, you will be more famous, of course, there are only seven and a half people who come out here to fool around." Tian Sisi said: "The business there is very good?" Qin Ge said: "Excellent." The business of this stall is indeed very good. Tian Sisi had never seen so many people in the middle of the night, nor had she seen so many different people in the same place. Dozens of tables were filled with all kinds of people. Some came on horseback, some came by car, so there were still many cars and horses parked beside the open space. All kinds of different chariots and horses.In some carriages, there are neatly dressed and well-dressed coachmen waiting. Tian Sisi really couldn't figure out why these people would come to such a dilapidated stall to eat beef noodles worth seven and a half bucks a bowl, since they could afford such beautiful carriages and horses. In a large open space, only a few lanterns hung in the front. The lanterns have been blackened by the oily smoke, and they are not very bright at all, but the place is too big, and the places where the lights can't reach are still dark, and people's faces can't be distinguished. There are far more places where the light does not shine than the places where the light can shine. Tian Sisi and Qin Ge waited for a long time, and finally found an empty table in a place where the light could not reach. No one noticed Qin Ge. After waiting for a long time, a strange guy came over and put the cups and chopsticks on the table. "Do you want wine?" "want." "How many?" "Five catties." After asking this sentence, the guy turned around and left. Didn't even look at them. Tian Sisi was stunned, and couldn't help but said: "This guy is so arrogant." Qin Ge smiled and said, "We're here to eat, not to see people." Tian Sisi said: "But he didn't ask you what you want to eat?" Qin Ge said: "He doesn't need to ask." Tian Sisi asked, "Why?" Qin Ge said: "Because there are only four things here, almost everyone who comes here calls one dish for each." Tian Sisi frowned and said, "Which four things?" Qin Ge said: "Beef noodles, stewed beef, pig's feet noodles, braised pig's feet." Tian Sisi was startled again, and said, "Only these four things?" Qin Ge said with a smile: "Aren't these four enough? Those who don't eat beef can eat pig's feet, and those who don't eat pig's feet can eat beef." Tian Sisi sighed, smiled wryly and said, "It's a genius who can think of these four things." Maybe it's because there are only these four things in this place that people find it fresh. Qin Ge said: "I know he is definitely not a genius." Tian Sisi said: "Oh." Qin Ge said: "It's because he's not a genius that he got rich." Tian Sisi laughed again, and she couldn't help but admit that this made sense. But what is the reason, she is not very clear. Doesn't the world say that there are some inexplicable truths that no one can figure out? No place to put a table, so dark. Tian Sisi raised her head, and suddenly found several figures wandering around in the darkness like ghosts. She couldn't see their clothes clearly, let alone their faces, and could only see pairs of shining eyes, as if they were Like a hunting dog waiting to catch a rabbit. That look was a bit hostile. Tian Sisi couldn't help asking: "Who are those people?" Qin Ge said: "A businessman." Tian Sisi said: "Come here for business? What kind of business?" Qin Ge said: "I can't see the bullishness of others." Tian Si thought for a long time before nodding his head, but he didn't know if he really understood?Still pretend to understand. There are not only men but also women in the darkness. These women were waiting to do business—at least she understood that. Then she turned her head to look at the brighter side. She saw all kinds of people, rich and poor, noble and humble. Pretty much everyone was drinking—that was the only thing they had in common, and otherwise they were from completely different worlds. Then she saw the guy from just now walking over with a big wooden tray. Both noodles and meat are hot. As long as it's hot, it's not too unpalatable. But after taking a few mouthfuls, Tian Sisi put down her chopsticks, looked at Qin Ge and said, "You said this place is famous?" Qin Ge said, "Yes." Tian Sisi said: "The one who is famous for selling these two kinds of noodles?" Qin Ge said, "Yes." Tian Sisi looked around, sighed suddenly, and said, "I think these people must be sick." Qin Ge said: "Who are they?" Tian Sisi said: "These people come here specially to eat." Qin Ge wiped away the beef in the noodle bowl before letting out a long breath, "They're not sick." Tian Sisi asked, "Where is this person?" She was talking about a person whose eyes she was looking at. The man was sitting in a place with relatively bright lights, and he was wearing a light blue gown that looked soft and comfortable. He is not very old, but his expression naturally carries this kind of majesty, even if he sits on this kind of broken table and rotten bench, he is not to be underestimated. Tian Sisi said: "This person must be very prestigious." Qin Ge said: "And the status is not low." Tian Sisi said: "For a person like him, there must be girls and servants at home." Qin Ge said: "Not only are there, but there are many." Tian Sisi said: "If he wants to eat, someone will prepare it for him." Qin Ge said, "It's always there." Tian Sisi said: "Then, if he's not sick, why would he come to this kind of place to eat by himself in the middle of the night?" Qin Ge drank a glass of wine slowly, put down the glass slowly, stared at the darkness in the distance, and said after a long time, "Do you know what loneliness is?" Tian Sisi said: "Of course I know, I used to feel very lonely." Qin Ge said: "What were you thinking at that time?" Tian Sisi said: "I want to think about things, I want to go out and wander around, I want to talk to someone." Qin Ge suddenly smiled and said, "Do you think that means loneliness?" Chu Sisi asked, "What is that if it's not loneliness?" Qin Ge said: "It's just that you feel bored. The real loneliness is not like that." He smiled, very sadly, and continued slowly: "What does real loneliness look like? Maybe no one You can tell, because then you don’t even know what you’re thinking.” Tian Sisi was listening. Qin Ge said: "If you have experienced many things, you suddenly realize that everything is in the past. If you have obtained many things, you suddenly realize that it was all for nothing. In the dead of night, you are the only one left... His voice was softer and slower, and he continued slowly: "At that time, you will understand what loneliness is." Tian Sisi blinked and said, "You understand?" Qin Ge didn't seem to hear what she was saying, and was dazed for a long time before continuing: "At that time, you probably didn't have to think about anything, but just sat there alone in a daze, feeling empty in your heart and unable to find anything. At the end of the day, sometimes I even want to scream, want to go crazy..." Tian Sisi said: "At that time, you should think about something interesting." Qin Ge continued: "The greatest pain for human beings may be that you can never control your thoughts. If you try your best to recall those interesting things in the past, but you always think of the bitterness and pain, then your heart will It feels like a needle is being pricked." Tian Sisi smiled and said, "It seems like a needle is pricking it? That's just the description of the literati..." Qin Ge drank another glass of wine and said: "I didn't believe it before. A person's heart really hurts. I thought it was just an exaggerated description by literati. But then I realized that even the most rhetorical Even literati and poets with no words can describe your feeling at that time." He smiled even more bleakly, and continued: "If you have experienced that feeling, you will understand why those people have to stay in the middle of the night. I ran to this dilapidated stall to drink." Tian Sisi was silent for a while, then said: "Even if he is afraid of being lonely, he doesn't have to come here alone." Qin Ge said, "No need?" Tian Sisi said, "Why doesn't he go find a friend?" Qin Ge said: "Yes, when you are in pain, you can find a friend to accompany you, to accompany you for ten days, to accompany you for half a month, but you can't ask a friend to accompany you for the rest of your life." Tian Sisi asked, "Why?" Qin Ge said: "Because your friends must have their own problems to solve, and their own family members to comfort, it is impossible to stay with you forever." He smiled again and said: "Besides, you won't Really want your friend to share your pain forever." Tian Sisi said: "You can at least spend money to hire some people to accompany you." Qin Ge said: "That kind of person is definitely not your friend. If you are really lonely, it is definitely not that kind of person who can relieve you. Otherwise, what is the difference between you and a friend?" Tian Sisi rolled her eyes and said, "I know there are other kinds of people." Qin Ge said: "What kind of person?" Tian Sisi said: "People like Zhang Hao'er, at least her place is much more comfortable than here." She glanced at the man in green shirt again, and said: "People like him should have the strength to go there .” Qin Ge said: "That's right, he can go, but if he goes to that kind of place a lot, sometimes he will feel very tired, very tired." Tian Sisi said: "That's why he would rather come here alone for a drink." Qin Ge said, "He's not the only one here." Tian Sisi said: "But although there are many people here, there are no friends for him, and no one understands his pain. Isn't he also a person?" Qin Ge said, "That's completely different." Tian Sisi asked, "What's the difference?" Qin Ge said: "Because here he can feel the existence of others, feel that he is still alive, and even see some people who are more painful than him..." Tian Sisi said: "If a person sees that others are in more pain than himself, will his own pain be relieved?" Qin Ge said: "Sometimes it is true." Tian Sisi said: "Why? Why do people have to be so selfish?" Qin Ge said with a wry smile, "Because people are inherently selfish." Tian Sisi said: "I'm not selfish, I just want everyone in the world to be happy." Qin Ge sighed a long time, and said: "When you grow up, you will understand that this kind of idea is absolutely impossible to come true." Tian Sisi said: "Why can't people be happy?" Qin Ge said: "Because if you want to be happy, you often have to pay the price of pain. If you gain some things, you will often lose other things at the same time..." Tian Sisi said: "Why do people think like this, why don't they think differently?" Her eyes sparkled, and she said again: "When you are in pain, if you think that you have gained happiness; Wouldn't you be so much happier to think you've got something else." Qin Ge stared at her, suddenly smiled, raised his glass and drank it down, saying: "Just because there are people who think like you in this world, this world is still lovely." People who come here, of course, are not all because of loneliness. Qin Ge said: "There are also some people who come here for activities at night because they don't see people during the day, and some people come here because they think this place is nice." Tian Sisi said: "Does anyone really think this place is good?" Qin Ge said: "Of course, I think this place is good." Tian Sisi said: "What do you think is good about this place?" Qin Ge said: "This place is not good, and the beef and pig's feet are not delicious, but it has a special taste, an indescribable taste." Tian Sisi said sweetly, "What kind of smell, stinky smell!" Qin Ge said: "If you go to big restaurants every day, you will find it boring. If you come here a few times, you will feel very fresh and fun." Tian Sisi said: "Is it because this place is especially suitable for people who are in a bad mood?" Qin Ge said: "No, it's like..." He smiled, and continued: "It's like if you guard your wife every day and occasionally go to find another woman, even if that woman is uglier than your wife More, you will also feel that it is a fresh stimulus.” Tian Sisi put on a straight face on purpose, and said, "Why do you have the nerve to say such things in front of a girl?" Qin Ge said with a smile: "Because I know you won't marry me. If a man regards a woman as a friend, he will often forget that she is a woman." Tian Sisi laughed again.She smiled sweetly and happily.But for some unknown reason, she suddenly felt an indescribable melancholy, an indescribable emptiness in her heart, as if she could not find a place to go.Qin Ge was originally the man in her heart, but now it seems that he has gradually forgotten that he is a man, because he is already her friend.What she really needs is not a friend, but a man who can accompany her forever, comfort her, and let her lie in his arms. Will she be able to find such a man in the future?she does not know.What should such a man look like?She doesn't know either.Maybe she just keeps looking for it forever, maybe she never finds it.Maybe she found it, but let it go easily.Don't people always easily let go of some things that he needs most?He didn't know how important this kind of thing was to him until she had lost it. "No matter what, that big-headed ghost is not what I'm looking for." Tian Sisi gritted her teeth. "Even if he never comes to see me, it's nothing serious. Even if he dies, I definitely don't care about it." She told herself over and over again in her heart, as if she wanted to force herself to admit it.But she couldn't help admitting that only when she was with Yang Fan, would she not feel such a feeling of emptiness and fear in her heart.她也许会气得要命，也许会恨得要命，但却绝不会寂寞的。 秦歌正看着她，忽然道：“你也想心事？” 田思思忽然端起酒杯，一口喝了下去，勉强笑道：“我在想，不知道那个人会不会来。” 秦歌道：“谁？” 田思思道：“你最佩服的那个人。” 秦歌微笑着，笑得好像很神秘，道：“那个人现在已经来了。” 田思思道：“在哪里？” 秦歌道：“你回头看看。” 田思思立刻回过头。一回头也就看到了杨凡。杨凡还是依然故我老样子，一丁点也没变，大大的头，圆圆的脸，好像很笨很胖的样子。但田思思现在居然一点也不觉得他难看了。她只觉得心里忽然涌起了一阵温暖之意，非但温暖，而且愉快。那种感觉，就好像一个人忽又寻回了他所失去的最心爱的东西一样。 她几乎忍不住要叫起来，跳起来。但她却扭回了头，而且板起了脸。因为杨凡好像并没有看见她，也没有注意她。杨凡正在跟别的人说话。在他心目中，全世界的人好像都比她重要得多。田思思忽然一点也不空虚了，那为什么？因为她已装了一肚子气，气得要命，简直要气爆了。 秦歌微笑着，道：“现在你总该知道他是谁了吧。” 田思思冷笑道：“我只知道你活见了大头鬼。”她忍不住又问道：“你最佩服的人真是他？” Qin Ge nodded. 田思思道：“刚才救你的人也是他？” 秦歌微笑道：“而且昨天晚上怕你着凉的人也是他。” 田思思涨红了脸，道：“原来你看见了。” 秦歌道：“我只好装作没看见。” 田思思瞪着他，恨恨地道：“你们是不是早就认得的？” 秦歌道：“我若不认得他，就不会佩服他了。”他微笑着，又道：“一个真正值得你佩服的人，总是要等到你已认得他很久，很了解他之后，才会让你知道他是怎么样一个人的。” 杨凡究竟是个怎么样的人呢？田思思本来知道得很清楚。他是名门之子，也是杨三爷千万家财的惟一继承人，本来命中注定就要享福一辈子的。可是他偏偏不喜欢享福。很小的时候，他就出去流浪，出去闯自己的天下。他拜过很多名师学武，本来是他师父的人后来却大都拿他当朋友。吃喝嫖赌，他都可以算是专家，有一次据说曾经在大同的妓院连醉过十七天，喝的酒已足够淹死好几个人。但有时他也会将自己一个人关在和尚庙里，也不知他是为了想休息休息，还是在忏悔自己的罪恶。他的头很大，脸皮也不薄。除了吃喝嫖赌外，他整天都好像没什么别的正经事做。这就是杨凡——田思思所知道的杨凡。她知道的可真不少，但现在她忽然发现，她认得他越久，反而越不了解他了。这是不是因为她看得还不够清楚？ 田思思瞪大了眼睛，看看杨凡。他还站在那里跟别人说话。说话的声音很低很低，由表情看来，像是十分神秘的样子。他做事好像总有点神秘的味道。跟他说话的这个人，本来是五六个人坐在那里的，也不知什么时候，别的人都走了，只剩下他一个还坐在那里吃面。他肚子真不小，面前的空碗已堆了五六个。 杨凡走过来的时候，他还在那里啃猪脚，看见杨凡，就立刻站起来，说话的态度好像很恭敬。除了田思思之外，每个人对杨凡好像都很尊敬。但他们在那里究竟说什么呢？为什么唠唠叨叨的一直说个没完？ 田思思忽然叫了起来，大声道：“杨凡，你愣愣地站在那里干什么？能不能先过来一下子？” 杨凡这才回头看了她一眼，好像还皱了皱眉。跟他说话的那个人，却陪着笑点了点头，又轻轻说了两句话，就一拐一拐识趣地走了。田思思这才发现他是个跛子——一个又高又瘦的跛子。这人一定好几天没吃饭，所以捉住机会，就拼命拿牛肉面往肚子里塞，像个饿死鬼！ 田思思撇了撇嘴，冷笑道：“我真不懂，他跟这种人有什么话好说的。” 这句话没说完，杨凡已走过来，淡淡道：“你认得那个人？” 田思思道：“谁认得他。” 杨凡道：“你既然不认得他，怎么知道他是哪种人？” 田思思道：“他是那种人，有什么了不起？” 杨凡道：“嗯，真没什么了不起，只不过他老想跟我说话，就是说三天三夜，我也会陪着他的。” 田思思的火更大了，道：“他说的话真那么好听？” 杨凡道：“不好听，但却值得听。”他悠悠地接着道：“值得听的话，通常都不会很好听。” 田思思冷笑道：“有什么值得听的？是不是告诉你什么地方可以找得到女人？” 秦歌忽然笑了。 田思思回头瞪了他一眼，道：“你笑什么？” 秦歌道：“我在笑你们！” 田思思道：“笑我们？我们是谁？” 秦歌道：“就是你跟他。”他微笑着，又道：“你们不见面的时候，彼此都好像想念得很，一见面，却又吵个不停，真奇怪……” 田思思板起了脸，大声道：“告诉你，我是我，他是他，八棍子也打不到一起去。” 她虽然板起了脸，但脸已红了。 杨凡忽然笑了笑，道：“八棍子也打不到一起去，九棍子呢？” 田思思狠狠道：“九棍子就打死你，打死你这大头鬼。” 话还没有说完，她自己也忍不住“噗嗤”一笑，脸却更红得厉害。你当真将一个女孩子，和一个八棍子也打不到一起去的男人拉到一起，她的脸绝不会发红只会发白。她更不会笑。田大小姐第一次觉得这破地方也有可取之处，至少灯火还不错。她实在不愿意被这大头鬼看出她的脸红得有多么厉害。那阴阳怿气的伙计，偏偏又在这时走了过来。 看见杨凡，他居然像是变了个人，脸上居然有了很亲切的笑容，而且还居然恭恭敬散地弯了弯腰，陪着笑道：“今天想来点什么？” 杨凡道：“你看着办吧。” 伙计道：“还是老样子好不好？” 杨凡道：“行。” 伙计道：“要不要来点酒？” 杨凡道：“今天晚上我还有点事。” 伙计道：“那就少来点，斤把酒绝对误不了事的。” 他又弯了弯腰，才带着笑走了。 田思思突又冷笑道：“这里一共才只有两样东西，吃来吃去，还不都是那两样，真倒胃口！有什么好问的。” 杨凡眨眨眼，道：“也许他只不过想听我说话。” 田思思道：“听你说话？有什么好听的？” 杨凡悠然道：“有很多人都说我的声音很好听，你难道没注意到？” 田思思立刻弯下腰，捧住肚子，作出好像要吐出的样子来。 秦歌忽然又笑了。 田思思瞪眼道：“你又笑什么？” 秦歌道：“我忽然想起了一句话，这句话不但有趣，而且有理。” 田思思道：“什么话？” 秦歌道：“一个女人若在你面前装模作样，就表示她已经很喜欢你。” 田思思又叫了起来，道：“狗屁，这种狗屁话是谁说的？” 秦歌道：“杨凡说的。”他笑着又道：“当然是杨凡，除了杨凡外，还有谁说得出这种话来。” 田思思眨了眨眼，板着脸道：“还有一个人。” 秦歌道：“谁？” 田思思道：“猪八戒。” 这次东西送来得更快，除了牛肉、猪脚外，居然还有各式各样的卤菜，真大出意料之外。 只要你能想得出的卤菜，几乎都全了。 田思思瞪着那伙汁，道：“这里岂非只有牛肉跟猪脚？” 伙计道：“还有面。” 田思思道：“没别的了？” 伙计道：“没有。” 田思思几乎又要叫了，大声道：“这些东西是哪里来的？” 伙计道：“从锅里捞出来的。” 田思思道：“刚才你为什么不送来？” 伙计道：“因为你不是杨大哥。” 他不等田思思再开口，扭头就走。 这人若也是个女的，身上若没有这么多油，田大小姐早已一把拉住了他，而且还一定会好好教训他一顿。 只可惜他是个大男人，胳臂上的油拧出来，足够炒七八十样菜。 所以田思思只有坐在那里干生气，气得发怔。 这大头鬼究竟有什么地方能够使人对他这么好？她实在不明白。 田思思怔了半晌，又忍不住道：“刚才那人叫你什么？杨大哥？” 杨凡道：“好像是的。” 田思思道：“他为什么要叫你杨大哥？” 杨凡道：“他为什么不能叫我杨大哥？” 田思思道：“难道他是你兄弟？” 杨凡道：“行不行？” 田思思冷笑道：“当然行，看来只要是个人就可以做你的朋友，跟你称兄道弟，你不是满在乎的。” 秦歌笑道：“但却一定要是个人，这点才是最重要的，因为有些人根本不是人，只不过是行尸走肉而已。” 田思思瞪了他一眼，道：“你也是他兄弟？” 秦歌道：“行不行？” 田思思冷笑道：“当然行，你连说话的腔调都已变得跟他一模一样了，若非头太小了些，做他的儿子都行。” 秦歌道：“还有个人说话的腔调也快变得跟他一样了。” 田思思道：“谁？” 秦歌道：“你。” 世上的确有种人，一举一动都好像带着种莫各其妙的特别味道，就好像伤风一样，很容易就会传染给别人。你只要常常跟他在一起，想不被他传染上都不行。田思思忽然发觉自己的确有点变了，她以前说话的确不是这样子的。一个女孩子是不是不应该这么样说话呢？她还没有想下去，忽然发现前面的黑暗中，有五六条人影走过去。走在最前面的一个人，一拐一拐的，是个跛子。 田思思又忍不住问道：“这跛子也是你兄弟？” 杨凡道：“他不叫跛子。从来也没有人叫他跛子。” 田思思道：“别人都叫他什么？” 杨凡道：“吴半城。” 田思思道：“他名字叫吴半城？” 杨凡道：“他名字叫吴不可。但别人却都叫他吴半城。” Tian Sisi asked, "Why?" 杨凡道：“因为这城里本来几乎有一半都是他们家的。” 田思思道：“现在呢？” 杨凡道：“现在只剩下了这一块地。” 田思思怔了怔，道：“这块地是他的？” Yang Fan said: "Not bad." 田思思道：“他已经穷成这个样子，为什么不将这块地收回去自己做生意？” 杨凡道：“因为他生怕收回了这块地后，一到了晚上就没地方可走。” 田思思道：“所以他宁可穷死，宁可看着别人在这块地上发财？” 杨凡道：“他并不穷。” 田思思道：“还不穷，要怎么样才算穷？” 杨凡道：“他虽然将半城的地全都卖了，却换来了半城朋友，朋友是金钱难买的，所以他还是叫吴半城。” 秦歌道：“所以他还是比别人都富有得多。” 在某些人看来，有朋友的人确实比有钱的人更富有，更快乐。 田思思叹了口气，道：“这么样说来。他真是个怪人。” 杨凡道：“就因为他是个怪人，所以我才常常会从他嘴里听到些奇怪的消息，奇怪的事情。” 田思思大眼亮了，道：“今天你是不是又听到了些奇怪的消息？” 杨凡道：“朋友多的人，消息当然也多。” 田思思道：“你听到的是什么消息？” 杨凡道：“他告诉我，城外有座庙！” 田思思道：“你觉得这消息很奇怪？只有一辈子没看过庙的人，才会觉得这消息奇怪，可是连个猪都至少看到过庙的。” 杨凡也不理她，接着道：“他还告诉我，庙里有三个和尚。” 田思思更失望，道：“原来这个猪非但没见过庙，连和尚都没见过。” 杨凡道：“他又告诉我，今天这座庙里竟忽然多了几十个和尚，而且不是老和尚，是新和尚。” 田思思的眼睛又亮了，几乎要跳了起来，道：“这座庙在哪里？” 杨凡淡淡道：“这消息既然不奇怪，你又何必要问？” 田思思嫣然道：“谁说这消息不奇怪，谁就是猪。” 她忽然觉得兴奋极了。庙里忽然多出来的几十个和尚，当然就是他们下午在赌场里看到的和尚。其中当然有一个金大胡子。只要能找到这些和尚，他们就可以证明今天下午发生的事不是在做梦，也不是胡说八道。只要能证明这件事，就可以证明多事和尚不是秦歌杀的。