Chapter 124 The first, second and fourth rounds of life and death dilemma

Tie Pinggu and Hu Yaoshi had escorted Li Dazui's body away.Before leaving, Aunt Tie Ping seemed to want to say something to Xiao Yu'er, but she hesitated several times, and finally said nothing.But Xiao Yu'er knew that she wanted to ask about Jiang Yulang's whereabouts, but she still didn't ask, which shows that she has given up on Jiang Yulang. This is really one of the biggest joys for Xiao Yuer in the past few months. Before leaving, Pharmacist Hu seemed to want to say something to Xiao Yu'er, but like Aunt Tie Ping, he hesitated to speak and didn't say anything.Xiao Yu'er also knew that he wanted to ask about Mrs. Bai's whereabouts, but he didn't ask, which showed that he had turned his infatuation on Aunt Tie Ping.

This also made Xiao Yu'er very happy.It is the greatest joy in life for lovers to get married eventually. With a smile on his face, Xiao Yu'er murmured: "No matter what, I still can't figure out how these two people get along well. This is really a strange thing." Su Ying said softly: "It's not surprising at all. They met in adversity. Human emotions are most likely to breed in adversity. What's more, they are all sad people, and they are the easiest to fall in love with each other." She smiled sweetly, lowered her head and said, "Isn't it true that you and I get along in times of adversity?"

Xiao Yu'er wrinkled her nose and said: "You are close to me, but whether I am close to you or not is not certain!" Su Ying smiled and said, "Don't forget, this is God's arrangement!" Xiao Yu'er smiled and said: "You are so proud, don't forget that your rival in love hasn't shown up yet, maybe..." He wanted to tease Su Ying, but when he mentioned Tie Xinlan, he thought of Hua Wuque, and his heart ached. It's like a knot has formed, and I don't even bother to say anything. Su Ying's face also became heavy, and after a while, she sighed and said, "It seems that this battle between you and Hua Wuque is inevitable."

Xiao Yu'er also sighed, and said, "Yes." Su Ying said, "Are you trying to procrastinate again?" Xiao Yuer said: "Yes." He suddenly raised his head to stare at Su Ying and said, "What's on my mind, how do you know?" Su Ying said sweetly, "That's what makes you understand." As soon as a sweet smile flashed across her face, she frowned again and said, "Have you figured out a way?" Xiao Yu'er sat down lazily, and said, "Don't worry, I can always find a solution." Su Ying said softly: "I also know that you must have a way. But, even if you can come up with a better way than before, what's the use?"

Xiao Yuer stared and said, "Who said it's useless?" Su Ying sighed: "Even if you can procrastinate, the matter will be resolved sooner or later. Palace Master Yihua will never let you go, you see, they seem to have gradually become kinder to you in that cave, but As soon as they got out of the cave, their attitude changed immediately." Xiao Yu'er said bitterly: "Actually, I also knew that they would definitely cross the river and tear down the bridge." Su Ying said: "So you will inevitably have to fight Hua Wuque sooner or later, unless..." Su Ying stared at him tenderly, and said slowly: "Unless we go far away now and find a place in the mountains and rivers She lived in seclusion in a beautiful place and never saw anyone again. Never talked to anyone again."

Xiao Yu'er was silent for a while, then said loudly: "No, I can't run away, if I want to hide from people for the rest of my life, I might as well die. What's more, there is Uncle Yan... I have already agreed he." Su Ying sighed quietly: "I also know that you are absolutely unwilling to do this, but as soon as you and Hua Wuque get into each other's hands, it is bound to be life and death, isn't it?" Xiao Yu'er stared blankly at the distance, and murmured: "That's right, as soon as we fight each other, we will be divided..." He suddenly smiled at Su Ying, and said: "But as long as one of us dies, Things can be settled, can't they?"

Su Ying's body suddenly trembled, and she said in a trembling voice, "You...could you be cruel enough to kill him?" Xiao Yuer closed his eyes and stopped talking. Su Ying said dejectedly: "I know that your victory or defeat in this battle has nothing to do with the level of martial arts. The only problem is who can be ruthless, and whoever can win..." She suddenly held Xiao Yu'er's hand tightly, and said in a trembling voice, "I only ask you for one thing." Xiao Yu'er smiled and said, "You beg me to marry you?" Su Ying bit her lip, and said: "I just ask you to promise me, don't let Hua Wuque kill you, you can't die no matter what."

Xiao Yu'er said: "What if I have to die?" Su Ying was shocked again, and said: "Then...then I have no choice but to die with you..." Two tears slowly shed from her eyes, she looked at Xiao Yu'er and said: "But I don't want to die , I want to live a good life with you, live a hundred years, a thousand years, I think we will live a very, very happy life." Xiao Yu'er looked at her with tenderness in his eyes. Su Ying said: "As long as it keeps you alive, it doesn't matter what I'm asked to do." Xiao Yu'er said: "What if I ask you to die?"

Su Ying said: "If I can save you if I die, I will die right away..." She spoke so resolutely that she said it without thinking, but before she finished speaking, Xiao Yu'er pulled her away Passing over, he said softly: "Don't worry, we won't die, we must live well..." Looking at the sky outside the window, he suddenly smiled and said, "We can at least live happily for one day, why should we think about death!" Although a day is short, for those who love each other, the sweetness of this day is enough to make them forget countless pains... late at night.

The four mountains are quiet, and everyone seems to have fallen asleep. In the temples surrounded by mountains, people can often appreciate the joy of silence.But for Hua Wuque, the feeling of silence was really uncomfortable. Almost everyone has come here, Tie Zhan and his friends, Sister Murong and their husbands, Palace Master Yihua... Hua Wuque was only wondering why he couldn't hear their voices.Perhaps none of them wanted to disturb Hua Wuque, so that he could rest well to cope with the fierce battle tomorrow morning.But why don't they talk?He just wants someone to talk to him now.But who to talk to?To whom can he confide his concerns?

The wind blows the window paper, as if the wind is also crying. Hua Wuque sat there quietly, what was he thinking?Are you thinking about Tie Xinlan?Still thinking about Little Fish?Whoever he was thinking of, there was only pain. There was no lamp in the room, and there was still a jug of wine on the table that he hadn't finished.He sighed softly, and was about to get the wine glass, when suddenly the door was gently pushed open, and a slender figure walked in like a ghost.It's Tie Xinlan! In the darkness, her face looked so pale, but her eyes were terribly bright, as if a flame was burning in her heart.Her hands were shaking, and she seemed very nervous.What is this for?Has she made up her mind to do a terrible thing? Hua Wuque looked at her in surprise, unable to speak for a long time.Tie Xinlan closed the door gently, staring at him silently.Why are her eyes so bright, so terribly bright. After a long time, Hua Wuque sighed and said, "You...what's the matter with you?" Tie Xinlan shook her head. Hua Wuque said: "Then you...you shouldn't have come." Tie Xinlan nodded. Hua Wuque seemed to have been frightened by the flames in her eyes, didn't know what to say for a while, just picked up the wine pot, put it down again, picked up the wine glass to drink, but forgot that there was no wine in the glass. Suddenly Tie Xinlan said: "I always hoped to treat you as my elder brother, but now I know I was wrong, because my feelings for you are no longer brother and sister, why should you and I lie to ourselves?" She seemed to have said the words herself countless times, and now that she had made up her mind to say it, she said it in one breath without any hesitation. But after Hua Wuque listened to her, he couldn't even hold his wine glass.He never thought that Tie Xinlan would say such words in front of him, although both of his affection for Tie Xinlan and Tie Xinlan's affection for him were very clear.However, he thinks this is a secret in their hearts, which will never be revealed.He thought that until their death, this secret would be buried deep in their hearts. Tie Xinlan stared at him, her eyes never moving away, and she continued quietly: "I know your feelings for me are definitely not brother and sister, are you?" Her eyes are so bright that they can shine directly on you. Into his heart, Hua Wuque couldn't even escape, he could only lower his head and say, "But I...I..." Tie Xinlan said: "Aren't you? Still afraid to say?" Hua Wuque let out a long sigh, and said sadly, "Maybe I just can't tell." Tie Xinlan said: "Why not? Sooner or later we have to talk, why not tell each other earlier, so as to save each other from suffering." She bit her trembling lips hard enough that they were bloodshot. Hua Wuque said: "Some things are never said, maybe it's better than saying." Tie Xinlan smiled sadly, and said: "That's right, I didn't want to say it at first, but now it's time to say it, because if I don't say it now, there will never be time to say it." Hua Wuque's heart was twisted, he blamed himself painfully, why is he not as courageous as Tie Xinlan?These words should have been spoken by him. Tie Xinlan said: "I know you are doing it for Xiao Yuer's sake. I thought we would do this and I would be sorry for him. But now I understand that this kind of thing cannot be forced. Besides, I don't owe him anything at all. " Hua Wuque nodded sadly and said, "You are not wrong..." Tie Xinlan said: "You are not wrong, God has not stipulated who must love whom." Hua Wuque suddenly raised his head to look at her, he found that her eyes were deeper than the sea, his body also began to tremble, already Gradually unable to control myself. Tie Xinlan said: "Tomorrow, you will have a life-and-death battle with him. I have thought about it for a long time, and I am determined to tell you my thoughts. As long as you know my thoughts, everything else will be fine." Hua Wuque couldn't help holding her hand, and tremblingly said: "I...I...I am very grateful to you, you don't have to be so kind to me." Tie Xinlan suddenly smiled and said: "I should have been nice to you, don't forget, we are married and I am your wife." Hua Wuque stared at her obsessively, her hand had quietly moved to his face, gently stroking his thinner cheek... a drop of tear fell on her hand, like a crystal pearl. Then, the teardrops broke again... The wind was still blowing the window paper, but it didn't sound like crying anymore. Hua Wuque and Tie Xinlan cuddled together quietly. Isn't this boundless darkness and silence just a gift from heaven to lovers?Love is a strange flower, it does not need sunshine or rain, but it blooms more beautifully in the dark. But the window paper finally gradually turned white, and the long night finally passed away. Hua Wuque looked at the dawn outside the window, speechless.He knew that the only period of happiness in his life was over with the coming of dawn.Although light brought endless hope to others, what it brought him now was only pain. Hua Wuque smiled sadly: "Tomorrow morning, the sun will still rise, and nothing will change." Tie Xinlan said: "But what about us?" She suddenly hugged Hua Wuque tightly, and said softly: "No matter what, we are still together now, compared to him, we are still happy, we can live till now, we There's nothing to complain about anymore, is there?" Hua Wuque felt a sharp pain in his heart, and sighed, "Yes, we are much happier than him, he..." Tie Xinlan said: "He is really a pitiful person. He has never enjoyed the slightest happiness in his life. He has no parents, no relatives, and is treated coldly and scolded by others everywhere. I will cry for him personally, because everyone knows that he is a bad person..." Her voice gradually choked up, and she could hardly speak. Hua Wuque lowered his head to look at Tie Xinlan, —— Xiao Yuer had at least Tie Xinlan love him wholeheartedly in his life, but now... Tie Xinlan also lowered her head, and said, "I...I just want to ask you one thing, I don't know if you agree or not?" Hua Wuque forced a smile: "How could I not agree!" Tie Xinlan stared blankly into the distance, and said: "I think that if he dies now, he will die in peace, so..." She suddenly withdrew her gaze, stared at Hua Wuque affectionately, and said word by word: "I Just please don't kill him! Don't kill him no matter what!" At this moment, the blood in Hua Wuque's whole body seemed to have congealed suddenly, and he wanted to shout loudly: "Please don't kill him, don't you know that if I don't kill him, I will be killed by him? You In order to keep him alive, are you willing to let me die? Did you come here tonight just to ask me to do this?" But Hua Wuque would never say such a thing, he would rather be hurt himself, He doesn't want to hurt others, let alone the one he loves. He just smiled bitterly and said, "Even if you don't ask me, I won't kill him." Tie Xinlan stared at him, eyes full of tenderness, sympathy and grief, and even reverence from the bottom of her heart.But she didn't say anything, just said softly: "Thank you." The sun has not yet risen, and the milky white morning mist permeates the land and mountains, and the morning breeze carries an invigorating aroma of grass and trees. Xiao Yu'er took a deep breath, lowered his head and murmured: "Today, it looks like it must be a sunny day. In this kind of weather, who would want to die?" Su Ying snuggled up beside him, seeing his dejected look, she couldn't help showing pity in her eyes, she gently stroked his hair, and was trying to find a few words to comfort him. Suddenly, a person said in a deep voice: "When experts fight, they will lose if they are confused. Now that you understand this truth, you should calm down. You must know that this battle has too much to do with you. You are only allowed to win, not to lose." Xiao Yu'er didn't need to look, he already knew that Yan Nantian was coming, so he just lowered his head and said, "Yes." Yan Nantian's burly figure looked like a mountain god descending from the sky in the misty mist. With scorching eyes, he stared at Xiao Yu'er and said, "Have all your grievances been settled?" Xiao Yu'er said: "Yes." He suddenly raised his head again, and said: "But there is still one person's great kindness that I have not repaid yet." Yan Nantian said: "Who?" "It's that old man Wan Chunliu Wan." Yan Nantian's stern eyes revealed a trace of warmth, and said: "You can have such kindness, and you have lived up to his kindness to you, but the rain and dew nourish all things, not because you want all things to repay him, as long as all things grow and prosper, He's very satisfied." Xiao Yu'er said: "I just want to know where the old man is? Is he in good health?" "You want to see him?" Xiao Yuer said: "Yes." Yan Nantian smiled faintly and said, "Very well, he is also waiting to see you..." Xiao Yu'er was overjoyed and said, "Is his old man nearby?" Yan Nantian said: "He just arrived yesterday." Su Ying has long wanted to meet this generation of benevolent and benevolent doctors. She saw a Taoist man in a long robe and a yellow crown standing under an ancient pine tree with his hands behind his back. of peace and tranquility.Xiao Yu'er was both surprised and happy, he had already rushed over, he wanted to say a lot, but for a moment, he felt his throat was blocked by something, he couldn't even say a word. Wan Chunliu's peaceful face also showed a burst of excitement, the two of them had been separated for a few years, and they could still meet here again, it really felt like a world away. Yan Nantian couldn't help but sighed for a long time, and suddenly said: "It's almost sunrise, I have to go." Xiao Yuer said: "I..." Yan Nantian said: "It's fine for you to stay here for the time being." He continued with a sullen face: "It's just because your mood is not calm yet, and you are not suitable for fighting with others at this time." Wan Chunliu said: "But it's not good to wait too long, and you will get upset if you wait too long." Yan Nantian said: "Then I will make an appointment with them at three quarters in the noon!" After saying the last word, his figure had disappeared among the white clouds and flying catkins. Wan Chunliu looked at Xiao Yu'er, then at Su Ying, and said with a smile, "Actually, I should have walked away, but you will have a long chance to talk in the future, and I..." Xiao Yuer frowned and said, "What about you old man?" Wan Chunliu sighed and sighed: "Besides wanting to see you, there is nothing else in the world of mortals that I can miss." Xiao Yu'er was silent for a while, then suddenly said to Su Ying with a straight face: "The two men are talking together, do you have to listen beside me?" Su Ying rolled her eyes and said, "Then I can go outside for a stroll." Wan Chunliu watched her go away, smiled and said: "The wild horse that has run away, it seems that it has finally got on the bridle." Xiao Yu'er curled her lips and said: "She will never control me for the rest of her life, I am the only one who can control her. If she hadn't listened to me so much, she would have kicked her away long ago." Wan Chunliu said with a smile: "Little Yuer is still a little Yuer after all, even though his heart has softened, his mouth still refuses to soften." Xiao Yu'er said: "Who said my heart has softened?" Wan Chunliu said: "If she hadn't been very sure about you, how would she be willing to obey you? If she didn't know that you would definitely listen to her in the future, how would she listen to you now?" He continued with a smile: " In this regard, women are far smarter than men, and they will never suffer." Xiao Yu'er smiled and said, "I didn't come to ask your old man for advice on 'women'." Wan Chunliu said: "I have already seen that you must have something very secret to ask me. What is it? Tell me quickly, anyway, I can't refuse you." His eyes were full of Smiling, he looked at Xiao Yu'er and said, "Do you still remember the last time you asked me for a pack of stinky medicine, did the smell make those people dizzy, who are you trying to make fun of this time?" Xiao Yu'er couldn't help laughing when he thought of that incident.But his expression suddenly became serious again, he lowered his voice, and said seriously: "This time I don't want to ask you to help me make a joke, but a matter of life and death." Wan Chunliu had never seen him speak so seriously before, so he couldn't help but ask, "What matters so much?" Xiao Yu'er sighed and said, "I just want to..." In the past two months, Su Ying has gotten to know Xiao Yu'er very well. It is not too difficult for a woman to understand the man she loves.Su Ying can always guess exactly what Xiao Yuer is thinking about and what she is going to do, but this time, she really can't figure out what secret Xiao Yuer has to say to Wan Chunliu. She didn't want to go too far at first, but after thinking about it, her eyes suddenly lit up, as if she had suddenly made a big decision.So she hurried up the hill at once.She is familiar with every place on this mountain. She was thinking in her heart: "Palace Master Yihua and Hua Wuque have been waiting on the mountain for two days, where will they live?" Just as she was thinking in her heart, her eyes had already told her.The corner of the red wall was exposed in the shadow of the trees behind the mountain depression in front, and she knew that it was the "Xuanwu Palace" with many miracles in the past and few incense in recent years.Now, several people are coming out from there. These people are very old, but they are light and healthy, with burning eyes. They are obviously first-class martial arts masters. One of them is carrying a special and exquisite big drum on his back.There is also an old lady whose teeth are about to fall out, but her eyes are flowing, she smiles before she speaks, and she speaks with a bit of coquettishness, thinking that she must have been a romantic person back then. Su Ying didn't recognize these people, and she couldn't think of any martial arts masters in the world who carried a big drum with them. She only recognized one of them: Tie Xinlan. She found that Tie Xinlan was not as haggard as she looked a few days ago, but there seemed to be a strange radiance on her face, and she would never know what changed Tie Xinlan. She didn't want to be seen by Tie Xinlan, and was looking for a place to hide, but Tie Xinlan lowered her head, as if she was preoccupied, and didn't see her. While talking, these people walked up the mountain. Su Ying couldn't hear what Tie Xinlan and the others said, only one of them, an old man with a beard and a very powerful appearance, spoke very loudly.I only heard the old man say: "Xiaolan, why are you so half-hearted? I advise you to just follow Hua Wuque wholeheartedly. Although this kid is a bit effeminate, he is finally worthy of you." Tie Xinlan lowered her head. , I don't know if I said anything. The old man patted her on the shoulder again and said with a smile: "Little devil, why are you pretending in front of the old man? Where did you go last night? Do you think the father is really old and confused?" Tie Xinlan still didn't speak, but her face was It became popular. The old lady smiled and said, "I never saw a father actually make fun of his daughter, I think you are really stupid." The bearded old man looked up to the sky and laughed, as if he was very proud. Su Ying was both surprised and delighted, she was so happy that she almost jumped up.From what they said, Tie Xinlan and Hua Wuque obviously became more intimate, and Tie Xinlan's father actually encouraged her to marry Hua Wuque. This was really the happiest thing Su Ying heard. In fact, all parents in the world are the same, they all hope that their daughters can marry a reliable person.If she has a daughter in the future, she will also hope that her daughter will marry the descendant of "Palace Master Yihua", and she will never hope that her daughter will marry a child who grew up in "Valley of Wicked People". The old man smiled again and said: "Since you are determined to be with Dinghua, why are you still frowning? After this fight is over, I will marry you, and you don't have to worry about nights and dreams." The old lady also laughed and said, "The future husband is about to fight with someone, how can she not be worried? If it were me, I'm afraid I would have thought of a way to kill that... that little fish. " The old man laughed loudly and said: "In this way, whoever can marry you will really have a good wife." The old woman said: "Yes, it's a pity that none of you are so lucky." Another tall and thin old man said: "From my point of view, Hua Wuque's energy is restrained, and both internal and external skills have already been established. Obviously, he is gifted and taught by a famous teacher the day after tomorrow. If Jiang Xiaoyu is about the same age as him , Martial arts can never be trained to this level, he has absolutely no reason to lose in this battle, you don't need to worry about him at all." But Su Ying began to worry. She originally thought that the key to victory in this battle was not the strength of martial arts.But now, the more she thinks about it, the more she feels that this kind of thinking is not absolutely correct. If Xiao Yuer's martial arts is not Hua Wuque's opponent at all, then it will be useless even if he can be ruthless. He made up his mind to attack Xiao Yu'er.If the two of them had a battle of wits, Xiao Yu'er was sure of winning, but if the two of them fought head-to-head, Xiao Yu'er was not even a little sure.If she wanted Xiao Yu'er to win this battle, not only did she have to make Xiao Yu'er harden her heart, but she also had to make Hua Wuque hard-hearted.But since Xiao Yuer can kill Hua Wuque ruthlessly, why can't Hua Wuque kill Xiao Yuer ruthlessly?Ants can steal their lives, let alone a person? "Hua Wuque is alive and well, why do I think he will seek his own death? He has no reason to sacrifice himself just to keep others alive." Su Ying sighed, and suddenly realized that she had only thought of On one side of the matter, I have never put myself in Hua Wuque's shoes. In her eyes, Xiao Yuer's life is certainly more important than Hua Wuque's.But in the eyes of others?In Hua Wuque's own eyes?Thinking about it over and over again, the more she thought about it, the more confused she felt; she felt that she had never been in such a mess in her life.In fact, after thinking about it, all she could think of was one sentence: If you want Xiao Yuer to live, you have to find a way to make Hua Wuque die.The dead cannot kill. Su Ying waited for a long time behind a tree, and saw several sisters of Murong's family and their uncles coming out of Xuanwu Palace one after another.Their eyes were a little red, and their expressions were a little sluggish. It was obvious that they hadn't slept well in the past two days.What people in the rivers and lakes pay attention to is "home from all over the world, and be safe with whatever happens."But these pampered young masters and ladies can no longer be regarded as "people in the rivers and lakes".Even if they change the bed, they will not be able to sleep, let alone sleep in such a deserted temple. But they were still neatly groomed, their hair was still well combed, and even their clothes were still neat and wrinkled.They were also talking a lot, talking very vigorously, Su Ying didn't need to listen, she knew that what they were talking about must be the battle between Xiao Yuer and Hua Wuque.Not only has this battle caused a sensation, but it will definitely be passed down to future generations.So they would rather endure hardships than leave. After the group of people walked up the mountain, Su Ying waited for a long time, but no one came out from Xuanwu Palace.And there was no movement at all.Is Hua Wuque still in Xuanwu Palace?Is Palace Mistress Yihua still with him?Su Ying gritted her teeth and decided to take a risk. She thought that the battle was approaching, and these people came out first, perhaps to let Hua Wuque rest quietly for a while, so they went up the mountain first and waited.Now that Yan Nantian has reached the top of the mountain, Palace Master Yihua probably won't stay here, at least they should let Hua Wuque think about how to fight quietly. Although the popularity of Xuanwu officials has declined in recent years, just like some wealthy families who have fallen into poverty, although they have lost the bottom of the pot, they still have a sense of style.In the courtyard inside the temple gate, several ancient cypresses towered into the sky. Although the sun has risen, the courtyard is still gloomy and the sun cannot be seen. Su Ying walked through the quiet courtyard and walked up the long steps.Cigarettes filled the hall, the golden lacquer on the body of "Master Xuanwu" had already peeled off, and the turtle and snake generals under him seemed to be a little listless because they had not enjoyed human food for a long time, and the long curtain on the shrine had become even more It was so gray and yellow that I couldn't even tell what color it was.A dozen or so Taoist priests sat there cross-legged, with their faces down and their eyes closed, chanting words, not knowing whether they were chanting scriptures or cursing others. Su Ying walked past them, as if they didn't see it at all.Su Ying originally wanted to ask them for news, but seeing them like this, she held back. Except for some out-of-the-box ones, there are probably very few young girls in the world who are willing to deal with Taoist monks. The two rows of meditation rooms in the backyard were very quiet, not even a single person was there.Did Hua Wuque leave too?Su Ying was hesitating, when she suddenly discovered that there were several houses in the bamboo forest behind the Moon Gate, which must be the abbot's room of Xuanwu Palace.Although the girls in Murong's family are all people who "eat chickens and legs, and live in south-facing houses", but in this "drama", Hua Wuque is the "protagonist", and the protagonist naturally deserves special treatment.Even if they want to live in the abbot's room, they still have to give up three points if they don't need flowers. Su Ying walked over immediately, and saw that the door of the abbot's room was ajar, swinging back and forth with the wind, a spider was weaving a web under the eaves, and a cricket in the corner of the room was chirping loudly. Leaves from the sycamore tree floated down one by one, hitting the window paper with a "pop" sound. There was no sound in the room.Su Ying called softly, "Young Master." No one responded.Could it be that Hua Wuque had already left?And he forgot to close the door when he left. But since Su Ying has arrived here, no matter what, she has to go in and take a look.She quietly opened the door, only to see that the furnishings in the abbot's room were also very simple. At the moment, there were two jugs of wine and a few dishes on a white wooden table.The dishes didn't seem to have been touched at all, but I didn't know how much wine I drank. There is a cloud bed in the corner of the room, and the bedding on the bed is in a mess, as if several people have slept on it, and the sleeping appearance is very dishonest.Hua Wuque didn't leave, but stayed in the house. But his heart seemed to have flown thousands of miles away.He stood in front of the window in a daze, dazed in a daze, for a person as sensitive as his eyes and ears, he would not know that Su Ying walked in.The sun shone through the window paper and shone on his face. His face was whiter than the window paper, but his eyes were full of red silk, and his expression seemed more depressed than anyone else. In the midst of the war, why didn't Palace Mistress Yihua find a way to refresh him?Are they convinced that he can defeat Xiao Yu'er under any circumstances?Or do they not care about who wins and who loses?Their purpose is to make Xiao Yu'er and Hua Wuque work hard, and they don't care about other things at all.Su Ying thought it was very strange, but she didn't want to know the reason, because she knew that no one would tell her. Suddenly, Hua Wuque let out a long sigh, and in this sigh, unexpectedly contained so much sadness and pain that was difficult to confide in others.Why is he so sad, is it because of Xiao Yu'er? Su Ying walked over slowly, and called beside him: "Young Master..." This time Hua Wuque finally heard it.He slowly turned his head and looked at Su Ying. Although he was looking at Su Ying, his eyes seemed to be looking at a place far, far away, so far away that he couldn't see at all. Su Ying remembered that he used to have a pair of eyes that were as bright and attractive as Xiao Yuer's, but now these eyes turned into a pair of dead people's eyes, completely lacklustre, not even moving, being surrounded by such a pair of eyes Look, it's really not a good thing. Su Ying was so watched that she almost broke out in cold sweat. She forced a smile and said, "Don't you know me anymore, Mr. Playboy?" Hua Wuque nodded, and suddenly asked: "Are you here to beg me not to kill Xiao Yu'er?" Su Ying was startled, before Hua Wuque could speak, Hua Wuque laughed. His laughter was so strange, so crazy, Su Ying never thought that a person like him would make such a terrible laugh.Normal people would never smile like this, Su Ying almost wanted to run away. Hua Wuque laughed and said, "Everyone comes to beg me not to kill Xiao Yuer, why no one begs Xiao Yuer not to kill me? Am I supposed to die?" Su Ying said: "This... I'm afraid it's because everyone knows that Xiao Yu'er will never kill you." Hua Wuque suddenly stopped laughing and said, "What about him? Does he know?" "If he knew, he wouldn't let me come, because I didn't come to beg you." Hua Wuque said, "No?" Su Ying said, "No." She also stared at Hua Wuque, and said word by word, "I'm here to kill you." This time Hua Wuque was also stunned, stared at Su Ying for a while, and suddenly laughed again: "Why do you think you can kill me? If you really want to kill me, you shouldn't say it, if you don't say it Come out, maybe there is still a chance." Su Ying said: "If I say it, will I have no chance?" Hua Wuque said, "I'm afraid your chances are very few." Su Ying smiled and said, "My chances are at least much greater than Xiao Yu'er's, otherwise I wouldn't have come." She turned around suddenly, poured two glasses of wine, and said, "If I fight with you, naturally I won't even have a chance. But we are humans, not beasts. Beasts only know how to use force to solve everything, but humans don't have to. .” Hua Wuque asked, "What method do people use to solve it?" Su Ying said: "A person's method should at least be more elegant than that of a beast." She turned around, pointed to the two glasses of wine on the table and said, "I just poured these two glasses of wine." Hua Wuque said, "I saw it." Su Ying said: "You just need to choose a cup and drink it, and our problem will be solved." Hua Wuque asked, "Why?" Su Ying said: "Because I have poisoned one of the glasses of wine, if you choose a poisonous one, you will die, if you choose a non-poisonous one, then I will die." Isn't the method very elegant and fair?" Hua Wuque looked at the two glasses of wine on the table, and the muscles in the corners of his eyes couldn't help twitching. Su Ying said: "Don't you dare?" Hua Wuque said in a hoarse voice, "Why do I have to choose a cup?" Su Ying said leisurely: "Just because I want to fight you to the death, isn't that reason enough?" Hua Wuque said, "Why should I fight you hard?" Su Ying said: "Why do you fight Xiao Yu'er? You can fight him, why can't I fight you?" Hua Wuque was stunned again. Su Ying said coldly: "Do you think it's too uncertain to do this? Do you only fight with others when you know you can defeat them?" She continued with a sneer: "But you fight when you know you are sure." If a person fights a duel, then it is not called a duel, it is called murder." Hua Wuque's complexion changed terribly, and cold sweat dripped from the tip of his nose. Su Ying sneered and said, "If you really don't dare, I can't force you, but..." Hua Wuque gritted her teeth and finally picked up a glass of wine. Su Ying stared at him, and said word by word: "Whether this glass of wine is poisonous or not, you chose it yourself. You should always believe that this is a fair duel, much fairer than most duels in the world." Hua Wuque suddenly smiled and said, "Yes, this is indeed fair, I..." Suddenly one person yelled: "This is not fair at all, you must not drink this glass of wine." With a "bang", the door was knocked open, and a person broke in, but it was Xiao Yu'er. Su Ying lost her voice: "Why are you here?" Xiao Yu'er sneered, "Why can't I come?" While talking, he had already snatched the wine glass from Hua Wuque's hand, and said loudly: "Not only do I want to come, but I also want to drink this glass of wine." Su Ying changed color and said, "This glass of wine is not for drinking." Xiao Yu'er said: "Why can't you drink it?" Su Ying said: "This... this glass of wine is poisonous." Xiao Yu'er sneered, "So you know this glass of wine is poisonous." Su Ying said: "My wine, my poison, how could I not know?" 小鱼儿怒吼道：“你既然知道，为何要他喝？” 苏樱道：“这本就是一场生死的搏斗，总有一人喝这杯酒的，他自己运气不好，选了这一杯，又怎能怪我？” 她瞪着花无缺，道：“但我并没有要你选这杯，是么？”花无缺只有点了点头，他纵然不怕死，但想到自己方才已无异到鬼门关前走了一遭，掌心也不觉沁出了冷汗。 小鱼儿望着杯中的酒，冷笑着道：“我知道你没有要他选这杯，但他选哪杯也是一样的。” 苏樱道：“为什么？” 小鱼儿大吼道：“因为两杯酒中都有毒，这种花样你骗得了别人，却骗不过我。他无论选哪杯，喝了都是死，你根本不必喝另一杯的。” 苏樱望着他，目中似已将流下泪来。 小鱼儿摇着头道：“花无缺呀花无缺，你的毛病就是太信任女人了……” 苏樱幽幽叹息了一声，喃喃道：“小鱼儿呀小鱼儿，你的毛病就是太不信任女人了。”她忽然端起桌上的另一杯酒，一口喝了下去。 花无缺脸色变了变，嗄声道：“你……你错怪了她，这杯毒酒我还是应该喝下去。” Xiao Yu'er asked, "Why?" 花无缺大声道：“这既然是很公平的决斗，我既然败了，死而无怨。” 苏樱叹道：“你实在是个君子，我只恨自己为什么要……” 小鱼儿忽然又大笑起来，道：“不错，他是君子，我却不是君子，所以我才知道你的花样。” 花无缺怒道：“你怎么能如此说她，她已将那杯酒喝下去了。” 小鱼儿大笑道：“她自然可以喝下去，因为毒本是她下的，她早已服下了解药，这么简单的花样你难道都不明白么？” 花无缺望着他，再也说不出话来。苏樱也望着他，良久良久，才喃喃道：“你实在是个聪明人，实在太聪明了！”她凄然一笑，接着道：“但无论如何，我总是为了你，你实在不该如此对我的。” 小鱼儿又吼了起来道：“你还想我对你怎样？你以为害死花无缺，我就会感激你吗？” 苏樱道：“我自然知道你不会感激我，因为你们都是英雄，英雄是不愿暗算别人的。英雄要杀人，就得自己杀。”说着说着，她目中已流下泪来。但她立刻擦干了眼泪，接着道：“我只问你，就算我是在用计害人，和你们又有什么不同？” 小鱼儿吼道：“当然不同，我们至少比你光明正大些。” 苏樱冷笑道：“光明正大？你们明知对方不是你的敌手，还要和他决斗，这难道就很公平？很光明正大吗？难道只有用刀用枪杀人才算公平，才算光明正大？你们为什么不学狗一样去用嘴咬呢？那岂非更光明正大得多。” 她指着小鱼儿道：“何况，我杀人至少还有目的，我是为了你，一个女人为了自己所爱的人无论做什么都不丢脸，而你们呢？”她厉声道：“你们马上就要拼命了，不是你杀死他，就是他杀死你，你们又是为了谁？为了什么？你们只不过是在狗咬狗，而且是两条疯狗。” 小鱼儿竟被骂得呆住了，一句话也说不出来。被人骂得哑口无言，这还是他平生第一次。花无缺站在那里，更是满头冷汗，涔涔而落。 苏樱嘶声道：“我是个阴险狠毒的女人，你是个大英雄，从此之后，我再也不想高攀你了，你们谁死谁活，也和我完全无关……”她语声渐渐哽咽，终于忍不住失声痛哭，掩面奔出。 She didn't look back.一个人的心若已碎了，就永远不会回头了。 梧桐树上的叶子，一片片打在窗纸上，墙角的蟋蟀，还不时在一声声叫着，檐下的蛛网，却已被风吹断了。蛛丝断了，很快还会再结起来，蜘蛛是永远不会灰心的，但情丝若断了，是否也能很快就结起来呢？ 人是否也有蜘蛛那种不屈不挠的精神？ 小鱼儿和花无缺面面相对，久久说不出话来。过了很久，花无缺才叹了口气，道：“你为何要那么样对她？” 小鱼儿又沉默了很久，喃喃道：“看来你和我的确有很多不同的。” 花无缺道：“人与人之间，本就没有完全相同的。” 小鱼儿道：“她为了我找人拼命，我却骂得她狗血淋头，她要杀你，你却反而帮她说话，这就是我们最大的不同之处。”他苦笑着道：“所以你永远是君子，我却永远只是个……” 花无缺打断了他的话，道：“你为何总是要看轻你自己，其实你才是真正的君子，否则你又怎会为了我而伤害她？”他叹息道：“除了你之外，我还想不出还有谁肯为了自己的敌人而伤害自己的情人。” 小鱼儿忽然笑了笑，道：“我并不是为了你，而是为了我自己。” 花无缺道：“为了你自己？” 小鱼儿道：“不错，为了我自己……”他慢慢地将这句话又重复了一次，目中闪动着一种令人难测的光，这使他看起来像是忽然变成了个很深沉的人。花无缺每次看到他目中露出这种光芒来，就知道很快就会有一个人要倒霉了，但这次他的对象是谁？ 小鱼儿已缓缓接道：“因为我若让你现在就死在别人手上，我不但会遗憾终生，而且恐怕难免会痛苦一辈子。” 花无缺动容道：“为什么？” 小鱼儿道：“因为……” 他的话还没有说出来，突听一人道：“因为他也要亲手杀死你。”这是邀月宫主的声音，但却比以前更冷漠。 她的脸也变了，虽然依旧和以前同样苍白冷酷，但脸上却多了种晶莹柔润的光。她的脸以前若是冰，现在就是玉。 小鱼儿望着她长长叹了口气，道：“才两三天不见，你看来居然又年轻了许多，看来天下的女人都该练你那'明玉功'才是。”邀月宫主只是冷冷瞪着他，也不说话。 小鱼儿又叹了口气，道：“自从我将你们救出来之后，你就又不理我了，有时我真想永远被关在那老鼠洞里，那时你多听我的话，对我多客气。” 邀月宫主脸色变了变，道：“你的话说完了么？” 小鱼儿笑道：“说完了，我只不过是想提醒你一次，若不是我，你就算变得再年轻，不出几天还是要被困死在那老鼠洞里。” 从山顶望下去，白云缥缈，长江蜿蜒如带。燕南天孤独地站在山巅最高处，看来是那么寂寞，但他早已学会忍受寂寞——自古以来，无论谁想站在群山最高处，就得先学会如何忍受寂寞。山上并不只他一个人，但每个人都似乎距离他很遥远。山风振起了他衣袂，白云一片片自他眼前飘过。 慕容珊珊忽然长长叹了口气，黯然道：“前不见古人，后不见来者……燕大侠虽然绝代英雄，但这一生中又几曾享受过什么欢乐？” 慕容珊珊叹道：“看来一个人还是平凡些好。” 慕容双也叹了口气，悠悠道：“我欲乘风归去，又恐琼楼玉宇，高处不胜寒……” 突听一人呼道：“来了，来了。” 慕容双道：“什么人来了？”她转过身，已瞧见白云缭绕间，出现了小鱼儿和花无缺的身影。山风更急，天色却渐渐黯了。 苏樱茫然走着，也不知走了多远，也不知已走到哪里。她只恨不能有一阵霹雳击下，将她整个人都震得四分五裂，一片片被风吹走，吹到天涯海角，吹得越远越好。她又恨不得小鱼儿会忽然赶来，跪在她脚下，求她宽恕，求她原谅，而且发誓以后永远再不离开她。 但小鱼儿并没有来，霹雳也没有击下。杯中的苦酒还满着，她也不知到何时才能喝光。 从铁心兰站着的地方，可以看得到小鱼儿，也可以看得到花无缺，她看到花无缺目光中的痛苦之色，自己的心也碎了。小鱼儿却仍然在笑着，仿佛一点也不担心，他难道早已算准花无缺会杀他？还是他已有对付花无缺的把握？铁心兰咬着嘴唇，咬得出血，血是咸的，心却是苦的，但她的苦心又有谁知道？