Chapter 11 The tenth time flying swallows come and go

The carriage is not big, it can only accommodate four people. The horses pulling the carriage are all well-trained, and the carriage walks very smoothly on the yellow mud road. Ma Xiuzhen and Shi Xiuxue sat in a row, while Sun Xiuqing and Ye Xiuzhu sat opposite. After driving for a long time, Shi Xiuxue suddenly noticed that everyone was staring at her. She wanted to pretend she didn't know, but she couldn't help but pouted and asked, "Why do you keep staring at me? Is there a growth on my face?" flower?" Sun Xiuqing smiled, and said: "Even if you have flowers on your face, they were picked off just now." Her eyes are big and her lips are thin, anyone can tell that this girl must never speak. Forgiving.

She didn't let Shi Xiuxue open her mouth, and then said: "The strange thing is, this girl usually says that any flower is not as good-looking as green vegetables, why is it just flowers when she opens her mouth now?" Shi Xiuxue didn't blush, but said leisurely: "Actually, there's nothing strange about it, just because his surname is Hua, so when I opened my mouth, I thought it was Hua." Sun Xiuqing chuckled and said, "Him? Who is he?" Shi Xiuxue said: "His surname is Hua, and his name is Huamanlou." Sun Xiuqing said: "How do you even know his name?"

Shi Xiuxue said: "Because he told me just now." Sun Xiuqing said, "Why didn't I hear it?" Shi Xiuxue said: "Why did we have to let you hear what we said? Besides, you must still be thinking about Lu Xiaofeng in your heart at that time." Sun Xiuqing cried out and said, "I'm thinking of Lu Xiaofeng! Who said I'm thinking of Lu Xiaofeng?" Shi Xiuxue said: "I said, when he was sitting in the bathtub, your eyes were fixed on him all the time. I noticed it a long time ago, and you can't let it go." Sun Xiuqing laughed angrily, and scolded: "Do you think this girl is crazy, talking nonsense."

Ma Xiuzhen said leisurely: "This girl is a bit crazy, but your eyes are indeed fixed on Lu Xiaofeng all the time." Shi Xiuxue clapped her hands and said with a smile: "It's still the big sister who said something fair." Sun Xiuqing rolled her eyes, sighed suddenly, and said, "What she said is really fair, but it's just a bit sour." Ma Xiuzhen also stared, and said, "Sour? What sour?" Sun Xiuqing said: "A sour smell similar to vinegar." Ma Xiuzhen also cried out, "Are you saying I'm jealous?" Sun Xiuqing said: "I didn't say it, you said it yourself."

She suppressed a smile, and hurriedly said: "People say that Lu Xiaofeng is so flirtatious and unrestrained, but today I saw him sitting in the bathtub like a melon, a fool, much worse than Ximen Chuuxue." Shi Xiuxue was surprised: "What did you say?" Sun Xiuqing said: "I mean, if I want to pick a man, I must pick Ximen Chuuxue, that is a truly masculine man, even ten Lu Xiaofengs can't compare to him." Shi Xiuxue sighed, and said: "I think you are really crazy. Even if all the men in the world are dead, I will not look at that living zombie who I thought was great for nothing."

Sun Xiuqing said: "You don't like it, but I like it. This is called radish and green vegetables. Everyone likes it." Ma Xiuzhen couldn't help laughing and said: "Looking at you, it seems that you have already distributed all the radishes and vegetables." Sun Xiuqing chuckled and said, "The one we allocated to you is that big carrot, Lu Xiaofeng." Shi Xiuxue blinked and said, "Then Miss Ye San has failed?" Ye Xiuzhu's face was already red, and she said with a blushing face: "Look at you, you have only met him once, and you seem to be suffering from lovesickness. Have you never seen a man in your life?"

Sun Xiuqing sighed and said, "We have never seen such a man before." She glanced at Ye Xiuzhu out of the corner of her eye, and said again: "In my conscience, any of the three men we met today is good. Although you don't say it, you might actually like all three." Ye Xiuzhu blushed even more anxiously, and said, "You...you...you are really crazy!" Ma Xiuzhen said: "That's the only bad thing about Sun Lao Er, he likes to bully honest people." Sun Xiuqing curled her lips and said, "She is honest? Although she looks honest on the surface, in fact, among the four of us, she must be the first to marry."

Ye Xiuzhu said: "You...why do you say that?" Shi Xiuxue hurriedly said: "Because she knows that she will not be able to marry herself, not to mention a man with four eyebrows, even if he has four courages, she would never dare to marry him!" Ma Xiuzhen said: "That's not bad at all. If anyone marries a sharp-tongued woman like her, it would be strange not to be yelled to death by her!" Shi Xiuxue suppressed a smile and said, "Maybe only deaf people can..." Sun Xiuqing had already jumped up, and said loudly: "Okay, the three of you gang up to bully me, at most I'll give up all three men to you, you should be satisfied, right?"

Shi Xiuxue said: "You give it to us? Are those three men yours?" Ma Xiuzhen sighed: "It seems that this girl knows everything, but she doesn't know how to be ashamed." Sun Xiuqing stared at them and suddenly yelled, "I'm starving to death." Ma Xiuzhen looked at her in surprise, as if she was really looking at someone who suddenly went crazy. Sun Xiuqing couldn't help laughing, and said: "Whenever I get angry, I get hungry. Now that I'm angry, I need to find a place to have supper." When four girls are together, if you tell them not to talk about men, it is really difficult, just like when four men are together, it is as difficult for you to tell them not to talk about women.

But Huamanlou and Lu Xiaofeng are not talking about women now, they are not in the mood to talk about women now, they are talking about Ximen Chuuxue. Lu Xiaofeng said: "I just hope he hasn't found Dugu Yihe yet." Hua Manlou said: "Do you think he is definitely not Dugu Yihe's opponent?" Lu Xiaofeng said: "His swordsmanship is sharp and ruthless, just like his people, he never leaves room for others." Hua Manlou nodded slowly, and said, "If a person is never willing to leave room for others, it means that he never leaves room for himself."

Lu Xiaofeng said: "So as long as his sword is out of the sheath, if he can't hurt others, he will definitely die!" Hua Manlou said: "He is not dead yet." Lu Xiaofeng said: "That's because he hasn't met an opponent like Dugu Yihe yet!" He continued slowly: "Dugu Yihe's swordsmanship is calm and powerful, with deep inner strength, although the offensive is fierce, the defense is tighter, and the rich experience in hand-to-hand combat is not comparable to that of Ximen Chuuxue, so he is as good as thirty strokes. If you can't succeed, you will definitely die under Dugu's sword." Hua Manlou said: "Do you think he will never succeed within thirty moves?" Lu Xiaofeng said: "No one can control Dugu's death within thirty moves, and neither can Ximen Chuuxue!" Hua Manlou was silent for a long time, then sighed, and said, "You asked him out." Lu Xiaofeng smiled wryly: "So I just hope he hasn't found Dugu Yihe yet." They had crossed the quiet road and came to the small river outside the Jewel Pavilion. Under the faint moonlight of the first quarter moon, the flowing water gleamed with fine silver scales, and a person stood quietly beside the small river, dressed in white clothes like snow. When Lu Xiaofeng saw him, he also saw Lu Xiaofeng, and suddenly said: "I'm not dead yet." Lu Xiaofeng smiled and said, "You really don't look like a dead person." Ximen Chuixue said: "The one who died was Dugu Yihe." Lu Xiaofeng stopped smiling. Ximen Chuuxue said: "You can't think of it?" Lu Xiaofeng admitted that he didn't want to admit it. Ximen Chuuxue smiled strangely, and said, "I couldn't think of it myself." Lu Xiaofeng said: "Oh?" Ximen Chuixue said: "When Su Shaoying used those twenty-one moves, I saw three flaws." Lu Xiaofeng said: "So you think you have at least three chances to kill Dugu Yihe?" Ximen Chuuxue nodded, and said: "Usually I only need one chance, but when I fought against him just now, I didn't grasp even one chance." Lu Xiaofeng said: "Why?" Ximen Chuixue said: "Although there are flaws in his swordsmanship, after I stabbed out with the sword, he suddenly filled the flaws. I have never seen anyone who can know where the flaws in his swordplay are, but he does." Lu Xiaofeng said: "All swordsmanship in the world has flaws, but there are not many people who can know the flaws in their own swordsmanship." Ximen Chuuxue said: "I made three strikes and was blocked three times, so I already know that I can't kill him. If the killing swordsmanship can't kill, I will definitely die!" Lu Xiaofeng sighed: "Although you are very conceited, you also have self-knowledge, so you are still alive!" Ximen Chuixue said: "I'm not dead yet, it's only because after thirty moves, his sword technique suddenly became chaotic." Lu Xiaofeng said: "For a master like him, if his sword technique suddenly becomes messed up, there are only two reasons." Ximen Chuuxue was listening. Lu Xiaofeng said: "If the mind is in disorder, the sword technique will be disordered." Ximen Chuixue said: "His heart is not disturbed." Lu Xiaofeng said: "Could it be that his internal strength is exhausted?" If the internal strength is weak, the sword technique will be chaotic. Lu Xiaofeng said again: "With his profound skill, how could he be unable to continue after thirty strokes?" Ximen Chuuxue said: "I said it, I couldn't think of it either." Lu Xiaofeng murmured, and said: "Could it be that his internal energy has been consumed a lot before fighting with you? Could it be that someone has fought against him before?" Ximen Chuuxue said coldly: "When you force someone to take action, how often do you give others a chance to speak?" Although Ximen Chuuxue still had no expression on his face, there seemed to be a shadow in his eyes, and after a long time, he said slowly: "He said a very strange thing before he died." Lu Xiaofeng said: "What did he say?" Ximen Chuixue said: "He said he..." When the sword was pulled out, there was still blood on the blade. Dugu Yihe looked at other people's sword with his blood on it, and watched his blood being blown off drop by drop, but there was no pain and fear on his face, instead he suddenly shouted: "I understand, I understand... ..." Ximen Chuixue said: "He said he understood!" Lu Xiaofeng frowned and said, "What did he understand?" The shadow in Ximen Chuuxue's eyes was even heavier, he sighed a long time, and said: "Perhaps he has understood that life is short, like morning dew, maybe he has understood that the fame and status he gained regardless of everything, in the end it is nothing but A void..." Lu Xiaofeng pondered, and said slowly: "Because life is short, so we can't waste it—does he really understand? Or doesn't he understand? What is he really trying to say?" Ximen Chuuxue stared into the distance, and after a long time, he suddenly said something quite unexpected. He suddenly said, "I'm hungry." Lu Xiaofeng looked at him in surprise, and said, "Are you hungry?" Ximen Chuuxue said coldly, "I always get hungry after I kill someone." This is a small hotel that should have been closed, outside a dense mulberry forest. There are several families in the mulberry forest, and there are also several families outside the mulberry forest, most of them are small households raising silkworms. The family's house is closer to the main road, so they built a small wooden house with windows on all sides in front, and sold some simple food and wine to passers-by. When Emei Sixiu found this place, the owner was already fast asleep. But who can refuse such four beautiful girls? There were only three wooden tables in the hotel, but they were kept clean. The side dishes served with wine were simple and refreshing, and the light wine was just right for the girls. They ate very happily. When girls are happy, they always talk a lot.They chirped and laughed, like a group of happy little hens. Sun Xiuqing suddenly said: "Your surname Hua seems to have a Jiangnan accent. I don't know if he is from the Hua family." Shi Xiuxue said: "Which flower family?" Sun Xiuqing said: "It's the Hua family in the south of the Yangtze River. I heard that even if you ride a fast horse for a day, you are still in their family's property." Ma Xiuzhen said: "I also know this family, but I don't think Hua Man Lou belongs to them." Sun Xiuqing said: "Why?" Ma Xiuzhen said: "I heard that this family lives the most luxurious life, and they eat and dress very carefully. Even the groom of their family looks like a rich young man when they come out. The flowers in the building look very simple, and I have never heard of them. Among his children was a blind man." Shi Xiuxue immediately sneered and said, "So what about a blind man? Although he is blind, he can see more than all of us with eyes combined." Ma Xiuzhen also knew that she shouldn't have said this, so she changed her tune and said with a smile: "His martial arts are really good, even I didn't expect that he could grab your sword with just a casual pinch." Sun Xiuqing smiled and said, "Maybe it's just because this girl is already fascinated by him." Shi Xiuxue glared at her, and said: "If you are not convinced, you might as well try it yourself next time. I'm not bragging for him, just relying on his actions, no one in the world can compare." Sun Xiuqing said: "Where is Ximen Chuuxue? Could it be that his sword is bad?" Shi Xiuxue stopped talking, and she had to admit that Ximen Chuuxue's sword was indeed terrifying. Ma Xiuzhen said: "I heard that Ximen Chuuxue is not only unparalleled in swordsmanship, but also has a good family background. The wealth and splendor of Wanmei Villa is by no means inferior to that of the Hua family in the south of the Yangtze River." Sun Xiuqing's eyes sparkled, and she said: "I like him not because of his background, even if he is just a penniless poor boy, I still like him the same." Shi Xiuxue said lightly: "But I can't see anything cute about him from head to toe." Sun Xiuqing said: "What's cute about him, why do you have to see it, as long as I..." Her voice suddenly stopped, and her face suddenly became red, reaching the roots of her ears.Because at this moment a person came in from the outside, dressed in white clothes like snow, it was Ximen Chuuxue.Shi Xiuxue was also speechless, the four chattering girls suddenly all shut up, they not only saw Ximen Chuuxue, but also Huamanlou and Lu Xiaofeng. Ximen Chuuxue's sharp blade-like eyes had been staring at them all the time, then she walked over suddenly and said coldly: "I not only killed Su Shaoying, but now I also killed Dugu Yihe." The faces of the four girls all changed, especially Sun Xiuqing's face, which was so pale that there was no blood at all. In a young girl's heart, hatred is always easily driven away by love, not to mention, Su Shaoying is coquettish and always thinks that these four junior sisters should rush to like him, so they all dislike him.But the hatred of Master Killer is completely different. Sun Xiuqing lost her voice: "You...what did you say?" Ximen Chuixue said: "I killed Dugu Yihe." Shi Xiuxue jumped up suddenly, and said loudly: "My second senior sister likes you so much, you...you...how can you do such a thing?" No one would have thought that she would say such a sentence, even Ximen Chuuxue seemed to be stunned. Sun Xiuqing's face turned red and blue, she gritted her teeth suddenly, the two swords were out of the sheath, the sword light flashed, and stabbed fiercely at Ximen Chuuxue's chest. Ximen Chuuxue didn't make a move, flicking his sleeves lightly, his body has already slid back, retreating seven or eight feet. Sun Xiuqing's eyes were already red, and he hissed: "You killed my master, I will fight you." She swung her two swords, gritted her teeth and rushed towards Ximen Chuuxue. The moves of the swords were mainly based on light and agile changes. She saw the sword light flashing like flowers and rain, and she had already attacked seven moves in an instant. Seeing that the senior sister's swords were out of their sheaths, Shi Xiuxue said loudly: "This is a matter between us and Ximen Chuuxue. It is best not to let others care about it." Of course, she said this to Hua Manlou. meddle. But how could he let these four innocent girls die under Ximen Chuuxue's sword? At this moment, with a sound of "ding", Ximen Chuuxue suddenly reached out to support Sun Xiuqing's elbow, and the sword in her left hand hit the sword in her right hand. When the two swords collided, she felt numbness in her elbows, and the two swords were suddenly in Ximen Chuuxue's hands. Ximen Chuixue said coldly: "Get back, don't force me to draw my sword!" Although his voice was cold, his eyes were not, so Sun Xiuqing was still alive. After all, he is a human being, a man, so how could he bear to hurt a beautiful girl who likes him? Sun Xiuqing's face turned even paler, with tears in her eyes, she gritted her teeth and said, "I said, we will all fight you today, if we can't kill you, then... we will die in front of you!" Ximen Chuuxue sneered and said, "Death is useless. If you want revenge, you might as well go back and ask everyone on the 108th floor of Qingyi to come out." Sun Xiuqing seemed surprised, and said in a broken voice, "What are you talking about?" Ximen Chuixue said: "Since Dugu Yihe is the chief executive of Qingyi Building, Qingyi Building..." But Sun Xiuqing suddenly interrupted him, glaring and annoyed: "You said my master is from Tsing Yi Building? Are you crazy? The old man came to Guanzhong this time because he got the news and knew about the first building of Tsing Yi Building. at……" Suddenly, there was a "clank" outside the window behind, and a black light as thin as a cow's hair broke through the window and hit Sun Xiuqing on the back. Sun Xiuqing's face twisted suddenly, and she had already fallen towards Ximen Chuuxue.Shi Xiuxue was the closest to the back window, shouted angrily, turned over, and rushed over, but at this moment, another black light flashed in from outside the window, and the oncoming force was so urgent that she couldn't dodge it at all. She yelled, the sword in her hand flew out, but her person had already fallen down. At this time, Sun Xiuqing's person had fallen on Ximen Chuixue's body, Ximen Chuuxue suddenly hugged her waist with one hand, and with the other hand he drew his sword behind his wrist, the sword light flashed, and his person and sword seemed to have merged into one All in one, suddenly came out through the window. But Lu Xiaofeng had already sprinted out from another window, only hearing Ma Xiuzhen and Ye Xiuzhu shouting angrily, they followed suit. The night is dark, the evening wind is blowing the vegetable garden behind the window, where can you see people? In the dense mulberry forest, there was the sound of a dog barking.Ximen Chuuxue's sword light had entered the forest. Ma Xiuzhen and Ye Xiuzhu also rushed in regardless of everything else.Several families in the mulberry forest were already asleep, and they couldn't even see the lights, nor could Ximen Chuuxue's sword light.A yellow dog barks down the path behind the woods. Ma Xiuzhen said: "Chasing, no matter what, we have to chase the second child back." Before he could finish a sentence, both of them had already chased him out. But Lu Xiaofeng didn't chase anymore, he stopped suddenly under the tree, bent down and picked up something... The owner of the hotel is hiding in a corner, his face has turned pale. Hua Manlou bent down and gently hugged Shi Xiuxue. Shi Xiuxue's heart was still beating, but it was already beating very weakly. Her beautiful face also showed a terrifying dead gray, she slowly opened her eyes, stared at Hua Manlou, and said softly: "You...you haven't left yet?" Hua Manlou said softly: "I won't go, I will accompany you." There was a strange expression in Shi Xiuxue's eyes, as if she was relieved, but also sad. She forced a smile and said, "I never thought you would recognize me." Hua Manlou said: "I will always know you." Shi Xiuxue smiled again, even more bleakly, and said, "Although I haven't become dumb, I'm about to die. Dead people can't speak, can they?" Hua Manlou said: "You...you will not die, absolutely not." Shi Xiuxue said: "You don't need to comfort me, I know that I was hit by a poisonous needle." Hua Manlou was moved and said, "Poison needle?" Shi Xiuxue said: "Because my whole body seems to be numb, it must be because the poison is about to attack, you...you can touch my wound, it must be hot." She suddenly took Hua Manlou's hand and placed it on her wound.Her wound was right on her heart, and her chest was soft, smooth, and warm.She took Hua Manlou's cold hand and placed it on her soft chest, her heart suddenly beat faster again. Hua Manlou's heart was already beating, and at this moment, he heard Lu Xiaofeng's voice asking outside the rear window: "What hidden weapon is she holding?" Hua Manlou said, "It's a poisonous needle." Lu Xiaofeng was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "You stay here with her, I will find someone." When he said the last word, his voice was far away. Shi Xiuxue gasped and said, "You really didn't leave, you really are still here with me!" Hua Manlou said: "Close your eyes, I... I will suck out the poisonous needle for you." Shi Xiuxue's pale face seemed to be red again, but her eyes sparkled, and she said, "Are you really willing to do this?" Hua Manlou said sadly: "As long as you are willing..." Shi Xiuxue said: "I am willing to do anything, but I don't want to close my eyes, because I want to look at you." Her voice gradually weakened, and then the smile on her face suddenly froze, and the light in her eyes suddenly disappeared. Death suddenly and silently snatched her away from Huamanlou's embrace. But her eyes seem to be still staring at Huamanlou, always staring at... It was dark, but there was only darkness in front of Huamanlou. He suddenly hated himself for being blind, for not being able to look at her for the last time. She is still so young, but her body full of youthful vigor has suddenly become cold and stiff. Hua Manlou gently withdrew his hand, and tears flowed from his empty eyes. He didn't move, he didn't leave, he felt the ruthlessness and cruelty in his life for the first time. The wind blew in from the window and the door, and the April wind blew on him like winter. He suddenly felt a burst of fragrant fragrance in the wind, and suddenly heard the sound of "lattice" on the rear window. He turned back immediately, ready to leap. But at this time, a gentle and sweet voice sounded from the back window, softly saying to him: "Don't be surprised, it's me!" The voice was exactly the person he was familiar with, and it was also the person he had been thinking about. He couldn't help but call out: "Feiyan?" "Yes, it's me. Unexpectedly, you can still hear my voice." A person flitted in through the rear window, his voice seemed to contain a kind of sarcasm born of jealousy, and said faintly: "I thought you had forgotten me!" Hua Manlou stood there, seemingly stunned. After a long time, he said, "You...how did you come here all of a sudden?" Shangguan Feiyan said: "Are you saying that I shouldn't come?" Hua Manlou shook his head, sighed and said, "I just couldn't think of it, I thought you already..." Shangguan Feiyan said: "Do you think I'm dead?" Hua ManLou didn't know what to say! Shangguan Feiyan sighed again, and said: "If I want to die, I must die in your arms like her." She walked over slowly, walked in front of Hua Manlou, and said: "I saw you just now, I... I feel so uncomfortable. If she hadn't died, I might have killed her too." Hua Manlou was silent for a long time, then suddenly said: "One day I heard your singing." Shangguan Feiyan pondered, and said, "Is it outside Wanmei Villa, in that dilapidated mountain temple?" Hua Manlou said: "Yes." Shangguan Feiyan was also silent for a long time, and then said softly: "But when you went looking for me, I had already left." Hua Manlou said: "Why are you leaving?" Shangguan Feiyan said in a softer voice, "You should also know that I don't want to leave." Hua Manlou said: "Someone forced you to leave?" Shangguan Feiyan said: "Someone else forced me to sing that song. I didn't know what they were doing for it, but I found out later that they were trying to lure you to that temple." Hua Manlou said: "They? Who are they?" Shangguan Feiyan did not answer this sentence, her voice suddenly started to tremble, as if she was very frightened. Hua Manlou said: "Could it be that you have fallen into the hands of those people?" Shangguan Feiyan tremblingly said: "You'd better not know too much, otherwise... otherwise..." Hua Manlou couldn't help asking, "What else?" Shangguan Feiyan was silent for a long time, and said: "The reason they lured you that day was to warn you not to worry about this matter, they just want you to know that I have fallen into their hands." She refused to let Huaman Lou opened his mouth, and then said: "The reason they want me to come today is also to persuade you not to take care of this matter, otherwise... otherwise they will ask me to kill you!" Hua Manlou moved, "They want you to kill me?" Shangguan Feiyan said: "Yes, because they know that you will never think that I will harm you, and will never guard against me, but they never thought, how can I have the heart to do something to you?" She suddenly rushed over, hugged Hua Manlou tightly, and said in a trembling voice: "Now you must have thought about who they are, but you will never imagine how terrifying their power is..." Now that Yan Tieshan and Dugu Yihe are both dead, the only one who wants to stop this is Huo Xiu. Hua Manlou said in a deep voice: "No matter how terrifying their power is, you don't need to be afraid..." Shangguan Feiyan said: "But I'm really afraid, it's not for me, it's for you, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't be implicated in this matter at all, if something happened to you, how could I survive !" She hugged him tightly, trembling all over, and her breath was fragrant and sweet. Hua Manlou couldn't help opening his arms to hug her, but Shi Xiuxue's body was still beside him. This passionate girl died in his arms just now, how could he use the same hands now? To hug someone? His heart was full of pain and contradictions. He wanted to control his emotions, but he couldn't. When he wanted to hug her again, she suddenly pushed him away and said, "I mean, you must have understood by now." Hua Manlou said: "I don't understand." Shangguan Feiyan said: "Whether you understand it or not, I... I have to leave." Hua Manlou lost his voice: "You want to leave? Why do you want to leave?" Shangguan Feiyan said: "I don't want to leave either, but I must!" Her voice was full of pain and fear, and she continued: "If you still treat me a little better, don't ask me why, and don't hold me back, otherwise you will not only harm yourself, but also me!" Hua Manlou said: "But I..." Shangguan Feiyan said: "Let me go, as long as I know that you are still alive, I am satisfied, otherwise you are sorry for me..." Her voice has become farther and farther away, and suddenly disappears. In the darkness, Huamanlou suddenly realized that he had fallen into the boundless darkness and loneliness.He knew that she must have unavoidable difficulties and hardships, that's why she left. But he stood here like an idiot, unable to help her solve her difficulties, nor comfort her pain, just like he just watched Shi Xiuxue die in his arms. "What kind of person am I? What am I?" There seemed to be a voice in his ear sneering: "You are just a blind, useless blind!" In the blind man's life, there is only darkness, hopeless darkness. He clenched his fists, standing in the evening breeze in April, and suddenly felt that life is not always as beautiful as he imagined, and there are many helpless sorrows and pains in life. He really didn't know how to get rid of it. April is the time when the swallows fly back, but his swallows have already flown away, just like people's youth, once gone and never looking back. He walked slowly across the grass outside the door, which was already drenched with dew.