Chapter 90 Chapter 90 Snake Foot

Li Xun Huan was silent for a long time before he sighed and said slowly, "After a person wins, he always feels very tired and lonely." Sun Xiaohong said: "Why?" Li Xun Huan said: "Because he has completely won, completely succeeded, there is nothing left for him to fight for, and a person who has failed will cheer up." Sun Xiaohong bit her lip and said leisurely: "Speaking of it this way, isn't the taste of success also unpleasant?" Li Xun Huan remained silent for a long time, then suddenly smiled and said, "Although it's not very good, at least it's better than failure."

Victory and success are not really satisfying, nor are they really happy. True happiness is when you are striving upwards. As long as you have experienced this joy, you have not lived in vain. Changting has been a place for people to bid farewell since ancient times, and farewell always makes people feel sad, which makes the word "Changting" itself seem to have a desolate meaning. The rain has stopped, and the wild grass is desolate. Outside the long pavilion, by the side of the path, there is a pair of young men and women saying goodbye eagerly. A handsome boy and a passionate girl, they are obviously in love, they should stay together and enjoy the joy of youth, why should they say goodbye lightly?

The young man carried a sword on his body, but no matter how sharp the sword was, it could not stop the sorrow of parting from the amorous children. His eyes were red, as if he had shed tears. "Just send it here, you can go back." The girl lowered her head and said, "When are you coming back?" The boy said: "I don't know, maybe a year or two, maybe..." The girl shed tears again and said, "Why do you want me to wait so long? Why do you have to leave?" The young man straightened his waist even more, and said: "I said a long time ago that I want to find those people and defeat them!"

He stared into the distance, his eyes glowed, and continued: "Those who are listed on the weapon list, Shangguan Jinhong, Li Xunhuan, Guo Songyang, Lu Fengxian... I want them to know that I am stronger than them, and then... ..." The girl said: "Then what? We are already very happy now. After you defeat them, will we be happier?" The boy said: "Maybe not, but I must do it." The girl said: "Why?" The young man said: "Because I can't live my whole life in obscurity like this, I must become famous, like Shangguan Jin Hong and Li Xun Huan, and I will definitely be able to do it!"

He clenched his fists, looking so determined, so excited. The girl looked at him with endless tenderness in her eyes, finally sighed softly, and said softly: "I know you can do it, no matter how long you go, I will wait for you." Their hearts are full of the pain of parting, but also full of longing for future happiness. Of course they don't notice others. Under the forest, someone has been paying attention to them. It wasn't until the young man swaggered forward and embarked on the journey that Sun Xiaohong sighed and said leisurely: "If this young man knows the end of Shangguan Jin Hong, I'm afraid he won't leave his lover..."

What happens when a person becomes famous? Sun Xiaohong stared at Li Xunhuan, with tears in his eyes, and continued quietly: "He wants to be as famous as you, but you...are you happier than him? I think...if you were him, you would definitely not be as famous as him. did that." Li Xun Huan's gaze was still on the place where the boy's figure disappeared, and after a long time, he said in a deep voice, "If I were him, I would do the same." Sun Xiaohong said in astonishment: "You?..." Li Xunhuan said: "People have to have ideals and goals in life, and they have to fight desperately. As for whether the result of the struggle is success or happiness, they don't take it to heart."

With a smile on the corner of his mouth and a light in his eyes, he slowly said: "Some people may think that this kind of person is stupid, but if there is no such kind of person in the world, the world would not know what it would be like." Sun Xiaohong's eyes were suddenly filled with the same tenderness and sweetness as that girl, and she was just like the girl, proud of her man. Ah Fei stood further away, and only now walked over slowly. But Sun Xiaohong still held Li Xunhuan's hand tightly and did not let go. She was not shy, because she felt that her feelings were not ashamed to see others.

She could not wait to show her feelings in front of the whole world. Ah Fei suddenly said: "I don't think she will come." They were waiting for Lin Shiyin here. What happened to Lin Shiyin and Long Xiaoyun, they didn't know, just like what happened to Shangguan Jinhong, the boy didn't know either. Some things are better not to know than to know. Hearing "her" and thinking of Lin Shiyin, Sun Xiaohong moved her hand unconsciously. But she immediately clenched it tighter, and said: "She made an appointment with me, and she will definitely come." Ah Fei said: "She won't come!"

Sun Xiaohong said: "Why?" Ah Fei said: "Because she also knows that she doesn't have to come." This sentence was originally asked by Sun Xiaohong, but when he answered, his eyes were fixed on Li Xunhuan. Li Xunhuan did not let go of Sun Xiaohong's hand either. In the past, every time he heard others talk about Lin Shiyin, he always felt an indescribable guilt and pain in his heart, which was like a lock, locking his whole being. He always thought that he must bear this pain forever. But now, his pain seems to be not as strong as before. What kind of power unlocked his lock?

The relationship between him and Lin Shiyin has accumulated slowly, which is why it is so deep. Although the relationship between Sun Xiaohong and him was short-lived, they have gone through adversity, torture, and the danger of birth and death. Is the emotion stronger? At this time, Lin Shiyin was far away from them. Hobby was right—she didn't come because she didn't feel the need to come either. Long Xiaoyun once asked her: "Why don't you let me see him for the last time?" Lin Shiyin asked her son again: "Why did you go to see him?" When Long Xiaoyun answered, he gritted his teeth and said, "I must at least let him know what my father died for."

No matter what Long Xiaoyun did or missed, it has been washed away with blood. A son naturally wants others to know. But Lin Shiyin didn't think so: "He did this only because he felt that he should do it. He didn't ask others to forgive, nor did he want others to know." She paused, and then said: "He not only did it for He has cleared his debts, and he has also paid off our debts, as long as we can live well, he will die in peace under the Nine Springs." She didn't want to see Li Xunhuan again, because she knew that meeting would only make each other suffer. They didn't look for Long Xiaoyun's body anymore, because everyone in Jianghu knew that the Qiang Gang's method of disposing of the corpse was not only very special, but also very fast. If they look for it, all they will find is pain—just as Sun Xiaohong knows, her grandfather's body will never be found either. There are many helpless things in the world, and no one can do anything about them. Although this kind of thing is painful, if a person wants to live, he must find a way to forget this kind of pain. They are all determined to live a good life!Because death is not a good solution to this kind of problem--death is not a solution to anything at all. Someone in the long pavilion is saying goodbye again. This time it was A Fei who was going, he said he wanted to go to the "sea" to see if there really were immortal grasses and immortal immortals. Of course what he said was not the truth, but Li Xun Huan did not stop him. Because his life experience was always a mystery, even in front of Li Xunhuan, he never wanted to mention it, but whenever Li Xunhuan talked about the legends of Shen Lang, Panda Er, Wang Lianhua, Zhu Qiqi, these legendary figures, his face There is always a very strange expression on the table. Could it be that he has some kind of strange and subtle relationship with these senior heroes? He is going to travel overseas this time just to visit them? Li Xunhuan didn't ask. Because he doesn't think a person's background is important—a person is neither a dog nor a horse, so it must be a "famous breed"? What kind of person a person wants to be depends on himself. This is the most important. The parting between friends is always full of blessings and sadness, but their parting has only blessings and no sadness. Because they are sure that each other will live well, and they are sure that there will be a day to meet in the future. Especially when Ah Fei saw Li Xun Huan's hand, he felt more at ease. Li Xunhuan's hand was still tightly held with Sun Xiaohong's. These hands hold the knife too much, and raise the glass too much. The knife is too cold, and the wine glass is too cold. Now it is time to let it enjoy the taste of tenderness. What in the world is more tender than a lover's hand? A Fei knew that Sun Xiaohong would cherish these hands more than anyone else. Even if there were sword marks on these hands, they would gradually heal. As for himself, of course he also had a sword wound. But he didn't want to think about it. "The past is all in the past..." This sentence seems to be very simple, in fact, not many people can really do it. Fortunately, Li Xunhuan and A Fei have already done it. Ah Fei suddenly said: "Three years later, I will definitely come back." He smiled, looked at their hands, and said again: "When I come back, of course you will buy me a drink." Li Xun Huan said: "Of course, it's a pity that three years is too long." Ah Fei said: "The wine I want to drink is very special, I wonder if you will buy it?" Sun Xiaohong rushed to ask: "What kind of wine do you want to drink?" Ah Fei said: "Wedding." Wedding wine, of course wedding wine. Just because of the wedding wine, I have to wait three years—three years is enough no matter who is mourning. Sun Xiaohong blushed. Ah Fei said: "I have drunk all kinds of wine, but I have never had wedding wine. I just hope that you will not disappoint me." Sun Xiaohong's face turned even redder, she lowered her head, but couldn't help but sneak a look at Li Xunhuan. Li Xunhuan's expression was very special. The word "wedding wine" seemed to make him a little at a loss. After a long time, he slowly said: "I have invited people to drink all kinds of wine, but I have never invited anyone to drink wedding wine. , do you know why?" Of course Ah Fei didn't know, and Li Xun Huan didn't want him to answer either. Li Xun Huan said it himself, "Because the wedding wine is too expensive." Ah Fei was startled, and said, "Too expensive?" Li Xun Huan smiled and said: "Because if a man wants to invite someone to a wedding, it means that he has to pay the bill slowly all his life, but it's a pity that I don't want to disappoint my friends." Sun Xiaohong let out a "wow", and threw herself into his arms. Abby laughed too. He hadn't smiled like this for a long, long time. This smile made him suddenly feel young again, full of courage and confidence in himself, and full of hope in life. Even the withered leaves became full of vitality in his eyes, because he knew that there was new life in it, and new shoots would grow soon. He never knew that "laughter" has such great power. Not only did he admire Li Xun Huan, but he was also very grateful to him.Because it is not easy for a person to keep himself laughing forever, but if he can make others laugh, then he is really great! "Superfluous" is not only superfluous, but also ridiculously stupid. But most people in the world are troubled, isn't it because they laugh too little? Laughter, like perfume, not only makes yourself fragrant, but also makes others happy. If you can make people laugh, what does it matter if you do something stupid?