Chapter 9 Part IX

Chang'an Rebellion (Ninety) This is the fastest time I have traveled, not only because I am worried about Joy's safety, but also because Joy is not there.Women always slow things down.Xiaobian seems not as cute as before, but more and more professional.Traveling through cities and towns seems to take only a short while, and the weather is even getting warmer as we go.When I arrived at Zhucheng two days later, there were even a few leaves hanging on the tree. This way, I finally understood what the lord of the alliance is used for.First of all, the leader does not need to spend money to stay in the inn. No wonder so many people are homeless and homeless people are desperately trying to be the leader.

It's just that Wan Yong is really a despicable person, he didn't expect to do such a despicable thing without saying that he lost the martial arts competition.I was thinking about what conditions he would put forward, anything is fine, even if the leader doesn’t do anything, besides, I don’t know how to be the leader, the first thing that happened and needed to be solved after I became the leader was that a woman was kidnapped, What an indescribable beginning. Chaos in Chang'an (Ninety-one) When I went to the city without stopping all the way, I suddenly had a wonderful feeling, and found that sometimes it is very interesting to be alone, but I firmly believe that sometimes, it is just by chance.A lonely swordsman should only look lonely.

I feel that I will be in Zhucheng in a short time.Going to Zhucheng again, everything became familiar, and soon arrived at Yongchao Villa, and was directly invited over without anyone sending a message. Wan Yong has been waiting for me for a long time. I cut to the chase and said: What about joy? Wan Yong said: Don't worry, everything is fine with her. I said: Why do you do this, it's so disrespectful. Wan Yong said: You are wrong, I am just a gentleman, so I do this. I said: how to say? Wan Yong said: It is too complicated to tell you. I said: It’s not convenient to tell me it’s true, is it complicated?

Wan Yong said: To tell you the truth, I forced you to my villa to make you agree to one thing. I said: you say. Wan Yong said: If you agree to this matter, the joy will be released to you. I said: say. Wan Yong said: Just don't be the leader of the alliance. I said: yes. Wan Yong was slightly surprised and said: Why are you so forthright? I said: Because I didn't go to the martial arts competition just to be the leader. Wan Yong said: I am doing this for your own good. I snickered twice and said: Okay, then who will be the leader? Wan Yong said: I. I said: How do you convince Jianghu?

Wan Yong said: Then you need to cooperate, you have to disappear for a while. I said: If you make me disappear, I will disappear, that is too disrespectful. Wan Yong said: This is for your own good.Of course you will know.Anyone who becomes the leader of this alliance will die, except me, because this position is originally mine, and I initiated this competition. I said: It seems that this position must be yours.You really want to be the leader. Wan Yong laughed and said: This is not all empty.Martial arts are much higher than mine. I said: Yes, your sword is much stronger when it is in the sheath than when it is out of the sheath.

Wan Yong laughed again and said: I'm just curious, if you can hide the secret of this spirit. I said: If you can't hide, will you die in your curiosity? Wan Yong said: How come, I have plenty of antidote. I said: Why is the spirit here with you? Wan Yong said: It's a long story, and I can't explain a few words. I said: I think it is also difficult to explain clearly.You also know that Shaolin was poisoned by Miecheng.But it seems that only your villa has the city-killing poison. Wan Yong said: I knew you would say that.This matter is not so simple, everyone knows that I am the only one who has Miecheng Poison, so if I use Miecheng Poison to poison you Shaolin, then I am not stupid.

I said: Not much to say, what about joy? Wan Yong greeted: "Please come up with the girl." A group of people retreated with joy. Wan Yong said: Friendship is friendship, some things are too complicated, you don't get involved in them, we agreed, you take the girl and disappear into the rivers and lakes, it's best not to show up.No matter what happens, it's none of your business.No matter what difficulties you have, come to me at the villa and I will support you.As long as you don't appear in the rivers and lakes.There is no need for you to show up anymore. To tell you the truth, whoever sits in the position of leader will die.You already have such a good sword, everything is enough.Live like the master of the sword when I dueled you.

I said: I don't need your help.When I was in Sepang, I asked Gixi Le to make winter clothes, and I hope to get these clothes. Wan Yong said: Don't go to Sepang now, especially don't go to the main hall.It's not worth it to die for such trivial things.I kid you not. I said: Well, then I will not even go to Sepang. Wan Yong said: Good. At this time, Joy was brought up, and when he saw me, he rushed up, crying unceasingly. I looked up and asked: You didn't do anything to her, did you?Otherwise——I put my hand on the sword at my waist. Wan Yong laughed and said: Who do you think I am.I am engaged in a big business, so as long as there is trouble, I don't want to touch any kind of woman.

I said: good.I'm leaving now. Wan Yong said: Wait. After speaking, someone gave me a bag.I threw it on the ground and said: No. He said: You take it, you will need it in the future. I said: impossible. I dragged my joy and walked out without looking back. Xi Le said: I thought I would never see you again. I said: how is it possible? Xi Le asked: Why am I in Wan Yong’s villa? I said: don't you know? Xi Le said: I don't know. I stopped, looked behind me, and said: Don't come to this ghost place again. Xi Le leaned on her tightly, and asked, "Where's Xiao Bian?"

I said: at the door. Xi Le said: Fortunately, nothing happened.I dreamed that Xiao Bian died. I said: it is still alive.It eats so much and grows so small, it must be over-nourished, don't worry, it won't die. Xi Le said: I have been very scared since I woke up. I asked: when did you wake up? Xi Le said: Just before a stick of incense. I said: what's going on? And here we are at the door.Xi Le heard Xiao Bian screaming from a distance, and was so excited that she stepped forward and put her arms around the horse's neck, almost crying.Fortunately, the tears did not fall in the end, otherwise I would be in the same position as the horse.

We turned around and looked at Yongchao Villa in the sunset, with mixed feelings. Chang'an Rebellion (Ninety-two) When we arrived in Zhucheng, we found a place to satisfy our hunger and sit down. It was raining outside in winter.I've always hated the rain because it makes my shoes very wet. There are no pedestrians on the street, and there is a faint light flickering in the store.I looked at Xi Le, and when my breath had turned into mist, I felt extremely warm. I asked: Joy, what's going on? Xi Le said: After you become the leader of the alliance, I will wait for you at Xiao Bian's place.As a result, several people came up and said that you let me go to meet the elders.I followed along, turned a few corners, and I said, this is not the road.Then I don't know anything. I asked: where do you live then? Xi Le said: I don't know anything, I thought I was dead.When I woke up, I found that in a nice room, there were many women waiting for changing clothes and so on. I sighed and said: You are fine. Xi Le said: Why did Wan Yong tie me up?What conditions does he want to trade with you? I said: He wants me to disappear, the longer the better. Xi Le said: Then he will be the leader. I said: yes. Xi Le said: That is also very good.In this way, you have nothing to do. I said: I think so too.I want to ask Master. Xi Le said: Where is Master? I said: It should be in Sepang.But maybe we should go to Chang'an first and see the old man.He always knows something. Xi Le said: I don't know what you always want to know. I said: If I knew, I wouldn't need to search everywhere. Xi Le said: You promised Wan Yong. I said: I think, in fact, I can go back on my word, go back to Sepang, continue to be my leader, take good care of you, and don't let you be tied up again.There's just one sentence that's weird.He said that, except for him, anyone who sat in this position would end up dead. Xi Le said: You can take it as a scare, or you can take it as the truth.It's just that I know that if you really start to be the so-called leader, there will definitely be a lot of troubles, which are beyond our imagination. I said: I haven't thought about this.It's just that I know that things are always a little strange. Xi Le said: Yes, things are always a little strange. At this time, someone came to us, put down a letter, bowed his head and left in a hurry. The word "ten thousand" was signed on the letter. When I opened the letter, the first thing that popped out was a valid bank note, worth a thousand taels.Then there is a piece of paper on which it is written: For the imperial court's actions, get out quickly, don't go to Sepang, and read half of it. Chaos in Chang'an (Ninety-three) I showed it to Xile, and Xile asked: I can understand everything, but what do you mean by reading it in half? I folded the edge and said: After reading it, fold it in half and keep it well. When the two pieces of paper collided, a burst of flame burst out suddenly, and the paper was instantly reduced to ashes. Xi Le and I were taken aback.I almost forgot what was written on the note. After recalling it for a long time, I muttered: "The court's behavior, what is the court's behavior?" Xi Le said: I don't know, I only know that the emperor always lives in Yongchao. I said: Yes, his family background is to do—— I couldn't think of a suitable word for a long time, and asked: Xi Le, what do you say, I will listen to you, this time. Xi Le asked: Can you live in seclusion in the rivers and lakes like Wu Ling? I said: I am different from him. He is tired because too many things happened to him.I don't know many things yet and want to know. Xi Le said: You can secretly know, but after becoming the leader, you will not know anything.You don't remember how many people wanted to kill us along the way, and we still don't know who they are. I said: Maybe everyone is just curious, so come and see if my eyes are working. Xi Le said: I will listen to you. Chaos in Chang'an (Ninety-Four) We finally decided that day to withdraw from this fledgling dispute.Joy is thinking about this moment for a long time. She has insomnia many nights thinking about where we are going to erect the house.One thing is very strange, although there is no shortage of blood and light disasters, it seems that there is no shortage of money and money along the way, and there are still a lot left in the end, enough to last a long time.For such an ending, joy is premeditated.I began to think, what does a woman need?And what I need, it seems that it has not yet been formed in the chaos.In this case, it is not a bad idea to help others first.Moreover, everything lies in the mind, not the current behavior.I think I'm just young and curious.And joy, maybe it’s just because I’m afraid that I’m too curious when I’m young. two years later. This year, either drought or flood, the world was devastated, the emperor died of illness, and the crown prince ascended the throne.More bleak and chaotic than the one I remember bringing joy in the temple.The catastrophe of that year brought joy.What kind of girl is this? I have lost my judgment. As I said before, she stole Wan Yong’s so-called omnipotent antidote. For such a wretched behavior, I admired it deeply in my heart, and I pretended to see it. Her deepest thoughts.It is the so-called everything that lies in the mind, not the current behavior. I can say this about the troubles of this year.People cannibalism is everywhere in the Central Plains, and everyone has become red-eyed, eating a vicious circle. No one eats thin people, and only picks meat. If you eat meat, you have a little meat. I accidentally ate it for someone else.I think that all the so-called civilization and order are after food and clothing, and when it seems difficult to survive, the seemingly good world is actually so inhuman.I think He Xile's original decision was right.Regardless of whether what Wan Yong said is true or not, he must always watch what is happening in this world in his own world.I am secretly glad that I am not one of them. Chaos in Chang'an (Ninety-Five) A year after Xi Le's death, I gradually realized that the only intimate person like this had completely disappeared. Regardless, it's been a happy year.I learned to put myself out of the way and listen to some of my own stories.Jianghu didn't understand why their leader, who hoped to balance the strength and weakness, suddenly disappeared.I have never had a problem with this, and I prefer to believe that I was scared away by Wan Yong's words. The disappearance of the leader is naturally another big event. Everyone thinks that the leader was killed.Because Wan Yong also stood at the end of the ring and has no gang background, everyone unanimously recommended him.Wan Yong also obtained some benefits from the imperial court for the sake of the so-called whole rivers and lakes.The first thing is that the imperial court agreed that all gang leaders with more than 100 people can walk in Chang'an with a sword, but pulling out must be approved by the imperial court.As for this, the boss of Jianghu was very happy, and strictly forbade his subordinates to wear swords, otherwise they would not be able to highlight their dignity.I found that the brains of people in the Jianghu are not easy to use. It can be seen that fighting all day is completely meaningless.People's livelihood problems are actually caused by two kinds of people, one is not full and hungry, and the other is too full.And this year, no one, including Wan Yong, could do anything about it. Even the people floating in the rivers and lakes were starving, and the good horses were basically eaten up.It should be said that those who practice martial arts should have the best horses, and even they have started to eat horses one after another. No wonder, if you don’t eat your own horse, you will eat it for others if you accidentally don’t tie it properly. I can no longer recall the tragic scene at that time, so that people know that the things in the world are just a game of human beings, and human beings are just a game of heaven.It was a miracle that it didn't rain for half a year, but it finally rained, and it rained for half a year, all the time. Chaos in Chang'an (Ninety-six) Everyone said that the emperor did something wrong, and God blamed the common people for his anger.I think that the imperial court is not lost.But this time the problem is not something Kai Guoku can solve.The rain for the past six months has not stopped, and I was just waiting for the old man to tell me something in that dilapidated house on the corner of Chang'an Avenue, facing the room full of weapons.No one has been in this house for a long time, and there are spider webs everywhere.Thinking about it, he was also old and dead. When I left the house, I heard moans all over the street. They were all hungry and sick, and dead people could be seen from time to time.Everyone guesses, is this country coming to an end? I think it shouldn’t be, because no matter how weak the imperial court is, it is still an imperial court, and someone needs to be overthrown to change the dynasty, but now everyone is so hungry, and the only ones who can still eat and live comfortably are the people in the palace up. Chang'an is still like this, I think I should go back to the place where I live.There are still people waiting for me. Chaos in Chang'an (Ninety-seven) Two years ago, Xile and I brought a lot of money to the outskirts of Chang'an.A place deep in the woods, Xi Le liked it at first glance, because suddenly a river passed by, and there was a large grassland around the river.Xi Le said: I think this place is very good. I said: You should think about it clearly. Whether a place is good or not doesn’t have the final say during the day. We have to sleep here every night. You must know whether you are afraid at night or not. Xi Le said: You are so good at martial arts, what am I afraid of. I said: I am not good at martial arts, I am just fast. Xi Le said: What's the matter, you still take the gossip you heard during the meal very seriously. I said: Actually, I always wanted to throw away this sword, but I didn't want to throw it away in my heart.This is really contradictory, and it's all inner thoughts.Anyway, I can still chop firewood if I keep it. Xi Le said: I have been with you since I was a child, but I don't know what you are thinking at all. I said, "Yes, I don't know what I was thinking. The master said that I was someone they found from Buddhist books. There are many things special about me, but I don't feel it at all."I feel like a person with no character. Xi Le said: You have been in the temple for too long, you can cultivate your character now. I laughed and said: On the contrary, I think I have a personality when I was in the temple, maybe everyone has no personality.After I came out, I found that people in the world have such personalities.I feel that I am not special at all, and I don't know what I want to do more and more. Xi Le said: People in the world are the most characterless, they are really stupid to be different.You men are so complicated, or I am simple. I said: Joy, what do you want to do? Xile pointed to the lake and said: Build a house here. I said: You have decided, don't wait for the night? Xi Le said: I don’t want to stay in the inn anymore, the inn is too expensive and it’s not my own. I said: Then I will build it, not to say that it will be built, but I will stay in a hotel for a few days. Xi Le said: You can build it, as long as you have hope.Look at Xiao Bian, he also likes this place very much. I saw Xiao Bian concentrating on grazing. I said: so.Let me build a simple one first, you can change it at any time if you don’t like it, and if you like it, you can slowly build it bigger, okay? Xi Le said: All right, all right, let’s start now. I said: Well, this sword is coming in handy again. After finishing speaking, I looked at the trees around and said to myself: Which tree should I cut first? Xi Le said: That one, that one, the biggest one. I said, "Master said that all the big trees have become spirits."I think cut this one, he is in his prime. As I said that, I drew my sword towards the tree and said, this is the only one. Just as I was about to go up and cut it, the tree fell down. Xi Le and I froze in place, while Xiao Bian jogged happily and went forward to nibble on the leaves. I said: This sword— Joy said: I believe it now, it's really fast. I said: The old man said, when you have murderous intent, it will be fast. Xi Le said: You actually became murderous towards a tree. I said: Isn't this going to chop it up?I still don't know what murderous intent is.If I have a chance to go to Chang'an in the future and ask the old man, I think he should go back. Xi Le said: What are you going to do with this tree? I said: Stand far away and chop. After speaking, he waved his sword.Suddenly a burst of dust rose up, and the front was blurred. Xi Le said: You can’t see anything if you wave it right. Xi Le and I quietly waited for the dust to settle.In a blur, I seem to see someone watching from a distance.I said: who!Joy immediately clung to me. There was no sound.Xi Le asked me: I can’t see anything. I said: I saw it.My eyes can see nothing wrong.I felt a pair of eyes staring at us over there. Xi Le suddenly thought of something, let go of me, and ran into the dust. I say: joy, danger. Xi Le didn't turn her head. I squeezed the sword tightly and ran over immediately. I saw Xi Le holding Xiao Bian to check around. Xi Le scolded: You never take what I like seriously, look at it and scare it. I looked at Xiao Bian, Xiao Bian's eyes were dull, and he didn't move when he saw the place where the sword energy came from. I said: It's okay, just take it easy. Xi Le said: No, your sword is so fast.Maybe when you turn around, it breaks in two. I said: No, you see. As I spoke, I stepped forward and kicked Xiao Bian fiercely, making Xiao Bian howl immediately. Xi Le came up to me and said: What are you doing? I said: prove it is still alive. Xi Le pulled it away and said: I don't know why, but when you hold this sword, I feel very uneasy. I said: Yes, I don't feel at ease if I don't take this sword. Xi Le said: Didn't you use your own fists and feet before? I said: Yes, but it is always best to be convenient and powerful. Xi Le said: Tell your men, I will take Xiaobian by the river, and you will chop slowly by yourself.Three hours passed, and I understood that the ultimate meaning of this unparalleled sword was to split trees. I couldn't imagine that all the wood for building beams could be prepared in such a short period of time.Xi Le has already snuggled up to Xiao Bian and fell asleep.I suddenly wished that by the time she woke up, the house would be finished.However, this is impossible, because many tools are still missing and need to be purchased in the city. I asked: Xi Le, I’m going to the city to do some shopping, soon, how about you? Xi Le said: Xiao Bian and I are playing here, I like this place and don't want to leave. I said: Well, you wait. Xi Le said: Be careful, don't draw your sword indiscriminately. I said: I will leave the sword with you, a wolf or something can also defend yourself. Xi Le asked: Are there wolves here? I said: not necessarily.I am a wolf and I live here. There was concern in Joy's eyes. Chaos in Chang'an (Ninety-eight) It's a very simple round trip, about two hours, and I brought a lot of food.There is a big harvest this year, and there is everything to eat on the street, and it is very cheap.There was joy everywhere.But I heard a creepy rumor that the newly elected new martial arts leader was killed.The imperial court said that this is an illegal establishment of a party, and it was going to arrest people, but it was blocked. It said that the arrest of the alliance was mainly approved by the three martial arts gangs, and the leader was not in Sepang. Together with the young leader, they were all poisoned to death overnight. I thought, another night of poisoning. I suddenly thought of what Man Young said.It's really complicated.But I only know that Wan Yong became the leader of the alliance later, and the court never arrested anyone again. What kind of leader is not the leader? It's really a job that is not appreciated everywhere. It just sounds nice, I think.I immediately felt very relaxed, and went out of the city with my head down, for fear that the people who went to the martial arts competition that day would find that the so-called leader was carrying a bag of food and didn't know where he was going.I thought, just consider me dead, it seems better than living with a woman.Although the same is true of innocence. It always gets dark quickly in winter.I was a little impatient, wondering if Xiyue would be scared to death alone in the dense forest.Fortunately, this is not a large area of ​​woods. I hurried back to the woods, and found that it seemed to be more terrifying than I imagined, because there was a little more fog suddenly. Soon, I was lost. I thought of the thought of not knowing where to bury joy in my heart before, and I shuddered. I ran wildly in the woods without feeling a trace of cold.I thought, just find the river.But no matter how I ran, the things in front of me seemed to be the same. Even I felt a little scary. I subconsciously touched the place of the sword, and suddenly remembered that the sword had given joy. I ran faster and faster, and suddenly felt something was wrong.Looking up, I saw that the air in front of me suddenly parted, and a slightly red wave of air hit me.What is this, I can't figure it out. But there is a big tree in front of me, and I want to see how it reacts to the tree.Before I could see it, the tree was split in two, and I suddenly realized that it was my sword, and Joy should be ahead. I cried: Joy.And hide the sword sideways. But it was too late, I felt so slow.Something cold went through me, accompanied by a scream of joy. I suddenly understood that I should die soon. I saw Xi Le standing where she was, and the sword fell to the ground.I didn't expect to die in such a way, as if nothing was done, just being teased by everyone. What exactly is death? It has always existed around us, and it is closely connected with life. It exists at the same time, but it is two contradictory states.Just joy, what will happen to her, I think, she should not live anymore.Because I am dead.It was one, then, that I was killed by her. The surroundings returned to calm.I thought, why am I still thinking about it, the process of dying is really long.I imagined that I was beside me looking at me whose body had been split in half. After about a while, I still didn't die.Even Xi Le had come to her senses, and rushed to me crying loudly.I moved my hands and feet, hugged Xi Le, and felt that the time for splitting into two halves should have passed, otherwise it would be too scary, Xi Le didn’t have to commit suicide, she could have been scared to death on the spot, because a person who had been together day and night suddenly separated in front of me , and look at you with one eye. Chaos in Chang'an (Ninety-nine) Xi Le could no longer speak normally, but only intermittently expressed how she was afraid of being alone here, but fortunately she went down with a sword and chopped it crookedly, otherwise she would lose sight of me and she would kill herself on the spot. I said to myself: Xile, this sword is so accurate, I can’t even cut it so accurately, are you practicing it secretly? The sword energy goes down to the nose. If I die, not only one eye, but also one eye A nostril, even the teeth are symmetrical, it is not crooked at all. I didn't die, maybe it was because it was Joy that cut me down. After a while, I asked Xi Le: Are you afraid of living here?Let's change to a more prosperous place, always consider the night. Xi Le said: Don't be afraid.At night I can think about when the day was beautiful.Moreover, I will follow you at night, I will go wherever you go.As long as there is only one room in the house, everyone can see each other everywhere. I said: good. Joy suddenly trembled. I said: It's cold.I bought you clothes. We built campfires for the cold winter nights. I think, in fact, the bonfire can be extinguished, because it seems that you can keep warm by hugging, and you can survive by snuggling.But I feel like cuddling or facing my mother or sister all the time.I guess that's exactly how it feels, but it's sorry for Joy. It is not necessary to communicate with joy.Never leaving each other is the highest relationship between a man and a woman.It’s just that there are many kinds of it, or many kinds of processes.For me and Joy, it's not the process anymore, it's the result. Chaos in Chang'an (one hundred) the next day. The scenery suddenly changed back to being very peaceful and beautiful.I can't even imagine how eerie and eerie the dancing tree shadows are at night.The same thing is just a little change in time and environment, but it is so different.But no matter what, there are my eyes, my sword, my strength, our dog-like pony that can bark at the slightest disturbance, and a sturdy house with only one room, in the city and in the wilderness. The woods are the same. the seventh day.The house is finally built.Due to inexperience, it looks like a long strip from a distance. I think that even if bad guys come here at night and suddenly see such a big coffin in a deserted place, they will probably die of fright on the spot.What if it's just raining, where does the water drain from? The meaning of joy is that you can’t control so much, and when it rains, you can discharge it from the house.As long as the bed is dry, it's fine. Next to it, I built a small place connected to the house for Xiao Bian.Xi Le was very satisfied with this, and felt that I finally took her to my heart.For taking her horse to heart. Xi Le said: I really hope it never rains. Unexpectedly, her words became a curse.At that time, it was actually the beginning of a severe drought in the world. Chaos in Chang'an (one hundred and one) Xile and I lived a very stable life. We went to the city every week to buy a lot of things and came back.Her meals are always good, which is why I can stay here for a long time.I gradually felt that this house was the best, while outside was the world of ice and snow. We have absolutely nothing to do every day, and we have to come up with a lot of things to pass the time, which is really interesting.For example, I trimmed the long-haired Xiao Bian into various shapes; spent three months teaching Xiao Bian how to pick up things thrown out; I wish I could personally demonstrate how to teach Xiao Bian to wag his tail when he sees me and Xi Le.In short, it's kind of like letting Xiao Bian play a role.I think it is not painful for it, but it is a lot of joy for joy.At one point I suggested that we could go to the city and bring a dog back.Xi Le firmly disagrees, thinking that this will reduce her liking for Xiao Bian, which is unethical.Because this is a horse that has accompanied us through many dangers without flinching.I think it is forced and helpless. As for Xiao Bian's origin, it was destroyed long ago during the bloodbath of Shaolin. What Xile and I do every day is to make all kinds of traps to trap imaginary enemies.But that's really no fun, to me.Because Xile often comes up with ideas, I implement them, such as digging a two-person trap.That’s not counting, I still have to pretend to fall, because Xi Le has never seen what it looks like to fall into a trap.But these are beyond reproach, because she helps me cook delicious meals every day, practice sword with me, and do all the laundry. The days were really too leisurely, so I started to compete with everyone to cut the grass into two piles, and then let Xiaobian out, and bet on which pile it would eat. Chaos in Chang'an (102) I found that I, who seemed completely unprincipled, had changed a bit, because once, Xi Le said that I was pretending to be Liu Yi from Wudang, and led Xiao Bian by the hand.Then she pretended to be the heads of the various sects of the Shaolin Flying Eagle Emei Beggar Clan, asking for a lot of money to buy this horse, and happily performing how they talked. I wanted to say at the time: They wouldn't do such a boring thing. But the exit becomes: what they do is really boring. Xi Le said: Do you mean selling Xiao Bian? I said: no. Although in the eyes of people in the arena, I seem to be even more boring now. I think life is long, just enjoy it.These words seem to be similar to the "Life is short, enjoy yourself in time" that many people in the world believe in.It's just that whether life is short or long, this question seems very philosophical.But I simply feel that it depends on how long the person lives. This kind of life was not disrupted until one day.I have already forgotten what we were doing at that time, because I did too many things with Xiyue, but suddenly Xiyue passed out on the ground.I was very anxious and tried many ways to wake her up.Ask Xi Le: What's wrong with you? Xi Le said: I don’t know, suddenly I don’t know anything. I said: We will go to the best Chengshoutang in the city to see a doctor immediately. Xi Le said: It's okay, I think I squatted for too long.We have to live like this forever, save money and not waste it. I said: It doesn't matter, I can earn it. Xi Le said: No way.As soon as you go out, you will definitely be discovered and involved in many twists and turns.I still don't know what people outside are saying about you. I said: No matter what, the next time you go to the city, you must go to Chengshoutang. Chaos in Chang'an (103) Later on, Xi Le seemed to have been pretending to be strong, and was very active in the city.As a result, I didn't think about going to the doctor until I left the city.Xi Le said that she had already left the city and let it go.I forcibly dragged Xi Le to Chengshou Hall.The old doctor took a pulse and said: Congratulations, good luck. Neither I nor Joy can believe it. I asked: Can I faint suddenly when I am happy? The doctor said: No, 80% of it is another disease, and now there is no attack, and I can't get it out, so I can only get out of happiness. Xi Le turned around to say something to me, but passed out on the ground again. I hugged Joy, and said to the doctor: Hurry up, take the pulse, it's a seizure. The doctor was very excited, and after holding it for a long time, he said: Judging from the pulse of this girl, she passed out. I said: nonsense, this can be seen with the eyes. The doctor said: But the pulse condition is stable, which means that there is no life-threatening danger in the coma, so you can rest assured. I asked: so why? The doctor said: Miss, has she been injured before? I want to say for a long time: Once I fell from a horse and broke a lot of places. The doctor said: Can I clean it up immediately? I said: no. The doctor said: That's hard to say. I said: what happened? The doctor said: I can't tell right now, I have to see. I don't want to go into details about what will happen in the future, because if I want to talk about it, I will definitely remember it.I think Xi Le's illness was caused by falling from a horse last time.I promised to see a doctor immediately when I arrived in Chang'an, but Xile never mentioned it again, and the wound healed slowly, so I completely forgot about it.Xi Le's condition gradually became serious. Numerous doctors said that there was no cure for it. She could only wait for her to recover, if she could recover by herself.I have forgotten how long I have been in Chengshoutang, and I have been using medicine to recuperate until the money is spent, but I haven't seen any improvement.Xi Le clamored to go back to that house, so I had no choice but to go back with her.I can't find Master, I think Master must have a way, or in other words, there must be a genius doctor in the rivers and lakes.At this time, I would rather believe that Wulin is not only a place where Hu Fei has hidden weapons, but also a place where genius doctors help the world. Chaos in Chang'an (104) But, I can't leave her here alone, especially at night.This means that no matter where I go, I only have one day at most. I don't know what will become of joy, whether it will die in the end, or die suddenly. Xi Le always acts like she can still shave Xiao Bian, but she can no longer walk on the floor.I think that everything in this world will be paid back, for example, I am cooking now.I can imagine how unpalatable it is for me to cook, but Xi Le eats more than normal.I think people who are sick don't really want to eat.I asked Xi Le: Are you very hungry? Xi Le said: No. I asked: Then why do you eat so much? Xi Le said: I am not hungry, but your child is hungry. I said: What do you think I should do in the future? Xi Le said: How you say it is like a last word.I thought, it's about to have a baby so it's too weak.In fact, I can still walk, but I can't remember many things. Where did the trap we dug go? I said: Well, I will take you to Chang'an now, first in the Chengshou Hall, and then I will go to the palace to look for it. Do you remember my brother, I told you, the master said, he is already the prince.There is an imperial doctor in the palace, who can definitely cure her.This matter cannot be delayed, we will leave now. Joy didn't speak. After a long time, Xi Le asked: Tell me, what's his name? I said: I think women are called Xi Le. Xi Le said: How can anyone keep using the name because they think it’s good? In the end, they can’t tell who is who, unless there is only one left.Do you want to teach him something? I said: I teach a lot, and three of us live here, and the house will be enlarged in the future.The most troublesome thing for you is that you can't add another room. You see, you can only make it bigger, and you haven't figured out how to make it yet. Xi Le said: I don't mind, I'm moving out, and there are still two people in the house. I said: where are you moving? Xi Le asked: How much silver do we have? I said: there are many more. Xi Le said: What will you do in the future? I said: wait for you to recover. Xi Le said: I have a stomachache. 我说：不是要生了吧? 喜乐说：还没到时间呢，你真急，如果生不出来，你就用剑，不能用你那把，把我肚子—— 我说：你说什么呢。你先躺着，我想想办法。 喜乐说：你最没办法了。 我说：你上回偷的那瓶水呢，万永山庄里的。 喜乐说：我不是偷的。我是给你拿的，我怕你中毒。 我说：现在我不是没中毒吗，藏在哪里? 喜乐说：床底下。 我往床底下一看，发现有不少东西，我问：都是什么啊，该不都是你上街偷的吧? 喜乐说：我没偷过东西。那是每次去城里偷偷给你买的。 我说：是什么啊? 喜乐说：你不懂的，织衣服用的。 我说：那我怎么从来没发现啊? 喜乐说：你的眼睛从来没用在我身上吧，我多抱了这么多东西回来你都没发现。 我找出那号称解一切毒的水，对喜乐说：喝下去。 喜乐说：不喝，我又没中毒。 我说：喝了，听话，如果这个没有用就带你去看太医。 喜乐说：不喝，这个以后还可以防万一，你最粗心，如果挖陷阱的时候被蛇咬了，正好可以用。还可以卖掉一半，如果我们没银子了。 我说：喜乐，喝了。 喜乐这才不说话，喝下一小点。 我说：以后，每天都要喝。觉得怎么样? 喜乐说：我本来就没事，只是虚弱，可能是他太强壮了。 I said: who? 喜乐说：你真笨。等我好了你还是只能干体力活，比如挖陷阱拔草劈柴之类的。就是我的肚子有点痛。 我说：我带你去找太医。 喜乐说：我看见你高兴，我就高兴，看见你难过，应该就会难过，可是我从没看见你难过过呢。你应该是从来不难过的人。少林死了那么多人你都不难过呢，我偷偷哭了很多次。 我说：因为那些是和我不相干的人。 喜乐说：我很难过。不过你从不难过是好事情，至少在我记忆里，你还没难过过一次，这说明你还是不一样啊，哈哈，你说，我如果要死了，你会不会难过啊? 我摸摸喜乐的头说：我都难过很长时间了。 喜乐说：那我怎么看不出来。 我说：我没有表现出来。 喜乐说：你是什么都没有表现出来吗? I said: yes.但是这些日子，我很着急。 喜乐说：着什么急啊? 我说：不着急什么，我说错了。你自然会慢慢好的。 喜乐说：那我也想好了，你去宫里找找师哥，让他带个好太医。现在就去。 我说：喜乐，你没事吧? 喜乐说：我想病早点好。 I said: good.I will go now.可是已经是晚上了。 喜乐说：没事的，我什么都不怕。 我说：你等我，我骑小扁走，这样快点，来回很快。剑留在你这儿。 喜乐说：好。这次我不乱劈了。 我说：马上回来。 Turn around and leave after speaking. 喜乐说：等等。 我停住问：怎么了？ 喜乐看着我说：小扁天生脚短，你好好骑它。 我答应后马上转身离去，骑上小扁就走。 还没到长安，我就渐渐感觉不对。我觉得喜乐是把我支走的。马上转回树林，我隐约听到孩子的哭声。我想，喜乐难道是不好意思在我面前生孩子吗? 长安乱（一百零五） 喜乐死后，我再也没有去过那屋子。我总能感觉有个声音在回荡，说，这是你的剑第一次见女人的血，肯定比原来更快了。当时我想一刀杀了小扁，因为那是喜乐最喜欢的玩伴，可是我觉得喜欢便是希望它在世上。而且我觉得，我才是喜乐最喜欢的玩伴，要杀就把自己杀了。 我看着满是血的床铺说：这是难逃的。 我相信这话是承上面我萌发的念头的。 喜乐让我很为难。在她看到的那部分里，我始终没有为任何事情痛不欲生，并且留下了一个包袱，让我不得不继续在这愚蠢的世界里生存。 不如我所想的，我还是记得自己把喜乐埋葬到了什么地方。这里将是我回忆里最恐怖的地方，我决定一辈子都不再去那里，有生的一辈子都不去看望。因我相信她早已不在这里。而我们迟早会再在一起给小扁剃毛。只是需要完成一些事情。而这些事情竟然不是江湖恩怨，只是把一个小孩带大。 长安乱（一百零六） 是年，灾荒在冬天渐渐过去。我始终没有去看过师父没有再回到寺里，因我还是不愿提到喜乐。我看见师哥的一个告示，说，朕欲天下大兴，必须天下一心。任何私党，除去正统少林留中级以上弟子，其余一并清理，所有帮派取消帮名，归于公选之盟主万永，江湖为盟，并入征军。 我想，这意思是要趁外头混的那些都没吃饱，一起灭了。 我遇到过无灵一次，在逐城。我们居然在同一个地方要杀同样一个人。我问：久仰，你不是已经收手了吗？ 他说：少问。 我说：我要养活一家。就让我提他人头回去。 无灵说：好，我是实在看不下去，要取他性命。既然你还能换点钱，就给你了。 我说：谢过。 无灵说：你要看好你的剑，是很好的剑呢。 我一摸，诧异地问：你什么时候拿走的？ 无灵说：少问。江湖大得很，你只是一小部分。 说完掏出一张银票说：这是给你小家人的压岁钱。还有，你夫人的墓都很脏了，要去清理。事情总是躲不掉的。 然后再没机会见到。 长安乱（一百零七） 我在雪邦的茶楼里。刘义找到我，说：江湖里人都知道，他是你师哥，你去劝劝他。要不这样，我们帮派的兄弟都商量好了，只要你能趁和他面谈时一刀杀了他，我们里应外合，把朝改了，你当皇帝，我还是当我的小帮主。 我说：我当不了皇帝。你也当不了。I have no idea.我是来看这雪山的，正好被你碰上。正好还是两个人。Ha ha.没想到是和你。 刘义说：当了皇帝，很多财宝，很多女人，你想要什么样的有什么样的，不成能给你演成什么样的。就这事情，我们可以慢慢聊聊。 我说：不聊了。 刘义咬牙道，我知道你夫人死了快一年了。我给你物色了一个，放心，是前些日子大灾的时候花三个饼买的，很懂事漂亮，没糟蹋，你自己看，专给你留的，我也算是够情义。 说着一个女的被推上来了。 我抬头看一眼，问：你叫什么名字。 姑娘缓缓说：米豆。 我说：怎么叫这名字? 米豆说：不知道。家里的愿望吧。 我缓缓说：米豆。像喜乐一样，都是愿望。 姑娘又低头，缓缓说：米豆。 ...