Chapter 67 65. "If you want me to continue gambling"

In the summer, Brother Lu called me and said that he wanted me to help out with a car. They set up a department to go to the beach to play, and there were not enough cars for the family.I agreed without any hesitation, since I was alone anyway.It was a big day, I also prepared a set of swimming equipment, filled up the gas early, and went to the place where they gathered. After going there, I found that it was really lively, with a large group of old and small people.When they knew that my car was also a member of their team, a girl first took the co-pilot position (it seems that these girls prefer the co-pilot position).This girl is tall, her hair is tied into a ponytail, she is very beautiful.As soon as she took the co-pilot seat, she made a pact with me: no smoking.Looking at her domineering posture, I had no choice but to agree.

After everyone arrived, we set off. That girl seemed to have ADHD, playing with the radio in the car for a while, and playing with the tapes for a while. She didn't listen to a complete song along the way, and she was always rewinding, changing tapes, and changing channels. , Anyway, I was struggling all the way, so I couldn't say anything. When we arrived at the bathing place, everyone played like crazy.I grew up in a fishing village, and my water skills were not bad, so I won applause on the spot.The day passed like this, and there was no affair. Afterwards, I went to the border checkpoint to find Brother Lu to do business. When I was chatting with Brother Lu in his office, a girl in the uniform of a second lieutenant of the armed police came in. She looked very mighty. At that time, I didn't realize who this woman was.She also asked Brother Lu to sign some document. Seeing me smoking there, she told me to stop the cigarette in an orderly tone, and rolled her eyes and said, "Didn't you see any lesbians present? Why are you still smoking! "

She spoke very bluntly, and I looked at her carefully, only to find that she was the girl who was very troublesome and sat on the passenger seat of my car when I went to the bathing place that day.The last time she was wearing casual clothes, this day she was wearing the uniform of the armed police, so I didn't dare to recognize it.I was a little embarrassed by her order not to allow smoking. I wanted to say something to ease the atmosphere, and said casually: "The girl is you. I really don't dare to admit it when I'm dressed." She blushed when she saw her, and stared at me fiercely.Brother Lu had already lost his temper from laughing.Only then did I realize that my sentence just now had a grammatical error, so I immediately explained: "No, I mean I didn't dare to admit that you were wearing a uniform. It really doesn't mean anything else." I broke out in a sweat.She slammed the door and left without listening to my explanation.Brother Lu couldn't get up from laughing, I was so embarrassed, I didn't know what to do.

In this way, she and I have formed a bond, and after that, I usually dare not go to the border building if I have nothing to do.Once I had dinner with Brother Lu and Xiao Xing again. Brother Lu told this as a joke at the dinner table, and everyone at the table laughed. I asked Brother Lu: "She didn't scold me, did she?" Brother Lu said: "Now everyone in our department knows about this. Everyone often jokes about it. Your sentence has now become the most popular greeting in our department, which makes her very embarrassed." I asked Lu Ge: "Then what should I do, this is too embarrassing."

Brother Lu said: "What to do, you want to go." After speaking, he laughed again. I said, "Why don't you come out someday, and I'll treat you as an apology." Brother Lu said, "Okay, I'll ask you." A few days later, Brother Lu called me and said that the woman would give me a chance to apologize, but it was not so cheap, she would choose the place, and I would be responsible for paying the bill. After setting the time and place, Brother Lu said: "We're going first, you have to go by yourself, you can't take anyone with you, it's not sincere."

I rushed over and they were all in a big private room. I was really shocked when I went in. There were at least 15 people in the big private room.Except for Brother Lu and his comrades in arms, there is also a man in Brother Lu's department, and the others are all women.As soon as I entered, Lu Ge introduced to everyone loudly: "This is the hero of the story." Everyone "coaxed" and laughed. At that time, my face had bursts of fever, and I guess it must be red. Those are all from their checkpoints, looking like they're ready to kill me.They are not polite at all, what is more expensive.That day, I was fined many times by everyone to pass the test. I was punished for drinking and singing.But that girl just didn't let go and accepted my apology, and was very happy to see me being tossed by everyone.

This is the first time we met formally, and I also know her name, her name is very nice, called Yudi.After the meal, everyone booed and asked me to leave her the phone number, ready to accept today's punishment anytime, anywhere.At that moment, I seemed to be their free food stamp. Afterwards, I would often receive text messages from Yu Di, which were always oblique and cursing text messages, such as asking me to read "goose is green" aloud, calling me a pig, and so on.I'm not polite either, I'll scold her back whenever she scolds me.Just like this, they talk to each other in text messages, and they are considered familiar with each other once they come and go.

At that time, I didn't dare to think about it at all. I felt inferior in my heart and felt that I was not worthy of others.I know why I was born and what other people are doing, I know very well in my heart, so although I have a good impression of her, I have never made any effort to go further, and I dare not pursue her at all. Later, Brother Lu said that she was still dating, and encouraged me to chase after her, but I changed the conversation, but didn't dare.Later, I often had dinner with Brother Lu and some of his colleagues, and some older sisters also encouraged me to chase after them, and often made fun of us together to create opportunities for us.Only then did I pluck up the courage, be cheeky, and try to ask her out alone.Unexpectedly, she agreed, and we started dating like this.

The subsequent development, like everyone else, is a bit clichéd.It took about half a year, and the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend was confirmed. During this period, she didn't know my details, and I deliberately didn't face it. I didn't dare to tell her the truth. In 2002, I was 32 years old and she was 24 years old. I took her back to my hometown to meet my parents.Parents are very happy, and people come to the house all day long.We have this custom in our place, when a daughter-in-law comes to a house, everyone has to come and see it, no matter adults or children.

Everyone wants to see what kind of daughter-in-law I bring back. Some people lie on the window to see, and some come in to see directly.Only then did she become shy, and I finally found out that she would be shy too.I often asked her when no one was around: "Why are you not so violent?" She would pinch me hard, and I would cry out that it hurts, meaning that I wanted others to hear it.When she saw me yelling, she softened.I forgot to mention, when we dated, she was a sassy girlfriend, terribly savage, and she kept her word, so I gave her a nickname: Little Crab. In our place, when a new daughter-in-law came to the house for the first time, her parents wanted to give her money as a deposit. My mother meant to give her 3,000.Even if this matter is settled, we will soon talk about marriage.

After returning from my home, she also took me to meet her parents.Her parents are in other places, and her father is the head of the local armed forces, and he speaks very dignifiedly.In her house I pretended to be quite gentle, and she also behaved very well.Since I pretended to be better, her parents are basically satisfied with me. When it comes to talking about marriage, she often comes to live with me during the big week, and usually lives in the dormitory of the unit. In 2003, I still confessed my past to her.It was the weekend, and she came to my place. After the romance was over, she forced me to tell me about my previous life, where and what I did.I didn't hide anything that day, so I told her everything.After listening to it, she stood on the spot, very shocked, and it took a long time to recover, and she called me a liar.It was after 12 o'clock in the evening when I had to leave for life and death that day, and to leave me. I locked the door tightly and didn't let her go out. I told her: "It's very late now, it's not safe for a girl to go out. What if I meet bad guys?" .I hit her casually, but she won't let her go.I said to her: "I really have to leave at dawn tomorrow. I will not stop you. After you leave, we can do whatever you want. But I will definitely not let you go at this late hour. You can go if you go out." Where? The dormitory is closed." Later, she was also tired from the fight, and she couldn't get out, so she didn't continue to force her, and ran into a room crying.I didn't sleep all night, thinking about things, my mind was very messed up. After she left the next day, she ignored me.I also went to her with the cheek, but there are sentries in her place, and she must be notified before she can enter.Every time I go, I get rejected, and I feel extremely depressed.Before, she often called or greeted my parents, and sometimes complained.For a while, my parents didn't receive her call, so they called to ask me if I had a problem. At this time, Xiao Xing's daughter-in-law helped me a lot.Lingzi asked her out, and the two sisters talked a lot of heartfelt words, and persuaded her to give me another chance.After her "mediation", the little crab agreed to continue to associate with me, but made an agreement with me on more terms, so that I could say goodbye to my previous life.Naturally, I agreed, and many times later, I also went on a business trip without telling her. I remember she asked me fiercely: "Do you want me or do you want to continue gambling?" I hugged her and said, "I want you, and I will never gamble again." The little crab was very moved when he heard it. We got married in 2003, and my mother shed tears of joy on the wedding day.She treated my mother absolutely nothing, just like her own mother. After marriage, she brought her parents to live with her, and the family lived very harmoniously. In the winter of 2005, she burned all my previous phone numbers and supported me to do some business on my own, and I was truly out of this "industry".Now I invest in my own business and have a fixed income. The money I earn can be used with peace of mind, and my life is much more comfortable than before. But after marriage, I was basically in a state of being oppressed. Who told me that I couldn't beat others, I admitted it.She "breaks things" a lot throughout the day, summing up work and studying theory, and she is also very troublesome.I don't want a child for now, she wants to play for a few more years, I have to follow her even if I'm in a hurry.Now there is no place to smoke at home, and the toilet is not allowed, so I have to hide from my parents to smoke.Sometimes she chased me and saw me smoking with my father, but it didn't matter. It's just that she has a big temper, she is a landlord, and I am basically a long-term worker, the object of her oppression.I enjoy this kind of life very much. Although it hurts when she beats me sometimes, I am very happy.