Chapter 13 Thirteen. Blood and Tears

Jun Wuyi's eyes were clouded by the severe pain: "... Su Tong, help me up." His voice was very low, but he was as determined as a stone. Su Changshan turned over his sleeves, and the wheelchair was turned upright, and he steadily helped Jun Wuyi onto the wheelchair. Jun Xiangyue lowered his head, that kind of gentle and soft to the extreme, full of poetry like a sigh: "The emperor promised me that he will not kill you. Brother...you come back to Chang'an with me." "You came up the mountain just to say this to me?" Jun Wuyi slowly closed his eyes. "There are nearly 10,000 soldiers at the foot of the mountain, and all the exits have been blocked. And the four masters of the 'Luopo Valley' have also come—after tonight, the top of the mountain will no longer be a pure land." Jun Xiangyue said lightly, Tears fell suddenly: "I would rather hurt you myself than they kill you."

"But—I'd rather die by their hands than suffer today's injury." Jun Wuyi held the wheelchair with his right hand, his joints were as white as ice. Jun Xiangyue raised her head, her eyes were filled with tears, there was still a little panic and regret in her eyes, she looked at Jun Wuyi in a daze. "...No matter what," Jun Wuyi finally turned the wheelchair slowly and turned his back, without the slightest hint of reproach in his words: "I have had a great time these three days." ——He spoke calmly, but the eyes under his eyelashes were like a shattered inkstone, and the crack went deep into his strong will.

Jun Xiangyue smiled wryly in a daze: "Did you know? A man's magnanimity can only make a woman suffer sometimes—because she will find that there is no fault that you can't tolerate, and there is no love that you can't let go..." Tears fell in strings Her cheek: "You don't even bother to ask me, why did I become like this?" Jun Wuxin gripped the wheelchair tightly. "I have been in the deep palace these years... I have tasted the warmth and coldness of human beings, I have tasted all the loneliness, blood and tears - my heart has shrunk a little bit, and I have become numb a little bit... I thought I couldn't bear to leave this piece of Youtan, But my heart is colder than I imagined—brother, not only do you not know me, but I don’t even know myself anymore.” Her shoulders trembled: “Brother, I’m sorry for you. But I’m only for my husband.”

There was a dead silence in the cave. "I have known Jun Wuwu for ten years, and I just found out today that there is no fault he can't tolerate, no love he can't let go—" Su Changshan stood up expressionlessly: "He won't blame you, he will only blame himself ——At the beginning, I didn’t keep you, didn’t protect you well, let you taste the warmth and warmth of human beings in the deep palace, taste the loneliness, blood and tears, and die before your heart is old——It’s not that you are sorry for him, it is he who is sorry for you, yes or no ?!" His last four words suddenly came out, almost like an angry shout, splitting the silent snowy night like thunder!

Jun Xiangyue trembled all over, looking at Su Changshan with a pale face. "He has never been willing to tolerate, but he has to tolerate; he has never had the heart to let go, but he has to let go—from the beginning to the end, you are forcing him to tolerate and let him go. Seeing you enter the palace as a concubine, it is not him It won’t be painful; being betrayed by the person you trust the most, it’s not that he won’t be angry, even if you accuse him confidently now, it’s not that he doesn’t want to argue!” Su Changshan flicked his sleeves: “Jun Wuwu is a human being, not a god.”

He is a man, not a god. Jun Xiangyue's cold fingertips burned for a while. "He sent you into the palace because he found out that you fell in love with Yang Guang; he doesn't blame you because he remembers his childhood sweetheart; he listens to your accusation and doesn't refute it because his heart is dead!" Su Changshan said sharply. Jun Xiangyue fell to the ground, covered his face with his hands, and tears flowed from his fingers. Only the fire is burning lonely, as if it wants to burn all life in this cold winter night. "He is stupid and always takes the responsibility on himself. He is very stubborn and always puts the well-being of the people above all else. He can smash his body and bones for the great Sui world, but no one has ever asked him—is he exhausted physically and mentally? Do you have the helplessness of being wronged and humiliated, or the despair of being betrayed?" Su Changshan waved his sleeves, and the burning fire was knocked down by the wind of his sleeves, and sparks flew everywhere!

"He would rather die physically than die in heart; he would rather have his jade broken here than be crippled all his life." Jun Wuyi suddenly vomited out a mouthful of blood that had been suppressed for a long time, and with his back to Su Changshan, hot tears rolled down his cheeks. He was never willing to be tolerant, but he had to be tolerant; he never had the heart to let go, but he had to let go... No one ever asked him if he was suffering from exhaustion, if he had the helplessness of being wronged and humiliated, if he had suffered Heartbroken for betrayal? ...He would rather die physically than die in heart; he would rather have the jade broken here than be disabled for the rest of his life.

Su Tong, Su Tong... "Brother!..." Jun Xiangyue burst into tears, and hugged Jun Wuyi's weak legs tightly: "I... I didn't know that this Youtan would hurt your legs, let alone make you permanently disabled! I believe it I only want to trap you for two days, I really... only want to trap you for two days!" Jun Wuyi's face was pale. "Brother, I... I can't get the emperor's favor, so I blame you for sending me into the palace—I dare not admit that I am the one who fell in love with him and wanted to enter the palace!...Father and you have always been like that Dote on me, I always thought that there was nothing I couldn't get, I thought that I didn't have love that I couldn't get in this life...I dare not face up to my failure and frustration, I can only blame you...Brother...I'm too selfish! "She cried incoherently, and suddenly slammed into the stone wall!

"Meet—!" Jun Wuyi stretched out his hand to pull her, but fell to the ground! A stone hit Jun Xiangyue's numbness point - she immediately fell limp. Ye Fangting came forward with a smile, she is the only one in the world who can talk while eating melon seeds at this time: "Sister Jun, don't believe a word of what Su Tong said, you just heard it and saw it - General Jun is bleeding Tears, how could he be a heart-dead person?" Jun Xiangyue looked at her blankly and helplessly, only trembling. "Life is ruthless, but there is still righteousness—" Ye Fangting pointed at Su Changshan: "Today, the general's blood and tears are all shed for him."

She untied Jun Xiangyue's acupoints and helped her up: "Maybe my general is thinking in his heart 'to get a confidant, what more can a husband ask for', and think life is very interesting!" The smiling face slowly approached her: "You now Go to hell, don't you want to kill his fun? You say you are selfish, but do you really admit it in your heart?"