Chapter 6 Section VI

Sickle closed his eyes and sat cross-legged on the bed. He didn't know why, but as long as he made this posture, his mind could immediately enter a wonderful state of tranquility.He knows it's something he's learned a long time ago, but he can't remember when, where, or who taught him it. The furnishings in the room are simple, except for his, Long Bai's and Di Bin's beds, there is only a small table.There are several small wooden statues carved by Sickle himself on it.The portrait carved by the simple knife technique, the sitting posture is exactly the same as the sickle head now, with the palms folded in front of the chest, but there is no face.

Lian Shou himself doesn't know what kind of portrait he is carving, and he doesn't remember where he learned the craft of carving.Until one day Long Bai saw it and said: "This is a Buddha statue... why doesn't it have a face...?" The room opens.Lian Shou opened his eyes and saw Di Bin coming in. "Fifth brother, what are you doing?" "It's nothing." Lian Shou released the cross-legged posture, and gently stretched the joints of his legs and knees. "Just thinking about..." "What are you thinking about?" Di Bin walked to the small table, picked up a wooden statue and looked at it carefully.

"I was wondering...why are we doing these things?" Di Bin was stunned.He never thought about it. "It's because... it's for food. If you want to eat better and dress better, you need money. Everyone thinks so." "I just can't figure it out: eat and dress to live; is life to find food and clothes?" Di Bin couldn't answer for a moment.He looked at Sickle's face for a long time.It never occurred to him that there would be people in the world who would question eating.But he didn't find it ridiculous.Indeed no one ever told him why he was alive.

"People are born wanting to live. There is no reason for this. And...not just for food and clothing. To live is to want many things. What we do now is to get what we want, and to be happy when we are satisfied ...By the way, it is to live happily, just like the boss said..." "Forget it." Liantou stood up. "I'm just asking. I don't think many things make sense." Lian Shou's words once again surprised Di Bin.He felt that he had never fully understood this beast-like foster brother. —Why did he think about this?Is it because he knows too much or too little?

"By the way, fifth brother, just now I just found a guy who likes to ask why. He's a good guy. He's eating out. You must meet him..." The door opened again.Di Bin turned his head warily. It never occurred to him that it was a woman who came in. The girl wrapped in a coarse cloak stood in the room, staring at the scythe head bewilderedly.Di Bin recognized that she was the young prostitute who slept with Lian Shou in the brothel in Dai Town that day. Then came in a fat man.Di Bin recognized that it was Mai Kang, the shopkeeper of "Xingyun Pavilion" in Dai Town.

"If I don't bring her, she won't live for a few days." McConne laughed. "She's been thinking about you for months." Sickles didn't show any expression or move, just stared at the girl with eyes like looking at a dead thing. McConnell patted Di Bin's arm. "Let's avoid it for a while, haha!" Di Bin moved his legs reluctantly.Before leaving the room, he looked at the girl's face again.The already thin face was thinner than that day, the skin was still smooth but lost its color, and there were light black marks around the eyes. Di Bin developed a complex anger towards the girl.

After closing the door, Mai Kang patted Di Bin again. "Hey, take me to your boss, he has something to talk to me about. Well, I don't want to bring her here, but what can I do? She can't take business at all. Hee hee, let me tell you, your brother It's fucking amazing! Since that time, she's been fucking like a dead fish with other customers, and the customers have come to scold me... Hee hee, maybe your brother's words are bigger than a donkey's... You Have you seen it?—” Di Bin angrily pushed Mai Kang's palm away. "Just joking...hehe, go, go to your boss..."

The girl frantically kissed the sickle's scrotum, and the long hair swept across his abdomen and legs, making him feel unprecedented stimulation. Scythe suddenly stretched out his palm, grabbed the girl's hair, and pulled her face up from his crotch. "What's your name?" Saliva slipped from the corner of the girl's mouth. "Sakura." Sickle's palm was released.Yinger's naked body climbed on the sickle.The dripping thighs rubbed against his cock.She bent down on his chest, biting his nipple lightly with her teeth. "Why did you come to me?"

"I can't forget you." The girl's tongue slipped into the sickle's left earhole, and said softly: "I love you. Without you, I can only die." Sickles didn't speak any more.He wanted to say, "But I don't love you. Because I don't know what love is. I just need women." "I know what you're thinking." Ying'er straddled Sickle's body.I felt a pleasure that I haven't had in a long time—a pleasure mixed with pain. In the violent shaking, Yinger said again: "Let me follow you. No matter where you go. Let me be your woman... ah... no matter how many other women you have... oh... I will do anything for you ...I...give you the greatest...ah...happiness!"

As Sickles ejaculated, he was still thinking: ——What is happiness?