Chapter 12 Chapter 11 The Otaku in the City

Grasslands, Gobi, and deserts often make people feel desolate. However, when Green and I stayed on the roof of the eighteenth floor for a long time, we began to feel another kind of desolation deeply. The rooftop was bare, with no people, no trees, no grass, no water, no living things, not even sand... only criss-crossing metal pipes, concrete chimneys, elevator shafts, and exhaust vents.When the sun is out, the ground is scorching hot; when the wind blows, you can't open your eyes on the top of tall buildings; when it rains, there is no place to hide. At dusk, standing on the top of the building and looking far into the distance, the sun is buried by piles of tall buildings like tombstones, the gray sky of the city spreads endlessly in front of your eyes, and the whole world lies lifeless in the quiet dust and smoke, as if covered with a layer of haze. Sha, I think no place is more desolate than the city's high-rise roofs.Grasslands and cities are two different types of desolation—primitive desolation contains vitality and vitality, while modern desolation contains desolation.

There is no deserted city that cannot be built, only wilderness that cannot be returned. However, in this deserted city, Little Green is still very happy and satisfied. As long as he is given a space to run and breathe freely, as long as he has a bite to eat, as long as I am by his side, he can still find fun.A piece of cardboard, a piece of plastic bag can make him play very happily.If a bird occasionally flies by and rests on the elevator shaft, Green will tilt his head and look at it for a long time, listening to the chirping of the bird, watching the bird combing its feathers, until watching the bird fly away.It was the only little life he could see.

On the rooftop with no entertainment, I tried not to make Green feel alone.I raced against him, running from one end of the building to the other, jumping over all the pipe obstacles along the way; Bones, throw a large beef leg bone into the air, and when it lands, see who gets it first.The results of the competition are basically like this: I have never won a race; he has never lost a game of hide-and-seek; Although Green no longer went downstairs for activities, the consequences of his previous haunts in the community began to appear, and the pressure surrounded him quietly like an undercurrent.

At noon this day, I was taking Green to eat at Yifeng's, when I heard someone knocking on the door.Green immediately pricked up his ears and looked at the door vigilantly, without saying a word.The fox yelled and rushed to the door.Yifeng and I look at each other, we seldom have guests, since we have Green, we have even closed the door to thank guests, who will come at this time? Yifeng looked in the cat's eyes, and there were two people in overalls standing outside the door, and Yifeng asked, "Who is it?" "The property management of the community." The person outside replied.

"Is there something wrong?" Yifeng continued to ask through the door. "It's like this," the property management outside the door spoke very politely, "Some owners reported to the police station that you kept animals 'suspected of wolves' and often heard wolves howling. The police station first notified our property management to coordinate and verify. .” Yifeng and I looked at each other, and both looked at Green, the thing we were most worried about finally came. Green is at home right now, so he must not be able to open the door. Yifeng said politely through the door and the property management, explaining that the family has a dog, and he must pay attention not to let the puppy howl and disturb the people, and emphasizes that it is basically not released now. The dog has been out.The property manager repeatedly urged him to leave.

I was even more cautious. Except for the rooftops, I didn't take Green anywhere in the community. Green became a "house wolf" living in the city.I'm always with him and don't let him howl at home.At this time, silence is equal to survival, and silence can be exchanged for limited freedom. What Green looks forward to every day is going to the rooftop.I secretly satisfied him with this little extravagance, and we had a new game in the atmosphere of silence and concealment—hidden meat. I first used a piece of fat pork the size of half a brick, and asked Green to find a place on the roof to hide the meat, and then I went to find it.Of course, this game is based on the premise that Green is full, otherwise he would just hide the meat in his stomach.

At the beginning, Green’s method of hiding meat was not very good. He tried to dig a hole in the ground, but soon found that the concrete floor could not be dug, so he took the meat to the back of the elevator shaft, and I went around the elevator. Jing picked up the piece of meat and threw it back to him with disdain.He took the meat back without saying a word, knowing that it was poorly hidden.He paced slowly around the roof, and stuffed the meat under a pipe. He got out of the pipe and looked back. The meat seemed to be safer under the shadow of the pipe.He came back to me, licked his nose and stared at me, indicating that he had hidden it.With my mouth curled up, I went straight to the pipe, stretched my legs and hooked the meat out.

Green hurriedly protected the meat with a frustrated expression. He looked at the meat and thought for a while, then looked around for a while, picked up the meat again, sneaked around behind the concrete chimney, put his front legs on the ground, and squatted on the horse's back legs. He walked forward, arched his waist, raised his tail, and started to work... When he was young, he turned around relieved, with a somewhat smug expression.I stretched my neck to look behind the chimney, and I was so happy!On the white fat piece of meat, there are a few black and shiny little wolf dung piled up. At first glance, it looks like a piece of cream cake dotted with chocolate.How can this shit trick be covered?I laughed so hard that I kicked the "cake" out of its original shape.Green ran up angrily, hugged my leg and gnawed violently, bared his teeth, wrinkled his nostrils into a bitter gourd, and growled viciously at me.

"It's useless for you to be tough with me, keep hiding!" I turned my back and let him continue to toss. Green calmed down for a while, picked up the fat and walked around behind the exit of the stairs.I waited for a long time and didn't see him come out. "Green!" I yelled, "I'm coming here?!" ... Nothing happened... I looked in the direction of Green's disappearance, looked over, and saw that Green was sitting on the ground, licking his mouth, with a sly look on his face. Looking at me, the fat was gone, as if it had been hidden.I double-checked around the exit of the stairs, there's no... under the pipes?And no... behind the chimney?Still not... I turned my head to look at Green, who was as stable as Mount Tai, and praised: "Okay, you, you have made progress."

I searched around again, but there was still no trace of the fat. On this bare roof, the fat seemed to have disappeared out of thin air. Could it be that he ate it?Impossible, that piece of meat is fat and greasy, even when he is very hungry, he may not be able to finish it.I looked at his stomach, scratched my head and wondered, no, usually when I was looking for meat, this kid would nervously follow me and poke his head around, afraid that I would notice, why is he so calm now?Look at Green again, he is still sitting calmly, slightly shifting his front legs, turning around to face me... It was indeed weird, I touched my chin: "Get out of the way!" He turned his head to look elsewhere, pretending not to understand, and didn't move.I got rough and grabbed Green by the back of the neck and pulled him away—the fat was right under him!

I was so surprised that I couldn't speak, this kid actually played the trick of "dark under the lights", the more dangerous the place, the safer, he used himself as a cover, sat on the fat, and followed me Turning his eyes to block the meat, of course he is sitting on Mount Tai!But who taught him these ghost ideas?Four or five-year-old children may not be able to do this.I suddenly admire Green from the bottom of my heart. It’s not easy. A two-month-old wolf is so cunning. It’s hard to imagine how smart a big wolf will be when he grows up.In the ability to analyze psychology and use the environment, wolves are indeed superior. It is no wonder that many nomadic peoples use wolves as teachers to learn all kinds of tactics that are not tired of deception. However, Green was still a child after all, and his plan to hide meat failed again and again, so he couldn't help becoming angry and bit the fat meat hysterically to vent his resentment. Blind howling, after a few howls, he turned around in circles, desperately chasing and biting his own tail, expressing his annoyance. Indeed, it was indeed too difficult for him to hide a piece of meat perfectly on the rooftop where there was no shelter and no props to find.But hiding meat is not just a fun game, it is as important as hunting, it is the key to survival, and Green will use it one day.For wolves, the fate is unpredictable, the world is unpredictable, and it is difficult to get food evenly when they are full and hungry. Satisfy your hunger and save your life, and prevent yourself from being eliminated by the harsh life. Social pressure continues to loom. In the few days after the property manager left, strange things happened at the door of Yifeng's house again, and people dumped it full of rubbish for no reason.For the first two days, Yifeng didn't care, and cleaned up the garbage by himself, but later he found dog poop, some of which were even wiped on the door.Yifeng is very depressed, he usually lives in seclusion, and he doesn't know who he has offended so much, thinking about it, he guesses that this matter may have something to do with Green Howling.Yifeng discussed with me, let me stay in Green's bachelor apartment these few days, and don't come to his house if I have nothing to do. Yifeng's home and Green's single apartment are located in two buildings in the same community, with different apartment types and different living groups.The building where Yifeng's house is located is large and is a residential type. Often generations of the family live together. There are many housewives and idlers, and there are many disputes. In terms of getting along with neighbors, they are pressing every step of the way if they are not pleasing to the eye. Smiling faces from the front, dirty tricks from behind.Leaving some garbage and dog shit is a trivial matter. What Yifeng is most worried about is who will throw some rat poison and poisonous meat at the door, and Green will be in danger.This kind of thing happened in the community before. People who hated dogs poisoned the lawn. As a result, seven or eight dogs were poisoned to death. The single apartment building where Green lives is a small apartment. The entire building is full of mobile renters. The neighbors are indifferent. They are usually busy with work, and they go home at night to sleep with their heads covered. The neighbors do not know anyone.I once heard that a girl who was a tenant on the thirteenth floor committed suicide after falling out of love. No one knew about it until the body rotted and smelled.Relatively speaking, a bachelor apartment that no one cares about is more suitable for Green to hide.However, there is no open fire for cooking in the single apartment, so before I take Green to Yifeng for dinner, I always call him first: "Is your place safe?" "It's safe!" Then I hugged Green Sneak past and feel like a sleeper agent. Today, Yifeng and I are having dinner.Green and the fox had already had a full meal, and they were licking their paws to wash their faces. Suddenly, Green stopped, and the wolf's ears popped up like switchblades. Immediately afterwards, the fox also tilted its head and listened intently. Get up and approach the door. Greenwolf, with erect ears and pursed lips, walked up to me warily, close to my leg.The fox was already barking at the door, and my heartstrings immediately tensed. My nerves have been highly tense these days. Calling a fox like this is not a good sign. Sure enough, there was a knock on the door outside.The fox yelled even more frantically, Yifeng made a calm gesture, and pointed to the bedroom. I quickly picked up Green and tiptoed into the bedroom. I gently closed the bedroom door, locked it, and didn't dare to turn on the light, so I stuck to the door and listened carefully—I could only hear Yifeng talking to the person who knocked on the door while drinking to stop the fox from shouting. The word "police station".My heart is beating wildly, this is terrible, the people from the police station heard more than one voice, they repeatedly asked to cooperate with the work, it seems that I will not be reconciled if I don’t come in today, and Green is at home, that’s not enough Catch an existing one? Yifeng was still responding at the door, the fox kept barking, I couldn't hear what was said outside, I just felt my head buzzing, and kept imagining the worst plan for Green to be discovered.Green was eerily quiet in my arms, and he was listening, holding his breath. About half an hour later, I heard Yifeng sending someone to close the door, and after a while, Yifeng came up and knocked on the bedroom door, telling us to come out.Yifeng looked serious, sat on the sofa, lit a cigarette, and said, "Just now, someone from the police station said that someone reported that our family has a 'suspected wolf'. They came to verify." My heart sank, after all, it was revealed: "They have no evidence!" "Yes," Yifeng said, "They said that the security guards saw Green catching fish in the pond, and the residents saw Green robbing raw meat to eat. They also watched the surveillance video of the community and felt that they really looked like wolves." I lack confidence: "What do you say?" "I didn't admit it. I just said that we raised a little wolf dog. The police station said it was a wolf or a dog. They will invite experts from the forestry department to identify it in a few days. I hope we can cooperate and give the residents an explanation." I remembered the garbage and shit at the door during this time, frowned and sighed: "But Green is obviously a wolf, how can he get away with it?" The room was silent, and the dinner was completely cold, only Green and the fox still Playing carelessly. Yifeng leaned back on the sofa and looked at the ceiling: "Or just deny it to the death and say that Green has already given it away." "It's okay to deny it to death. They can tell if Green is sending him off or not by looking at the surveillance. Besides, the neighbors still have so many eyes. If you don't have a final result, the garbage and shit at the door will not stop... Sigh, what a net, All plants and trees are soldiers.” I was feeling agitated, since I adopted Green, I have been under constant pressure and danger, I have escaped my family members and outsiders, I have escaped from outsiders, I have to hide from surveillance, I hide from relevant departments, I hide from east to west every day, and I am worried every night. I can't even eat a meal in peace. The focus of all contradictions stems from the fact that Green is a wolf, with his unchangeable carnivorous habits and the sense of fear he brings to people, and his notoriety for thousands of years.Green doesn't bite, but he has the natural ability to bite.In the human world, the wolf is coming. We can’t refute that the neighbors are unloving and unreasonable just because we guarantee that Green will not hurt others and can be kept by his side like a dog. Selfishness is the essence of life. Who wants to risk themselves?Comparing our hearts to our hearts, if we have children in our family and the neighbor has a wolf that is capable of hurting people and has not been tied, we will also worry, but we will not use methods such as throwing garbage and wiping dog poop. Since it is impossible for us to gain the understanding of all the neighbors, there are only two paths before Green: first, go with the Forestry Bureau, and the result will inevitably be locked up in the zoo.Second, try to keep Green, but how? "Disguise Green?" Yifeng was whimsical. "How to camouflage? Even if you shave all the hair off his body, experts can still identify that this is an out-and-out naked wolf." Yifeng suddenly choked on the smoke, coughed a few times and said: "Don't overestimate the experts...can you pretend to be a wolf dog?" Yifeng's words suddenly woke me up, and I had a feeling in my heart. Idea - find Lao Lin. Lao Lin is a young man in his early thirties. He has a successful career and is upright and righteous.He also loves dogs very much, especially Tibetan mastiffs and wolf dogs. I heard from him that he raised some Tibetan mastiffs in Yushu a few years ago, so he knows a lot of dog friends, and I am one of them.As soon as Yifeng mentioned "disguising Green as a wolf dog", I immediately thought of Lao Lin, can you ask him to inquire in the dog circle, where can I find a small wolf dog of similar size, borrow it, and exchange the civet cat for the prince? . Lao Lin didn't ask much about what he was borrowing the dog for, and just helped to get in touch without saying a word.In less than half a day, I found out that there were four little wolf dogs in a wolf dog training ground, all of whom were less than three months old.Yifeng and I were very happy, so we drove to see it quickly. We chose a wolfhound that was similar in color and shape to Green, and took him home quietly, and settled Green in a single apartment. On the third day, the police from the police station came with experts as scheduled, along with people from the property management of the community and the owner's committee.Experts from the forestry department personally identified that "Green" is indeed a dog—a purebred German black-backed shepherd. Most people's judgments are based on the theory of "a dog with a cocked tail and a wolf with its tail" and the incident of Green eating raw meat. Experts explained: "The tails of wolf dogs are often drooping, and wolf dogs also eat raw meat. Wolf howling." Thankfully, this expert is solid! The monitoring of the community is all long-distance images, and none of them are clear.Now that I think about it, it's fortunate that Green never got into the elevator, and was never caught in a close-up video by the elevator's surveillance system. That's why Li Daitao froze and got away with it. The person at the police station coughed dryly and said, "Although they are not wolves, wolf dogs are not allowed in urban areas now, so we must deal with them as soon as possible." "It's good if it's not a wolf, so we can rest assured and give everyone an explanation." The owner's committee said. Yifeng and I looked at each other and smiled, Green was finally hidden by us before the charge of "suspected wolf" was confirmed. A storm finally passed.When I returned Lao Lin's wolf dog, Yifeng and I were very grateful, and Lao Lin curiously asked what was going on.I thought about it, Lao Lin has been friends for many years, and they are both dog lovers, so it’s okay to tell him, so I briefly told him about the fact that there is a little wolf at home that needs to be checked. After hearing this, Lao Lin was surprised, and said, "You are too troublesome. It's not practical. You can handle it once, but you can't handle it for a lifetime. It won't be long before the little wolf grows up. What will you do then?" I shook my head helplessly. I hope that Green will always be so young and not grow up, but this is impossible. The wolf's infancy is very short, and the older it gets, the more dangerous it becomes. "Where did the little wolf find it?" Lao Lin asked. "Zoige Grassland." I replied. "Zoige? What a coincidence, my mastiff farm is also in Zoige, a good place." I was taken aback: "Old Lin, isn't your mastiff farm in Yushu?" Lao Lin chuckled: "Unfortunately, there was an earthquake in Yushu last year, and the place collapsed. A piece of the dog house made of stone collapsed, and many Tibetan mastiffs were crushed to death. Fortunately, before the earthquake came, the mastiff had a strong premonition and hit it. He opened the door and ran to the open space in the middle of the field with five little mastiffs, so they were not buried alive. That mastiff is too spiritual." "Oh?" I was a little surprised. Animals are indeed much better at perceiving disasters than humans.I asked again: "Are those Tibetan mastiffs still there?" "Now, I later rented a piece of land in Ruoergai together with some friends, and built a mastiff farm with earthquake-resistant board houses. My mastiff and the five rescued small Tibetan mastiffs were moved to the new mastiff farm in Ruoergai. I’m raising them. Now the youngest Tibetan Mastiff is six months old, and the other two are over a year old.” "What's the name of that mastiff?" "It's called the emperor. It's a pure black long-haired male mastiff, which is especially protective of cubs. The lives of the five Tibetan mastiffs were saved by the emperor, and they all listened to the emperor's words." "Emperor?" Yifeng and I recited the name, imagining the image of the mighty and spiritual mastiff. "If your little wolf has no place to raise, you can send it to my mastiff farm. Anyway, the Tibetan mastiff eats whatever he eats, and he doesn't care about having an extra mouth." Lao Lin said generously.My heart skipped a beat and I looked up at Yifeng. Yifeng is also a little bit moved. After all, Green's survival is an urgent issue, and Ruoergai is Green's birthplace. It is my dream to send Greene back to his hometown.But Yifeng's excitement was fleeting: "Tibetan mastiffs and wolves are sworn enemies. Can these two enemies live together?" "That's right." Only then did Lao Lin and I realize that my blood had just boiled down to freezing point again. It's true that Green is at home, but when the door is closed, life is not in danger.If a two-month-old wolf cub was sent to the yard of six Tibetan mastiffs, wouldn't Green be torn to pieces by the group of mastiffs? The three chatted regretfully for a while, but couldn't think of a better way, so they let it go.Instead, I took the opportunity to ask Lao Lin a few more tips on how to supplement nutrition and exercise reasonably for the long-skeleton Green. The wind gradually subsided, and the days became a little quieter.I was still careful every step of the way, leading Green to avoid everyone and quietly go up to the rooftop, giving him limited freedom and happiness.The technology of Green Tibetan Meat has developed by leaps and bounds.Finally one day, a piece of meat bigger than a brick was held by him around the roof for a few times, and the meat seemed to have evaporated, so I couldn't find it anyway. Green, who had hidden the meat, looked very proud. He paced to the side unhurriedly, found a comfortable place, was blowing a little wind, humming a "little song", scratched himself, and then slowly moved his tongue Give yourself a "bath". As for where I searched, he didn't care at all. The calmness that Ren Er came from was a bit like Zhuge Liang's empty city plan.He seemed to have a plan in mind: "Look for it, I'm sorry you can't find it!" He continued to "lick the bath" narcissistically, licking very seriously, first wet his paws, then stretch out his paws to scrub the hair, starting from the head, inside and outside the ears, forehead, cheeks, bridge of the nose and chin, eyelids and kisses, all carefully licked After licking it again, he turned his face to the side and buried his head in licking his neck and shoulders. He bent over and licked his limbs, back, chest, belly, and tail, scrubbing all parts of his body clean and smooth.After licking, he stretched his waist, like a person who has finished a full set of SPA, his face is radiant, and his new robe is shining.In the end, he raised his wolf's tail in a rare way, tilted his head and looked at me with a smile on his face.Embarrassed sweat broke out on my forehead, and I continued to search. He rested for a while, and raced against himself again, and then he took a short nap, and after waking up, he jumped up and down to exercise his muscles and bones... After tossing for a long time, I still couldn't find it, a huge piece of meat disappeared, and the game Can't go on. In the evening, I called Yifeng to come and look for it, but I found nothing... two adults lost to a little wolf.You must know where he is hiding!Yifeng and I were so convinced that we lost! Hungry him!Let him find out for himself!By the way, test his ability to endure hunger. In the evening, I gave Green nothing to eat.The next day, he didn't give it either, and took him upstairs to "confess."He was hungry and didn't move. On the third day, I was so cruel that I still refused to give him anything, and then took him to the rooftop to make him exercise more to consume his energy, which was regarded as "torture to extract a confession".Green was so hungry that he licked the ashes on the ground. This was the first time in his life that he was hungry.No matter whether he hugged my leg and acted foolishly or acted softly and forcefully, he couldn’t get enough food. Green finally realized that if he didn’t use the stored food, he would be so hungry that he couldn’t walk tomorrow. He stared at me like a steel needle, snorted angrily, and started circling on the rooftop, and I immediately followed.Turn the elevator shaft, turn over the steel pipe, walk close to the parapet wall, and circle around three or four times. He has no intention of looking for something at all. feel stupid. Sure enough, Green is still repeating circles meaninglessly, "Z" circles, "8" circles, circles back and forth, disappearing for a while, appearing for a while, disappearing for a while, and reappearing for a while, making me dizzy ... Until I was extremely tired, sleepy, and hot, I suddenly felt that Green's disappearance this time seemed to be longer than the previous few times.I tiptoed over and hid behind the elevator shaft. I suddenly realized that he was playing tricks and trying to get rid of his stalkers. If he found me again, he would definitely lead me around in circles. I took out the small camera I carried with me, opened it, held it in my hand, stretched out my hand, and spun around to search for Green's traces. I monitored the situation behind the elevator shaft from the LCD screen of the camera. Green stood by the parapet wall on the roof looking around, and fixed his eyes on my direction, motionless.Did he find me?Green stared at me for a long time, I didn't dare to vent my anger, and I didn't dare to move my hands rashly. I suddenly felt like fighting a wild wolf. I don't know why the familiar Green made me feel this way.I don't know how long the stalemate lasted. Green stopped looking at me. It seems that his natural suspicion prompted him to use long-term observation to eliminate possible surveillance and tracking.I am more and more amazed by the genetics of the wolf, as if the wolf spirit in the sky is instructing him little by little what to do. Green was finally relieved. Sniffing the ground, he slipped along the base of the parapet to a rainwater pipe in the corner of the roof, with his back almost facing me.Suddenly, he turned his head like an old-fashioned secret agent, and his wolf eyes shot like a machine gun in a carpet pattern behind him.My heart trembled wildly, and the feeling of confronting the wild wolf struck again.There was no warning for Green's move, and the large and fast turning back made me hard to guard against.Only then did I vaguely feel why there was a sense of fighting in the face of the familiar wolf cubs all day long. This is indeed a contest between human and wolf minds, a contest between the survival instincts of species, and it has nothing to do with feelings.From Green's suspicious expression and his defensive actions, I can clearly feel that in his opinion, this precious food storage spot that he finally found is much more important than the meaning of this piece of meat. Green's turning around this time seemed to be making a final confirmation. He finally lowered his head in peace of mind, sniffed the rainwater pipe in the corner with his nose, and began to scratch with his two front paws. After a while, he grabbed some water from the pipe mouth. Here comes the dirt.This is also the only soil on the roof. It is a little dust that has fallen in the city for a long time. It is washed by rainwater day after day and accumulated at the mouth of the rainwater pipe. At best, there are only two bowls of soil. Green dug for a while, stretched out his nose and sniffed, bit a bit of mud with the tip of his teeth and dragged it out, and pulled out a black and soft thing, which turned out to be a strip of meat covered in mud.It seems that after two days of hiding on this scorching rooftop, the meat has already stinks.I covered my mouth in surprise, and Green seemed to notice this little movement immediately.He quickly stuffed the meat back into the storm drain, and immediately backfilled it with the dirt he raised with his nose and tamped the mud with the tip of his nose.The movement was so fast and the mud was stuffed so hard that I was really worried that his nostrils would be blocked.Then he looked up vigilantly at the surrounding movement, and did not drag the meat out again until he was sure it was safe again. Looking at the meat again, it was covered in sand like a donkey rolling in a snack. He picked up the meat, shook his head first to shake off a lot of sand on the meat, and then turned his head sideways to hook the meat strips. Hang to the back molars, chew off, and swallow.The meat was smelly and earthy, but it didn't affect Green's appetite in the slightest.This was the first time I saw him eating carrion, and I was secretly worried, fearing that he would spoil his stomach.Afterwards, I observed that Green’s feces were normal for a few days, which shows that the wolf’s stomach is indeed suitable for digesting carrion. No wonder the herdsmen said that wolves are grassland cleaners. Although Green stayed, but under heavy pressure, we couldn’t give Green more freedom and space besides staying at home, although we are somewhat relieved that the rooftop is at least much larger than the zoo’s cage, and Green And our love, equal love like family.But did he live in hiding on the rooftop all his life?Could he just look up at those little birds in the sky all his life alone?I wanted to take him to the prairie, but there was no other place to live on the prairie except for the mastiff farm. When I thought that wolves and Tibetan mastiffs were sworn enemies, I couldn't make a desperate decision. Although the city is cramped, at least hiding at home is not in danger of life. A few days later, a lot of workers suddenly came to the roof, and they were under construction. After inquiring, they said that a company had bought the entire advertising space on the roof and was installing large neon signboards. It is estimated that the construction will take at least a month .The sound of metal knocking, the light of electric welding, strangers... Green's last piece of free land in the city has also fallen. In the evening, Yifeng was still busy in front of the computer.Looking at the city lights outside the window, I murmured, "What would it be like to live without the crowd?" "It's hard to say. Humans live in groups after all. A person can enjoy peace and tranquility for a short time alone. Even if he survives after a long time, the loneliness is enough to drive people crazy." Yifeng picked up his teacup and took a sip, "Don't People nowadays write poems and sing about loneliness, drink stuffy wine, and shout about loneliness all day long. In fact, there is a sense of loneliness that individuals who live among the crowd will never experience.” "Wolves also live in packs. Will Green feel lonely?" I nodded and looked at Green who was sleeping beside me. His stomach was evenly rising and falling, and his little paws were still scratching twice in a daze. I don't know what dream he was having. "He has us by his side, so he won't be alone." "But how long can we stay with him? If we get older, no one can hide the appearance of a wolf. We almost lost his life in order to hide him. Should we continue to hide? Wolves can't adapt to the city. Life, even if he can adapt, people can't tolerate a wolf living around." Yifeng stopped working, took a sip of tea, and remained silent.He is very clear that this is a heavy but unavoidable reality. It is impossible for wild animals to have a home in this city. Green can only live well if he returns to his world.After all, there is a society where humans have humans and wolves have wolves. It is difficult for individuals belonging to the two societies to stay together forever.These days, Green's longing for life and yearning for freedom have deeply shocked us.Green is not a pet. What he needs is the freedom to choose where to live and a world of competition for survival.We cannot deprive Green of his right to live freely. We should allow him to live meaningfully, freely and with dignity like a wolf. Yifeng turned around and looked at my expression: "Do you have something to tell me?" I walked around the study room, took a deep breath, gritted my teeth and said, "I...I still want to send him back to the grassland." I knew that Yifeng would definitely shoot my wishful thinking again. Yifeng was silent for a long time, and asked, "Do you have a plan in mind?" I let out an "um" and lowered my head even lower, as if waiting for a verdict. Yifeng stared at me for a long time, which made me feel guilty.Finally, he smiled relievedly: "I knew you would not give up, just go if you want!" "...?" I was stunned, and I couldn't believe my ears. This guy wouldn't be talking ironically by retreating.I grabbed Yifeng's sleeve: "Are you saying you agree with me releasing him into the wild? Are you serious?" Yifeng looked sincere: "It's serious, let Green return to the life he deserves." As soon as Yifeng agreed, I was at a loss. I looked forward and said: "So many experts have failed in the repatriation, we are not even half of the experts..." "The failure of others should not become your own pressure. Your love and devotion to Green is what experts don't have." I never expected that Yifeng actually changed his previous objection and encouraged my thoughts. I was a little at a loss for a while: "Didn't you say that reintroduction into the wild is just a dream?" "Dreams are the most real thing." There is a fiery light in Yifeng's eyes that I have never seen before. "Then have you ever dreamed?" Yifeng hesitated for a while, and finally replied: "Yes...you..." My scalp was numb, and goosebumps fell all over the floor. They are all adults who have experienced the baptism of love. It is not easy to reveal their hearts again. Yifeng picked up the teacup in embarrassment, turned his head away in embarrassment, and didn't dare to look at me directly. After muttering for a while, he still mustered up the courage to say: "When I'm with you, I feel that life is full of passion...I want to let You are happy, I want you to live a lifetime full of hope.. If you have a dream, make it come true. If I let you lose your dream, then get it back! I... not good, don't laugh Me." Stumbling out these lines, I don't know if they are love words or speech scripts, Yifeng's face is as red as a boiled crab.Then the two of them didn't know what to say. In the quiet study room, they could only hear each other's hearts beating... It was Yifeng who broke the deadlock first, and put the teacup in my palm: "You...go... I'll go to the grassland to find you after I'm done with this project." The tea is warm in hand, the words are warm in heart, and the two of them are smirking at each other... This It was a relationship that started when it came, and it came silently... Yes, how can you know the result without hard work?As modern people, it is precisely because the pressure of reality is too great that we cannot give up our dreams. I also want to be like Green and not succumb to reality. Miracles are only given to those who persist in their dreams. From this moment on, my dream is to let my beloved Green return to nature. If wolves are destined not to get close to people, then I will get close to wolves, put myself back to the original state, reinterpret the book of nature, and explore the meaning of life of wolves.