Chapter 66 Section 4

Only the eldest sister and the boss stuffed Malatang and me into the car.Malatang was laughing and crying in his drunken dream, calling her mom for a while, dad for a while, my name for a while, Lu Licheng's name for a while, and Song Xiang's name for a while. I suddenly slammed on the car door and yelled, "I want to get out of the car." The eldest sister was angry: "What else do you want to do?" I staggered out of the car and waved for a taxi, "I'm going to meet someone." The elder sister wanted to pull me, but she didn't. I got into a taxi and gave my address.The eldest sister had no choice but to give the driver a one hundred yuan ticket and asked him to take me to my destination.

I walked top-heavy, and when I reached the door, I slammed on the door and slid down.As soon as Song Xiang opened the door, I fell to the floor. He hurriedly carried me in, put me on the bed, and wanted to make tea for me, I grabbed him, "Song Xiang, do you like Malatang?" He said lightly, "You're drunk, I'll get you a cup of tea." He wanted to get up, so I wrapped my arms around his waist and prevented him from leaving, "I'm sober, I've never been sober. Tell me, do you love Mala Tang, or Xu Qiu's kidney in her body?" He was pulling my hand away when he heard that his body shook violently, and his face was instantly pale without any blood. After a while, he asked in a daze: "She knows?" I wanted to cry, but I couldn't. When I came out, I could only laugh, "No! You have worked so hard to hide it, how dare I let her know?"

He bent down slowly and sat on the floor.I was lying on the bed, and I could just see his face, his eyes were full of sadness, so heavy that it seemed that he would crush him in the next moment, and when did the little me in his eyes burst into tears?Am I not laughing all the time? I went to cover his eyes, "Don't look at me like that, I didn't blame you, and I will never blame you." He pressed my hand to his face, his palm was cold.His voice came from between my fingers, so low that I had to concentrate to catch it. "After I arrived in the United States, I met Xu Qiu at a friend's party. She was so glamorous that no one could ignore her. She seemed to have a good eye for me. I asked her out, but she didn't refuse, so we started dating. It was a matter of course that we became boyfriend and girlfriend. All the classmates and friends around us bless us, saying that we are a talented man and a beautiful woman, a man with a beautiful appearance and a woman with a talent, a match made in heaven. Xu Qiu graduated and started work earlier than me. She has a very good and strong personality. , there must be a lot of pressure at work, and sometimes I can be a little irritable. I was young and energetic at the time, not only could not help her, but also could not tolerate her, and often quarreled with her. Later, we decided to stay away from the city and have a good talk Talk. We flew to Salt Lake City, and then rented a car from there to Yellowstone Park. My original intention was to borrow the mountains and rivers, and the two of us had a good communication, but for some reason, we quarreled again. Called: "Let's break up!" At that time, there was an RV in front of us, and it was driving very slowly. I was holding fire in my heart. Seeing that it was a dotted yellow line, overtaking was allowed, so I slammed on the accelerator and opened the knife on the opposite lane, trying to overtake I don't remember what she said at the time, but I remember that I was also very angry, and I yelled at her: "If you want to break up, then we will break up. Wo Ye will never want to see you again!" Hearing her scream, I Seeing a jeep driving towards us at high speed, I slammed the steering wheel, but it was too late. After colliding with the jeep, I just felt the car roll over and over again, and then I lost consciousness. Wait until I wake up again At that time, her leg was broken, but she was in the critical ward. I kept praying to God, hoping to forgive me, but he still took Xu Qiu away. Xu Qiu’s father had hair full of hair within three days of her death. It was completely white. When Xu Qiu passed away, he almost killed me on the spot. He kept calling me a murderer and asked why God took away Xu Qiu instead of me. He didn’t know, I I really would rather kill me and Xu Qiu live."

No wonder he understood my father so well. It turned out that they had similar experiences. I should have thought of it at the time. There is no unreasonable understanding in this world. There is a wet liquid in my palm, dripping coldly along my fingers. "I always think that the last words I said to her before the car accident were 'Okay, we will break up, and I never want to see you again.' If this world could turn back time, I would go to the eighteenth floor of hell, Redeem what I said." I don't know what to say, I only know that my newborn is very painful, his tears seem to have turned into sharp thorns, piercing my heart.

"Do you like Malatang?" He couldn't answer. He turned his head, looked elsewhere, and said clearly: "I love Xu Qiu." My body trembled uncontrollably. He stood up and distanced himself from me, as if drawing a moat between him and me, "I'll take you back." "No, I can go back if I can." I walked crookedly to the door, opened the door, and then turned to look at him, "Ma La Tang deserves a man who loves her wholeheartedly, not atonement and self-punishment alone. Tool of." I walked out of the building in a daze, and my tears began to fall like a river bursting crazily.If the person I love loves a living person, I can be more beautiful than her, more gentle than her, and more considerate than her, but who can tell me, if the person I love loves a dead person, what should I do? How to fight for it?

Death solidifies beauty, dilutes ugliness, expands guilt, and turns an instant into eternity.No matter how beautiful and gentle Malatang's mother is, her father still misses his dead wife all his life.In front of Xu Qiu's solidified beauty, I am as humble as nothing. I cried as I walked, and I cried as I walked. The street is not safe in the middle of the night, when three drunk people passed by me, they stopped me, "Miss, don't drink alone, go have a drink with us." I lowered my head and wanted to go around them, but they scattered and surrounded me, "Why are you crying? I invite you to drink, and I want Brother Cry to lend you his shoulder." The man came to pull me while talking.I cried, "Let go of me, or I'll call the police."

They laughed, "Uncle policeman is coming, we are so scared!" "Let go of her!" Song Xiang's voice suddenly sounded, and he actually followed behind me. Seeing Song Xiang's well-dressed appearance, the three men laughed loudly, "You're the only one who wants to stand up for others? It's not enough for us alone." While talking, they dragged me towards them again. Before the person who pulled me could react, he slammed his fist firmly on his chin, and he staggered back.Song Xiang didn't wait for the other two people to react, he turned around and kicked and kicked the other person's lower abdomen. The person bent down in pain and squatted on the ground, unable to get up.At this moment, the third person got ready to fight, roared angrily and charged forward.

I picked up the beer bottle they threw on the ground. He had just rushed in front of Song Xiang when I hit him on the back of the head with a beer bottle. We, "You are so cruel..." passed out on the ground. The person who was hit in the face at first had already recovered, and was thinking about flanking Song Xiang's companion back and forth with his companion, but I was knocked unconscious by me suddenly, and he was lost.Song Xiang turned his head and shook his hands, looked at him and asked, "Do you want to fight again?" He made an inviting gesture. He backed up again and again, "No more fights, no more fights!"

Song Xiang grabbed my arm and walked away. After walking for a while, I realized that I still had half a glass bottle in my hand. Looking around, there was no trash can, so I had to still hold it in my hand. He didn't speak, but kept walking forward in big strides.I didn't know what to say, so I could only follow him. After walking for a long time, I whispered, "I can't walk anymore." He didn't seem to hear it, and kept walking.I persisted for a while and said loudly, "I can't walk anymore." He still ignored me and I yelled out, "I can't walk anymore!"

He finally stopped and looked at me, I stared back at him without showing any weakness, don't think I owe you a favor because you helped me fight once. He beckoned a taxi, and when all the cars saw us from a distance, they gradually slowed down, but when they saw us clearly from a distance, they suddenly sped up and ran away, obviously refusing to take us. Song Xiang and I are gentle and gentle, and we are weak and slender, no matter how we look at it, we will not be rejected objects!Song Xiang suddenly stared at my hand and asked, "What are you doing with half a glass bottle? Do you still want to fight?"

I reacted and said pitifully: "There is no trash can." He was stunned for a moment, and burst out laughing, "You don't look like a good citizen when you hit someone." He took the broken bottle in my hand, looked around, but saw that the road was clean, so he couldn't touch it, so he stuffed it back to me, "You should take it!" I couldn't help but laughed too.Put your hands behind your back and hide the bottle. The two of them kept laughing as they got into the taxi, and I said, "You beat people really hard. You shoot as soon as you say you want to. You don't even say hello, and you only say hello to people's weak spots." He pursed his lips and smiled, "You're not welcome. A moment ago, you were crying like pear blossoms with rain, and a moment later, you waved a beer bottle to greet people's heads." We laughed at each other, but we couldn't laugh anymore.They both looked away from each other and looked out the window.There was a layer of water vapor on the glass window of the taxi. I wrote the words unconsciously. When I woke up, I found that it was all Song Xiang's name.In the neon flashing, countless his names flickered, clear and dim, and my eyelashes filled with tears again.I blinked hard to wipe away my tears, then reached out to wipe his names, spit them out one by one, the glass gradually became clean and transparent, but I knew that there was no way to erase the name he had engraved on my heart. When I wiped off all his names and turned my head, I found that his gaze was slowly moving from the clean glass window to my face.His eyes were indigo black, like a flame burning in the wilderness, burning him and burning me.He couldn't help but leaned down, I gasped for breath, and approached him, knowing that throwing myself into the flames would be a burning pain, but I didn't care about it. The taxi stopped suddenly, our bodies were both shaken, his head suddenly tilted, his lips fell on my forehead lightly, "I'm sorry!" I hugged him tightly, knowing that his "sorry" was a refusal and a farewell, and tears finally fell down again uncontrollably.He also hugged me tightly, his chest rose and fell sharply, but after a while, he pushed me away hard. I slowly pulled my hand away from his hand, his hand gradually loosened, but at the last moment he held my fingertips again, but before I could react, he let go again and opened the car door for me, "I I won't send you up." I straightened my back and walked without daring to turn my head. When I entered the gate of the building, I was stunned. In the building of the eldest sister, there are several groups on the corner of the first floor, with automatic coffee vending machines, next to a small fountain and tall green potted plants, it is a very good place to chat.At this time, Lu Licheng and his elder sister were sitting on the bed drinking coffee, the street light outside was brighter than the dim light inside, and they could clearly see the outside from where they were sitting. The eldest sister's expression was shocked, she kept staring at me, but Lu Licheng was smoking lightly, his expression could not be seen clearly in the lingering smoke. I walked over and sat across from them. The eldest sister asked: "You are drunk, aren't you?" "Sober now." The eldest sister didn't know what to say, she just expressed her disapproval with her eyes. Lu Licheng's voice came out of the smoke coldly: "The wound on your face has healed soon, don't forget the pain when the scar is healed." I only have sadness and despair in my heart now, and I don't feel anything about his ridicule. "Sister, I want to talk to Lu Licheng alone for a while." The eldest sister nodded and stood up.Lu Licheng also stood up immediately, smiled and shook hands with the eldest sister to say goodbye.But as soon as the elder sister left, his face was as cold as ice. I lowered my head and didn't look at him, I just wanted to express my thoughts, "I always thought Song Xiang was a good match for Mala Tang before, but now I don't think so. I know I have no right to interfere with anyone's feelings , but I still want to say, if you like Malatang, please go after her." Lu Licheng smoked fiercely, and finally wrung out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, "Do you think Song Xiang is your good match?" "No!" I shook my head sadly, "Just now, he told me clearly again—he won't love me." "Then his way of expression is really special." "Lu Licheng!" I stared at him warningly, "Don't comment on things you don't know. You have gained the upper hand now, maybe Song Xiang will lose his MG job in a few days, why should he behave so ungentlemanly?" He lowered his head and took out a cigarette to light it, but it didn't light up after several attempts.Looking at it from my perspective, I couldn't see his expression, only his stern eyebrows. After the cigarette was finally lit, he took two puffs, looked up at me, and said with a smile: "Song Xiang is very gentlemanly, so if you go to throw yourself into his arms, he won't even want to." I just felt all the blood rushing to my head, stood up immediately, turned around and left. When I entered the room, my face was still blushing, and my eldest sister asked worriedly, "What's wrong?" I shook my head, "It's okay, what about Malatang?" "Sleeping in the house, I vomited once when I came back, crying and laughing, looking for you for a while, and calling Song Xiang again, but no one answered, so I called Lu Licheng. She cried and shouted on the phone , Lu Licheng thought that something happened to you, so he ran over immediately in fright, but when someone came over, she had already slept soundly." "sorry to bother you." "Help each other. Next time I'm drunk, just remember to pick me up." The eldest sister handed me the soaked rose water, "I really convinced Lu Licheng today. It's rare that he has won a big victory. But still neither arrogant nor impetuous, neither humble nor overbearing, never said a word of right and wrong to Song Xiang from beginning to end. Ask yourself, I can't do it at all. How is Song Xiang's mental state?" I don't know how to answer her question, what really tormented Song Xiang was not MG's success or failure, "He's okay." "That's good. After all, this time is a big setback. No matter what others say, he must first be able to pass his own test." The eldest sister walked into the room, "I'm going to bed first, you should also go to bed earlier." "Ok." I didn't go back to my room, but went to the guest room, and crawled to lie down next to Malatang in the dark. She frowned and muttered something, sleeping very restlessly.I pat her on the back like a baby having a nightmare.She leaned closer to me, her head pressed against my shoulder, a smile on her lips. I said silently in my heart: I only hope you never know. Malatang's phone rang, it was Song Xiang's phone number, compared to when he got home and found that she had looked for him.I turned my phone to silent and threw it into the living room.