Chapter 32 Section 4

I never dreamed that my first dinner with him would end so hastily. When I got home, I was like a trapped animal, walking back and forth in the house. On MSN, his avatar was lit up, but he never spoke to me. After I posted for a long time, I greeted him and explained that the meeting on the weekend would be cancelled. "I suddenly have something to do. I'm afraid I won't be able to meet you on the weekend. I'm sorry." "fine." The two began to chat about other things. He recommended to me a book he had just read recently, commented on the content of the book, and unsuspectingly exposed his preferences to me. My heart was getting heavier and heavier. He knows that I am his subordinate, so can he talk and laugh like this in front of me?

This online conversation that once made me happy began to make me feel full of guilt, and I didn't know how to answer him, so I could only ramble about, dragging the topic further and further away. "It's snowing again." I looked up to the window and turned off the desk lamp, "Yes!" The fine and broken pieces of white fluttered involuntarily, and I walked over to open the window. The curtains were blown high with a whimper, and all the paper on the table was blown to the ground. I ignored it and let them churn on the ground . I stood facing the cold wind, and the scenery was exactly the same as last night, but I couldn't feel the slightest beauty. It turns out that whether the scenery is beautiful or not depends only on people's hearts.

Suddenly, I made up my mind that in this world, no matter what the name is, it cannot be a reason for deception.Before, I didn't realize it, and I was obsessed with his undefended gentleness. Now, I have realized the mistakes I made, so I must not make mistakes again and again. I grabbed my coat and ran out of the house. The taxi driver drove all the way. After more than 20 minutes, I was standing downstairs under him. The moment I took out my mobile phone, I hesitated, and even wanted to turn around and run away, but in the end I was biting Tooth, before his courage disappeared, he sent a text message to his MSN from his mobile phone, "Can you go to the window? I'm under the streetlight downstairs. If you get angry, I completely understand, I will be quiet leave."

I stood in the bright place of the street lamp, quietly waiting for the verdict. He came out in a hurry, didn't wear a hat, and stood for a long time, feeling that the tips of his hair and eyelashes were covered with snow.There is an air conditioner in and out at ordinary times. This coat, which is more elegant than warm, does not feel thin, but at this time it feels as thin as paper, and the chill of the snow is rushing to the bones. I curled up and trembled with my arms folded. It had been half an hour, and it would not take more than two minutes to get downstairs from his house.In fact, his answer was already obvious. If he was willing to see me, he must have come down early.However, I don't want to leave, and I don't want to leave quietly at all. It turned out that the beautiful words just now were just a kind of pride. When faced with the fear of losing him, my pride disappeared.

More than an hour later, I was still standing upright, staring at the window on the ninth floor without blinking, my feet were already numb from the cold, my head, face, and body were covered with snow, but I didn't feel how cold it was , it seems that I can stand like this until the end of the world, as long as there is him at the end of the world. A figure rushed out of the building and stood in front of me, "You...you are such a fool!" There was suppressed anger in his tone. He hurriedly took off his overcoat, wrapped it around me, patted the snow off my head, his hands were icy cold, and immediately half hugged and half supported me and walked towards the building.

I was stiff and unable to move, and he took off my wet coat, wrapped me in a blanket, turned up the heat, poured another glass of vodka, and let me drink it slowly in his hand. After drinking alcohol, my body gradually recovered, my hands and feet trembled uncontrollably, but I was finally able to move on my own. He put a glass of vodka in front of me, then poured himself a glass, and sat aside slowly. Sipping slowly, in the shadow of the backlight, his expression could not be seen clearly, only a cold and alienated figure. My body is getting warmer, but my heart is getting colder. What's the point of me doing this?Yi Shu said that the posture is ugly, and winning is also losing.He must have been watching me upstairs just now, waiting for me to leave on my own initiative, but I acted like I would rather freeze to death than leave. What's the difference between Nao San and the woman who hanged herself?

I stood up, my legs were still shivering, I didn’t know whether it was my body or my heart, I couldn’t walk steadily, I went to get my coat with trembling hands, and planned to leave, “I’m going back, sorry to bother you, I...I'll treat you to dinner later...Apologize..." He looked at me lightly, without saying a word, I walked past him, but just as I was about to leave, he grabbed my hand again, my body fell backwards limply, and fell on his lap In my arms, I struggled to sit up, but he hugged me, buried his head on my neck, without saying a word, but his arms became tighter and tighter.

My struggle loosened, and I trembled lightly in his arms. He asked in a muffled voice, "Is it still cold?" I shook my head vigorously. This is the embrace that I have been thinking about day and night, but at this moment and here, in the bursts of unreal happiness, I still feel a little bit of despair. After a long time, he let me go, looked for clothes for me to change, and searched everywhere for medicine to prevent me from catching a cold. A few minutes later, I was wearing his pajamas, wrapped in his blanket, and occupying his sofa, wondering if I was no longer alive.is this real?

I bit my nails and kept staring at him, wherever he went, where I stared, he turned around helplessly, "Are you going to stare two holes in me?" I smirked, it would be better to hang another trademark and write "Su Man's Own". He gave me the prepared Banlangen, and I frowned. Ever since I was a child, I hated the smell of traditional Chinese medicine. I would rather have an injection than drink Chinese medicine. He said with a straight face, "Drink it!" I immediately drank it obediently, and he stared at me, lost for a moment. The two of them were sitting on the sofa, facing a large floor-to-ceiling window, the snowflakes outside could be seen clearly, beside the sofa was a small movable table with a laptop on it, and the large coffee table was used as a desk, piled full of documents and various materials.

I asked softly, "Do you surf the Internet here all night?" He stared out the window and gave a soft "hmm". I imagine countless nights where he is sitting where I am now, chatting with me on the other side of the network. "You... do you still blame me for cheating you? I didn't mean it. I just wanted a perfect first meeting. I never dared to expect that you could treat me as a confidant. I really didn't expect things to turn out In this way..." I eagerly wanted to explain everything clearly, but it was so pale and powerless. He looked at me sideways, with three points of tenderness, three points of teasing, and three points of connivance in his eyes, "You little fool! Do you really think I don't notice anything? I work with you on the first floor during the day and chat with you at night , and you haven't thought about how to be a competent 'liar' at all, how low do you think my IQ is?"

My mouth became O-shaped, and I stared blankly at him. "I once told you at night that I was angry recently, and the next day you gave chrysanthemums to everyone in the office, and pretended that your relatives brought too many, and I couldn't drink them at home. At that time, I suspected you. Later, when Lu Licheng had an accident, you were out of your mind during the day, and you didn’t chat with me very much at night. Once you talk to me, it’s all about the investment bank. I’m still wondering. Did you become so easy to learn all of a sudden? A few days later, you came to me with a report. After handing in the report, you immediately returned to normal. In the office, I don’t want to chat with me. It’s a coincidence once or twice, and there’s always a reason for nine or ten times. In fact, I was basically sure it was you at the time, but I decided to verify it again, so I deliberately I told you on the Internet that the air conditioner in the office is too dry, and you moved a humidifier to the office every few days. The excuse was that there was just one more at home, and asked me if I wanted it. The humidifier was snatched by Karen, and you continued to use it again and again. I found one, the excuse is that a friend’s house used it and I disposed it for you.” With a smile on his face, he solemnly suggested, “The next time you give someone a ‘second-hand product’, remember that the trademark is not only on the box, but also check it. Is there a trademark on the base of the product." My face was flushed, he already knew who I was so early on, and I was still on the Internet every day, bullying him without knowing anything, pouring out my feelings for him unscrupulously, describing my happiness and anger, after being ashamed, Annoyance came to my head, "You...you deliberately teased me when you were having dinner at night!" He laughed out loud and stared at me with innocent eyes, "I didn't know you were so easy to tease, I just made a joke on a whim, and you just stared at the tablecloth in a daze, watching Looking at your expression, eat crab roe and tofu." I put my head on my knees and ignored him no matter what he said.He is in control of everything, but I am suffering from my unspeakable feelings, and feel guilty that I have cheated him. He got up suddenly to turn off the desk lamp, sat next to me, lowered his head and called, "Manman, do you want to enjoy the snow together?" In his natural call, the Internet and reality overlap perfectly. No matter how much embarrassment and annoyance disappeared in an instant, his face still wanted to keep his face on the floor, but there were smiles on his lips, which were sweet all the way to the bottom of his heart. That night, I sat on the sofa with him, the room was dark and quiet, and the snowflakes were flying outside the window. We talked one after another, as if we had known each other for a lifetime, and it seemed that we had always been together like this, before and after And always will be. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Note: Regarding the joke between Song Yi and Su Man in the article, the two were adapted from the famous foreign fairy tale "Little Red Riding Hood", which was translated into "Little Red Riding Hood" in China.It tells the story of a little girl named Little Red Riding Hood who goes to visit her grandmother and meets the big bad wolf in the forest.