Chapter 14 The fourteenth chapter is bleak, who to tell

Xiao Yao lost too much blood.The vitality was seriously injured, and the nursery fed Xiaoyao a lot of elixir, and Xiaoyao was still in a coma all night. Fortunately, Zhuan Xu stayed in the army and did not come back until the evening of the second day. After putting on makeup, Zhuanxu had many things to deal with.Coming and going in a hurry, under Xiaoyao's deliberate cover-up, she didn't notice anything unusual. Xiaoyao poured down the elixir like water, but it hurt her vital energy, and it didn't mean that it would be cured if she said it was good. She was groggy all day long, and she often leaned on the porch, staring at the flowers in the garden in a daze.Zhuan Xu thought he thought of Jing because of Feng Long's death, so he didn't think much of it, he just asked Xiao Xiao and Miao Po to stay with Xiao Yao and try to relieve her as much as possible.

After recuperating for a few days, Xiao Yao gradually recovered.Rushou and Jumang also arrived with food and grass.After Zhuanxu explained everything clearly, he took Xiaoyao back to Shennong Mountain. Feng Long is the patriarch of the Chishui tribe and the son of Xiao Zhurong. His death puts Zhuanxu in a very difficult situation.After Zhuanxu returned to Shennong Mountain, he immediately discussed with Huangdi how to deal with Fenglong's funeral. Huangdi said: "Everything is a blessing and a misfortune. As long as you handle it well, a misfortune can also be a blessing. Feng Leong's accidental death, if you don't consider your emotional difficulties, it is not necessarily a bad thing for the whole country."

Zhuanxu calmed down and thought for a while, and understood what the Yellow Emperor meant. There is always a vague relationship between Gonggong and the Zhongyuan clan. Clans will have ideas.But now, Gonggong actually killed Fenglong, Chishui and Shennong would never forgive Gonggong, and other Central Plains clans would naturally choose to side with Chishui and Shennong.It can be said that Fenglong's death completely severed the connection between Gonggong and the Central Plains. Zhuan Xu bowed to the Yellow Emperor: "Thank you, Grandpa, for your guidance. I know what to do."

Huangdi sighed: "It's not that you didn't expect it, it's just that Fenglong's death disturbed your heart. It seems that you really regard Fenglong as a friend." Zhuan Xu thought of what Feng Long had said before his death, and felt extremely complicated in his heart. Huangdi said: "When Fenglong is here, Xinyue is not important. I don't care what you want to do to him. After Fenglong is dead, you must treat Xinyue generously. Go back to Zijin Palace later, go and see her!" "Before Feng Long left, he said, 'I have no regrets in my life, the only thing I can't let go of is Xinyue'. I have promised him that I will keep Xinyue safe forever, and all the concubines in Zijin Palace will respect her."

Huang Di was very surprised, and sighed: "This kid Feng Long is also very affectionate, no wonder he is greedy for merit, it turns out it is for Xinyue." Zhuanxu said: "It seems that Fenglong was shot and killed by Xiangliu, but in fact, he was forced to death by Shennong Xinyue! If it wasn't for Fenglong, I really want... Shennong Xinyue!" Zhuanxu's face was expressionless, and his tone was very calm But after Fenglong's death, the anger that had been suppressed finally burst out. He clenched his hands tightly into a fist, and silently smashed the case, and the teacup on the case turned into powder.

Huangdi said lightly: "Aren't you right? Why would Xinyue want to kill Xiaoyao? If she didn't kill Xiaoyao, why would she force Fenglong? I gave you a choice when you were young. You chose to give up Xiaoyao. Selfishness and righteousness! All along, you have never let me down! But when it comes to Xiaoyao, you let me down very much!" Since the Zen position, Huangdi has been gentle with Zhuanxu, but for the first time, he said harsh words. Zhuanxu looked at the Yellow Emperor, and said frankly: "I know, I am self-willed, and selfishly put myself first. Since my father died in battle, and my mother died in person, I have always been strict with myself. I have never dared to do anything. Neglect, in this life, Xiaoyao is my only selfishness, I beg Grandpa to help me!"

Huang Di sighed silently, why didn't he understand?The Yellow Emperor's expression softened: "If Feng Long's death is not handled well, it will lead to a catastrophe! You go back to Zijinding first, remember, you are the monarch of the whole world, and you must put the interests of the whole world first!" Zhuanxu bowed silently to the Yellow Emperor and took his leave. When passing the swing under the phoenix tree, Zhuan Xu looked back at Xiao Yao's room.The dim light shines through, but she doesn't know what Xiaoyao is doing. Miaopu ran up to Zhuanxu in short steps, bowed and said, "Miss, please leave to meet her, she has something to say to Your Majesty."

Zhuanxu showed a smile, and walked quickly into Xiaoyao's room. Xiaoyao sat by the window, stretched out her hand as a gesture of invitation, poured a glass of wine for Zhuanxu, Xiaoyao raised the glass, and slowly poured it on the ground: "Feng Long, please drink!" Zhuan Xu also spilled the wine on the ground. Xiao Yao said: "Before the expedition, Feng Long begged me for one thing, I can't save him, I can only do my best to fulfill his beg." Zhuanxu frowned, and said impatiently: "If you want to talk about Xinyue, I have already agreed to Fenglong."

Xiaoyao sighed: "Sure enough, it's exactly what I thought. Although you promised Fenglong, you never forgave Xinyue in your heart, and even hated Xinyue even more because of Fenglong's death. Even if you will keep your promise, women will not forgive you." You are very sensitive, and Xinyue is especially sensitive and suspicious, so I can definitely feel your true emotions." Zhuan Xu said coldly: "It doesn't seem like her business, I will keep my promise." Xiaoyao said: "Actually, Xinyue is a bit like me. Because my parents had to take responsibility, I was abandoned in Yushan by my mother, and she was abandoned in Xuanyuan City by my father. The unpleasant experiences in childhood made our hearts hard and cold. When necessary, they are all vicious and ruthless women. Xinyue relies on the relatives of the family, but does not fully trust the relatives of the family. The men around him, father, brother, grandfather... all have more important responsibilities and missions. She relies on herself, so she is nervous, suspicious, paranoid, and vicious. I don't hope that you can immediately let go of your hatred for Xinyue, but I only hope that every time you see her, you will have some pity in your heart, after all, she was not born like this."

Zhuanxu said: "Xiaoyao, she doesn't think about you at all! Maybe you all have a cold heart, but you cherish every bit of warmth because you have gone through pain, whether it is Master, Anian, or Lao Mu, Nursery, Zuo Er. No matter how much they give you, you cherish and appreciate it. Xinyue has become greedy because of suffering. She keeps asking for it. No matter how much others give you, as long as she doesn't agree with her, she will deny it completely. I feel that others have failed her! Did Xiao Zhurong and Fenglong do little for him? Even if it was me, she wanted the power and honor of the queen, didn't I give it to her? She only saw me as a deal, but Delusion that I can treat her like I treat you? In this world, she is not the only one who has suffered and suffered!"

Xiao Yao said: "I tell you this today, not only for Feng Leong, but also for yourself, treat Xin Yue well." Zhuan Xu said, "Don't worry, I know what to do." Xiao Yao said: "It's getting late, you should hurry back, I won't send you out." After Zhuanxu left, Xiaoyao sat in a daze.Nursery asked her if she wanted to take a rest, Xiaoyao waved her hand, signaling not to disturb her. Xiaoyao dipped her finger into the wine, and wrote down on the case that she had grievances and interests with the Tu Shan clan, and the names of clans and people who held real power: Fangfeng clan, Shennong clan, Chishui clan, Guifang clan, Yujiang... Xiaoyao even Write down the name of "Xiang Liu". Fangfeng clan——because of Fangfeng Yiying, they must hate Jing. If Jing dies, Tu Shanzhen, who has the blood of Fangfeng clan, will succeed to the throne. Shennong -- No matter how much Xinyue hated her, she would not be crazy enough to want to kill Jing. It could even be said that she wanted Xiaoyao to marry Jing more than anyone else.What Xiao Zhurong wants is for the people of the Central Plains to live and work in peace and contentment, and Jing's survival is beneficial to him. Xiaoyao thought for a while, then erased "Shen Nong". The Chishui Clan——Because of Fenglong, the balance of the four families was broken, and the Chishui Clan was the dominant family. If Jing was gone, it would indeed make the Chishui Clan stronger, but... Xiaoyao remembered Fenglong's sadness when he mentioned Jing Before the expedition, Feng Leong's hearty laughter when he said goodbye to her erased Chishui's name. Ghost Fang... Finally, Xiaoyao's eyes stopped on Xiang Liu's name. Xiang Liu—It is not impossible for a thief to cry out to catch a thief.Fangfeng Yiying lives in seclusion in Qingshui Town, she can hide it from the world, but it is impossible to hide it from Xiangliu.Killing Jing, it seems that Xiang Liu will not get any direct benefits, but it will bring a lot of trouble to Zhuanxu, and if it is not handled properly, clan disputes will arise.Xiang Liu just revealed this matter recently. If Xiaoyao would rather kill by mistake than let it go, with Xiaoyao's poison technique that is the world's best, there will definitely be many clan heads and elders who died inexplicably, and it will definitely trigger the death of all clans. As long as Xiangliu makes good use of his panic and suspicion, it is likely to turn into a catastrophe and benefit Gonggong. Xiaoyao traced Xiang Liu's name over and over again with her fingers, is that you?is it you? Miao Pu looked curiously at the names left on the case, not understanding why Xiaoyao refused to sleep in the middle of the night, staring at the names in a daze. "Miss, what are you writing their names for?" Xiao Yao smiled and erased the name on the case, but Miao Pu shivered in fear.Xiaoyao's expression is very similar to the expression of His Majesty when he made an order to Xiaoxiao, a word that is calm and breezy, but it is the lives of countless people. "Left ear." Xiaoyao called. The left ear came in through the window, Xiaoyao said: "Go and assassinate the patriarch of the Fangfeng clan, but don't kill him. Assassinate him three times and see how many experts he can gather to protect himself, come back and tell me." The left ear does not speak or act. Xiao Yao said: "Until you come back, I won't leave Xiaoyueding half a step away." Left ear canal: "Okay!" Turn around and leave. Miao Pu was full of worry, he didn't even bother to talk to Xiaoyao, and chased after him: "Hey, wait, I'll prepare something for you. Remember, the lady didn't want his life, you don't need to come near, You just need to make some movement to make him feel in danger..." After a while, Miao Pu pouted and came back angrily. Xiaoyao smiled and said: "Don't worry, Zuo Er is far smarter than you imagined, as long as you don't meet..." Xiaoyao's smile faded, as long as you don't meet that kind who is stronger than him, no matter what, Zuo Er Ears can save lives. Miao Po said bitterly, "I'm not worried about him! Who would worry about that rude, rude and stupid guy?" Xiao Yao couldn't help shaking her head, woman, your other name should be Duplicity. After more than half a year of careful investigation, the names left by Xiaoyao were erased one by one, leaving only "Xiang Liu". Xiaoyao thought about it day and night, and would write the word "Xiangliu" on the desk and on the ground from time to time, staring at it in a daze.In fact, I have analyzed everything that can be analyzed, and now the only sentence that is surging in my heart is: Did you do it? Miao Pu is very worried about Xiaoyao, she has no idea what Xiaoyao is doing, sometimes Xiaoyao is like an abandoned child, very confused and hurt; And eat.If it was normal, His Majesty should be able to notice Xiaoyao's abnormality, but because of General Feng Leong's accidental death, His Majesty is very busy, every time he comes, he is very preoccupied, he sits down for a while and leaves, occasionally stays for a longer time, but he is with Xiaoyao His Majesty the Yellow Emperor discussed matters. Xiaoxiao came to ask her about Xiaoyao as usual, but Miao Pu didn't dare to say anything, and couldn't.Xiaoyao is the only master of hers, and anything she says without Xiaoyao's permission is a betrayal.Miao Po can only report that everything is normal. Xiaoyao was leaning on the couch, but her hand was unconsciously writing "Xiangliu" all the time. Miao Pu couldn't bear it any longer, and asked, "Miss, you write that name every day, and sometimes you still say something, what does 'it's you, not you' mean?" "I'm wondering if he did it. If he did it, how should I go to prove it?" Miao Pu finally understood the meaning of "it's you, not you", followed Xiaoyao's words, and asked, "What if he didn't do it?" "If he didn't do it, then another person with real power did it, but it's impossible. I've checked everyone, is there anything I missed?" Xiaoyao was very annoyed, and patted herself on the head hard. Miao Pu hurriedly grabbed her: "Miss! Miss!" Xiaoyao lay down slumped, and saw Zuo Er standing behind Miao Pu, she didn't know when he died, his dark eyes, indifferent and cunning like a beast, stared intently at Xiaoyao. Xiao Yao asked, "What do you want to say?" Zuo Er said: "It's not Xiang Liu! There is a very powerful person, you missed it." And people she didn't think of, but her left ear could think of?Xiao Yao didn't quite believe it, she blinked her eyes, "Who?" "His Majesty." Xiaoyao sat up abruptly, pointing at her left ear angrily, "You...you...what are you talking about?" Zuo Er looked bewildered, and asked in confusion: "Am I wrong? Does Your Majesty have no power? That's because I misunderstood the meaning of power." The appearance of the left ear made Xiaoyao unable to get angry, she patiently explained: "Your Majesty is very powerful, very powerful, it should be said that he is the most powerful person in the world, but you know exactly what I am looking for, Your Majesty and... Xiao Yao glanced at Miao Pu, who immediately covered her ears and ran away, Xiao Yao said: "Your Majesty has no grudges with Jing, and there is no conflict of interest." The left ear said calmly in a tone without the slightest ups and downs: "They have grievances." Xiaoyao was helpless, and laughed angrily: "You know them better than I do? Do you understand what grievances are?" "I understand! It's about competing for better caves, bigger territories, and more prey." "Well, this kind of dispute is similar to the beast. You said, how could His Majesty compete with Jing for these?" "Every spring, there is another kind of fight not for caves, territories, or prey. As long as the male beasts fancy the same female beast, they will also fight. The stronger the male beast, the more intense the duel." Xiaoyao reacted for a moment, then she understood Zuo Er's words, and she was furious: "You...you..." Zuo Er said: "Both Your Majesty and Jing have taken a fancy to you. If no one gives up, they can only duel." Xiaoyao slammed down the bed forcefully: "Nonsense! Get out!" Zuo Er obediently left immediately, Xiaoyao jumped down on the bed, poured herself a large glass of water, and poured it down: "What nonsense! Can humans be the same as beasts?" Xiao Yao shook her head and shook her left ear away. the words said. However, unknowingly, the words spoken in the left ear left an impact.Whenever Xiaoyao was concentrating on how to find out the cause of Jing's death, Zhuanxu would jump into her mind.Xiaoyao was frightened by this terrifying thought, immediately held her breath, and told herself, it's impossible, absolutely impossible!But her thoughts were out of control, and she would always think of every move between Zhuanxu and Jing from time to time, and many details that she had ignored as clues gradually emerged. When Feng Leong was about to die, Zhuanxu said to Feng Leong himself: "I am doomed to have no friends and no confidant in my life, but deep down in my heart, I have always regarded you as a confidant and friend! Even my most cherished Xiaoyao, I only have Willing to entrust it to you!" Xiaoyao knew that Zhuanxu didn't like Jing, she thought it was because Jing hurt her, and also thought it was because Zhuanxu thought Jing was not good enough for her, at least Zhuanxu always believed that Fenglong was far better than Jing, and she was more willing to accept her to marry Fenglong However, now that she knows Zhuanxu's feelings for her, looking back, many things are no longer what she thought they were back then, and she finds that her feelings are inconsistent with the facts.Xiaoyao wanted to find out more and more how many things she had overlooked.Later, Xiaoyao lay on the couch almost all day long, recalling the past. When her father announced to the world that Xiaoyao was no longer the princess of Gaoxin, her grandfather Huangdi wanted to give her the Xuanyuan Clan so that she could truly become the concubine of Xuanyuan. If she had time to be the most honorable clan in the world, naturally He Hu would be the best.However, Zhuanxu insisted on bestowing Xiaoyao with the family of Xiling, and even got into a dispute with the Yellow Emperor for the first time because of this... At that time, Xiaoyao was only thinking about "being right with Jing", and never thought about why Zhuanxu refused to let her become Xuanyuan Wangji. ………… The night before Anian and Zhuanxu got married, Zhuanxu came to her angrily and refused to allow her to attend his wedding. Xiao Yao asked: "Have you never been happy?" Zhuanxu said, "No." "I think you will always be happy once, and sooner or later you will meet a woman you like." "I also want to know what it's like to marry the woman I like. I want to feel a real joy. I want to accept it happily when others congratulate me." "I will definitely know." Zhuan Xu said with a smile: "I think so too, as long as I have enough patience, I think I will definitely wait until that day." "Well, I will definitely wait. But, if you really wait until that day, you can't treat Ah Nian badly just because of her." Zhuan Xu looked at Xiao Yao tenderly, just smiled, Xiao Yao poked him with his finger: "What are you laughing at?" Zhuanxu smiled and said, "As long as I marry her, I will listen to her completely." "What?" Xiaoyao poked Zhuanxu fiercely with her finger, "You...you have some backbone, okay? What do you mean by listening to her? You are the king of a country!" Zhuanxu said slowly: "It has nothing to do with my bones. Anyway, if I marry her, I will definitely follow her in everything. I will definitely not do anything that makes her unhappy." Xiaoyao felt puzzled even by poking hard, and pinched instead: "Then if she doesn't like me, in case she speaks ill of me, you will listen to her?" Zhuanxu laughed so that his shoulders trembled slightly, Xiaoyao became a little anxious, pinched him and said, "Answer me!" Zhuanxu looked at Xiaoyao with a smile on his face, but didn't answer. Xiaoyao raised her hands on both sides of her head, raised her thumbs up and down, and made a threatening posture of "pinch, pinch, pinch" like a crab, and said half-jokingly, half-seriously: "You make it clear, when that day , do you listen to her or mine?" "Can you both listen?" "no!" "Maybe you both said the same thing." "What about when it's different?" Zhuanxu said, "Perhaps there will be no different times." ………… In the evening, Zhuanxu came to Xiaoyueding and saw Xiaoyao lazily lying on the couch again. He raised the beaded curtain, went to the side of the couch and sat down: "What's wrong with you? You've always been lacking energy recently, and grandpa said that the food doesn't taste good." Zhuanxu asked gently: "Thinking of Jing again?" "I also think of a lot about you. Do you remember? One time, we went out to sea together, Fenglong, Yiying, and Hou were all there. At that time, Xinyue was still very proud and lively... I didn't think how long it had been... But... Fenglong, Yiying, and Hou are all dead, and Jing also left me." Zhuanxu told the nursery, "Go and get some wine." Zhuanxu poured two glasses of wine, Xiaoyao raised the wine glass, drank it all in one gulp, shook the empty wine glass, and suddenly smiled, with a very gentle expression: "I know, in your eyes, Feng Long is much better than Jing, you have always looked down on me." Shang Jing felt that Jing was short-sighted, only thinking about making money for the Tu Shan family, and acted indecisively, even making things difficult for Xiao and Yi Ying." Zhuan Xu thought of Feng Long's murmurs in his ear before he died, and he felt oppressed in his chest, so he gulped down the wine in one gulp, without denying Xiao Yao's words: "I did think so." Xiao Yao said: "You all only saw that I saved Jing, and Jing relied on me, but in fact, it was Jing who saved me." Zhuan Xu looked at Xiao Yao in astonishment. Xiaoyao said: "When I left Yushan, I was still a child who didn't understand anything. I mentioned the things that happened to you after that, but I didn't explain them in detail. It's not because I forgot, but because those decades The life I lived in was nothing but humiliation and pain, and I couldn’t even tell it. When I was beaten and tortured in a cage by the nine-tailed fox demon, and when I was forced to eat unimaginable disgusting things, I was worse than a beast. I hated everyone who could Those who hate, hate that they abandoned me and let me go through this nightmare. I survived, but my heart is scarred! When I met Jing, he was dirtier than the dirtiest beggar. I rescued him in a single thought, and didn't care about his life or death. But when I found the injury on his body, I seemed to see myself many years ago, and suddenly I had a very strong desire for him to live! It seems that he can overcome everything Shadow, if I live well, I can see the hope of my own recovery. I have experienced all that myself, and I know very well that after being tortured and humiliated so cruelly, it is easy to become extreme, indifferent, suspicious, and want to remain gentle It is very, very difficult to be kind and trust others! But Jing did it! He made me understand that no matter how others treat us, we can choose to keep our hearts soft and beautiful. Brother, you think he is indecisive when dealing with the harp, but you Tell me, if one day I suddenly betray you and hurt you, can you kill me quickly?" Zhuanxu said firmly: "It is impossible for you to betray me, let alone do anything to hurt me!" "Why doesn't Jing have such a belief in Hou? Hou is Jing's trusted and respected elder brother. Before Hou did those things, Jing was just like you today. I firmly believed that Hou couldn't hurt him. I originally thought that Jing had gone through Hou. Betrayal and injury, in any case, will become indifferent, suspicious, and cruel, just like you and I have changed, but he has not! Brother, don’t you think this is another kind of strength? It seems different from us, but Jing is just Overcome the suffering he encounters in the way he chooses." Zhuanxu remained silent. If it was before, even if he didn't say it, he wouldn't agree with it in his heart, but now he is not convinced.A person who has such a precise analysis of the general situation of the world, a person who knows how to die and survive, wouldn't he not understand how to take revenge? Xiao Yao said: "Jing clearly knows what kind of person I am, I told him 'I will not give, and I will not believe', he said to me 'he will give first, he will believe first', saying this He had already done a lot for me when I spoke. To be honest, although I was moved, it was only for a moment, because I didn’t believe it at all! In my opinion, if you do it for a while, you won’t be able to do it for a lifetime! Really, it doesn’t mean tomorrow will be true! Brother, after going through those things, can you still say the words ‘pay first, believe first’? Are you still willing to do this?” Zhuan Xu's lips moved, but he didn't say anything. Xiao Yao said: "We are the same kind of people, we can't do it! Jing has been trying to get close to me, but I have never really trusted him. It can be said that I am always ready to withdraw! Although I never said it, I think Jing always understood. Brother, maybe in your eyes, I am good at everything, but in fact, being with me like this is very tiring!" Zhuan Xu said lightly: "He may have paid a lot for you, but what I saw is that he hurt you so much that you vomited blood in order to prevent Feng Yiying." Xiaoyao sighed: "Yes! Jing did do something wrong, but why am I not wrong? Obviously, I can handle this matter with him, but I just did nothing, just watched and waited. Jing proved it to me. At that time, I didn’t understand that falling in love can only be paid by one party, but staying together requires two people to work together! We made a mistake, so we are punished. It’s the first time we both like someone , It's normal to make some mistakes, it's just that our mistakes were taken advantage of by Fangfeng Yiying and Tu Shanhou." Zhuan Xu never dared to think deeply about Feng Long's words before he died, but those words kept lingering in his heart, burning him.At this moment, the emotions that were suppressed in his heart suddenly lost control, and he said impatiently: "Even if Jing is very good, what's the point of you telling me this? Anyway, Jing is dead!" With a sound of "bang", Xiao Yao actually crushed the glazed wine glass in her hand, and the shards pierced into her palm. Zhuan Xu hurriedly took her hand, cleaned up the glass fragments, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I don't know what's wrong with me! I wanted to drink some wine with you to make you happier, but I... ... Forget it, don't mention it, whatever you want to say, just speak slowly, I will listen carefully!" Zhuanxu lowered his head, picking out the broken glass bit by bit.After the selection, he checked carefully again before helping Xiaoyao to apply the medicine.In fact, this was just an ordinary wound, but Zhuan Xu cautiously acted as if Xiaoyao's palm was about to break. Xiaoyao stared blankly at Zhuan Xu, and the broken picture flashed in front of her eyes—— Zuo Er said: "As long as the male beasts look at the same female beast, they will also duel. The stronger the male beast, the more intense the duel." Inside the Phoenix Forest, Zhuan Xu inserted the Phoenix flower into Xiaoyao's temple, and asked, "If I find her, should I hold her tightly and never let go?" "Of course!" Xiao Yao said firmly, "Once you meet, you must hold on to it firmly." Zuo Er said: "Both Your Majesty and Jing have taken a fancy to you. If no one gives up, they can only duel." Xiang Liu smiled, and said calmly: "Tu Shanjing's death seems to be a rivalry between brothers, but there is someone behind him who wants Tu Shanjing to die. Without this person's arrangement, it is impossible for Tu Shanjing to get close to him." Tu Shanjing." ………… Xiaoyao's teardrops fell on Zhuanxu's hands like broken pearls. Zhuanxu raised his head and asked anxiously, "What's wrong? Does it hurt?" Xiao Yao didn't say a word, just wept. Zhuanxu anxiously asked: "Xiaoyao, Xiaoyao, what's wrong with you, I'll call Yin immediately." Xiao Yao asked, "Did you send someone to Qingshui Town to help Tu Shanhou?" Zhuan Xu froze for a moment, then immediately returned to normal, but for a short moment, if he hadn't happened to be holding Xiao Yao's hand, Xiao Yao wouldn't have felt it at all.Zhuanxu said, "Why do you ask such a question?" "I want to know the truth. Zhuanxu, did you send someone to help Tu Shanhou?" Zhuanxu wanted to deny it, but his pride did not allow him to deny it. After a long silence, he said, "It's me!" "It's...it's you!" Xiaoyao thought she had already experienced all the pain in the world, but she didn't expect that the most painful thing in the world is the most trusted and closest person who took a knife to dig out your heart and liver, and knocked your heart open. Bones, internal organs are aching, bone marrow is aching, every inch of skin is aching, even every breath is aching, all the pain in the past is not worth one ten-thousandth of the current pain, the pain is so painful that she just wants to fall into the darkness forever and die immediately .Xiaoyao closed her eyes, and couldn't even look at Zhuanxu again: "Get out!" "Xiaoyao..." Zhuan Xu held onto Xiaoyao's hand tightly, but Xiaoyao's strength was astonishing, he managed to break his hand free from his grasp, and the freshly formed wound burst, and their hands were stained red with blood. "Xiao Yao..." "Get out!" Xiaoyao roared angrily, overturning several cases suddenly, the wine vessel fell on the ground, making a crisp and piercing sound.Her face turned blue, her body trembled, like a small boat about to be swallowed by the raging sea. "Xiaoyao, I... listen to me..." "I'll let you go!" A small silver bow appeared in Xiaoyao's palm, and she began to nock and bend the bow, but her eyes were still closed, she bit her lip tightly, and the blood flowed out from the bite.Zhuanxu walked backward step by step to the door, but refused to step out, a threshold is two worlds, one with Xiaoyao and one without Xiaoyao. Huangdi heard the movement and rushed over, seeing Xiaoyao and Zhuanxu's appearance, immediately understood that she knew the cause of Jing's death, and hurriedly dragged Zhuanxu out of the house.While accumulating energy in his palm, he looked at Xiaoyao warily, and said to Zhuanxu hastily, "Leave immediately! Don't kill you and herself than Xiaoyao." Huang Di forcefully pushed Zhuanxu into the dark guard, and ordered Xiaoxiao: "Escort Zhuanxu back to Zijinding immediately." Regardless of Zhuanxu's struggle, Xiaoxiao forcibly pushed Zhuanxu onto the mount. The horse carried Zhuanxu on its back and just flew into the air when a heart-wrenching scream came from inside the house.Zhuanxu turned around and saw Xiaoyao opened her eyes. The corners of her lips were covered with bright red blood, and her hands were also covered with dark red blood. Her dark eyes were cold, as if in her eyes, everything was dead, including herself! No matter how difficult and desperate, Xiaoyao was always by his side, and every time he turned his head, he could always see her warm and firm eyes, but now she looked at him with the coldest and most ruthless eyes.It was as if Zhuan Xu's viscera had been dissected, the pain made him unable to stand still, and he knelt softly on the mount. "Go back! I want to go back!" He actually wanted to order the mount to turn back, but Xiaoxiao threw out the long whip, strangled the mount's neck, and forced the mount to fly forward. "Xiaoyao!" Zhuanxu's cry was infinitely desolate, confiding that he was willing to use everything to protect her, and he was willing to do everything to make her happy and worry-free.But Xiaoyao couldn't hear anything, she loosened her hand, and a small silver arrow shot into the lower abdomen of the mount, killing her with one shot, the mount fell rapidly, fortunately Xiaoxiao reacted quickly, and immediately pulled Zhuanxu onto her mount. Another arrow flew in and hit Zhuanxu's hair crown, everyone was out of their wits and exclaimed, Zhuanxu with disheveled hair, stared blankly at Xiaoyao.Obviously his spiritual power is not weak, but he has no thought of avoiding it at all. At this moment, Zhuanxu actually remembered the way his mother committed suicide. With a dagger stuck in her heart, she was trembling with pain, but she jumped into her father's tomb with a smile.It turned out that when the love was deep, he would really rather die than lose it. He finally understood his mother's choice. Zhuanxu pushed Xiaoxiao hard, and stood facing Xiaoyao's arrow, if he couldn't live in the same quilt, then he would die in the same acupuncture point! Seeing that Xiaoyao was nodding her arrow and drawing her bow again, the hidden guards rushed up to kill Xiaoyao, but Zhuanxu shouted, "Don't hurt her! Don't! Whoever dares to hurt her, I'll kill him!" The Yellow Emperor stood in front of Xiaoyao, stretched out his hand to hold Xiaoyao's arrow, and cried out in grief: "Xiaoyao, Zhuanxu has been confused for a while, you can't be confused anymore!" Xiao Yao stared at Huang Di, staggered, and murmured, "You knew it earlier! You all lied to me!" Huang Di and Zhuan Xu were her only remaining blood relatives, but they both betrayed her! Xiaoyao was overwhelmed with grief, her blood surged, she shot two arrows in a row, she was exhausted, the bow and arrow in her hand gradually disappeared, and she fell backwards straight.Huang Di hugged her and yelled at Zhuan Xu who was in the air: "Aren't you leaving? Do you really want to force everyone to death today?" Zhuanxu closed his eyes in pain, the wind whistled in his ears, as if someone was crying in his ears.Every decision in this life has pros and cons, he has never regretted anything he has done, but at this moment, for the first time, he had a strange thought, did I do something wrong? The Yellow Emperor gave Xiaoyao the medicine to calm the mind and calm the mind, and when Xiaoyao woke up faintly, it was already noon of the second day. Xiaoyao wanted to sit up, but her whole body was limp and weak, and she fell back on the couch. This is the sequelae of excessive use of strength and exhaustion of the body. Miaopu supported Xiaoyao to sit back, and Xiaoyao rubbed her sore fingers and said, "What's wrong with me..." Zhuanxu's distraught face suddenly appeared clearly in front of her eyes.Zhuanxu has experienced all kinds of tribulations and has been tempered to be as solid as a rock. Even in her dreams, Xiaoyao would never dream of such a Zhuanxu. She remembered the scene before she fainted, "I...I... shot Zhuanxu?" Xiaoyao didn't know what she wanted to ask, maybe she wanted Miaopu to tell her that everything was just a nightmare! Nursery paled and lowered his head. It was Zhuanxu who killed Jing!And the reason why Zhuanxu wanted to kill was her!Xiaoyao closed her eyes in pain, she would rather never wake up from sleep!In fact, the person she should shoot the most is herself!Xiaoyao laughed loudly, but the laughter was more uncomfortable than the crying, Miaopu was so anxious that she didn't know what to do. Huangdi walked in, and Miaopu immediately left the room. Overnight, Huangdi aged a lot. He looked at Xiaoyao silently, but he didn't know how to speak. Even though he had all kinds of clever tricks and could make the world submit, he didn't know how to comfort Xiaoyao.After a while, the Yellow Emperor said, "Zhuan Xu has made a big mistake, even if you kill him, it is impossible to bring Jing back to life." Xiaoyao asked in pain: "You are my closest relatives, but one of you killed my husband-in-law, and the other helped to cover up and deceive me! What did I do wrong, and you want to treat me like this?" The Yellow Emperor sighed: "I'm sorry! I tried my best to resolve it. Zhuanxu is a smart boy who always knows how to choose. I thought he could understand...but I still underestimated his feelings for you. By the time I know what happened to Jing, it's too late to say anything. I can only secretly pray that you will never know for the rest of your life." "Ever since I knew someone killed Jing, I've been thinking about how to deal with him. Kill him? It's too cheap for him! I plan to let him be my medicine man. I heard that Yu Jiang's brother was once the number one cruel official in the wilderness, Invented countless tortures, but he is really stupid. If you want such a person, you should learn medical skills first. Only a doctor can know the most painful part of the human body, and only a doctor can make a person suffer from the previous torture. I wish I died, but I am still alive ..." Xiaoyao laughed sadly, "It turned out to be Zhuanxu, the person who made me wish I could cut him into pieces, turned out to be Zhuanxu!" The Yellow Emperor persuaded: "Dead people cannot be resurrected. If you kill Zhuanxu, what can you gain except that the world will be plunged into war?" "At least I avenged Jing!" "Are you happy when you get revenge? Are you happy?" Xiaoyao resolutely said: "Yes, I'll be happy!" When she shot Zhuanxu with her bow yesterday, the only thought in her mind was to kill Zhuanxu and then kill herself, so that everything would end! "Whether it is pleasure or pain, you will definitely have the answer! I hope you think about it, who are you? Your mother is Xuanyuan who died fighting for Xuanyuan, and your father is Chi You who would rather die than give up Shennong. Your father is the White Emperor who resolutely let go of his power for the sake of all the people in the world. If you let the world fall and the people be displaced for your own sake, you are not worthy to be their daughter." Xiaoyao sneered: "If you don't deserve it, you don't deserve it! You are all great heroes who have been famous for thousands of years. It is your own business that you are willing to take the responsibility of righteousness. I just want to be a selfish ordinary person, find a small corner, and do my best for myself." The joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of life! The wise and wise His Majesty the Yellow Emperor. If you want to prevent me from going to Zhuanxu for revenge, the best solution is to kill me now! For the sake of your righteousness, you should be able to do it ruthlessly!" No one dared to speak to him like this for thousands of years. The Yellow Emperor was helpless, knowing that it was useless to say anything now. He got up and left. Think about Jing. You know Jing's temperament best, is he willing to let you do this? Xiao Yao put her face on the pillow and said coldly: "You should tell Zhuan Xu what did Jing do wrong, and he wants to kill Jing?" The Yellow Emperor sighed, bowed his waist, and left, The room was silent, Xiaoyao's stubbornness disappeared, and tears dripped silently on the pillow. A few days later, Xiaoyao's body recovered, and she found that all the medicines she had made had disappeared; all the tools she used to make medicines had disappeared;田里中的药材也全被拔掉了。可以说，现在的药谷完全是空有其名，别说药，连药渣子都找不到。 侍卫一天十二个时辰，寸步不离的盯着小夭，左耳和苗莆也被监视，小夭根本无法离开小月顶，更不可能进入防守严密的紫金顶，甚至，她连章莪殿都不能去，除了居住的药谷，唯一能去的地方就是凤凰林，小夭被黄帝软禁了起来，可她既没有试图离开小月顶，也没有和黄帝吵闹，每日里只是发呆，常常凝望着凤凰树下的秋千架，一动不动地做好几个时辰。 每天，黄帝都对小夭说些劝解的话，小夭不再像之前一样，冷言冷语，针锋相对，她沉默安静，不言不语，黄帝不知道她究竟有没有听进去，也猜不透小夭心里究竟在想什么。 苗圃来收拾食案，看到半个时辰前端来的饭菜一点没动，含泪劝道：“小姐，吃一点吧！ 小夭笑了笑说：“苗圃，你坐下。” 苗圃神情紧张地坐下，以为小夭要吩咐她什么要紧事。 小夭问：“你喜欢左耳吗？” 苗圃愣了一下，别扭地说：“小姐问这个干吗？” 小夭说：“左耳以前的日子过得很苦，是你难以想象的苦，他很聪慧，可在世情俗事上却半懂半不懂，你要对他耐心一点，好好照顾他，别让他被人骗了。他这种人都是死心眼，一旦认定了什么，不管对错，就算变成魔，化成灰，都绝不会回头！你看牢，他千万不要让他走入歧途。其实左耳的心愿很简单，有个遮风避雨的洞穴，找个雌兽，自由自在地生活。” 小夭十分郑重温柔，苗圃羞赧淡去，说道：“我是孤儿，幸亏有天赋，被陛下选中做了暗卫，我不像潇潇姐他们那么能干，权势富贵不敢求，也不想求，唯一的奢望就是有个家，我……会照顾好左耳，不会让别人欺负他！” 小夭看向窗外，叫道：“左耳！” 左耳竟然从屋顶上翻下，坐在了窗台上，苗圃“啊”一声，脸腾地红了：“你……你偷听！” “不是偷听。”左耳苍白的面容依旧没有丝毫的表情，可剩下的那只耳朵却有点发红。 小夭说：“当日，你跟我回来时，我答应了你，每日有饭吃，还会帮你找个媳妇。你看苗圃这个媳妇可中意？” 左耳瞅了一眼苗圃，点了下头，看似镇静得没有丝毫反应苍白的脸颊却渐渐红了，耳朵更是红的好似要滴血。 “小姐，你！你……”苗圃捂着脸，冲出来屋子。 小夭对左耳说：“苗圃经常凶巴巴的，其实她只是不知道该如何表达对你的关心和担忧。我知道你不习惯和人解释，但她会是你媳妇，媳妇娶回家就是用来疼的。尽量尝试和她解释一下，就算只说一句'我会小心',她也会好受很多。” “媳妇是用来疼的？”左耳思索了一瞬，像是完全明白了小夭的话，点点头。 小夭走到窗边，扬声大叫：“苗圃，我要喝水。” 不一会儿，苗圃端着两盅水进来，低着头，不敢看左耳。小夭将一枚玉简交个左耳，对左耳和苗圃说：“我现在无法离开小月顶，你们帮我送一封信。轩辕城西的狗尾巷里有一家没有招牌的打铁铺，有个白发苍苍、长相清俊的打铁匠，你们把这封信交给他，然后一切听他吩咐，明白了吗？” 苗圃问：“为什么要两个人送信？” 小夭严肃得说：“这件事很紧要，我派你们两个人去自有我的原因，左耳一个人完成不了。” 苗圃犹豫，说道：“可是我和左耳都走了只小姐一个人……” 小夭淡淡而笑：“外面那么多侍者，何况还有外祖父在，难道你还怕有人会欺负我？” 左耳面无表情地看着小夭，完全不表示他回去执行命令。 小夭说：“只要我不离开你小月顶，他们不会伤害我。苗圃，你说我说的对吗？” 苗圃对左耳点了下头：“黄帝陛下限制了小姐的自由，既是在保护黑帝陛下，也是在保护小姐。”那一日，小夭射杀黑底陛下，很多人都看到了，难保不会有对黑帝死忠的人为了黑帝的安全，做出过激的事。 左耳把玉简收好，对苗圃说：“走！” 苗圃问小夭：“侍卫会放我们离开吗？” 小夭说：“你如实回答，是去轩辕城给狗尾巷的打铁匠送信，外祖父肯定会放行。”其实，黄帝巴不得把左耳远远打发走。 苗圃说：“小姐，你照顾好自己，我们会尽快回来。” 小夭目送他们的背影渐渐远去，暗暗叹了口气，本想做一个沉默的守护者，看着左耳和苗圃慢慢地发展，可世事多变，她的时间已经不多了，只能挑明一切，让左耳和苗圃相互扶持，彼此照顾。小夭在心里默默祝福：左耳、苗圃，后会无期！祝你们幸福！相柳没有得到的，我和璟也没有得到的，但你们一定会得到。 黄帝一直堤防着小夭用毒，把药谷内所有的药材都收走了，可小夭一直是个牢记教训，绝不犯同样错误的人。自从上一次从鸿雁上摔下，危机时刻却无药可用后，小夭就仔细研究了一番如何收藏药才不会丢失，耳坠子，镯子，头发，甚至一件衣服，只要用药水侵泡后处理好，需要用时，撕下布片，加入水，就是药……当年费尽心思做这些事，不过是不想让皇帝和颛顼再为她操心，可没想到有朝一日，竟然会用来对付他们。 颛顼虽然从未出现在小夭面前，可小夭就是直达他肯定来过小月顶，皇帝严禁小夭和颛顼接触，可他不知道每个孩子都有大人不知道的秘密，小夭和颛顼从小同吃同住，更有很多传递消息的方式。 又是一个月圆之夜，小夭提着个白玉莲花盏，一边哼唱着那些古老的歌谣，一边沿着山经慢慢地走，侍卫们看着她是去凤凰林，也未阻拦，只是暗中跟着。 小夭和颛顼刚来神农山时，神农山上没有一棵凤凰树。颛顼在紫金顶和小月顶一棵棵亲手种下了凤凰树，百年过去，凤凰树已经蔚然成林。凤凰花的花期很长，从春到秋，整个山坡都是火红的凤凰花，远望璀璨如朝霞，绚烂似锦绣，近看花朵繁密，落英缤纷。 小夭漫步在凤凰林内，不停地有落花飘下，小夭随手接住，把花放到莲花盏内，不一会就装了满满一盏凤凰花。 月光下的凤凰花没有阳光下的凤凰花那么明艳夺目，张扬热烈，如果把阳光下的凤凰花比作一位漫步飞旋，美目流转的艳丽女子，月光下的凤凰花则像静静端坐，垂眸沉思的清丽女子。小夭像小时候一样，时刻放重了脚步，听落花枯叶发出的窸窸窣窣声。 走到秋千架前，小夭停住了。 虽然很久没用了，但因为有颛顼的灵力在，秋千架并没有被藤蔓攀爬，依旧干净整洁，小夭跳坐到秋千架上，双腿悬空，一踢一晃，她一边悠闲地欣赏着凤凰花，一边不时从莲花盏内拿出一朵花放进嘴里吸吮花蜜。 花蜜的甘甜盈满唇齿间，小夭想起小时候的事。颛顼并不喜欢吃花蜜，却总会清晨练功时，赶在日出那一刻，帮他采摘带着露水的花，只因为她说日出那一刻的花蜜最甘甜，莲花蕊里的露珠都是甜的，每天清晨醒来，不管再痛苦，只要想起朝云峰，总觉得嘴里透着甜。即使身处黑暗狭小的笼子，仍觉得美丽的凤凰花就在不远处没及时母亲父王不要她了，可颛顼哥哥会要她。 颛顼踏着月光露珠，穿过纷飞的凤凰花，走了过来。 一袭黑色金绣的长袍，头发用摸鱼冠束着，五官清俊，气态儒雅，乍一眼看去，倒像一位琴棋诗书作伴的闲散公子，江湖载酒，羌管弄晴，菱歌泛夜，看烟柳画桥，秋水长天。可真与他眉目相对了，就会立即感受到他乾坤在握的从容，一言定生死的威严。 小夭很恍惚，竟然觉得颛顼的面相有些陌生，好像她从没有真正地仔细看过颛顼。一直一来，颛顼对她而言就是颛顼。欢喜时，可以一起大笑；累了时，可以让他背；生气时，可以让他哄，困苦时，可以倚靠他；危难是，可以交托一切。 在小夭心里，她和颛顼至亲至近，无分彼此，只要颛顼想得到的，她一定会不惜一切代价帮他去得到，所以从五神山到轩辕山，从轩辕山到神农山，但凡她所有，颛顼都可以拿去用，包括她的生命。她也一直以为，颛顼待她亦如此，但凡她想要的，颛顼必定会帮她争取；但凡她想守护珍惜的，颛顼也必定会视若珍宝。 可原来，一切都是她想当然了！究竟是她没看清楚颛顼，还是颛顼不再是她心里的颛顼？ " 不过几日没见，两人犹如隔世重逢，颛顼小心翼翼，轻声唤道：“小夭！” 小夭微微一笑：“知道我要杀你，还敢一个人来？” 颛顼说：“如果你没有把握我回来，为什么要在这里等候？” 小夭淡淡说：“以前我觉得我很了解你，现在我却不知道。” 颛顼眼内一片惨然，笑问：“要荡秋千吗？” "Ok!" 颛顼轻轻地推着小夭，小夭仰头看着火红的凤凰花，纷纷扬扬飘落。 静谧的凤凰林内，一个沉默的男子推送着秋千，一个沉默的女子荡着秋千，两人的脑海内都清楚地浮现------ 火红的凤凰树下。 秋千架越荡越高，秋千架上的小女孩一边尖叫，一边欢笑：“哥哥，哥哥，你看我，你看我啊!” 秋千架旁的男孩仰头看着，眉眼间都是笑意。 火红的凤凰树下。秋千架旁的男孩已经变成了谦谦君子，秋千架旁的女孩也变成了窈窕少女。男子有一搭没一搭地推着秋千，秋千架上的女子侧头看着男子，一时荡几下，一时就坐着。两人说着话，话题并不轻松，他们的神情却都很轻松，一直含着笑，并不将前方路上的生死放在心上。 百年的光阴，也许让他们失去了幼时的欢笑声，却给了他们坚强自信，不管遇到什么，不过是披荆斩棘，杀出一条血路而已。 从小到大，他们有过无数次荡秋千的记忆，可在他们的记忆中，从没有一次像现在这样。 幼时的荡秋千就好像彩虹，明媚喜悦；长大重逢后的荡秋千就好像乌云中的太阳，纵然四周黑暗，可他们是彼此的阳光；但这一次的荡秋千却像是暴风雨前的黑夜，没有一点色彩，没有一缕光明有的只是无边无际的黑暗。 颛顼的手越来越沉重，几乎再推不动。可是，他很清楚，这大概是他和小夭最后一次一起荡秋千，他舍不得停下，纵然是在无边无际的黑暗中，他也愿意就这么一直推下去。 小夭把白玉莲花盏递到颛顼面前：“我不知道我究竟是在恨你，还是在恨自己，大概一起在恨吧！毕竟我一直都认定，不管你做了什么，我都会帮你去承担，你犯了错，我也有一半。” 颛顼从盏内拿了一朵凤凰花，轻轻吮吸花蜜。 小夭说：“甜吗？” 颛顼说：“很甜。” 小夭吃了朵花，说道“外婆去世时，我们当着我娘，大舅娘，茱萸姨的面发誓会照顾彼此，不离不弃，我做到了，可你没有做到！哥哥，你没有做到！” 颛顼拿起一朵凤凰花，放进嘴里；“我知道我没有做到，不过，不是因为我杀了璟，而是……从一开始就错了！我不该把你当作棋子去利用，我不该为了得到涂山氏和赤水氏的帮助，就将你让给了璟。” 小夭说：“这段日子，外爷给我讲了一大堆道理，什么家国天下的，可是我不是我娘，我的心很小，只装得下我在乎的人，装不下天下万民，我以前装模作样的关心什么家国天下，万民苍生，只是因为你在乎，但我现在恨你！那些和我没有关系！” 颛顼笑了笑说：“那些的确和你没有关系！” 小夭说：“所以，不管外爷说什么，我还是要杀了你，你杀了璟，我一定要杀了你，你明白吗？” 颛顼微笑着，温柔地抚了抚小夭的头：“我知道！” 小夭递给颛顼一朵凤凰花：“杀了你后，我会陪着你一起去死。” 颛顼说：“这样也好，留下你一个，我也不放心！痛恨蚩尤的氏族，紫金宫内的一群女人，还有禹疆那些忠臣……我实在不放心让你一个人去应对他们，还是把你带在身边最安心。” 小夭吃了一朵凤凰花，笑着说：“本来我想了好多好多残酷的方法，打算去折磨那个害了璟的人，但我没有办法用到你身上，所以想了这个法子，很甜，一点都不会痛苦。” 颛顼赞同的说：“是很甜。”他想再推一下秋千，可是在提不起一丝力气，他扶着秋千架旁的凤凰树，慢慢地坐在了桃花上，拍了拍身旁“坐地上吧，省的待会儿摔下去了，会跌疼。” 小夭扶着秋千架，踉踉跄跄地站起，步履蹒跚地坐下。颛顼爬了几步，伸手揽住小夭的腰，小夭想推开他，却难以掌控自己的身体，向侧面翻过去，颛顼用力拽了她一把，小夭跌进了颛顼怀里。 小夭浑身软绵绵的，没有一丝力气，颛顼如同小时候一般，将小夭密密实实地抱在了怀里，颛顼问：“你常年浸淫在毒药中，体质应该会抗药，为什么你的毒发得比我早？” “我比你服毒服得早，我坐在秋千架上等你来时，就开始给自己下毒。其实，你不该来的，你真的不应该来的，我虽然给你留了消息，但并不希望你赴约……”小夭的眼泪一颗颗滚落。 颛顼抚去小夭脸颊上的泪：“如果我不来的话，你就打算一个人死在凤凰树下的秋千架上吗？让我亲眼看到我究竟犯了什么样的错误！小夭，你可真狠！” Xiaoyao laughed: "My grandfather is Huang Di, my father is Chi You, and my elder brother is Zhuan Xu. Each is more ruthless than the other. How can you expect me to be kind?" 颛顼笑着说：“也对！总不能指望狼窝里养出只兔子。” 小夭一边笑着，一边眼泪不停的滚落。 颛顼轻声问：“小夭，如果璟杀了我，你会为我如此惩罚璟吗？” “璟绝不会伤害你！璟知道你对我有多重要，他宁愿自己受尽一切苦，也绝不会把我放在这么痛苦的绝境中……”小夭的声音越来越小，气息越来越弱。 颛顼用力搂紧了小夭，亲吻着小夭的额头：“小夭，对不起。我错了！我错了！”自小到大，所作所为，只有遗憾，没有后悔，第一次他承认错了。 颛顼的眼角慢慢沁出了泪，在月光下晶莹剔透，小夭嘴角上翘，微微而笑：“颛顼，哥哥……我……我原谅你！恨你，太痛苦了……比剜心还痛……我原谅你……” 颛顼眼角的泪滚落：“小夭，告诉我！如果可以重来一次，你刚回到五神山，我就牢牢地看住你，绝不给璟机会接近你，你会选我吗？” 小夭的眼前昏暗，什么都看不清，思绪顺着颛顼的话飞回了一切刚刚开始时，极久远的过去，可又清晰得宛若昨日：“我被九尾狐关在笼子里时，一直想着你……你没认出我时……我愿意用命救你……那时……璟……”声音越来越低，渐渐消失，小夭如睡着的小猫般，安静。 颛顼一遍遍喃喃低叫：“小夭！小夭……”却再也感受不到她的气息。 朝云峰上，白日嬉戏玩闹，深夜相拥依偎，一起送别亲人，一同承受痛苦……小夭说她的心变得冷硬如顽石，可他一直被小夭珍藏在石头包裹的最中间、最柔软的的地方。当璟要先付出、先相信，去争取小夭时，小夭早已为他做了一切，明明不喜欢权势斗争，明明不关心大义责任，却为了他，陪他回轩辕山，一直守护在他身后…… 他一直觉得璟配不上小夭，照顾不好小夭，只会带给小夭伤心，可是他呢？ 颛顼亲吻着小夭的脸颊，眼里濡湿了小夭的脸，小夭却再不会搂住他，安慰他：“不怕不怕，我会陪着你。” 如果再来一次，他一定会把小夭放在最前面，一定会先考虑她想要什么，而不是自己想要什么，只是一切都迟了…… 颛顼搂着小夭，额头贴着额头，脸颊挨着脸颊，缓缓闭上了眼睛。