Chapter 58 postscript

I first came into contact with online literature in 2005. At that time, I was in a low period of life. I had no money, no house, no job, no man, and no status. In short, it was worse than the "three no personnel". Fortunately, I still had brains. In the wonderful world in the novel, I began to write "Magic Wars" with enthusiasm, challenging a giant long magical story, but gradually I couldn't do it. I realized that enthusiasm and responsibility are not enough.At that time, I didn’t have enough strength to describe a large-scale story of another world. The foreigner’s name alone made me want to vomit. Gradually, the story faded, so I let go of all fanaticism and vanity, rationally Decision: Start practicing pens first.

Modern romance?My life at that time was in a typical bitter drama, which was too realistic. I guess I would cry to death when I wrote half of it.So, I decided to try ancient themes first, and it happened that time-travel novels began to sprout at that time, so let's try time-traveling. I didn't expect to have a click rate! I didn't expect someone to write a review! Unexpectedly, I persisted! I didn't expect to slowly integrate the feelings into it! Unexpectedly, the last character came alive in my mind and in the hearts of readers! I didn't expect that I would be a mother without being married and have no children.

I didn't expect the readers to be divided into factions. I didn't expect everyone to scold me badly for their fans! Unexpectedly, five years have passed in a blink of an eye, and I have experienced tremendous changes in my life. When I face life more and more indifferently, these characters have more and more vitality! Unexpectedly, in the end, the earthlings could no longer stop Huaxi's Warring States Fairy Tale, the last volume, the last chapter, the last truth, the last drop of blood, the last tear, the last smile, the last word, and the last punctuation mark! A lot has happened in these seven years!

No matter if you are a new reader or an old reader, when you see this last word, you must think so, and most old readers even find it a little incredible. Life is like a knife, whether it is a sharp knife, a blunt knife, or a butcher's knife, it is slowly filing your heart anyway until your skin is rough and thick, and you are insensitive. In the end, you will find that not only the years, Youth, love, and your trust and courage in life.Especially in such an impetuous society, everyone involuntarily goes through a lot of personnel changes, so that they are physically and mentally haggard and exhausted, and the original ideals are also turned into bubbles in the ravages of reality.

During these seven years, for one or two years, I was so painful that I could hardly write, thinking desperately, what is the meaning of living?Is it to live just to live? The irony is that later I wanted to break my head and had to admit that maybe the purpose of living is to... to live... However, I still want to struggle to say that I want to live for my heart. Here we have to talk about love again. Beautiful love is Huaxi’s theme at the beginning, and it is also the place that attracted readers at first, because we need someone who can ignite the fire deep in our hearts to light up the seemingly ordinary and gloomy life.

However, love can also be cruel, I think most people who have loved can understand.Now, thanks to my green onion, I understand the power of love. It really is the most powerful weapon in the world. When you are deeply in love, you may completely lose your inner freedom and make yourself worse than the other person die. For a person, losing love is painful for a while, but if he loses inner freedom, the light in the depths of the soul will gradually go out.When you lose yourself and walk into an emotional cage, I can't imagine whether there is any possibility of happiness in such a life.

Perhaps it is precisely because of the cruel chemical reaction of love that those who have experienced love will change more or less. Therefore, only those who have loved and possessed can truly understand the value of true love and the meaning of life. When you wake up from paranoid love, you can understand how precious inner freedom is. The wind and rain will always pass, even if the stars change, things change, people change their appearance, and there are different people standing around them, but they still do not give up their yearning for a better life. I think this is the words Zifu Tianwang has always wanted to say to Mu Jin but could not say, and it is also the reason why he is willing to wait for Mu Jin for thousands of years.

Fortunately, in the psychedelic world of Huaxi, Mujin did not compromise with the filthy Yuan family inlaid with gold and jade like Jinxiu.After going through all kinds of hardships, she sees through the corruption behind those magnificence, she just lives for her own heart, and there is always a kind of indifferent and peaceful joy in her heart. Hua Mujin's love may be free only in Song Minglei's world.At first, it was a kind of pure happiness in the pure cherry blossom forest of Yuan Feijue.In Yuan Feibai's world, her love is a kind of tender pain. Even though she has suffered all kinds of hardships, Yuan Feibai is still the most beautiful pearl in Hua Mujin's heart.

The words "love at first sight" are easy to say, but only when love really blossoms and bears fruit can its value be truly reflected, otherwise it will be nothing more than a mirror image. I think, in Zifu's tired and sad but still affectionate Zifu who sees through the world, the tragedy of Hua Mujin's life after life should have an end. As I typed the last word on the computer screen, I screamed all over the room, feeling a sense of relief that I had never felt before.But, in an instant, I burst into tears.After being moved by myself, I sank into a deep blank vortex. At this moment, it seemed that I was the only one left in the world.

In the past seven years, the world has changed, and my friends have prospered in their careers, got married, or had a baby. Some author friends even published several novels and became famous. I used my last youth to complete a book "Hibiscus Flower" "Western Moon Splendid". In addition to congratulating the parents, they also laughed and said two practical problems: 1. Have you ever thought, if Huaxi fails, will the seven years of hard work be worth it?Can it be considered? 2. In the unpredictable future life, will I still have the opportunity to write works that readers like?

Admittedly, I cannot answer both questions neatly.However, I just don't regret it, I have never regretted it.Even in the hardest years of my part-time work and part-study, I had to spare time to think about Huaxi, and I have never regretted it. A well-known author friend once joked: Your Huaxi is not like a romantic drama, but an inspirational drama. Maybe, as an ordinary person, maybe I really unintentionally revealed the struggle and helplessness of the little people.Even if the ideal will be shattered, but still have the right to pursue the dream. I love Huaxi deeply. It is Huaxi who let me discover the uniqueness of my life, and gave me a place to vent my sentimental and naive temperament.It is also writing that brings me another world, which is a wonderful world that is extremely free, full of freedom, and omnipotent. In this impetuous society full of material desires, a cleanliness and tranquility are always maintained. I am deeply grateful to the readers, authors, and editors who have supported me along the way. I don’t think I am a considerate and good writer, so I have made you all suffer and scratch your heart during the past seven years. Here, bow to everyone!Thank you, lovely Huaxi fans!Thank you for always supporting Huaxi and me hand in hand. Across the icy computer, a casual sentence or expression may warm the bleak heart that is about to wither at the other end of the network.It is because of your blessings that I finally tried my best to get here.It is your tolerance and love that made me grow up, and finally made Huaxi's Warring States fairy tales bloom like hibiscus flowers. ——End of the book——