Chapter 32 Chapter 32 Yin Fang Folds the Lotus (3)

But he smiled coldly: "You really understand etiquette now, I think you have recited all the respect names from the Yuan family." I knew he was mocking my respectful title, so I smiled and said, "Now you rule the Southern Kingdom, the sky is unstoppable, and you have the majesty of an emperor. I really don't dare to make mistakes." He snorted coldly, accepting my compliment. I asked about the control of the epidemic, Duan Yuerong's answer was the same as Qi Fang's report, it was basically under control, fortunately the treatment was timely, but the country's population still lost one-fifth.

I sighed: "Fortunately, the weather is getting colder, and I think it can be stopped in another month." I thought of his gift of elephants from Ezhou, so I thanked him, and he said unhappily: "Don't be polite, Yuan Qingjiang agreed with you to give me golden flowers, and I will return him a hundred war elephants to beat Zhang Zhiyan, It's evened out." I shoved it back again and was left speechless. I looked up, but saw the jade sky was bright and clean, and the starry sky was brilliant, so I couldn't help but say: "I know, for you and Xiyan, as well as Dali's friends and students, I am a lot of hateful people, especially you, I'm sorry, "He immediately looked at me coldly. I knew he didn't want to listen to those three words, but I still said awkwardly: "I also know that I can't afford to compensate you for the three words sorry, but I owe you a farewell."

"What farewell?" He stood up abruptly, his purple pupils filled with murderous intent, and said coldly: "If you want to say goodbye, then say goodbye. If you don't want to think about it, what about Xiyan? You can just say goodbye? Do you have to force her?" Don't you have a mother at such a young age? It's not that easy, who dares to snatch my woman? We have to see how hard life is!" "His life is indeed not very long," I said sadly, "This is the biggest reason why I didn't come back." "Yue Rong, you know, I used to hate you very much, hated you for bringing me into this world, but now it's completely different from what I thought. I don't want to say goodbye to you because I don't want to hurt you, but I know how bad it is. Irresponsible," I plucked up the courage to look at him, and said what I had always kept in my heart: "I...I always want to satisfy everyone, but then I found out that I was wrong, that's impossible , the result is that I hurt everyone, so I thought, this time, this time, let me live for myself, because he can't live long, at most ten years? Eight years? At least let me accompany him Go through this last time of my life. I can't be so greedy, so...so..."

He pushed me away with all his strength, maybe with a little more force, I fell to the ground suddenly, and he didn't help me, but just looked at me with resentment from above, I just felt like a knife was twisting in my heart, and it was the first time in my life. He knelt down, touched his head to the ground, and let the tears drip down on the wooden floor, and I said sadly: "Yuerong, I just ask you to guard Zhulang Duomu and Jia Xina, and that A group of concubines who are as beautiful as flowers and jade, forgot me, Hua Mujin, an ominous person... I am sorry for you in this life, and in the next life... In the next life, I would like to serve you on the road to the next life."

"Shut up," he squatted on the ground, grabbed my chin, forced me to look at him, and said viciously, "You stupid fool, do you think we still have an afterlife?" I was startled, what do you mean?He pushed me away angrily and sadly. This time it was so hard that it pushed me directly onto the tiger's feet on Xiangfei's couch. Blood came out from my beating and flowed into my eyes. After saying something, in the end he seemed to realize that the shot was too ruthless, so he quickly squatted down pale, and held my wound with his sleeve. A minute later, I heard him say angrily: "You stupid woman, you used to fight against me all the time and hit me whenever you had nothing to do, but now you can't hide no matter what you do? Look at you at Yuan's house, you are not stupid at all, but Becoming more and more stupid! Sooner or later, he will die at the hands of the Yuan family."

He wanted to ask Xiaoyu to get some medicine, but I grabbed him hard, looked into his eyes and said sadly: "Yuerong, I know I'm sorry for you, but what else can I do? Watch him die in front of me, Do you think I can survive?" His lips trembled as if he was being shocked by an electric shock, and his purple pupils were full of grief, and tears flowed down: "Then I, I just watched you leave, I just watched you die in front of me. In front of him, if I die at his hands, do you think I can survive?" Unexpectedly, I was frightened, and instead raised my sleeves, tremblingly wiped away his tears, and said incoherently: "I...I...I won't, he...he won't...Yue Rong. "

Without warning, he violently pulled me into his arms, and whispered in my ear infinitely sadly: "You have me in your heart! You clearly have me in your heart." He kissed my ear, kissed my cheek, and finally kissed me hard, rubbed his lips and teeth, and sucked repeatedly. I tried my best to push back, but I couldn't struggle. I felt that my breath was getting less and less. I suddenly thought that if I died in his hands, wouldn't it be considered a repayment to him, so I gradually let go, and he still held me tightly. The tears that slipped into my mouth were salty and bitter, and I couldn't tell whether it was his or mine. Just when I thought he was going to suffocate me, he bit my lip fiercely and pulled them apart. Seeing my blood, his eyes shone with the gaze of a beast.

"You clearly know what kind of family the Yuan family is." He grabbed the front of my clothes, tore off the shoulder sleeves, and shouted in my ear, "You really think that if you really have to accompany him for a ride, you will get out of here in good health. Will the original family let you get away? You will either be eaten alive by them and die there without a burial, or you will become a demon like the original family, just like your good sister, and go straight to Avici Hell after death , you can’t be reborn forever, just like in the previous life, the previous life, the previous life, you will only be played with by others all your life, and you will fall in love with people you shouldn’t love all your life.”

His words seemed to be a terrible prophecy, like a sharp knife, piercing into my heart, the pain was so painful that I couldn't breathe, it made me terrified, the hairs all over my body stood on end, and I shivered coldly: "Don't be like this, Yuerong, I... …I." At this time, there was a clear sound from the glazed bead curtain, and we turned our heads at the same time, only to see Xiyan standing in front of the glazed curtain with bare feet, rubbing her eyes and walking towards us. She looked at our fight and said sleepily: "Mother, don't bully daddy, otherwise daddy won't go back with us."

She clearly called me, but she instinctively leaned towards Duan Yuerong. Duan Yuerong was forced to put down her hostility, let me go, and ended his violent and bitter scene ahead of schedule. He coaxed softly: "Xi Yan is good, go to sleep, Daddy didn't bully Madam, it was Madam who said, after Daddy skinned that former uncle, he will come back and be a slave to Daddy and Xiyan." I was terrified, stood up all of a sudden, followed him into the glazed curtain, and couldn't help but raise my voice: "Don't talk nonsense..." But Duan Yuerong turned her head, glared at me angrily, and motioned me to speak softly, don't disturb him to put Xiyan to sleep.

I had no choice but to stop, and he gently put Xiyan back on the bed. I saw that Xiyan's little feet were still exposed, so I quickly wiped away my tears and the blood from my lips, put on little socks for Xiyan, and helped her fix her red face Ling Xiaodou put her lotus-like little arms into the brocade quilt, and then gently tucked the brocade quilt firmly. I sat at the head of the bed and patted Xiyan's yellow hair, while Duan Yuerong sat at the end of the bed and patted Xiyan's calf to lull her to sleep. The two of us looked at each other silently, speechless for a while. On Xiyan's big red bellyband is a pattern of carp playing with lotus leaves. The scales of carp are densely covered with neat stitches. It is a rare and rare product, there is a purple crescent mark in the fish eye, it is indeed embroidered by Duan Yuerong, I can't help but feel great grief, although I hugged Xiyan and saved the child, but I never thought about it, but in the end it was Duan Yuerong Taking care of her so meticulously for me, the anger just now couldn't help disappearing, and the purple pupil under the red candle looked at me leisurely, gradually calming down. I said to him with a straight face: "You can treat me whatever you want, don't teach Xiyan bad." He smiled evilly at me, snorted heavily, and expressed contempt for my powerless declaration. He was fascinated by me, and said cruelly: "One day, it will be either me or Xiyan. Feibai's skin lights up the sky lantern, so what can you fool." "You..." I was so distressed, but I couldn't say a word, I kept lowering my head and wiping my tears, looked at Xi Yan and said in a daze: "Forget it, since you are like this, then you should also pick me up by the way, Let the injustice be paid off, and the show will end." Duan Yuerong choked there, the veins on her forehead twitched violently, and her purple pupils were full of hostility. At this time, the big boat stopped, thinking that the middle of the Weihe River had arrived, and it was the best place to watch the fireworks across the bank and the stars and the moon in the clear sky. I was determined, but I relaxed and stood up. It happened that the Altair and Vega in the night sky suddenly fell a dazzling meteor shower, reflecting the sparkling light, which was magnificent and dazzling. The fireworks on both sides of the strait were not to be outdone. , as bright as day, the water and the sky are colorful, like being in a world of flames and glass, the people on both sides of the strait excitedly cheered and shouted, which spread far to my boat, and the children of Sima's family and Yu's family downstairs even ran out of the room, Jumping around the deck screaming endlessly. I pointed at the night sky and smiled wearily at Duan Yuerong: "Look, Yuerong, the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl are here to meet you." I held on to the window lattice, feeling sad in my heart, but Duan Yuerong behind me quietly surrounded me. "Listen to me, in Wuyou City, you promised me that if you, I and the other three who should be killed, Yuan Feibai, come out of the city alive, you will follow me. This promise is still valid now. You still have Xiyan and me in your heart, so when he dies, he will come back alive to see us, and then he will be my slave to Emperor Dali for the rest of his life." I grabbed his hands and circled mine, wanting to turn to look at him, But his hands were like iron arms, causing pain in my chest and abdomen, preventing me from moving. "Yue Rong, why are you bothering?" I replied tremblingly, with tears streaming down my face, but he ignored me and said word by word: "Since you have decided on this path, I want you to live a good life. He Xiyan wants to see with his own eyes the day when you are carried in his hands, heartbroken and doomed, and then laugh at you loudly in front of your face, this is what you owe us." After speaking, although he gritted his teeth, his voice trembled and he choked up.But I was moved in my heart, closed my eyes with tears streaming down my face, and said without looking back: "Okay, believe it or not, I promise you, as long as Dali Dayuan coexists peacefully, my promise is still there, and I will be with Yuan Feibai." Although we live together...and die in different acupoints, even if we crawl...we will crawl back to Xiyan's side to be laughed at by you, and in the rest of our lives, I will follow the emperor's instructions, and I, Hua Mujin, will do what I say." This statement is very weird, too much war, parting and pain, it makes me and Duan Yuerong tired, he understands, I understand too. However, at this moment, Duan Yuerong and I are both silently watching the extremely dazzling fireworks at the ferry crossing, and we both tacitly wonder whether there is a chance that I, Hua Mujin, will be able to get out of the raging battle between the original families. How many? Even if Yuan Feibai wins, how long can I stay with poor Feibai?How long can I keep myself clean in this big dyeing vat of the Yuan family?I have thought about these issues before, but I never dared to think deeply, because I was afraid that once I thought deeply, I would shrink timidly and selfishly choose to escape, and escape back to the warm world created by Duan Yuerong for me. However, now I can no longer turn back! Duan Yuerong calmed down, her pointed chin was on my forehead, her breath was even, her hands gently wrapped around my waist, and I leaned on his chest, looking at the starry sky, feeling bewildered and desolate. When Duan Yuerong and Xiyan left, it was midnight, and the people's interest in traveling was still undiminished, as if they wished to bring back all the joy of being grounded in the past few days, the lights in the city were still bright as day, and at some point they approached gently again A light and fast medium-sized boat is also inlaid with gold and jade, beautiful and extremely luxurious, dazzling, and three red lanterns are hung high on it: Mingyue Pavilion. I asked people to block the people in the dark palace, don't let them come to the backside, they all waited on the side of the boat, set up the sideboards by myself, jumped to the boat to check it, and then let Duan Yuerong hold Xiyan from the boat Go down the secret ladder, go to the cabin deck, and board the small boat. When I was about to leave, I saw a red-skinned boy holding Xiaoyu's hand, reluctant to let it go, back and forth saying some caring and caring words, Xiaoyu was about to cry, another tall boy clasped his fists and kept sneering, It is Douzi Tongyan song. The two of them came to greet me, and left with tears.When Duan Yuerong left, he had already recovered his imperial arrogance, and sneered at me condescendingly: "Next year's Qixi Festival, if you prepare carefully, I may still be lucky enough to swim the Weihe River." For the first time in my life, I bid farewell to them with the gift of a monarch and ministers. Duan Yuerong ignored me, but with a handsome face, she led the ministers and turned away. When I got up, the boat in the Mingyue Pavilion Already hidden in the blue water mist at night. I sat down on the deck with infinite exhaustion, my chest was so painful, I couldn't tell whether it was an old wound or a heartache, I just closed my eyes, wept in the wind, thinking to myself, this Qixi Festival is really bad enough, it can be called the worst ever This time, I'm going to lose my eyes again tonight, and maybe I won't be able to sleep well in my life. Also, if Fei Bai died, would I be able to live?If you really have to live, how can you have the face to go back to Xiyan and Duan Yuerong? Duan Yuerong is right, even if you can go back, how can the original family agree?Maybe they just want to have something to look forward to, but in the end it's just an illusion. Could it be that Duan Yuerong is going to hate me to death, and with his personality, he's going to start a war with Da Yuan again. I just thought pessimistically in the cold wind in the middle of the Qixi Festival night, and my tears kept flowing.