Chapter 39 Section thirty-eight

I don't know what to say. He seems to be too. In a state of confusion, he sent me back to the company dormitory. We didn't speak a word along the way, and even when I got out of the car, he just nodded. I watched his car drive away until it disappeared. The next morning, I re-applied both dark circles with no suspense. Before the work music started, I couldn't help but look at his empty office several times, but when the work time came, the office was still empty. Soon Mr. Zhang called me into his office. "Xiao Nie, has Mr. Lin contacted you?" I shake my head. "I called him and he turned off the phone." Mr. Zhang was a little anxious, but he looked at me and didn't ask any more questions. Instead, he mentioned my father, chatted for a while, and sent me out politely.

I looked at my phone several times throughout the morning, but in the end I didn't make a call. In the afternoon, Mr. Zhang called the staff of our department for a short meeting, and said that the recent work would be handed over to him directly, and Mr. Lin was on vacation to travel. Just to travel... I breathed a sigh of relief, but inexplicably, there was another burst of chest tightness. I called my dad and described the whole thing in a unemotional tone. I didn't want to add any personal emotions, but when I said it, I couldn't help but sarcasm. "Father, it means that like a mother, like a daughter."

Ma Nianyuan's mother disliked her father's poor family and climbed a so-called high branch at the time. Ma Nianyuan refused to even visit Lin Yusen when she heard about Lin Yusen's car accident.She will take the initiative to tell my dad, and she probably wants to play a pity on my dad first.Really, would Lin Yusen still rely on her and ask her to take responsibility? It's ridiculous and hateful. After several days, Lin Yusen still didn't show up, and I couldn't help but wonder, where would he go?Alone, or with friends? Will he go so far that he won't remember me at all?

No, no, what am I thinking. But I couldn't restrain myself, and started to read some travel advice online for no reason. It was Friday in the blink of an eye. At noon, I went to the restaurant for dinner with Yin Jie and the others. When I was about to leave the office building, I was stopped by the front desk. "Nie Xiguang, I have your letter." Since the popularity of E-mail, I have never received a paper letter.Holding the thick envelope in his hand, it had a strange texture. Yin Jie leaned over curiously: "What letter, love letter?" I subconsciously stuffed it into my pocket and said casually, "The bank statement."

Yin Jie immediately lost interest and guessed what was missing in the cafeteria today.I dealt with it casually, holding the letter in my pocket tightly. While queuing up in the cafeteria, I quietly dragged out a corner of the letter—— That flowing and flowing handwriting willfully. It is Lin Yusen's character. I couldn't bear to watch it until after get off work. This weekend, I had already told my mother that I was going home, so I went to the station with my things after work. I chose to go back by car. The bus was driving on the expressway from Suzhou to Wuxi. I looked at the stretch of road outside the window and couldn't help thinking, could Lin Yusen have an accident on this expressway?So the last time he drove me back, what was he thinking when he passed by here?

At that time, he thought that the person sitting next to him was someone who invited him over, but then abandoned him, so that he would never be able to pick up a scalpel again. Thinking of this, I couldn't help it anymore, took out the letter I had fumbled for many times from my pocket, and opened it carefully. The letters are thick, but eventful postcards, the letterhead is only one page. Xiguang, the first time I saw you was at a lady's banquet.It was a party I didn't want to attend, everything was so boring, far worse than reading medical magazines at home alone.Know I found you.

At that time, you were angry with a girl, and everyone in the audience was attracted.I should have felt sympathy for the girl who was scolded by you and was about to cry like others, but I was completely attracted by you, and I only thought that your appearance was so dazzling. I also have such a domineering time?Maybe it's because of acting out of anger?When I saw my father bring Ma Nianyuan to the godmother's birthday party, I was really mad.My mother couldn't bear to bring that woman's child to a dinner party for relatives and friends.Especially that girl likes to pretend to be pitiful. I didn't say anything about the old clothes being bullied, so I really had a fit.

I think I must find a way to get to know this girl, and Jia Qi told me to introduce me to his friends, including you.I am now absolutely sure that you didn't notice me at all at the time, so that you didn't have the slightest impression of me.I tried to get close to you without any trace, but you quickly disappeared at the banquet.I think maybe there is no need to be so anxious, I can make a more complete plan first. So, a few days later, when I received your invitation to admire plum blossoms, I was literally ecstatic. I had a very successful operation that day, and after I got off the operating table, I drove to Wuxi.I never thought that this would be the last time I would be on the operating table.

On the highway, I had an accident. My life is not in danger, but I can no longer be a top surgeon.The reason is not only the hands, but also the eyes. During that time, I was lying on the hospital bed covered with gauze, thinking that this is the price I paid for seeing that girl?I won't blame her and resent her. I didn't even tell anyone that I had an accident to see her, but why didn't she come to see me? In the dark, you have become my demon. And never contacted. So when I learned from other people that you were an intern in this company, I left Shengyuan headquarters and went to Suzhou.Unexpectedly, you don't know me at all.

That's right, how do you know me, the person who invited me to Wuxi is not you at all. But Xiguang, I have always come here for you. ——You have become my demon. I stared at the letter paper in a daze. In fact, it was Ma Nianyuan who caused him such misery from the beginning to the end, so shouldn't Ma Nianyuan be his inner demon. No, no, this idea just came up, and I immediately deleted it severely. How could it be someone else? In Lin Yusen's eyes and heart, he never thought—— ... It's me! "I've always been here for you." It's clearly a sentence on paper, but I have already deduced Lin Yusen's appearance and tone in my mind, that kind of gentle and deep voice...

Suddenly, I had an impulse, picked up the phone, turned to his number, and pressed it before I could think about it.They didn't give me any chance to go back on my word, and I got connected quickly. But neither of us spoke to each other.After a long time, I still spoke. "Lin Yusen." He seemed to be sure it was me, "Xi Guang." "I have your letter." "Ok." "The postcards are beautiful." "As long as you like it." "Are you playing outside...about when will you be back?" There was a pause over there: "I'm already at the train station, and I'm going to Suzhou tomorrow morning." "Hmm... When you go back to Suzhou, you usually pass through Wuxi... Otherwise, you should get off at Wuxi." I don't know how I said this sentence, but when I said it, I was silent, and the other side was also silent.It took a long time to hear him ask softly: "Xiguang, are you sure?" "...Well, what time will you arrive in Wuxi, I will pick you up."