Chapter 1 irrelevant preamble
The second half of my senior year was the saddest day I have ever spent in college.
Endless job fairs, varied interviews, cumbersome thesis defenses, and farewell banquets where people never fall down... Everything can only be described as chaos, and everyone seems to be unable to stop The top spins involuntarily.
Until the moment of pause comes.
On the night of June 23rd, Ah Fen, my roommate, became the first person to leave Nanjing from our dormitory.
She is going to Xiamen, a distant place whose name I only know.
I never thought that one day, I would cry and run after the train until the train speeded up and roared away.
I have always been a happy and healthy child.
I never really knew how to say goodbye.
until this moment.
In the future, we may never see each other again.
In the future, even if we meet each other, we can only get together in a hurry, and then we have to say goodbye.
Maybe then we won't be as sad as we are now, because we don't matter so much to each other or because we are strong.
But at this moment, you are leaving, and I can only cry while walking on the platform.
Goodbye, our last youth.
We can no longer live as children.
We graduated.