Chapter 39 Chapter 38: To Shakespeare

Her beating heart slowly calmed down, and she stopped and looked at him.The midnight chill made her teeth chatter. They started looking at each other without a clue, just like that rainy day, this time separated by a narrow road. Ye Zhanyan's gaze at that moment in her memory was full of unwillingness and resentment, she didn't understand. But at this moment, Sheng Huainan's eyes were full of tender pity and sorrow. Luo Zhi suddenly wanted to rush over and cover his eyes—don't look at me so pitifully. She has been afraid of being pity since she was a child.Let alone him.

"Why?" she asked.why. "I came out late for dinner with a few seniors from the student union. I accidentally saw you. I was afraid that it would be unsafe for you to come back alone as a girl, so I followed you quietly." I am not asking this.She shook her head, but she didn't want to ask any more questions. Seeing Sheng Huainan's appearance, even if she asked, the answer was knowingly asking, "Why why?" "Then thank you." Luo Zhi felt cold and tired, her knees were a little weak, and she didn't want to continue entanglement. "Can I ask you a question?" Sheng Huainan's tone could not be refused.

"Say it." "You like me, don't you?" Luo Zhi raised her head and looked at the person opposite in disbelief. "It's better not to lie." Sheng Huainan looked at her and continued. "What do you mean?" she asked in a low voice. "Nothing interesting. You've always got the truth, haven't you?" Luo Zhi didn't know whether it was the cold wind or anger that made her tremble. But she has no confidence.She did tell a lot of lies.But he shouldn't know she lied. "what do you want to say in the end?" "Actually, we shouldn't be around the corner. If you don't like me and have no hope or interest in me, then you shouldn't be so wary of my attitude, just say it straight."

Luo Zhi straightened her back, "So you don't need to listen to me, you have already deduced it. Although the answer may not be what you want." "you……" "I," Luo Zhi took a deep breath, "I like you, indeed." She finally confessed, the phrase "I like you" that had been in her mind for so long was pressed out by the person concerned with impatient cold eyes in the middle of the night in early winter in Beijing. When she said this, Sheng Huainan's eyes were full of disappointment and unbearable. "You should have guessed it," Luo Zhi sneered, "If I didn't like you, I would have slapped you when you took my hand, why didn't I?"

After a long silence, Sheng Huainan said in a very soft voice with complicated expressions. "You want to be my girlfriend?" Luo Zhi didn't show the expression Sheng Huainan imagined, not any kind of expression - no surprise, no anger, no puzzlement, no joy. She frowned slightly, her eyes filled with sadness.What kind of shit question?He played her, he played her like this. She tried to raise her face and smiled sweetly. "Do you want to marry me?" she asked. Sheng Huainan obviously didn't react, "Why should I..." He blurted out, stopped in mid-air to gather his composure, and asked again, "Why do you ask this?"

"Think, or don't want to." "The future is too far away. It's impossible to tell." He didn't look at her. "I asked you if you 'wanted' to marry me. I didn't ask if you would be able to marry me. The future is too far away, no one can say for sure, but what matters is whether you have the heart. Your subtext is, Since I like you, then try to fall in love with me first, and then consider whether to become a regular and sign a contract?" Her smiling attitude seemed to have angered Sheng Huainan. He frowned and waved his hand impatiently, "OK, I don't want to marry you, what?"

Luo Zhi laughed, it was the first time since Sheng Huainan knew her that she laughed so recklessly. "Sheng Huainan, do you know that Shakespeare said that all love not for the purpose of marriage is hooliganism." She continued her efforts and stretched her waist, "So, please go away and stay away from me." Luo Zhi turned around and walked away in a very chic manner. Hearing the sound of the door opening, Belle was startled and sat up, the soft light from the corridor hit Belle's face, her face was covered with tears, just in time to meet the eyes of Luo Zhi who was also full of tears.

Belle opened her mouth wide in surprise, Luo Zhi rarely came home late, let alone cried.But he didn't say anything either.She lay down and continued to sleep hard, when she heard the rustling sound next to her, which gradually became blurred. Luo Zhi fell seriously ill at the right time. She recalled that there was always a lot of noise in the dead of night. Originally, she had caught a cold that night, had a slight cold, and had a little fever. At the same time, she began to suffer from insomnia, cutting her work and rest time into fragments.Sleep for two hours at noon, sleep from 8:00 p.m. to 1:00 a.m. and wake up naturally, and then study, read books, and listen to CDs in the middle of the night.Classes will continue as usual during the day.

Belle tried to persuade her not to study so hard, but she could only smile and say, "I've slept through the day, have you ever seen someone who can stay up all night? I really slept through it." "But you still go to class during the day, when will you go to bed?" "Sleep when you have free time, sleep when you're sleepy, and don't sleep when you're not sleepy." "Luo Zhi, are you unhappy?" "Yes. I'm very unhappy." She answered bluntly, but the indifference on her face made Belle dare not ask anything. After a few days, he fell ill.Lying groggy on the bed, his whole body was sore and limp, his voice was so hoarse that he couldn't speak.Lying on the left side, lying on the right side, lying on the back and prone all have difficulty breathing.

She always dreamed about high school.When I wake up, the pillow cover is always wet with tears. It turns out that people really cry in their dreams, crying until the pillow is dry. Originally, she meant originally, looking back many years later, that time should be able to become a beautiful story.Submerged in the green passage of the Huanggang Exam Bank and piles of trivial fragments of school review materials, if you carefully sort them out, a pale girl with a ponytail and a crush on her forbearance are partly for inferiority and partly for pride.Silently following the boy behind, passing through the vast expanse of morning light interlaced with time in the corridor - she could have had such a beautifully edited and complete youth.

Although her story is not so beautiful and simple, at least she is worthy of her pride.It's not happy, but it's absolutely pure one's love, at least you can take it out and hold it in your arms when you dream back at midnight, and use your strong imagination and memory to burn it into some color and warm yourself. But now, that persistent and harmless secret love seems to have been filmed by the insatiable producer Gouwei Xu Diao. She can't bear to think about what happened in less than three months. There is no reason and no result, just like that. Gotta be tattered.Just thinking about it makes my heart ache. It really hurts. How nice, she finally confessed. It wasn't the girl Luo Zhi who climbed up to the sixth floor and stood at the gate of the third class, panting and flushed. She just stood in the cold wind, faced the impatient eyes of the other party, admitted a little tragically and namelessly, yes, I do like you. Not a confession, but a confession. She woke up in the middle of the night coughing until she was about to suffocate and struggled to get up to drink water. Only then did she realize that Lin Daiyu was actually helpless and she shouldn't laugh at him.